Compared to Chen Zhouqiang and Xiao Meiyu, Du Ruiming's perception is stronger, even when he is controlled by Gu insects, Du Ruiming still has his own perception.

Therefore, he knew very well what he had done. After the Gu worms in his body were taken out by Qiliang, Du Ruiming was finally completely free, recalling all the things that happened before, Du Ruiming Unable to bear it any longer, he hugged Qi Wang and burst into tears.

, If he was seen by others, he would encounter something, how would he kill in a cruel way, or be killed.

At that moment, the endless sense of fear wrapped Du Ruiming's whole person. At that time, he only wanted Qi Li to kill him, he wanted to go in the appearance of a human, he I don't want to become that kind of monster, and I don't want to hurt my classmates.

Come out, he is now completely free.

"It's great, it's really great, thank you, thank you..."

Du Ruiming was crying and talking. At this time, he was so excited that he was incoherent, and he didn't know what language to use to express his current mood.

Looking at Du Ruiming who couldn't help crying, Qi Li could probably understand his mood. He raised his hand and patted Du Ruiming on the back, and said warmly.

"Okay, it's alright, as long as I'm here, you don't have to be afraid anymore..."

At this moment, the thin wooden door was pushed open, and Chen Zhouqiang, who had weak legs and feet, walked in from the outside. Chen Zhouqiang was stunned for a moment, his eyes turned around the two of them, but finally fell on the bad old man lying on the ground not far away.

"When did an old man come out here?"

Chen Zhouqiang murmured.

At this time, Du Ruiming was too embarrassed to continue crying because Chen Zhouqiang came in. He raised his hand to wipe his tears, released Qi Li, and then walked to Chen Zhouqiang hugged her in front of him.

"Chen Zhouqiang, it's great, the two of us are finally back to normal!"

Seeing Du Ruiming like this, Chen Zhouqiang also felt happy, he raised his hand and patted Du Ruiming on the back, and said in a trembling voice.

"It's alright, it's alright, a big man has made such a nauseous thing, don't cry anymore, aren't we all doing well now? Why do we cry? Blessings will all cry for you. already."

After crying for a while, he hugged Chen Zhouqiang to calm down. At this time, Du Ruiming finally returned to normal. He wiped his tears, glanced at Chen Zhouqiang, and suddenly laughed.

Seeing Du Ruiming's stupid appearance, Chen Zhouqiang was slightly taken aback, but he soon followed with a smile, Chen Zhouqiang raised his hand and patted Du Ruiming's back, and said loudly .

"Okay, everything is over, we are back to normal, that guy Wang Haiyang wants to pay back to him the same thing he did to us, so a cowardly man actually After doing so many crazy things, if I don't beat him to the ground, I won't be called Chen Zhouqiang."

Thinking of the stupid things he did when he was dominated by Wang Haiyang in the past, Chen Zhouqiang hated his teeth so much that he searched around the room, but he couldn't find Wang Haiyang there. Where, Chen Zhouqiang said in a puzzled manner.

"Where's that guy Wang Haiyang? He shouldn't run away, right?"

How is this possible? Before he could take revenge, Wang Haiyang ran away without a trace, but he would have taken the time to escape.

Du Ruiming knew more than Chen Zhouqiang. Seeing Chen Zhouqiang's teeth itching with anger, Du Ruiming nodded towards the bad old man beside him.

Killed."

The old man described as withered turned out to be Wang Haiyang, is there a mistake?

After seeing Wang Haiyang's appearance, Chen Zhouqiang was stunned for a moment. He looked at the unconscious old man on the ground in disbelief, reluctantly from his wrinkled face I saw the shadow that originally belonged to Wang Haiyang.

"No, wasn't Wang Haiyang just a big boy? Why did he suddenly become like this? What happened? What did you do in the house??"

Chen Zhouqiang asked subconsciously, but Du Ruiming shook his head.

"I don't know if you ask Qiliang, Qiliang should know what's going on."

So Chen Zhouqiang turned to look at Qi Li, trying to figure out what was going on.

"If I'm not mistaken, Wang Haiyang should be the result of the backlash of the worms. He used his body as a container to raise the worms, and now he is backlashed by the worms, so he became like this already."

Qi Li never thought that there would be people in this world who would be so stupid to raise Gu worms with their own bodies.

It doesn't mean that this method is impossible, but the conditions for raising Gu worms are extremely harsh, especially if the body is used to raise Gu worms, the conditions are even more harsh to the extreme. The higher the requirements of the body, if the host can't suppress the Gu worm, it will be 100% attacked by the Gu worm, so in this world, except for some people who are very powerful and have great confidence in themselves, basically no Some people will use their own bodies to raise Gu worms.

In Qi Li's cognition, Wang Haiyang really does not belong to that kind of powerful person, and he did not expect Wang Haiyang to dare to use his body to raise Gu worms.

Even before Qi Li's attack, the Gu worms had already started to multiply in Wang Haiyang's body. Instead, the container of the ocean will become food for the Gu worms.

If I really want to say it, Wang Haiyang would like to thank Qi Li, because if it wasn't for Qi Li, Wang Haiyang would not be alive at all, and now he is afraid that he will be eaten by Gu insects. There is nothing left.

Qi Li briefly explained the matter, Chen Zhouqiang and Du Ruiming heard the words and could not help but look at each other, thinking that Wang Haiyang had put Gu worms in their bodies, they The two of them felt hairy all over their bodies, and their stomachs were tumbling. They could endure it, but when they saw Wang Haiyang looking like a bad old man, the two of them couldn't bear it anymore, and they lay to the side and vomited.

After a long time, Chen Zhouqiang finally regained some strength. He looked at Qi Li feebly and murmured a question.

"Qi Li, you just said that Wang Haiyang once let go of the worms in our body, so have the worms been removed now? If not, will we also Become a container for Gu worms, and when they grow, they will eat both of us cleanly?"

He finally regained his freedom. If he was eaten clean by Gu worms, what was the point of his life? Even if it is not eaten up by Gu worms, if Wang Haiyang has turned into an old-fashioned bell, and the decades have been stolen like this, then it would be better to die clean.

After hearing Chen Zhouqiang's words, Qi Wang looked back at him, seeing that he was sincerely worried that he would be eaten by Gu worms, Qi Wang said helplessly.

"You think a little too much, Wang Haiyang's body is a female worm, only a female worm has the ability to reproduce indefinitely, what you have in your body is only child Gu, child Gu does not have the ability to reproduce The ability to reproduce indefinitely, if the female worm dies, the child Gu in your body will also die, you two can rest assured."

After getting Qi Li's words, Chen Zhouqiang finally let go of his high-hanging heart, he slumped on the ground, raised his hand and kept patting his chest.

"It's great, it's great, I'm just here to go to college, how can I come across such bizarre things? And isn't this all a new society? Is there such a product of feudal superstition that is completely inconsistent with the scientific world, such as Gu worms?"

Du Ruiming also looked very weak at this time. He looked back at Chen Zhouqiang and said weakly.

"The world is so big that there are no wonders. Strictly speaking, this kind of thing can be within the scope of science. If you continue to explore in this direction, it should be able to be explained in a scientific way... For example, mitosis... Self-propagating...cytocompatible..."

Seeing that Du Ruiming now seems to want to popularize with himself whether the existence of Gu worms belongs to science or not, Chen Zhouqiang can't stand it anymore, he raised his hand towards Du Ruiming waved his hand, motioning him to shut up quickly.

"Okay, okay, don't talk to me about this, I don't want to hear it now, I just think it's really not easy for us to live, if it hadn't been for Qi Li, we'd I'm afraid that the whole army will be wiped out."

After talking about this, Chen Zhouqiang suddenly thought of something, he looked back at Qi Li, and saw that he was still standing there looking at Wang Haiyang, not knowing what he wanted to do, Chen Zhouqiang After hesitating for a while, he asked in a low voice.

"Qi Liang, I remember that you didn't seem to have such ability before. When did you become such a master?"

Chen Zhouqiang remembered that Qi Li in the past seemed to be just an ordinary academic tyrant. Could it be that academic tyrants are really talented and learn everything quickly? What kind of earth-shattering talent is this to hang and beat all of their scumbags when they are academic masters, and to rescue them from their misery when they are masters?

Du Ruiming also looked at Qi Li with a burning gaze, waiting for his answer, but at this time Qi Li's attention was on Wang Haiyang, and he didn't notice the two of them at all.

It is strange to say that if you can drive Gu worms, you should have strong mental power, or have other mysterious powers in your body, but Wang Haiyang looks like an ordinary person, even The mental power is only slightly higher than that of ordinary people. How does such a person drive these Gu worms?

Seeing that Qi Li didn't answer his question, Chen Zhouqiang felt a little awkward, he quietly leaned towards Du Ruimingsheng beside him, and said in a low voice.

"Du Ruiming, do you think that we and Qi Li are not from the same world now? He is so powerful, it feels like he has left our class and reached another level..."

What Chen Zhouqiang didn't say is that at this moment he felt that Qi Li's appearance was a little strange. At this moment, he felt that the person who was very compatible with him had disappeared, and the person in front of him was Qi Li It's not a delusion, it has become another existence.

"Do you feel that he has become a little different? It seems that he is no longer the original..."

After hearing what Chen Zhouqiang said, Du Ruiming looked back at Chen Zhouqiang, seeing that he was still frowning and tangled in this question, Du Ruiming said: "I said what do you care about these things? No matter what Qi Fang did, no matter whether he was the same type of person as us, all you need to know is that if it wasn't for Qi Liang, we both would have to finish the game. Qi Liang is our savior. We just need to keep this in mind, as for other things, it doesn't really mean much to us, don't you think?"

It doesn't matter, and they don't have to find out about it.

So it doesn't really matter who Qiliang is. They only need to remember that Qiliang saved them. If there is no Qiliang, they will fall into a very bad situation. That's fine, nothing else matters.

Du Ruiming's words explained Chen Zhouqiang very well, he nodded and said with approval.

Be smart, or I'll have to get to the bottom of my horns."

After hearing this, Du Ruiming smiled, and he motioned Chen Zhouqiang to stop talking. Seeing that Qi Li seemed to be thinking about something very important, Chen Zhouqiang nodded immediately, saying I understand.

*****

"What should we do now? Wang Haiyang suddenly became like this, we can't explain it at all, and we can't prove that we didn't do it, so should we destroy the corpse?"

Seeing Qi Li was staring at Wang Haiyang, who was in a coma, and didn't know what he was thinking. Chen Zhouqiang thought for a while and cautiously proposed.

After Chen Zhouqiang finished speaking, Du Ruiming nodded immediately, with a very serious expression on his face, as if he had already decided to do it.

"Yes, Qi Li, we will do whatever you say. We will listen to you. If you want to destroy the corpse and destroy the traces, Chen Zhouqiang will dig the pit, and I will be responsible for filling it. I promise not to let you intervene. "

Qi Li was thinking about what was wrong with Wang Haiyang, but before he could think of anything, he heard the words of Chen Zhouqiang and Du Ruiming, he looked back and saw, then The two of them discussed with themselves seriously how to destroy Wang Haiyang's corpse.

Seeing them like this, Qi Li had a look of helplessness on his face. He stood up, instead of looking at Wang Haiyang, who was sleeping on the ground, he looked at the two of them. said.

"What are you two thinking about? Now is a legal society and surveillance is everywhere. Do you think you can escape surveillance by doing these things? I didn't save you two to make you The two of you are going to jail, hurry up and get rid of this horrible thought from your mind."

Although I was very moved that the two of them were going to destroy the corpse for themselves, Qi Li still wanted to dispel their idea of ​​trying to spread their wings on the red line of law.

"Call the police, this kind of thing should be handed over to the police."

Hearing Qi Li said to call the police, Du Ruiming and Chen Zhouqiang looked at each other, they blinked at Qi Li, and said cautiously.

"Can this kind of thing really be called the police? He is now like this for no reason, and we can't explain it at all..."

Speaking of Wang Haiyang's appearance, it has something to do with Qi Li, and there is surveillance in the infirmary. If the police come over, call up all the surveillance and monitoring to see if things are wrong. Has the truth come out?

At that time, will Qiliang be arrested as a dangerous person? The two of them can get out of control again after receiving the favor of Qiliang, but they can't watch Qiliang being arrested by the police. .

Although these two people are not high in IQ, they are very sincere to their hearts. Seeing them like this, Qi Wang patiently explained it to them.

"Don't worry, what just happened is not real, it should be a kind of illusion, and there are other special forces here, I believe that the monitoring should not record anything. If you don't believe it, you can go and see it."

Chen Zhouqiang and Du Ruiming heard the words and hurriedly checked the monitoring. As Qi Li said, the monitoring screen just now seemed to be affected by some force, and there was nothing. Record it.

Seeing that nothing was recorded by the surveillance cameras, the two of them breathed a sigh of relief. After they came back and told Qi Li about the situation, Qi Li called the police.

"By the way, what about the school doctor?"

Speaking of this, Du Ruiming suddenly remembered that the school doctor who was supposed to be here was gone, the expression on his face immediately became tense, and after looking at Chen Zhouqiang and the two, they quickly He walked towards the school doctor's office, but when he entered, he found that the school doctor was not in the office.

"Why is the school doctor missing? Did you see him leave here?"

Chen Zhouqiang murmured and asked, with an uneasy look on his face. Originally, when the two of them came to see the monitoring, they found something was wrong, but at that time, they didn't think much about it. , As a result, it was only now that I remembered that the reason why they felt wrong was because the school doctor who was supposed to be here was gone.

Du Ruiming remembered what happened before, and the memory in his brain began to become blurred. He only remembered that the school doctor seemed to be in the office and never left, and there was no other way to go out of the school doctor's office. The exit has to go through the infusion room outside. Is it possible that such a big living person can disappear out of thin air? Or maybe he was poisoned by Wang Haiyang?

The two couldn't figure out what the situation was like, so they hurried to Qi Liang and told Qi Li that the school doctor had disappeared.

"Qi Li, is it possible that the school doctor was harmed by Wang Haiyang? This person is a crazy guy, or he may have caused the school doctor to harm, let's wake Wang Haiyang, Can I ask him where the school doctor went?"

Seeing that the two of them were so nervous about the school doctor, Qi raised her eyebrows and searched the original owner's memory, but couldn't find anything related to the school doctor.

Although the original owner doesn't seem to be in good physical condition, he has been to the school doctor's office zero times, so he has never taught the school doctor, but see Chen Zhouqiang and Du Ruiming two It seems that they have a good relationship with the school doctor.

As soon as Qi Li said this, Du Ruiming and Chen Zhouqiang's expressions changed slightly. They looked at each other and suddenly couldn't remember when they talked to the school doctor. The relationship is so good.

"I just think the school doctor is pretty good."

"Me too, I feel that the school doctor is very good, and I have to get along well with the school doctor."

At this time, the two of them did not look like they were being controlled by the worms, but they said that the school doctor was very good for no reason. At this time, it was a very serious look.

Is there something wrong with that school doctor?

"We should not act rashly now. Since we have decided to hand it over to the police, we should wait until the police arrive. You can tell the police about the school doctor." Seven

Qi Li's words also made sense. Chen Zhouqiang and Du Ruiming nodded and decided to wait for the police to come.

It's what it looks like now.

Wang Haiyang, a young man in his twenties, suddenly turned into an old man in his 70s or 80s. This kind of thing completely goes against the existing scientific common sense. Some other bad influences, so they deliberately wrapped the unconscious Wang Haiyang with sheets and took him away from the infirmary.

As for Qi Li, Du Ruiming and Chen Zhouqiang, the three reporters were also brought to the police station, but the three of them spoke the same caliber and said similar things. They also have no previous record, so no one suspects that Wang Haiyang's change has something to do with these three college students.

As for the missing school doctor they said, the police found the school doctor's mobile phone number by checking the information, and after calling the other party's phone number, the other party told the police that he had just left the infirmary for something. He also said hello to Du Ruiming before leaving.

"I told Du Ruiming when I left, that classmate said he knew, why would he suddenly say that I'm missing now?"

The police relayed the school doctor's words to Du Ruiming. Du Ruiming heard the words, and his face showed a blank look. He thought about it carefully, but he couldn't think of when the school doctor told him that he was leaving thing.

"I may have forgotten, I was taking care of Wang Haiyang before, just went out with Chen Zhouqiang and the others when they came, maybe I remembered..."

This doesn't sound abnormal, and the police didn't suspect anything, and quickly put this matter aside.

It's just that they stayed at the police station until the middle of the night before the three returned to the school.

Too many things happened today, which had a great impact on several people. Du Ruiming and Chen Zhouqiang originally thought that they had no intention to sleep after returning to the dormitory. As soon as he touched the pillow, he fell asleep.

Seeing them like this, Qi Li shook his head. He had just changed his clothes and lay on the bed, but the mobile phone beside him rang. The caller is Xiao Meiyu.

After helping Xiao Meiyu to release the control, Qi Li and Xiao Meiyu explained the relationship between the two people, Xiao Meiyu accepted it very frankly, and recognized the cooperation relationship, and then the two carried out again After a long discussion, we decided what to do next.

Now that she calls herself, she should have something very important to say.

Thinking like this, Qi Liang connected Xiao Meiyu's phone.

"Qi Li, I'm Xiao Meiyu, my roommate Zhao Xuanxuan seems to have some problems, can you come to the girls' dormitory and help me..."

Is there something wrong with Zhao Xuanxuan?

When Qi Li and Xiao Meiyu were chatting before, they said that Wang Haiyang may have controlled a lot of people, maybe Xiao Meiyu found that Zhao Xuanxuan was also controlled by Wang Haiyang.

But it stands to reason that after the mother worm dies, those child gu will also die. Could it be that Zhao Xuanxuan has another problem?

"Wait for me, I'll go right there, you go downstairs first, don't conflict with Zhao Xuanxuan, I put some protective measures on you, she shouldn't hurt you."

In order to protect Xiao Meiyu's life, Qi Li moved some hands and feet on Xiao Meiyu's body. In this world, there are very few things that can break Qi Li's prohibition and hurt Xiao Meiyu.

Qi Wang instructed Xiao Meiyu, and soon began to change her clothes.

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***

"Xuan Xuan, what's wrong with you? Why did you tell me this so well?"

Too many things happened today, the truth that she knew had a great impact on Xiao Meiyu, she only felt that her whole worldview had collapsed, and now she is still digesting what she knew before According to the news, after returning to the dormitory, she originally wanted to have a good rest, but Zhao Xuanxuan told Xiao Meiyu about Wang Haiyang's good news.

"Meiyu, I misunderstood Wang Haiyang before, and I thought he was too bad, I thought he was not a good person, now it seems that I think it is bad, I think Wang Haiyang is still It's not bad, he treats you well, the two of you are very compatible, why don't you and Wang Haiyang continue to be together."

Before Zhao Xuanxuan tried her best to break up with Wang Haiyang, but now she is allowed to be with Wang Haiyang again, Xiao Meiyu keenly sensed something was wrong, she began to use Zhao Xuanxuan's words, and found that Zhao Xuanxuan had a lot of memories As in the past, when she had only Wang Haiyang, her attitude was completely different from before. Obviously, she is not the original Zhao Xuanxuan now.

Wang Haiyang must have done something to Zhao Xuanxuan, otherwise she would not be what she is now.

The words Qi Li had said to Xiao Meiyu before came to her mind, he told Xiao Meiyu to pay more attention to these anomalies around him, and said that Wang Haiyang might not just mean to control her People, and certainly control other people.

"When you meet someone controlled by Wang Haiyang, don't confront him head-on, write down his identity, and tell me back, I will find a way to help him get rid of his control."

So facing Zhao Xuanxuan, who seems to have become different, Xiao Meiyu did not plan to confront the other party head-on, but dealt with the other party vaguely, only saying that she knew.

She thought that her response was enough, but she didn't expect that when she came back from the toilet at night, she found that Zhao Xuanxuan was pouring something into the cup she used to drink.

When she poured something, the expression on Zhao Xuanxuan's face became very strange, and it looked very strange. This scene made Xiao Meiyu's heart alarm, and she didn't even dare to step into the dormitory any more. Quickly hide and call Qi Li.

At this time, the only person Xiao Meiyu can rely on is Qi Li. Qi Li has helped her so much before, and if she wants to come, she can also help her best friend.

Knowing that Qi Yan asked herself to wait downstairs, Xiao Meiyu was relieved, her dormitory was on the third floor, it was very convenient to go down, Xiao Meiyu lightly He ran towards the stairs, and then ran down the stairs.

From the third floor to the first floor, you only need to go down two floors of stairs, but for some reason, Xiao Meiyu feels that she has gone down countless floors of stairs, but she never ran to the lobby on the first floor At this time, Zhao Xuanxuan's voice also came from behind.

"Meiyu, where are you? It's so late, shouldn't you come back to sleep? Meiyu, hear my voice and answer me... Do you know I'm looking for you?"

It was already late at night, and everyone in the female voice dormitory was already asleep, and there was no one else on the stairs.

Zhao Xuanxuan's voice continued to expand in the dark, Xiao Meiyu even felt that Zhao Xuanxuan's voice was passed from behind her, she only felt a chill in her heart, a sense of fear layered layer increments.

Xiao Meiyu didn't dare to stop at this time, she ran downstairs quickly, one step, two steps, three steps...

She kept talking in her mouth, but the steps in front of her seemed to become endless, and the stairs seemed to be spreading towards the bottomless darkness.

Xiao Meiyu felt that the stairs she was stepping on at this moment seemed to have changed its texture.

Unable to stop, he fell to the ground.

When her hand was on the ground, it felt like it was on the skin of something, and a warm feeling spread into Xiao Meiyu's body along the palm of her hand, she only felt a while The bone-chilling chill struck, Xiao Meiyu shuddered, and her complexion changed instantly.

What's going on? What kind of terrifying space had she been brought into?

A strange sound, and a sticky swallowing sound, as if some monster was hiding in the dark and secretly eating.

Just when Xiao Meiyu panicked to the extreme, Zhao Xuanxuan appeared by Xiao Meiyu's side at some point. She squatted down and looked at Xiao Meiyu's face, who was trying to get up from the ground. His expression became a little more helpless.

"Meiyu, why are you so disobedient? Just now you said you went to the toilet, and you said you would be back soon, but I waited for you for so long and you didn't come back...and you used to be late at night Don't you want me to accompany you when you go to the toilet? Why did you go alone today, when did you become so courageous?"

After hearing Zhao Xuanxuan's voice, Xiao Meiyu's nerves were already tense to the extreme. The woman in front of her clearly looked like Zhao Xuanxuan, and her voice was exactly the same as Zhao Xuanxuan's, there was no difference. But her expressions and actions were all explaining one thing to Xiao Meiyu—she was not Zhao Xuanxuan.

"Go away, go away, you are not Xuan Xuan, Xuan Xuan can't treat me like this at all!"

Fear to the extreme, Xiao Meiyu couldn't bear it anymore, she waved her hands and feet constantly, trying to drive away the monster in Zhao Xuanxuan's skin.

Why hasn't Qi Li come yet? If he doesn't come again, he will be killed by this monster who doesn't know what it is.

Zhao Xuanxuan seems to like to see Xiao Meiyu's appearance controlled by fear. She stares at Xiao Meiyu with interest, and is still constantly stimulating the other party.

"It's boring if you say something like that. If I'm not Zhao Xuanxuan, who else can I be? Look at my face, look at my body, listen to my voice, what's wrong with me? The Zhao Xuanxuan you know?"

Speaking, a look of enlightenment suddenly appeared on the face of the other party, she covered her mouth and said with surprise.

"No, you don't think I'm not Zhao Xuanxuan because I persuaded you to be with Wang Haiyang? I'm actually doing it for your own good. Wang Haiyang is such a match."

But all of this was just a fake trick played by the other party. Xiao Meiyu had just stood firm, and the ground began to move rapidly again. Xiao Meiyu was not aware of it for a while and fell heavily. When she was on the ground, when she wanted to get up again, the things on the ground began to swallow Xiao Meiyu's body.

After realizing that her body was sinking continuously, Xiao Meiyu widened her eyes in horror, and made a **** ho sound from her throat.

"As long as you are obedient and promise to be with Wang Haiyang again, then I will let you go."

Zhao Xuanxuan looked at Xiao Meiyu with a smile, and softly spoke to persuade her.

"In fact, isn't this a very simple thing? You have been with Wang Haiyang for so long, and now it's just letting you do what you're used to doing, why resist?"

When the fear was extreme, the feverish brain suddenly calmed down, Xiao Meiyu glared at Zhao Xuanxuan and said through gritted teeth.

"You die, I won't be with Wang Haiyang, I hate him, I wish I could kill him, I don't want to be with him!"

Facing the angry Xiao Meiyu, Zhao Xuanxuan widened her eyes and looked at Xiao Meiyu puzzled.

"Would you like to kill him?"

She seemed a little embarrassed. After thinking about it for a while, she finally made a decision.

"If you really want to kill him, you can, but do you really want to do it yourself?"