If I have seen such a human world, I would not and want to become such a person..."

When Lin Youyuan said this, he raised his head, wrinkles unfolded, and smiled at the camera.

"Of course, I hope you will never see these, let alone become such a person."

Lin Fei's shoulders were trembling slightly, and his hands tightened tightly on the sheets. Song Yuhang held her head and pushed the person into his arms.

"If it feels uncomfortable, we won't watch it."

Lin Nian sniffed, then raised his head again, his eye circles were red.

"He didn't get to know him when he was alive, he is no longer there, but instead thinks about it."

What Lin Nang wanted to know was how he broke with Lin Jueshui, how he got here now, and the sentence she asked him when she was eighteen: Dad, do you love me at all?

Song Yuhang thought, the answer she wanted was hidden in this video, and her father was also related to this past event.

She really can't be indifferent, and even empathize with her.

Song Yuhang kissed the top of her hair, her voice a little dumb.

"It's weird, isn't it, but it doesn't matter, I will be with you as long as you want."

When his attention returned to the video, perhaps because of sitting for too long, Lin Youyuan began to cough, and also accelerated his speech slightly, omitting some minor details.

What he wanted to tell Lin Nai was what happened afterwards, the thing about her mother, and the thing he regretted most in his life.

"Zhao Junfeng is married. I saw her at the wedding banquet. She lost a lot of weight and was very haggard. She no longer had the bright smile on her face. I asked her how she became like this. She didn't tell me, and she was helpless. I found Song Yiwu and asked repeatedly, and he reluctantly told me that about half a year ago, his wife took the child for a physical examination and came across her alone from the obstetrics and gynecology department. That day, she went for abortion."

Why did Song Yiwu know so clearly? Because in those days, it was impossible to hide things like unmarried pregnancy. She was punished by the hospital and lost her job.

When Zhao Junfeng knew that he was angry and was about to go to Lin Jueshui to settle the account, Su Yue cried and threw down from the bed to hug his leg.

"Please, don't go... don't go... I'm willing to... don't tell Dayuan..."

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"But I finally found out. The jealousy, anger, hatred and alcohol dazzled my head. I took a knife and went to Shanghai to find Lin Jueshui. Su Yue caught up, crying and hugged me tightly from behind. That evening……"

Lin Youyuan was silent for a while, the expression on his face was a little unnatural, frowning and a little regretful and sad.

Lin Nai understood that she probably came to this world as a fertilized egg at that time. It's no wonder why her mother took her away after she was born and would rather wander around than return to Lin's house.

Even when facing the video, she couldn't help but blurt out: "This old bastard..."

The old **** in the picture coughed again, and after a while, he said: "It was also at this time that I found some blue crystals in Lin Jueshui's home. I couldn't be more familiar with those things. They were lurking in Qiongzhou. I saw someone smoke it. Yes, you guessed it right. The composition of the thing is 7 to 80% similar to the blue liquid in the test tube you took to let your people examine, so I have a reason. Suspect, he made this thing."

"I used to think that Lin Jueshui and I would be good brothers for life, no, we are. But until that moment, I discovered that my beloved girl was deceived by him and discovered that he had been doing some illegal things without telling himself. Shaken, I have looked for him before the police deployed."

"Lin Jueshui returned to Jiangcheng the next day. He didn't seem to expect that I would come back suddenly. I was very pleasantly surprised. At the same time, he was still a little nervous, so he looked around the house and then relieved himself to greet me."

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He took things out of the bag he carried, and his face was happy: "Why come back suddenly, I haven't seen a tan in a few years, have you found the girl you like? By the way, I brought some from Shanghai. When the lotus cake came back, I originally bought it for Su Yue, but she likes to eat sweets just like you."

Lin Youyuan was stabbed by the name and looked at him coldly: "Why don't you marry her?"

Lin Jueshui was startled, and continued to take things out: "Hey, Yueyue is a good girl, I don't deserve her."

Lin Youyuan rushed over and lifted his collar, his eyes splitting: "Do you know, do you know, she..."

Lin Jueshui looked at his eyes and said, "I know."

Lin Youyuan slammed a fist on his face and shouted hoarsely: "Beast, what else are you hiding from me?!"

Lin Jueshui could not answer, nor could he answer, he could only use silence to resist his hoarseness.

Where he could not see, his elder brother's back was straight, but he kept clenching his fists and trembling slightly until Lin Youyuan slammed the door and left.

Lin Jueshui sank into the chair, covering his face with his hands, his shoulders shaking violently.

He can't say.

It cannot be said that he is married and has a child.

It cannot be said that he actually colluded with drug trafficking gangs, making drugs for them all the year round and making money abroad.

He used the money to buy a house, buy a car, and live in a big villa. He also gave Su Yue the life she wanted. When she knew she was pregnant, Lin Jueshui had also thought of asking the golden basin to wash her hands and never do it again. A woman without the slightest feeling is divorced.

The woman’s brother stepped him under his feet and put a gun against his head and said, “Stop doing it, it’s okay. The last batch of goods hasn’t been tested yet. Just use that woman.”

Lin Jueshui looked at the picture of Su Yue in his hand and shouted hysterically, "Don't move her!!!"

Just as Lin Youyuan didn't expect him to make drugs, Lin Jueshui didn't expect his brother to betray him.

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"They have factories in Shanghai, Jiangcheng, Qiongzhou and many other places. Lin Jueshui thought I was back to Qiongzhou. In fact, I had been following him during that period and found out the addresses of most of their factories. That's it, I sold him. To the police."

Lin Youyuan was expressionless during this period, but Lin Fan still heard a trace of pain and struggle in his slightly stiff tone.

"Unfortunately, the sky failed. When I was watching Lin Jueshui, the other party was also watching him. After realizing that someone was following him, he calmly grabbed Su Yue and asked him to make a choice between me and this woman."

"If you kill me, let them go. You can also divorce his sister. By the way, his classmate was also called Ding Ye at that time."

"On the other hand, you can just watch Su Yue being tortured to death, that kind of... not only mentally, but also..."

When Lin Youyuan said this, his facial muscles were shaking slightly, gritted his teeth.

"Is there a man who can bear that his beloved woman is in front of him... Lin Jueshui is crazy, he even wants to commit suicide, of course those people will not let him do what he wants, so they started to beat me, my leg was at that time Really interrupted."

Lin Jueshui didn't even have any excessive expressions when he said this, but Lin Nai believed that he was just numb.

"He is a coward, and he can neither save his beloved woman nor his own brother, but at the time, I was a little strange that the police clearly sent someone to follow me but they didn't show up for a long time. I know. , This is a problem within them. At that time, the team leaders responsible for leading the team were Song Yiwu and Zhao Junfeng. In those years, Zhao Junfeng was promoted very quickly. I didn't take it to heart until..."

Song Yuhang who was off-screen swallowed softly. She was young when her father died. This is a sad matter for her mother, and naturally she won’t mention it too much. Later, she also checked on the public security intranet, but nothing was left. It's just a few words:

Song Yiwu (1940-1973) male, Han nationality, second-level sergeant of Criminal Investigation Detachment of Jiangcheng Public Security Bureau, Binhai Province, died heroically in a major operation in December 1973. He was only 33 years old.

Like his other colleagues, he turned into a gray photo, floating in the vast sea of ​​information. The only thing left to him by the age is the cold word "sacrifice". No one knows that day except for Lin Youyuan. What happened.

Zhao Junfeng also knew it, but he had to forget it, because his later step ups were all steps on the bones.