I am very happy that Xu Mengyao can completely open up to me, and I said excitedly: "Why don't you grab it back?!"

She began to look at the front with a fascination, her body gradually relaxed, and I continued: "For love, sometimes you have to put a bottom down. I know you are a school girl, a high goddess, and can't put down your body, but if you think about it, this is you. My beloved man, just let go? A good man is hard to find. It's a shame to lose it~~~"

She blinked, her face full of regret: "I... tried... but... I messed up..." She tightened her eyebrows regretfully. I want to vomit, but I didn't get up in the bathroom for a long time..."

"Crying in the toilet?" I smirked.

Her face was completely black, as if she had completely lost all face.

I sat up straight and looked at the quiet night sky: "You know? Good boys are hard to come by. The first guy I have a crush on, eats from a bowl and thinks about what is in the pot. And the one I like Two boys, he is arrogant and selfish, and you... I'm sorry, and you are really a bit like you, we... are not in harmony with the "sexual", so he proposed to break up, I was really painful at the time, fortunately there was Godfather stay with me..."

"Godfather!" Her voice became angry and almost sat up, but it seemed that she tried to hold back, "You be careful~~~Godfather is not a good thing~~~"

I smiled faintly: "Godfather is very good to me, he takes care of me very much, and he also solves me, but, I know now, he said... my predecessor, saying bad things about him has his own purpose, he is In order to let me leave him, but what if he asked me to leave him? He himself did not dare to like me..."

"This kind of talent is the most selfish!" She cursed unceremoniously, "He dominates you, he can't give you happiness, but also keeps you close to prevent other men from getting close to you, does he mean Take away your chance to fall in love with other boys?"

I was taken aback, and she said...really, I haven't noticed it, godfather asks me to report to him every day, it's not like tethering me...every day to his side.

"Huh, typically you can't get it, and others don't want to get it!" She sneered, her righteous indignation as if she was fighting for me!

She sat up, took my hand, stroking my face, her expression became extra serious: "Leave him, he just wants to occupy you!"

I stared at her blankly, her extremely serious eyes were full of warnings.

"Boom, boom, boom." There was a soft knock on the door. Xu Mengyao retracted her hand and turned around with me hand in hand. She was shocked and saw all four men sticking to the glass!

My eyebrows are straight, and now I’m a sister’s boudoir, how about the time?

"Isn't playing cards~~~~" Jie asked after sticking to the glass. The voice was because the soundproof glass was very light, and the high bridge of the nose was flat because it was stuck to the glass. However, he looked at the ground instead of me, but me. Xu Mengyao by his side.

Xu Mengyao gave him a **** at a glance.

Mo Ming glanced at Jie contemptuously, Jiang Yan winked at Mo Ming, and the two began to slowly draw the curtains from both sides.

"Don't disturb their girls' time~~~" Jiang Yan said weakly, Jie still stuck to the balcony door, Xiao Nuo was standing beside Jie, his eyes from the silver pupils under his long bangs were also staring at Xu Mengyao. On the face, the curtains covered the two of them, completely leaving space for me and Xu Mengyao.

Xu Mengyao lay down on my legs again, I randomly placed my left hand on her shoulder, she gently held my hand and placed it next to her face: "She and I... never missed us. Speak well like this..."

"How do you compare the relationship between your boyfriend and us? You and him are lovers, and you and I are best friends."

"But there is too little communication between us..." Her sigh reminded me of Fusu again, and there was too little communication between us, hey, it should be said that he never wanted to communicate with me.

"It's my fault..." She said softly, squeezing my hand, "I ignored her too much... I always felt... She was there and won't go anywhere, our future, I It can be decided, but in the end...I can't decide anything..." She stopped talking, gently squeezed my hand, and moved on my leg, as if to find a more comfortable position.

The moonlight fell on us quietly like water, the night wind gently blew my skirt and her long hair down my legs, and the silkworms sang in the grassy night breeze, sometimes and not.

"Go and fight again." I stroked her long hair, and she shook her head on my lap: "If... time gives me another chance... I will... stay by her side, always... Stick to her, no matter where she goes..."

"But... time won't come again, since... he doesn't like other girls, why don't you fight for it?" I think Xu Mengyao is not such a girl who has no courage to fight for. If she is so hypocritical, she can't be a girl. The captain of the team.

She stopped talking and seemed to be asleep quietly. I looked at her and found that she was not asleep. Instead, she was gazing forward, seeming to be meditating and in a trance, but she still held tightly. my hand.

"Deep toot." Suddenly, the phone rang again, and she finally had a reaction, turned her face slightly, her profile became more chill in the moonlight: "It's your godfather."

I was taken aback: "You know?"

"Humph." She glanced at me coldly, and pulled me extraordinarily. The corners of her eyes brought out a sense of evil charm. The cold and proud and evil charm of that moment made me shake my mind for a while, like Fusu lying on my lap. She turned her face on my lap and looked out the balcony, "You have to text him every day. I saw his name last time."

I was embarrassed and took out my phone: "I...I want to report to him every day."

"Report what?" She said coldly, disdainfully, "Is he the one who tied you by her side?"

"No!" I said anxiously, but it was more like there is no silver three hundred taels here.

"Don't go back to him!" She turned around annoyingly to grab my phone, and I immediately hurryed: "No! He will come down if he doesn't return, and it's even more annoying!"

She stunned, glanced at me irritably and lay down again: "Tell him, you are tired and going to sleep." The tone of the command can not be disobedient by anyone.

in fact……

I think so too.

What she said tonight also made me think a lot. Although Xu Mengyao said that Xuanyuanchen's words may not be right, but I really don't understand what Xuanyuanchen is thinking, why keep me by my side and report to him every day. .

Obviously I have left Xianyu, and I have no obligation to report to him.

Obviously the relationship between us is extremely awkward, but he can continue to be my godfather in such a domineering manner, but has he considered my feelings? I didn't drink Wangqingshui! Even if I want to let go, it takes a while, instead of seeing him every day, every day! All! See him!

I picked up my phone, and it was his message: How was the exam today?

"The exam is over." I replied, "I am eating instant noodles with everyone, and Xiao Nuo is here."

"Si Yinuo? Stay away from him."

Across the phone, I also felt the chill of Xuanyuanchen's whole body. He knew who Xiao Nuo was, so let me stay away from Xiao Nuo.

I was holding the phone with my guilty conscience getting more and more restless, almost impulsively wanting to ask him what he thought! Like is like, dislike is not like, can I stay away from him temporarily if I have no feelings? No one can still face my ex every day after the breakup, although Xuanyuanchen can't be counted as my ex, but this kind of depression and depression also made me very entangled.

I took a deep breath, and still endured it, because I owed Xuanyuanchen, and the relationship between me and him had become a mess. The more I entangled, the more I entangled, the tighter I was, and it was no longer usable. One or two sentences to untie my heart knot.

"Yes." After holding back for a long time, I still sent him a word, because I knew that only this word would he not bother me again.

I put down my phone and looked into the distance: "Meng Yao, I'm upset about dating and hobbies..."

"I want to be together...but I'm upset that I can't be together..." Her words were quiet and ethereal, floating in the wind in my ears, not going for a long time.

None of us talked anymore, and we enjoyed the moonlight quietly together. I don't understand why she said such words. What age is it now, how can we still want to be together but can't be together? Could it be...there is another reason between her and that boy? So she can no longer fight, like she said, want to be together but can't be together?

"Why... want to be together... but can't be together?" I murmured.

"Huh... because of other reasons..." Xu Mengyao's voice showed a chill, "You think about the boy who dare not admit that he likes you, why? Why does he even dare not say a word I like you? He dare not admit his feelings for you?"

Xu Mengyao’s words made me fall into deeper contemplation. Yeah, why didn’t Xuanyuanchen dare to admit his feelings for me before and say something to me that I like you?

Think about the previous Fusu, who secretly fell in love with me to protect me? He also cannot "expose" the feelings between us. For this reason, he still bullies me on the surface and has not made any changes...

"It must have been said... I will lose other things that are important to him." Xu Mengyao's cold voice hit my mind, reminding me of being blinded by my own feelings. Things.

How can Xuanyuanchen be a resolute and resolute person, but he never dared to say to me that I love you? How could this be possible? He is so powerful and domineering, if he likes it, he will say it, and put it next to him!

Yes, he did put me by his side, but he did not dare to admit...

Because... he can't be with me! He can't love me! Because once he admits it, the end is that he abandons the position of God and returns to the mortal world to be a mortal with me!

Which is more important, me or the position of God?

Or, one should ask: Is it worth it for him to give up the position of God? !