"Just here, let me go on." As the street scene became more familiar, Sarah, who had been silent since she got in the car, finally spoke. She had originally wanted to refuse Adrian to send herself back, but Adrian was reluctant to do so and promised to be sent only two blocks away from her house, so Sally finally acquiesced in his approach.

Adrian parked the car to the street, Sarah immediately unfastened the co-pilot's seat belt and was about to get off, but Adrian stopped her at this moment: "I still want to talk to you about some things, Sarah. "

Sarah's body was stiff, she retracted her hand at the door, and sat upright in her position, looking straight ahead.

"Is your agent Chelsea Perkins right?" Adrian didn't seem to notice her movements. "I will let her form a team for you to design your image and various public relations. Although Youth idols are relatively fast but take time, and your current age is in an embarrassing period. Smaller girl roles do not match your image. Bigger mature images may not be well grasped, so this paragraph You can only play supporting roles in time.

But don't worry, I will prepare a suitable youth idol movie until the second half of next year, and before that I will try my best to arrange you to play some regular supporting roles in those big productions, such as "Real Lies". You can take this opportunity to learn something under the guidance of your team. I want to train you into the best quality idol star. Even if the transition is not smooth in the future, you can still leave your own trace in the entertainment industry, understand? "

Sarah gazed at Adrian, and didn't return until she was asked again.

"I see." She nodded and nodded her understanding, seeing that Adrian had no intention of speaking anymore, she opened the door to leave, and Sarah turned her head back after one foot had already stepped out. Say: "Thank you."

After walking a few steps down the street and looking around to make sure she didn't know anyone, she turned back to look for Adrian's trace. The car parked on the street had started, and turned around and drove the way.

Sarah finally breathed a sigh of relief, her heart that had been throbbing finally calmed down, but at the same time an indescribable taste came to her heart. Laughing bitterly in her heart, she walked towards her home.

Only two blocks away, she quickly came outside the house, carefully watching the left and right while pulling out the key to open the door. Although she was paid for "Ghost Horse Elf", she and her mother moved to the neighborhood with the best law and order, but some habits can't be changed for a while.

"Mom, are you back?" Sarah found her mother's handbag on the coffee table after entering the living room.

"Yes, baby." Roseland stepped out of the kitchen with a sound.

"How early today?" Sarah was a little surprised at first, but then she became confused again.

"Because ... I have no work to do today, so I'm back in advance." Roslan said a little bit, a flash of embarrassment flashed from his face, and asked the topic shifting: "Where did you go? I see Your schoolbag is at home. Should I go home after school and go out? "

"Yes, I went out with a few friends." Sarah replied with a smile, and didn't follow up.

"Great, you should hang out with your friends, don't worry about these things all the time," Roseland followed the words of her daughter. "I hope you're happy, Sassy, ​​Ed, who often says you sometimes look too gloomy."

When she heard Adrian's name, Sarah stunned for a few seconds, but then she adjusted and smiled at her mother: "Okay, mom, I will take care of myself."

Rose Lan watched her daughter for several seconds, suddenly reached out to hug her, but reached halfway, only to find that she was still wearing an apron for cooking, and immediately retracted her hands awkwardly. Sarah then stepped forward and hugged her mother indifferently, clinging tightly and leaning her head on her shoulder.

"Shasie, oh, Shassie," Roslan whispered slightly sadly, trying to touch her daughter's head, but she still had some oil stains on her hands, so she had to let her hold her.

"Mom, I love you." Sarah let her hands go and looked at her mother, her eyes flashing resolutely.

"I love you too, Sassy." Roseland replied lovingly as she watched her daughter softly, and turned to the kitchen with what she thought: "Yes, I'm making your favorite sushi. Last time I was I deliberately learned to make it in the restaurant to ensure it tastes great. "

"That's great, I'm here to help too," Sarah said as she pulled her cuffs.

"No, no, baby, you just have to go back to the room to rest, and wait for me to call you, then you can come down, okay?" Roseland shook her head and refused her daughter's help.

"Why?" Sarah asked puzzledly, "I can do a good job, and I've cooked for you before."

"Yes, I know, but not today." Roseland smiled. "Listen to me, shall you?"

Sarah, who still wanted to persevere, caught the plea that flashed in her mother's eyes. She couldn't help but feel a little pain. She still smiled on the surface, and nodded obediently: "I'll go back to the room."

Seeing that her mother had entered the kitchen, Sarah went upstairs. As soon as she entered her room, she fell on her back on the bed, staring at the ceiling, and she could not remember the first time. While his father was still alive, his mother was a full-time housewife, so after his father left without a reason, the mother who was stumped was looking for work and bumping against the wall.

She has sat at all jobs, cleaners, waiters, promoters, etc., and in addition to these often help Sarah take the role of a guest agent (note), if not Sarah was already a little famous at that time, each If you can make some money every month, God knows what their lives will be like.

Even so, life is still embarrassing them. Every job the mother has won has never been completed for half a year, and they will always be fired because of such problems. Every time my mother is fired, she hides from her, and then tries to find a new job before she finds it. She can hide it once or twice, but how long can Sara not detect it? It's just that she never exposed her mother, just like she did.

Although Sarah continued to make money by acting to cover up her sadness and sorrow, she was not as popular as the girls of the same period until she met Adrian. Although the performance in "Memory Fragment" has never been shown at all, "Ghost Horse Elf" has made her a real high-profile target. Those interviewed by those reporters will not say it, and it will be more in school alone. Many times the fans came.

Of course, fame is secondary. This movie made her pay almost 800,000, plus Adrian gave her a 300,000 red envelope after the movie was sold. This is the first time she got it. That money. Sarah and her mother immediately moved to the Westwood area and bought a lot of things for her mother. That was her happiest time so far.

However, the audition for "The Real Lie" gave Sarah a good shot. Even though she did the director's request seriously and got another chance through Adrian, she still failed.

Once something tastes sweet, it's difficult to think about the past, and Sarah doesn't allow this, she doesn't want her mother to live the same life as before. But she had no idea what to do. Although the agent comforted her, there were still many opportunities, but how did she understand her extreme insecurity hidden in her heart?

No matter how independent and assertive Sarah is, she is always a teenage girl, thinking about it, can't help but think of something she has heard. As a person who has been in this circle since she was 4 years old, of course, she has heard of many such things, and she was disgusted at first, but she became numb and indifferent after hearing more, but she did not expect this road one day. Will become one of your choices.

People are always like this. When it comes to their most important things, they will always be confused. If they find a feasible way, they will no longer be able to look elsewhere, no matter how smart they are. After all, only the best people or someone who can predict the future like Adrian can jump out of the game and think about the issue as an onlooker or God's perspective.

But Sarah didn't know what to do. She couldn't tell her mother or ask for advice. So after thinking about it for a long time, she looked like she was in her head.

The girl in a daze lying on the bed suddenly jumped up, came to the dresser and sat down, looking at herself in the mirror for a while before sighing with a grin, and then lowered her head to cover her face. Whether it was the robbery incident or the shooting of "Memory Fragment ~ lightnovelpub.net ~" or later the "Ghost Horse Elf" crew exploration team, Adrian gave her a different feeling, that is ... a sense of security. Yes, the sense of security, especially at the Golden Globe night party, when he held her upstairs and crouched in his arms, the feeling was even more obvious.

Besides, it was indeed that she was making troubles in the restaurant at the time, but Adrian gave her a rewritten role in order to compensate herself. He also recommended himself in "Ghost Horse Elf", and "Real Lies" also recommended himself to audition. Although Sarah knew a little about his private life, he still thought he was a good person. So, you can only find him after thinking about it, at least ... she doesn't hate him.

I can't help it ... I really can't help it ... Sarah murmured looking at herself in the mirror between her fingers.

She summoned a lot of courage to go to Adrian's office. When she heard him promise, she was relieved and lost, and she also had an indescribable shame.

What does he think of himself? contempt? Contempt? Sarah bit her lip. Even if she was in the car before, he told her that if she wanted to be the best idol star, she couldn't make her feel better.

Forget it, it's okay, let's go, as long as ... as long as mother ...