George Sheng disappeared suddenly on the second day of his birthday. After he left for a month and a half, he appeared in Macau and played with her for a whole day. Song Xi vaguely felt that something was wrong with him. As for what was wrong, he was careful. Can't tell.

Sometimes she would be in a daze, he was easier to get along with than before, and even for a few moments occasionally, he was almost gentle. Just like before, how could he line up with her to buy breakfast? Crowd together in a crowded alley? Wasted the whole afternoon in the casino together?

He still smiled at her. Although it was a mockery, there was no mockery in his eyes, and some were just funny.

He is still helping her out in front of Ren Lina, and will not embarrass her as before.

Song Xi’s eyes and heart are not blind. She can see and feel George Sheng’s subtle changes, but whenever she takes the initiative a little bit, he retreats again, making her wonder what is in his heart. What do you mean, she is sure that he is not a person who runs away after teasing, so she can only be wrong.

After all, the two have known each other for so long, even if he is made of stone, the surface should be warm.

If Song Xi is a very leisurely person, maybe she has time to calm down and analyze George Sheng. However, her career is destined to be bright and beautiful, and she is so tired and crying.

Song Xi took a day off on New Year’s Day, and after that, he was too busy to hit the back of his head. The end of the year seems to be a happy reunion day, but for hospitals, it has always been the peak period of patient flow. The operating room of the hospital is often not idle for 24 hours. There are many patients and few doctors. Song Xi has the highest record during this period of time. There are five operations a day, even if one operation is two hours on average, it will take ten hours for five operations.

On the night of the 7th, Song Xi just came out of the operating room. Suddenly he saw the door of the operating room open diagonally. A little nurse rushed out from the inside. The little nurse looked left and right, and saw Song Xi, rushing over, her face pale. Yelled: "Doctor Song, hurry up, hurry up, our Director Xu suddenly fainted!"

When Song Xi heard this, his eyes changed, and he ran forward habitually.

The operating rooms on both sides were very close. Song Xi ran in. First he saw a patient lying on the operating table. The assistant doctor was doing finishing work for the patient. A young nurse was squatting. The person lying next to him was the heart. Xu Ying, deputy director of the Department of Vascular Medicine.

Song Xi ran over, checking Xu Ying's face, and asked, "Why did Director Xu faint suddenly?"

The two young nurses were frightened. You said one sentence for me. Some people said she had four operations today, and some people said she was not feeling well today.

The deputy doctor who still insisted on the operating table said: "Dr. Song, our Director Xu has a bad heart. I saw her taking a quick-acting heart-relief pill in the lounge today."

When the voice fell, Song Xi immediately said to the little nurse next to him: "Hurry up and go to the operating room No. 2 and tell them to clean up immediately and carry Director Xu over."

The little nurse ran out quickly, and Song Xi knelt on the ground to give Xu Ying cardiac first aid measures. She noticed that Xu Ying was in very bad condition. This was not a woman's intuition, but a doctor's professional judgment.

The deputy doctor behind him continued Xu Ying's remaining operations, while looking at Song Xi's side, asking from time to time, "Dr. Song, how are we Director Xu?"

Song Xi's hand movements are getting bigger and bigger, her face is ugly, but she says, "It's okay, you continue."

The No. 2 operating room was cleaned and disinfected as quickly as possible. The extracardiac nurse who had just finished an operation immediately carried Xu Ying into it.

Twenty minutes later, the door of the operating room opened. Song Xi looked up and saw the cardiovascular medical doctors guarding outside. Everyone was in sterile clothes and had no time to take off the sterile caps. The patients were sent here to wait.

"Doctor Song...How about our Director Xu?"

Seeing Song Xi, these doctors and nurses who were paid attention by patients with expectant eyes in the past are now looking at Song Xi with the same eyes.

Song Xi's face turned pale, her eyes reddened, but she still resisted and said, "Sorry, we couldn't save Director Xu."

The moment the voice fell, the people in front seemed to have no reaction until they heard a slight cry from the operating room. The men and women passed Song Xi and rushed in. Song Xi frowned. The next second, there was a sound of pain. It was said that even the male deputy doctor who was particularly calm on the operating table just now is just an ordinary man who has lost his friends and colleagues.

Song Xi went out from the operating room and sat in a daze in the office. She was able to get off work, but she didn't have the energy to walk downstairs. She just cried for a while, and also notified the hospital leader and Xu Ying's family.

Xu Ying's relationship with the outsider was not good, especially the previous Haiwei donation, and the fund received outside the heart was the most. Xu Ying also satirized the outsider openly and secretly, but these were not mentioned in the face of death.

Song Xijue only sat in the office for a while, she just wanted to take a break, but George Sheng called and asked her: "It's past 11 o'clock and you are not going home yet. You are going to throw your head for the hospital. Sprinkle blood?"

Song Xi was calm at first, but when she heard these words, somehow, her eyes were hot for an instant, holding the phone, she didn't say a word, but she choked up aggrievedly.

George Sheng was obviously silent for a few seconds, and then asked in a deep voice, "What's wrong with you?"

Song Xi didn't say anything, just crying, more than choking, mixed with many grievances and helplessness, like being bullied.

George Sheng did not speak for a while, only Song Xi's cry was in the microphone.

After a full forty seconds, Song Xi gradually stopped her tears, twitched and replied in a dull voice: "Our deputy director of cardiovascular medicine, female, is only in her forties this year and just died on the operating table. Go on, myocardial infarction...I didn't save her."

George Sheng said, "Go downstairs in ten minutes. I'm nearby. I'll drive over."

Song Xi nodded: "Well, did you drive by yourself?"

George Sheng answered.

Song Xi said, "I heard it was snowing outside, so be careful when driving by yourself."

"know."

"Then I will hang up first, and you will concentrate on driving."

George Sheng said, "I'm wearing headphones, you can talk."

Song Xi didn't know what to say, she persuaded herself that life and death are life and death, and who has never seen life and death as a doctor? It's more cruel, because I'm used to seeing life and death, but the heart is unreasonable, not that it's not uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

Listening to her silence, George Sheng whispered: "She is a good doctor, and so are you. You have tried your best. Don't blame yourself."

Hearing this, Song Xi burst into tears. Holding her mobile phone, she finally said aggrieved: "I always feel that I can do my best. If I find out earlier, maybe I can save her."

Hearing Song Xi’s suppressed cry, George Sheng paused for a few seconds before he whispered, “Don’t cry, just treat her as if she won’t have to worry about mundane things anymore. There is no endless operation over there. rest."

Suddenly, Song Xi was poked in her heart and cried loudly.

George Sheng sat in the car with an annoyed look. Did he persuade him badly?