Xu Xiaowen slept in the study alone, just like every time in the past, as long as something happened to her, Xu Wenqing would not allow her to enter the master bedroom, and the reason was the same every time. —

"A dirty thing on your body will ruin my luck. If you love me so much, you will not want to see me with you in bad luck?"

"Why did you fail in the college entrance examination? It's because you have been bleeding with dirty blood for more than half a month. Didn't luck flow with the dirty blood?"

"I am not despising you, I am for your own good, all this is for our future."

"Think about it, your life has been spent, do you want my life to be the same as yours, and be destroyed by your dirty things together?"

Xu Xiaowen was lying on the creaking single bed in the study, but various things of the past appeared in her mind. Her mind at this time was very clear, and the person who was devoured by emotions in the past completely different.

In fact, to trace the roots, her first time was by Xu Wenqing, but in the end she was beautified by Xu Wenqing and turned into a drunk disorder between the two, and then she confusedly let him succeed. Of course, she had her own credulous reasons for the evil fruit, but the culprit was the scumbag Xu Wenqing.

She is obviously such a proud person. She is beautiful and has good grades. She is a good girl in the eyes of her parents, a good student in the eyes of a teacher, and a top student admired by her classmates. Characters, everyone thought she could successfully pass the Qingbei entrance examination, but in the end her results gave those people a heavy blow.

After she failed the college entrance examination, her parents once wanted her to repeat, thinking that this time she just lost accidentally. With her ability, even if she fails to pass the 985 exam next year, she can at least get a 211 exam. How is it, better than a college.

At that time, Xu Xiaowen actually thought the same way. She obviously worked hard for so long, and she spent all the time other people eat, drink and play on her studies, in order to maintain her position as the number one in age. She has paid too much, and she is not willing to spend so many years of hard work.

But why did she not choose to repeat her studies in the end, but entered the college?

Xu Xiaowen remembered, after she decided to repeat, she found Xu Wenqing and told him what she wanted to repeat. What did Xu Wenqing say at that time?

"Xiaowen, if you think about it clearly, are you really suitable for repeating it?"

"Xiaowen, did you know that you are different from other classmates, they can study without distraction, can you? Wouldn't you think of the child you knocked out? "

"If you repeat, we are bound to separate. I can’t wait for you. You also know what a man looks like. A man can’t stand loneliness. Don’t blame me when you do ."

"In fact, I don’t want to break up with you. You forced me to let me break up with you. I am a big man. Wanting to find a girlfriend is a beckoning thing, but you It's different."

"You used to have my baby in your belly, but you died in your womb. You beat other men before you reach adulthood, so you can find a good man ?"

"Anyway, if you think about it, I can't wait for you. If you insist on repeating, then let's just forget it."

"Will I keep it secret for you? Xiaowen, why are you so naive? I will keep it secret for you when you are my girlfriend, but you are not my girlfriend Now, do you think I will keep it secret for you?"

"I think all of my classmates will be surprised. I want to know why a top schoolboy suddenly failed the college entrance examination. If they knew that you were pregnant with my child at that time and knocked him out, you What do you think your classmates think of you?"

...

Where did Xu Xiaowen at that time have seen such a scene? She didn't understand why a man who had been so good to herself turned around and said such terrible things to herself.

If she wants to repeat, the secrets that she doesn't want to be known by outsiders will eventually be known to others. If they know why she failed the college entrance examination, if they know...

Xu Xiaowen could not accept such a result, she finally chose to succumb. She succumbed to Xu Wenqing, obeyed his words, gave up repeating studies, and went to college.

She remembered that her father hadn't slept for days and nights when she knew that she was not repeating. Every morning she could see the ashtray in the living room full of cigarette butts.

But her mother kept crying and asked why she refused to repeat the exam, and asked if she knew how important the college entrance examination is to a person.

"Xiaowen, there is no turning back arrow in the bow. If you take this step, then you will never be able to turn back in the future. It is impossible to turn back in life."

"Xiaowen, you can't tell mom and dad why you refuse to go?"

But no matter how they begged to ask her, Xu Xiaowen refused to tell them the truth-after she agreed not to repeat, Xu Wenqing seemed to have changed back to her original appearance, and he treated her very well. He would talk love words to make her happy, buy all kinds of gadgets for her, and he would apologize to her, saying that all the things he said before were not from the sincerity.

"Xiaowen, I know that the words I said before made you sad, but you have to understand that it is not what I want to say. I really can't help it."

"I like you so much. If you repeat your studies, you will definitely be admitted to a prestigious university in the future. If we separate the two places, there will be other better men beside you who are excellent. If you follow them Together, what should I do?"

"Xiaowen, women and men are not the same. You don’t have to be so good. Anyway, you will have to be a family husband and teach children in the future. The education is too high and too talented to be of any use. I will support you."

This is how young and ignorant Xu Xiaowen slowly fell, and then slid into the abyss step by step.

Xu Wenqing also told her that the love of parents for their children is of an interest nature. They invest in their children and require the children to give them back. Once the return is not up to the standard, they Will withdraw the love for them.

"In fact, your parents are very selfish. I know that being the first is also very tiring. I know that you don’t want to work so hard all the time, but because of your parents’ persecution, you can’t Not to become good and powerful, just to satisfy their vanity."

"Think about it, does it take so hard for a little girl’s family? Anyway, you will always get married in the future, and you don’t need to do a big business, do it so well. what?"

"Look at the past and present, how many happy women have had successful careers? Even in this era, those career women who have succeeded in their careers but are still alone in their families should not be the envy of being at home. I'm a housewife."

"I’m different from your mom and dad. I never plot anything from you, nor do I think about what you want to give me or what to give back. I just want to One thing is to make you happy. As long as you can be happy, I don't care about anything."

Xu Wenqing has always brainwashed her like this, telling her that her parents are plotting for her good, and they do not love her at all, but the interests they cast.

"If you don’t believe me, just try it. The worse you behave, the more they will insult you, humiliate you, and think that the roots are not worthy of being their daughter."

"Look, I was right? Did you get scolded again? They let you take the postgraduate entrance examination to continue to exploit you, so as to squeeze all your benefits."

"Apart from me, no one in this world treats you sincerely, not even your parents."

"You can only trust me, I am the only person in this world who loves you."

...

Obviously ridiculous words, but at that time Xu Xiaowen seemed to be demonized. She couldn’t listen to her parents or her friends, so she obeyed Xu Wenqing’s words wholeheartedly. He regarded his words as a god, and he never dared to disobey the slightest bit.

' However, under Xu Wenqing's provocation, she was getting further and further away from her parents.

She hates her parents who hate her, and her relationship with them is getting worse and worse. Even under Xu Wenqing’s brainwashing, she thinks she shouldn’t be nice to her parents—they took you without your consent In this world 1, they should treat you well, but they persecute you, squeeze you, and enslave you, you have to learn to resist.

Xu Xiaowen, who is as stupid as a pig, really listened to Xu Wenqing's words and treated her parents as enemies. She would not even go home during the holidays, and she would make a phone call on weekdays. There were no text messages. Even if they called and sent text messages to ask her about her situation, Xu Xiaowen would just fool around with a sentence or two, and would never say anything to them.

"Parents do not have any kindness to you, some are just squeeze, they are black-hearted slave owners, you must not be soft-hearted."

As more and more things recalled, Xu Xiaowen's body began to tremble uncontrollably, and the intense despair and pain were like an avalanche, swept with the momentum of a mountain whistling and a tsunami. , Swallowing her whole body, the huge pain can not be vented, Xu Xiaowen wanted to scream, but in the end she endured it for life, she opened her mouth, bit her own arm fiercely, and used her body pain to fight it. Pain in the mind.

For a moment, Xu Xiaowen regretted regaining her sanity and saw how trash the things she had done in the past were, but soon she began to spurn that thought. I want to escape.

She is already guilty, is she going to stay so muddled?

"Sorry, sorry, I was wrong, I really know it was wrong..."

Xu Xiaowen burst into tears, and kept apologizing to her parents and begging for their forgiveness. She really knew she was wrong.

However, the night is already dark, curled up on the small single bed, Xu Xiaowen said in his heart those apologies that no one can hear, Xu Xiaowen curled up her body tighter, if possible, she I wish I could just disappear into the world like this.

But she can't.

The sins she has done can only be eliminated by herself. How she once turned into scum trash step by step, now she must step by step to make herself a normal person again.

The long night has passed, and the night has swallowed a lot of things. The original huge waves that seemed to swallow everything seemed to disappear, and everything seemed to be back to normal.

Xu Wenqing returned to work at the bakery with weak expectations. As time approached Qi Feifei’s working hours, Xu Wenqing frequently looked towards the door of the store.

After the two of them began to fall in love, Qi Feifei will come to the store every morning to buy some cakes and the like. He wants to know if Qi Feifei will come today, because it is related to the future What should he do.

As time approached a little bit, the person he thought still did not come, Xu Wenqing's heart slowly sank, just after he thought that Qi Feifei was really not coming , The wind bell rang at the door, and a familiar figure walked in from outside the door.

Xu Wenqing's dying heart came back to life instantly, a big smile appeared on his face, and he quickly walked towards Qi Feifei.

"Fei Fei, you are here."

When facing Xu Xiaowen, Xu Wenqing is accustomed to putting on an invincible appearance, letting the other party succumb to his feet. He is used to being the'master', but facing Qi Feifei At that time, he did not dare to show his true colors.

Being small and gentle, these are just his methods. Who wants women to eat this set?

But seeing him, Qi Feifei's pretty face sank, she pouted and said unhappily, "Is there no one else in the store? I don't want him to serve me. "

Qi Feifei is very beautiful. Even when she is headstrong, she is still too beautiful. Xu Wenqing is obsessed with her beauty and covets the benefits of her identity, so she naturally let her Losing your temper will not show any dissatisfaction.

"Fei Fei, don't you be angry with me, okay? I know I was wrong. Will you forgive me?"

Everyone in the cake shop knows that Qi Feifei is Xu Wenqing’s boyfriend, so naturally they won’t come forward and find it unhappy. The young couples have conflicts. They will only get together unless they are blind. In the past, it disturbed the love of other young couples.

But when I heard how Xu Wenqing coaxed Qi Feifei, these colleagues secretly felt that it is no wonder that Xu Wenqing is not so good, and his family conditions are not so good. Good girlfriend.

Don’t say anything else, just his shameless and self-respect approach in order to please girlfriends is not something ordinary people can do. They ask themselves, privately they can coax like this Girlfriends, but if there are outsiders, they simply cannot say such a breakthrough.

"Fei Fei, I was wrong, can you forgive me, can I sing your favorite "Little Frog Leap" to you?"

Speaking, Xu Wenqing sang the little frog jump in the crowd, while learning how the frog inside jumped. He looked so funny.

Intentionally acting as a demon to toss Xu Wenqing’s Qi Feifei: "..."

The thickness of this guy's face is simply breathtaking. No wonder that emotional personality can't hold it. This kind of coaxing method can't hold any little girl with a clear mind.

Qi Feifei actually wanted to look at Xu Wenqing's face for a moment, but thinking about what she was discussing with Qi Wang to do, she still endured it.

Forget it, if you can't bear it, you will be in a big way. In order to have a bright future in the future, she should bear it.

"Okay, stop playing tricks here, can't I forgive you?"

Hearing that Qi Feifei finally forgave him, Xu Wenqing was very happy. With joy, he quickly kissed Qi Feifei’s face.

Qi Fei Fei: "..."

My casserole-sized iron fist is almost overwhelming, okay!

But fortunately, Xu Wenqing still remembers that he is at work now. This is in a cake shop. He did not do anything more extraordinary. As usual, Qi Feifei packed her favorite cake, Xu Wenqing Step by step, Qi Feifei sent Qi Fei out of the bakery.

The smile on Qi Fei Fei’s face almost can’t be maintained, and Xu Wenqing has to go to work because of Xu Wenqing, and there is no way to follow her out. After Qi Fei Fei left the bakery, he finally didn’t have to be poisoned by him. .

Why can he trick two women into such a greasy method, knowing that he has other women, who love him so desperately and unrepentantly? Is your brain kicked by a donkey?

At noon, Qi Feifei took Xu Xiaowen to the rooftop and repeated what Qi Wang had told her.

"My dad said, this is a kind of personality reshaping. First, you will suppress your original normal personality through abnormal means, so that you will have self-denying thoughts and think that you are garbage. Do nothing well, and then subtly plant his anchor point in your heart, which is the first step to control you."

Xu Xiaowen twitched the corners of his mouth, and said dully, "After all, it's because I'm stupid."

Qi Fei Fei nodded in no uncertain terms: "It's really stupid, but you were able to take the first grade exam. There is really no problem with your IQ. You are just being cheated by his disguised love. That's it."