Chapter 574 Encounter by chance

  Shen Anzhi said: "Beibei, what I'm telling is the truth, how could I cheat you."

  Li Beibei was furious: "Why did you tell the media that you wrote songs for me? Do you know that these are easy to cause misunderstandings?"

   "You're my muse, and I wrote these songs for you, don't you hear it?"

  When Li Beibei listened to it, she felt that some scenes in it were indeed very familiar.

  Thinking about it now, it seems to be a scene she and Shen Anzhi experienced together.

  For example, performing together on the stage, such as the bits and pieces when participating in an intern.

  But Shen Anzhi expressed those scenes very euphemistically, changing the artistic conception.

  Li Beibei only felt empathy at the time, and didn't think about it at all.

Li Beibei was at a loss for words for a while, and then said: "You are really rude and rude. Do you know what the media will interpret tomorrow? At that time, we will really jump into the Yellow River and we won't be able to wash it off. It's still you I originally hoped to achieve such an effect, and wanted to use the pressure of the media to put pressure on me, Shen Anzhi, don't you think this method is too inferior?"

  Li Beibei was also out of breath, which is why she said such words.

  Sadness appeared in Shen Anzhi's eyes.

Shen Anzhi said: "Beibei, from the first moment you appeared at my concert, I felt that you were extraordinary. Although it was the first time we met, I always felt that we had known each other before. Seeing you , I feel very kind.”

  When Li Beibei heard what Shen Anzhi said, a trace of guilt overflowed in his heart.

   They do know each other, but this is a matter of the previous life.

  Actually, many times, Li Beibei also feels that many people and things she meets in this life are different from those in her previous life.

   But for the most part, human nature has not changed.

  For example, Su Qingdai, she is still so vicious in her bones.

   And Shen Anzhi is still the poor boy who was so passionate about music that he couldn’t even eat enough for his dreams.

  In the previous life, it was because of Li Beibei's encouragement that Shen Anzhi finally embarked on this path, and has been walking until today.

  So he said that when he saw Li Beibei, he felt like he knew him a long time ago.

   Maybe this is the induction of fate?

  Li Beibei knew that Shen Anzhi was definitely not the kind of person he framed.

  Li Beibei herself was just short of breath.

   She's tired of being caught in this emotional vortex.

  She hasn't climbed out of one pit yet, how can she fall into another pit?

  Li Beibei rubbed her temples and apologized: "I'm sorry, what I just said was a bit harsh, but Shen Anzhi, don't expect anything from me, we can only be friends."

  A look of disappointment obviously flashed across Shen Anzhi's face.

  Shen Anzhi smiled and said: "Okay, I know your answer, don't worry, the media will not write nonsense every day, and the things you are worried about will not happen."

  Li Beibei already knew about Shen Anzhi's team.

  Now that he said that, Li Beibei felt relieved.

   Shen Anzhi said: "Beibei, we are friends."

  Li Beibei nodded: "Of course."

   Being disturbed like this, Li Beibei was a little absent-minded all night.

  The whole audience was drinking and drinking.

  Li Beibei stood alone in the corner in a daze.

   Shen Anzhi didn't know where he went, and Li Beibei didn't pay attention.

  In addition to the dining area, the banquet hall also has a ballroom.

  The dinner party has not officially started yet.

  Many people are dancing on the dance floor.

  Elegant and brisk waltz, the atmosphere is extremely romantic.

  Li Beibei didn't have that thought.

  She thought that if she came out to have fun, she would forget the messy things in her mind.

   But it turns out not to be.

  Li Beibei still couldn't help thinking of Fu Jingmo and Yuan Qing together.

  Li Beibei only felt a splitting headache.

  At this time, a thin but well-articulated hand was gracefully placed in front of Li Beibei, making an inviting gesture.

  Li Beibei looked up.

   is Yi Ziyao.

  Yi Ziyao is also dressed up today.

  A dark red suit might look a bit nondescript if worn on someone else's body.

  But his outstanding temperament, coupled with his full youthful sense, the blurred boundary between youth and adulthood makes him look full of charm.

   Li Beibei was slightly taken aback.

  Because in Li Beibei's impression, she didn't seem to see Yi Ziyao for a long time.

   Although they are in the same school.

   But University A is too big, and it is actually difficult to meet with different departments.

  Before, Pei Linghui would always chatter in front of her, telling everything about Yi Ziyao.

  But ever since Pei Linghui announced that he was going to be a fan, Li Beibei has never heard any news about Yi Ziyao from Pei Linghui.

   Speaking of Pei Linghui, Li Beibei admired her for her clear love.

   After all, she has been a fan of Yi Ziyao for so many years, and even did so many crazy things for him.

  But the fact that she lost her fans was really a quick cut.

  Everything about Yi Ziyao in her life was erased by her.

   It was as if Yi Ziyao had never appeared in her life.

  More importantly, Li Beibei originally thought that Pei Linghui would be sad for a while.

  But unexpectedly, she didn't have time to adapt at all.

   Still laughing and joking all day long.

   Li Beibei admired this from the bottom of his heart.

  If it were me, I really couldn't do it.

  Yi Ziyao smiled gently at Li Beibei: "Beibei, can I ask you to dance?"

  Li Beibei shook her head and said, "I don't want to dance."

  Yi Ziyao didn't show any displeasure on his face.

   Still as gentle as ever.

  Li Beibei's reaction was as expected.

  Yi Ziyao withdrew his hand and said, "If you don't want to dance, then chat with me. You seem to have a lot of things on your mind."

  How can she confide her thoughts to others.

  Li Beibei sighed heavily in her heart.

  But still forced a smile: "Yi Ziyao, how are you recently?"

Yi Ziyao said lightly: "Fortunately, I won an award at a Korean film festival. When I went to the United States, I met my idol Cameron by the way. Sister Shan arranged a big movie production for me. Feng Director's new work, if you use the words of the media, it can be said to be proud of the spring breeze and surpass the dust."

  Li Beibei said, "Congratulations."

Yi Ziyao smiled: "But my psychiatrist said that he doubled the antidepressant drugs for me. I haven't slept a full night in three months. I stand on the balcony of the dormitory every night and ask myself , what is the meaning of life.”

  Li Beibei was taken aback when she heard Yi Ziyao say such words so calmly.

   "Yi Ziyao, don't be overthinking it."

Yi Ziyao smiled: "Do you think I will do stupid things? I won't. My parents only have me as a child. If I die, they must not want to live anymore. My agent said that too many teenagers are I am the spiritual pillar, if I fall, their world will also collapse, so I will not do stupid things."

  When Yi Ziyao said this, Li Beibei became more worried.

  Because he lives for others, but not for himself.

  If this is the mentality, sooner or later he will be overwhelmed by the pressure from the outside world.

   But for a while, Li Beibei didn't know what to say.

  Yi Ziyao looked at Li Beibei's worried and terrified expression, and guessed what she was thinking.

Yi Ziyao said: "Beibei, I know I'm selfish, so I'm telling you this, I don't want to transfer these pressures to you to make you worry, I just want to find someone to talk to, tell me what's on my mind, Because I know, if this goes on, I don't know how long I can last, I'm really tired and tired."

   Li Beibei actually knew.

  Yi Ziyao is asking himself for help now.

Li Beibei said: "Yi Ziyao, whenever you want to talk, I will always listen. As long as you need, I will always be by your side. There are still many beautiful things in this world. You believe me, You are just sick now, when your illness is cured, you will be happy again, and you will definitely find the meaning of life.”

  Yi Ziyao looked at Li Beibei quietly.

   Then he said, "Babe, can I give you a hug?"

  Li Beibei opened her arms: "Of course."

  Yi Ziyao approached slowly, and then hugged Li Beibei in his arms.

  Yi Ziyao is tall, but very thin.

  He lowered his head and rested his chin on Li Beibei's shoulder.

   Just like a child.

  He is really too thin, and the thin Li Beibei feels distressed.

  She always knew that Yi Ziyao had depression.

   Behind the stars holding the moon is a pair of invisible hands, holding him aloft.

  He must be perfect, must be active, must be excellent, and must not have any flaws.

  He is expected and loved by countless people, but these loves become the pressure to torture him.

  Li Beibei used to teach him to be himself.

   Originally thought that his mental state was better.

  But I didn't expect it to deteriorate so badly.

  Li Beibei patted Yi Ziyao on the back lightly and said, "Yi Ziyao, why don't you talk to Sister Shan and quit the entertainment industry for now."

   This is probably the only way Li Beibei can think of.

  Since those dazzling lights turned into sharp blades stabbing at him.

  That might as well return to the crowd and be an ordinary person.

  Li Beibei thought of his previous life, and Yi Ziyao's achievements in the entertainment industry were also unprecedented.

   But at that time, he was too far away.

  He never understood what kind of life he lived.

   I don't know what kind of ending Yi Ziyao will end up with.

  But Li Beibei knows now.

  If Yi Ziyao continues like this, sooner or later, something will happen to him.

  Yi Ziyao said: "I told Sister Shan that after finishing this play, I will go to England as an exchange student and live there for two years."

   "Sister Shan agrees?"

  Yi Ziyao nodded.

  Li Beibei also thinks this is a good way to stay away from the center of sight.

  This may be a good way to recuperate.

  Li Beibei said: "Yi Ziyao, believe me, you will get better, you know?"

  Yi Ziyao finally let go of Li Beibei, and stretched out a hand again: "Come dance with me, I'm afraid there won't be so many opportunities in the future."

   This time, Li Beibei did not refuse.

  Li Beibei put his hand in Yi Ziyao's, and the two of them walked onto the dance floor together.

  At this moment, Li Beibei could no longer care about other people's eyes.

  Spotlights flickered around, and many people also set their eyes on the two of them.

   But Li Beibei couldn't care less.

  Li Beibei just tried to say words of encouragement to Yi Ziyao.

   Didn't see a pair of deep eyes watching the two of them all the time.

  After dancing to a song, Yi Ziyao seemed to want to say something.

   Li Beibei saw him hesitant to speak, and said directly: "Yi Ziyao, just say what you want to say, if I can do it, I will do my best."

  Yi Ziyao said: "No, I just want to ask, what has Pei Linghui been doing recently?"

  Li Beibei was a little surprised.

  Because this is the first time Yi Ziyao has mentioned Pei Linghui in front of Li Beibei.

  Li Beibei said: "She is the same as before, class and get out of class, you are a professional, don't you know?"

   Li Beibei suddenly thought that Yi Ziyao had not been in school for a long time.

  In addition to the front-end time, he has been abroad, so it is normal not to know about Pei Linghui.

  Li Beibei looked at the slightly abnormal expression on Yi Ziyao's face, and seemed to smell something unusual.

  Yi Ziyao said: "Oh, I mean, how is she doing recently?"

Li Beibei chuckled softly in her heart, and became more certain in her heart: "She has always been in good condition. She cooks food every day except for class, and you know that she is super gossip, running around in the melon fields like a **** every day, yes Yes, recently she has a crush on a celebrity, Fan Kun among the trainees, is crazy about **** every day, supporting her idol and canvassing votes, he is extremely busy."

   There was a hint of disappointment in Yi Ziyao's eyes.

  Li Beibei took the opportunity to ask: "You seem to care about her a lot? I'm kind of surprised. She hasn't mentioned you in the dormitory for a long time. Did you have a fight?"

  Yi Ziyao said: "I don't care about her, and I have nothing to do with her."

  Li Beibei clearly saw a hint of anger appearing on Yi Ziyao's face.

  But Li Beibei thinks this is a good thing.

  This kind of anger is like a fire, lighting up Yi Ziyao's whole body.

  Before, he was as weak as glass, which would shatter when touched.

  It seems that the one who can save Yi Ziyao is not her, but someone else.

   Before Li Beibei could say anything, Director Feng waved from a distance.

   It seems that they want Yi Ziyao to pass by.

  Yi Ziyao turned around and asked Li Beibei: "Shall we go together? I can introduce you."

  Li Beibei shook her head: "Forget it, I'm not interested."

  Yi Ziyao did not force himself.

   Li Beibei turned around and planned to leave.

  When he turned around, he saw a familiar figure surrounded by everyone.

   It turned out to be Fu Jingmo!

  Fu Jingmo also came?

  Li Beibei just felt startled.

  But Li Beibei remembered that two hours ago, Fu Jingmo called her and said he hoped that she would accompany her to a dinner party.

  But I thought it was GB's anniversary celebration.

  (end of this chapter)