"But, you have been out for so many days, will you not be suspicious?" I blurted out.

"When I left from the palace that day, the emperor gave me something, and I took a few days of leave, and the emperor agreed." He smiled: "It's also considered God to help me. I found you soon, but I was inconvenient to show up because of Mr. Huang."

"So, that day's wine, was it you?" I asked.

"Yes, I guess that is the wine, and that jug is the style used in the palace." He looked at me helplessly, a cloud of haze flashed in his eyes, "I have been following you, but because Manager Huang is also there, So inconvenience to show up," he said.

I was surprised: "Manager Huang has been following me?"

He nodded: "But if you leave the town again, he will go back to the palace. Therefore, I dare to stop the convoy."

My heart improved abruptly, but it was quickly let go. After all, I didn't continue that path. Moreover, Mr. Huang is his father's person, so he shouldn't embarrass me.

"I thought you would accept me, and then I went back to the palace and explained to the emperor that I could take you away if I wanted to travel, but I didn't want you to leave suddenly." He looked at me, and his eyes flashed exhaustion: "I just arrived at me. At the time agreed with the emperor brother, he quickly returned to the palace to return to life."

His gaze crossed me to look towards the void: "I only found out after returning to the palace. The mother told the emperor that she already knew the real cause of the emperor's injury, so he was not allowed to go to the island to see you, saying that you hadn't thought about it yet. Understand, if you see the emperor brother, in case you are emotional, it is not good for the emperor’s safety and yourself and your children. When you understand, the child in your stomach is stabilized, then let the emperor brother go to the island. The emperor begs After the mother, but finally agreed."

I nodded: "In other words, the emperor didn't know that I had a miscarriage."

He looked at me: "Yes, and the queen will strictly block the news."

I took a sip of tea and did not speak.

He continued: "That night, I went to the queen's bedroom. I begged the queen to make me perfect. I would give up everything and be a commoner like you." His tone was calm, as if giving up was nothing but worthless. Like a small thing, my eyes became sour.

What he gave up was the collection of everything that everyone wanted.

"At that time, the mother had already learned about Huang's disobedience from Director Huang, but there was no punishment. So I think the mother did not want to kill you." He explained.

"And then?" I asked, I don't believe that the Queen Mother can easily agree.

"The mother was naturally reluctant at first, but in the end she still allowed it."

I looked at Xi He silently, the contours of his face in the candlelight unrealistically soothed and relaxed. It seems that he, like me, was overwhelmed by the deep palace and finally got relief at this time.

But, how could he have such emotions?

In the eyes of everyone, Xihe has both fame and fame. He doesn't have to worry about fighting in court, not worrying about prejudice, or even worrying about the tumult and darkness.

He is Daxi's amazing talent, the most prestigious general, the emperor's most trusted brother, and the lofty king of Yu Wang who is above ten thousand people...

However, I seem to have a sudden realization that no matter who he is and how many talents he has, even if he is also the first emperor, his birth mother is also very noble, and he is even more favored than the queen at the time. But as long as he is not an emperor, even if he has the talents and ambitions of the world, he has to crawl under the emperor's power, and he cannot help himself.

Fortunately, he didn't have any dissatisfaction. He always looked lightly at the looming chaotic hall, with the ease and natural identity of living aloof.

Even if there is another man above his head, the light and shadow of Yin Xiao Mingrui's eyes shone above all living beings.

The Queen Mother would allow him to find me, which is the most incredible thing for me.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Xi He in amazement, with a suspicious expression on his face. Xihe smiled indifferently: "It's true. I knelt all night in the dormitory of the mother's queen. She finally agreed."

It took me a long time to realize that it was a icy night, with the autumn wind bleak and the rain ringing. He did not kneel in the sleeping hall, but in the cool and dark night, there was rain, seemingly ruthless but affectionate, and soaking his whole body.

The queen mother stood behind the window lattice of carved osmanthus wood all night, only Xihe was lonely but determined in her eyes.

Maybe it was the endless rain that moved the queen mother, she nodded her head behind the window, Xi He bowed to her three times, got up and left.

The rain stopped, and there were red spots in the sky, which was the brightest sunshine in the morning.

In the place where Xi He knelt, there is elegant and brilliant luster. It is a piece of jade pendant, Yu Wang Pei. There is also a seal, the general seal.

It was a long time before I knew that when Shen Xiyao finally had doubts about Xihe's sudden absence, the queen mother told Shen Xiyao that she wanted Xihe to go to Wutai Mountain to do something important for her and set off. After that, Shen Xiyao repeatedly asked to go to the island to see me, and the queen mother finally told him that I had died in a miscarriage, and kept secret for fear of affecting the court.

Shen Xiyao asked to see my corpse, but the queen mother refused, only saying that he had secretly moved into the imperial tomb.

Shen Xiyao seemed to accept everything calmly, but unexpectedly, he did not announce the news of my death, nor did he argue with the Queen Mother, not even sad, as if nothing happened.

In fact, in his heart, he has carefully traced the causes and consequences, and he has given himself an answer and acted secretly. It's just the illusion I designed before, which really confuses those royal guards who secretly search for me.

It's a coincidence that the jade pendant was bought by a merchant who went to the Western Regions on the second day after I lost it. So, all those defensive guards followed the jade pendant on the westbound road.

Many of them lost their lives in the boundless yellow sands on the western border. Although they did not find me, afterwards, for Daxi, the small countries like the shining pearls in the sand sea were reclaimed as vassals.

Years later, when this jade pendant was presented as one of the tributes by the Uyghurs, and returned to my hand after tossing and turning, it was nothing but wrong.

It's just that it was a long, long time later.