Marvel: I Can Control Metal
Chapter 1552: sharp words atonement
"Is he asleep?"
Su Rui looked at Bucky who was lying motionless on the bed and said.
"No, he's always been awake."
Leo smiled, said directly, and then walked towards Bucky.
Standing directly beside Bucky's bed, one can see that Bucky's left arm is empty, leaving only a small mutilated limb.
"Aren't you planning to go back?"
Leo stood beside Bucky and said.
But Bucky, who was lying on the bed, didn't move at all, and his eyelids didn't even move, as if he was still in a deep sleep.
"It seems that you remember everything you have done, otherwise you wouldn't be in such pain now."
Leo could see the reaction in Bucky's body, and of course he could use this to judge Bucky's current mood.
"But don't worry about it too much. After all, at that time, you were controlled. That you didn't have any subjective consciousness. You just obeyed the orders of Hydra."
Seeing that Bucky didn't move, Leo still said so.
But Bucky still didn't move, lying on the bed silently, as if he didn't even want to open his eyes.
Leo understood Bucky's pain a little bit. After all, he was the enemy of Hydra at the beginning, and as a member of the Roaring Commando, he was so honored. Before joining, he was so smooth and smooth.
But in that battle, he who was originally glorious fell into hell.
He, who was extremely resolute in spirit, accepted the cruelest mental torture, shattering and obliterating his whole spirit bit by bit, leaving only the fighting instinct like a creature.
It was as if in his own body, another self without any emotion or rationality had been obliterated abruptly.
And that self, once he has any doubts about the tasks he has done, will be pulled away immediately, brainwashed and tortured again.
But the memory of every murder was deeply embedded in his mind, which was indelible.
But under the other Bucky who has self-awareness, he is suffering and tormented by his conscience all the time.
A young man who is obviously jealous of evil is controlled by the most hated evil force, brainwashed, and without control, he has accumulated countless blood debts.
In the eyes of Hydra, the Winter Soldier is not a person, but a simple killing tool.
So they were not afraid of Bucky revealing his identity when he completed the task, even if it was revealed, it would have no effect.
Because the next time the Winter Soldier appears, no one will find out, and even Hydra understands that even if Bucky knows Bucky's identity, so what, it can't stop the Winter Soldier's assassination, but it will only encourage the Winter Soldier's attack. deterrence.
So many people know the existence of the Winter Soldier, and they also know the image of the Winter Soldier, so it is easy to get involved with Bucky.
But now, Su Rui finally liberated Bucky's soul from this blood-stained body.
But this feeling of regaining freedom still made Bucky so painful, and made him suffer and suffer in his heart all the time.
Since three days ago, Bucky has been lying in this thatched hut like this, barely moving, the whole person seems to be dead, not eating or drinking, and has been so silent all the time.
Su Rui also sent someone to feed Bucky, but even though the food was placed by the bed, Bucky didn't move at all.
Now Bucky can't let go of himself. He once wanted to commit suicide, but the guilt and suffering in his heart made him unable to do it at all.
It made him feel that even if he committed suicide, he would not be able to compensate for what he had done.
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Now Bucky is still immersed in his own emotions and cannot let go.
"Do you know why I saved you? I didn't save you just to let you lie here to mold and grow maggots, but there are more important things you need to do."
"Everything you do, you need to pay back, that's what you should do!"
Leo looked at Bucky in front of him, but his expression changed, and he said suddenly.
Su Rui on the side was slightly taken aback, "Leo, although I really don't want to say it, but to be precise, he was somewhat similar to another personality, not his current subjective consciousness."
"From the current legal judgment, in fact, he has not committed any crimes, and the other personality is the criminal."
As a rigorous scientist, Su Rui felt it was necessary to tell Leo about this.
"It doesn't matter what you say about this matter, you have to listen to him."
Leo looked at Bucky and said so.
But there was a silence.
"So you're going to lie down like this and rot here?"
Leo said sharply.
Different from the original, the Winter Soldier began to doubt his memory because of Rogers, and because of the destruction of Hydra, Bucky finally found a place to settle down.
I found part of the diary I wrote before, and began to slowly restore my memory.
It wasn't until a certain point that Bucky suddenly woke up. At that time, Bucky had already been buffered by the flow of time. Although the whole person was also extremely tormented, he was still normal.
But this time, there was no buffer at all. He awakened everything he had originally sealed up, and received such a powerful impact of information flow in an instant.
Moreover, Bucky's self-awareness, which suddenly awakened, had to fight against the so-called Winter Soldier's consciousness, but finally merged together smoothly. This kind of change made it difficult for Bucky to get out of it.
Because Bucky can't kill the Winter Soldier's consciousness, because that's him, although Bucky doesn't want to admit it, but that's it.
"To be honest, there are many people out there who want to kill you, and there may be only one person who cares about you, and that is Steve Rogers."
"I have been thinking about how to deal with you, and Rogers has been pleading with me again, so I decided to save your life."
"I just want an answer now, the answer to the question that Su Rui just said."
"Are you still you? Bucky, still the Winter Soldier."
Leo just looked at Bucky who was lying on the bed and asked~lightnovelpub.net~ When he heard the name Rogers, Bucky couldn't help but trembled, opened his eyes, but saw standing beside him, Leo's golden eyes.
"If you deny it, it's all done by the Winter Soldier. I'll treat the Winter Soldier as dead. You're still Bucky, the soldier Bucky who died the moment he fell off the cliff."
"If you're sure that Bucky and the Winter Soldier are the same person, get on your feet and get ready to atone for what you've done!"
Leo spoke vigorously, and at the same time stretched out his hand with a wave, a powerful energy lifted the entire huge ceiling, and the bright and dazzling sunlight shone in, making Bucky squint his eyes slightly.
Su Rui and T'Chaka on the side didn't know what Leo was going to do, but they didn't dare to say anything.
After a while, Bucky got up from the bed with some difficulty.
"How should I atone for my sin?"
Said in a hoarse voice.