How to help?

During the monsoon rains, he only felt that his fingertips and palms were hot, which made him hardly dare to touch them, and some of them couldn't hold them.

"During the rainy season," Song Qinglan sounded very hard and couldn't help but ridicule, "you won't?"

During the rainy season: "Yeah."

Song Qinglan suddenly understood something.

He gently held the other party's white hand, covered it on the back of the hand and wrapped it in person, and his voice became a little dumb: "That's it."

……so.

During the monsoon rains, there was no strength at all, and his arms were limp, if it weren't for Song Qinglan's drive, even his five fingers would be weak.

His heart was beating, faster than when he had just finished, his heartbeat almost broke through his eardrums. The palm experience was terrible. He was lying on his back, actually wanting to take a look, but he still blocked his eyes with his arm.

Because, the first time he did this kind of thing, he was not much better than Song Qinglan.

Less than three days together.

Is their progress too fast?

Like a dream.

After the monsoon rains, I realized that as soon as this thought came to my mind, my arms were pulled apart.

Song Qinglan lowered her head with heavy eyes: "Do you remember?"

"Remember what?" I said during the rainy season, only to realize that my throat was also very dumb, not only remained the lasting rhyme, but also the shame right now.

Suddenly, heavily, Song Qinglan gave a demonstration by herself.

During the rainy season, there is an illusion that the palm is about to catch fire.

He immediately understood: "...no!"

Song Qinglan let go of his hand, but there was no sign of the end.

During the monsoon rain, I could see clearly, and my blood and energy surged, and the whole person burned from head to toe. Before he could remove his face, Song Qinglan caught him in his waist and hugged him.

"You will." Song Qinglan panted, pulling away his sweaty forehead. When the breath calmed down a bit, he used the tip of his nose against the tip of the nose during the monsoon rain, rubbing affectionately, and muttered, "How did I kiss you, hug you, where and what step, you can do every detail. Remember it clearly and never forget it again, right?"

Everything Song Qinglan said is a fact.

At least, with regard to the kiss they had in the training room, his memory would turn out that paragraph from time to time, involuntarily.

During the monsoon rains, the face is red, but the tone is light: "Well, including sore hands."

"That," Song Qinglan couldn't help laughing, and kissed his chin, "Help me again, just a moment."

During the rainy season: "...Can I take a break?"

Song Qinglan begged him in a low voice: "The arrow is on the string, Xiao Ji, you do it well."

Sitting on Song Qinglan's lap like this is actually a bit uncomfortable during the rainy season.

The loose bathrobe on his body must not be straddled, covering everything, except that his long legs and shoulders are exposed in the air, and his hands are lowered again: "...um."

...

"Counselor Ji, go wash your hands."

Song Qinglan kissed his ears, coaxing him, but also deliberately screamed seriously.

There was a mess everywhere, the bed was crumpled and improper, and there were messy clothes thrown on the floor.

There was the sound of a cat scratching the door panel.

I don't know which "predecessor" was attracted by the fierce battle just now.

During the monsoon rains, there was no shame in lying on Song Qinglan's shoulders, and she didn't want to move: "I want to change the sheets."

Song Qinglan: "Do you think it's yours too?"

During the rainy season: "Yes. There is also yours."

Song Qinglan laughed: "This is not too disgusting with me."

He pulled on the yukata during the monsoon rainy season and wiped it during the monsoon rainy season to make this person who loves clean feel a little better.

Then said: "You go and wash, I'll change the sheets."

During the monsoon rain, not only did she wash her hands, but she also gave herself a shower. When she looked in the mirror, she discovered that she had marks on her body. Song Qinglan probably did not control the severity. The two had no experience, and they obviously didn't make it to the end, but after the event, they looked very sensual, as if they had done everything.

Mutual assistance at this level is actually nothing. I thought that more would happen during the monsoon rains.

But what he has to admit is that Song Qinglan's restraint made this relationship perfect.

Everything is just right.

It was Xiao Hei who scratched the door.

It is the one with the least courage. When it comes out of the bathroom during the rainy season, it meows as if it has been wronged.

When it was rainy season, he hugged it up and slapped it up, fed some snacks bought by Song Qinglan before returning to the room.

The smell in the room is strong.

Song Qinglan opened the window after changing the sheets, but after a while, there was still a kind of smell.

Seeing him coming in, Song Qinglan asked him to sit down, and then naturally took the towel and wiped his hair.

"How many years have you lived alone?" Song Qinglan asked.

Song Qinglan had already washed his hands in the sink, and found a pair of wide beach pants to wear during the monsoon rains—the one worn by the beach when they were seventeen during the monsoon rains. Song Qinglan saw him wear them when they were at the transit station. . The clothes are not unsuitable. Ji Min gets fatter. There are a few pieces of clothes here during the rainy season, but Song Qinglan is unwilling to wear them.

During the rainy season: "It is still two months and eight years away. I moved out after graduating from high school."

The two had talked about the monsoon season before, but they didn't go deep enough.

Song Qinglan had no position to ask more at that time, now he has, and he wants to know everything about the monsoon season.

It seems that there are not many friends during the rainy season, and family members are rarely mentioned.

Even at the residence, he was accompanied by only three cats. Thinking of the other person's single figure only coming to Jiangcheng, Song Qinglan felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and felt distressed for the monsoon rain at that time.

Hearing this answer, Song Qinglan stopped her hands: "Why?"

He thought of a possibility and asked: "The adoptive family is not good for you? Or are you not used to it?"

"Neither, they are very good to me." During the rainy season, he grabbed his wrist and told him to sit down. "I moved out because I was carrying my family and preparing for the exam secretly."

There is a red mark behind the ear during the monsoon rain.

He shouldn't have noticed it himself, but it seems obvious from Song Qinglan's perspective. A cold person, fair skin, and fresh hickeys made Song Qinglan's throat dry.

"Secretly preparing for the sky?"

Song Qinglan continued to wipe his hair while sitting down.

During the monsoon rain, he said "Uh" and told him the reason: "My teacher, my adoptive father, and adoptive mother did not agree with me to contact the work related to \'time\', even the major of the university can not be related. , And will not allow me to enter the sky. I moved out on the grounds of wanting to be quiet, and deliberately applied for multiple majors at the same time, pretending that I was busy, in fact, I have been preparing to enter the sky. With Ji Minyue Give me a cover and it goes well."

It seems that during the monsoon rains, I really lie.

Except for Song Qinglan, everyone is afraid that everyone is easily deceived by his appearance and thus be fooled.

Song Qinglan frowned: "Why don't they want you to participate in work related to'time'?"

It was quiet for a while during the rainy season.

Then he raised his head and said to Song Qinglan: "I had a period of cognitive dysfunction when I was young."

Song Qinglan completely stopped.

During the monsoon rains, he is not pessimistic, but tells the facts like a bystander: "Including learning disabilities, aphasia, ignorance, etc. I can’t distinguish memory from the present, which means I don’t know what has happened. What has never happened. Reality and memories are synchronized in my mind, causing me to behave repeatedly, I can’t recognize familiar things, and I can’t understand other people’s speeches.”

"……how long?"

Song Qinglan's voice seemed to be polished by gravel.

"Don't worry, it's all in the past."

During the rainy season, he grabbed his hand and squeezed it slightly, half-dangling his eyelashes, "About three years."

"The doctors in the Children’s Management Office said that my condition was not saved. Maybe I would never be able to get out of the shadows. In addition, the caudate nucleus and frontal lobe had abnormalities. Everything that happened in the baby. The teacher is a psychologist and is a good friend to my father. After adopting me, he quit his job and spent three years with me at home with my adoptive mother."

So as long as I have experienced it, it makes no difference whether I have experienced it once or countless times. In other words, like you, I have only experienced the process of task restart once.

——Song Qinglan suddenly remembered what he said to him in the bookstore during the monsoon rain.

A seemingly plain narrative, a seemingly meaningless illness.

Some people even jokingly called it a super power.

No one knows how many unknown tortures are behind such a passage.

So Jiyu once said that without his teacher, there would be no him now.

Song Qinglan understood: "They oppose you entering the sky because they are afraid that engaging in work related to'time' will make you repeat the same mistakes."

During the rainy season: "Yes."

The two hands clasped each other tightly.

Song Qinglan couldn't help asking: "So, have you ever had a similar situation in the past so long?"

Before they met, during the monsoon rains, one person performed 89 B-level missions, at least 89 times in history, and it is not ruled out that the unified mission was repeated many times before being completed.

Unlike the Guardians, in order to minimize their presence in history, the recorders have no teammates and act alone. If anything goes wrong during the monsoon season... Song Qinglan dare not think.

"Occasionally, but not serious." Monsoon said, "When we cycled for the first time in our Ouroboros mission, I suspected that I was overloaded with brain memory."

Song Qinglan looked terrified.

At that time, outside the park management office, he had specially talked to during the monsoon rain, and asked rather critically about the psychological endurance of the monsoon rain.

The answer during the monsoon is-"not very good".

After he left, he was the last one to arrive at the park management office during the monsoon rain. His face was very pale, and he asked Song Qinglan to help twist the bottle cap.

Regardless of whether it was possible to comment on the combat effectiveness during the monsoon rains that the bottle cap could not be unscrewed, all of them had only one idea at the time.

The more she thought about it, Song Qinglan's expression became darker, and her heart seemed to have been torn apart.

What he owed at that time really was his own responsibility.

"Your medicine." Song Qinglan quickly thought of something, "Your medicine is not only for clarifying thoughts and refreshing. You are dependent on it, don't you?"

The default is during the rainy season.

The pill box he carried with him has always been inseparable from him.

Relying on these medicines, he can reduce memory repetition, reduce the dream of cyclic memory, and fall asleep smoothly.

However, there are many sequelae that follow. In addition to dependence, it also includes the effects of various negative emotions such as pale complexion, sudden weakness, and sudden feeling of despair.

Song Qinglan's voice sank: "When I called you just now, you were about to take medicine."

Startled during the rainy season.

How did Song Qinglan know?

However, he quickly remembered that Song Qinglan went to take a bath after finishing her things. It should have happened to see the medicine bottle he placed on the countertop.

Song Qinglan got out of bed and went to the bathroom. When she came back, she took the medicine bottle in her hand.

He asked: "Is it already eaten tonight, or is it too late?"

During the rainy season, he said: "It's not too late."

Song Qinglan sat down on the edge of the bed again, causing the mattress to sink. By the way, he stretched out his hand and dragged it to him during the monsoon rain.

The big man shouldn't be so tired and crooked, he just hugs the monsoon rain like a baby.

During the rainy season, she hugged Song Qinglan's neck and knelt down on his lap a little awkwardly.

Seeing his serious expression, he bowed his head and kissed him: "What?"

Song Qinglan: "It seems that I was right to take your medicine."

Had a bad feeling during the rainy season: "..."

Sure enough, Song Qinglan said: "I will keep this bottle of medicine first, and take it when you really need it. Let's not abuse it. Try to quit its dependence."

I want to fight for it during the rainy season: "I don't eat every time, I don't eat much in the Rubik's Cube."

It's okay not to mention this.

When it comes to this, Song Qinglan's face is even more stinky.

In the Rubik's Cube during the monsoon rains, he not only refused to listen to persuasion and forced him through the barriers, causing him to find people room by room, but after the mission, he ran away without intending to come back.

Under the influence of drugs, a calm person will suddenly decide, with disastrous consequences.

"No." Song Qinglan said, "Counselor Ji, you have family members now. In the future, the family members have the final say."

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