My Dear Miss Medical Examiner

Chapter 75: faith

The button of the hospital gown could only be opened under the collarbone, and Song Yuhang tremblingly helped her untie the last one.

She swallowed, "Can you...can take it off by yourself?"

Lin Yan shook his head and raised his neck slightly, "I can't lift my hands."

"..." Song Yuhang pursed his lips, went around behind her, and lifted the corner of her clothes to help her lift it off her head.

Lin Nai's brown hair fell softly on her snow-white shoulders, the Yuba was warm, but she still felt a little cold and shivered.

Song Yuhang stabilized her, a layer of enthusiasm came up on his face from the mist in the bathroom.

Lin Nian turned her back slightly and put her hands on the bathtub: "It's a bit cold."

Song Yuhang understood that this was urging her. She reluctantly settled down to untie the last bondage, but somehow, her always flexible fingers were also knotted.

Lin Fan buried his head and smiled softly, "Officer Song, can you do it?"

When she acted like a baby, she would have a long voice calling her: Team Song~

When she is angry, she will call her first and last name: Song Yuhang!

Only at this time, when deliberately trying to tease her, would she call her "Song Officer". These three words were spoken lightly from her mouth, and because of the added surname and position, it was especially intriguing.

Song Yuhang's blood rushed to her forehead, but she finally restrained it. Not far from the bathroom door is her mother's bedroom. Secondly, the big scar on her back and the penetrating injury, it still seems a bit shocking. .

Song Yuhang took a few deep breaths, forced herself to look away, and helped her unbuckle, lowering her voice, which was a little bit gritted.

"You come here less, don't you know if I can do it?"

Lin Wei let her move, turned around and sat on the bathtub. Song Yuhang's pupils shrank and his breathing quickened.

"After all, I haven't really tried it yet?"

Song Yuhang wanted to look away, but he couldn't bear to look away. Anxiety and the impulse buried deep in the blood tore her reason.

She closed her eyes slightly, her Adam's apple rolled up and down, and her hand was placed on her shoulder.

Before Lin Fan's sly smile on the corners of his lips was proud, he was beaten and hugged into the bathtub.

The tone was quick and quick, and even rude, but the movements were gentle.

"Shut up and let you try one more sentence."

The hot water dissipated the chill and wiped out the fatigue of the day.

Lin Fan lay down on the edge of the bathtub and looked at her, with a little innocence in his eyes, knowingly asking.

"try what?"

Song Yuhangfei was going to blow her up, threw a bath towel to her, and slammed the door angrily.

"Wash it yourself, call me if something happens!"

Listening to the sound of her leaving footsteps and the sound of splashing in the kitchen, Lin Nian laughed happily, even slightly leaning on the bathtub and humming.

Shit, really casual.

Very innocent.

After Song Yuhang finished washing the dishes, cleaned up the kitchen, cleaned the living room, and made the bed in the bedroom, she still didn't see her come out.

Song Yuhang frowned, walked over and knocked on the door lightly, "Lin Wei, are you all right?"

Lin Fan was drowsy by the comfortable water temperature and heat. He didn't want to move at all when lying in the bathtub. Hearing her talk, he stood up and wrapped himself in the pajamas on the shelf.

"All right."

She got up in a hurry, but before she finished her words, she was top-heavy and the world was spinning.

Song Yuhang just came in, and saw that she was about to fall, and picked him up.

Lin Nian was in shock, her pale face was flushed with hot water, and there were still drops of water on her eyelashes. She subconsciously hooked her neck and hung herself up.

Song Yuhang laughed, took two steps back, and walked out just like that, because he was afraid that his mother would come out suddenly.

It was not until he returned to the room, put the person on the bed and locked the bedroom door, that Song Yuhang breathed a sigh of relief and went to find a hairdryer to blow her hair.

"You..." Song Yuhang turned around, suddenly startled, just worried about her safety, and now he found that there was nothing under her shirt...

Her clothes were large, Lin was tired of thinness, scattered loosely on her shoulders, without any buttons. After the pure white shirt was soaked in water, it was as thin as paper.

Further down.

Song Yuhang's eyes were red in an instant.

Fuck, if this is tolerable, it must be a sage.

After tossing for a whole day, Lin Fan was really sleepy. He wanted to sleep when he touched the pillow. Before he could pull the quilt, his eyes suddenly went dark.

Song Yuhang turned off the lights.

Before she recovered, she was blocked by the hot breath.

Song Yuhang's slippers pushed aside.

The rustling sound of clothing rubbing.

Song Yuhang stuffed a pillow under her waist.

Lin Fan was forced to raise his head.

Her slender and white wrists were pinched and flushed.

The bloodshot eyes of Song Yuhang never faded.

The ticking sound of the wall clock was mixed with some kind of secret sound.

Song Yuhang panted and raised his head, looking at her face in the dark.

Lin Yan's red lips were slightly opened, and his pale face was dyed with rouge.

The frail neck was completely exposed to her eyes.

When they looked at each other, there seemed to be a torch that completely burned the minds of the two people.

When everything was getting better, there was a knock on the door.

Song Yuhang's movements were stagnant, and he leaned down again. Lin Fan turned his head slightly and put his hands on her shoulders.

"Yu Hang, open the door, are you sleeping? I will give you another quilt—"

Song's mother's voice.

Song Yuhang frowned and ignored her, holding her hand and leaning over again. Before touching her cheek, the knock on the door rang again.

"Yu Hang, Yu Hang..."

Song Yuhang's forehead blue veins jumped wildly, Lin was tired of smiling, holding her face up, looking at the door, and beckoning her to open it.

Song Yuhang couldn't, so he got up from Gentle Township, put on pajamas and pants, and covered Lin Feng with a quilt before ran to open the door.

"Mom, here comes, what are you doing this night"

Mother Song looked in and lowered her voice, "I'm tired of falling asleep? Why is your face so red..."

Song Yuhang wanted to cry without tears. If it weren't for you to disturb, she would have put people asleep, and she was afraid that her mother would see something and drive people out.

"Sleep, sleep, go back to sleep quickly."

Song Yuhang hugged the quilt in her hand, shook his head, and closed the door somewhat helplessly.

Lin Fan quietly revealed an eye from under the covers: "Are you going?"

Song Yuhang nodded: "Go, are you cold?"

Lin Yan shook his head: "It's a bit hot."

The face is still flushing.

Song Yuhang put the quilt on the computer chair and rushed to bed to hold the person: "Go on."

Before she leaned down again, the knock on the door rang again, and Mother Song returned.

"Yu Hang, open the door, look at my memory, I just took the quilt for you and forgot to take the pillow."

Song Yuhang was going crazy, and went to open the door in a rage, prolonging his voice: "Mom!!!"

"Oh, look at such a big temper. It's alright, I won't disturb you to rest." Mother Song took a look inside again, and Song Yuhang put one hand on the door frame to block her sight.

"I'm so tired of sleeping? Why did I just hear her talking? I heard her wrong?"

"Mom--" Song Yuhang wanted to cry without tears, and was about to kneel down.

If she were a man, she would have been...

"Please, go to bed early, don't come again, we don't need anything, we don't need anything, really." He said, pushing people out the door all the time, watching her enter the room and then came back in peace and locked the door. , Leaning on the door panel and choking silently.

Lin Nian couldn't help but laughed, Song Yuhang rushed over and scratched her, and the two of them fell together laughing and joking.

"I would listen to you and open the house if I knew it."

Lin Nian held her moving hand, Xiao Xiao yawned, and nestled in her arms, her long eyelashes moving.

"Don't make trouble, I am a little sleepy."

Song Yuhang narrowed his mouth, a little aggrieved: "But..."

Tonight, Lin Nian teased her and kissed her too, but she was the only one who didn't take advantage of it.

Too sad, she might have picked it up from Mother Song.

"Huh?" Lin Fan raised his eyes to look at her, like a lazy and charming cat, raising his paws and putting them on her shoulders.

The breath is itchy in the neck.

"Really sleepy."

After that, he yawned slightly.

Song Yuhang saw her look really exhausted, even though she still wanted to, he had to press it down.

"Well, sleep."

Lin Nian turned over to sleep contentedly, but was pulled back into his arms, and immediately fell cold, and the only piece of clothing that covered the body was thrown out.

Song Yuhang hugged her: "Go to sleep."

Lin Fan gritted his teeth: "You..."

The gesture behind her back was too intimate and affable, Song Yuhang pressed against her ear and said: "Just sleep like this, I will give you five minutes, and you will be at your own risk if you can't sleep."

"I..." Lin Wei choked in his throat and almost choked herself to death, grabbing her arm and biting it down.

She viciously.

Song Yuhang should grind his teeth for the wolf cub.

She even whistled in her ear happily: "It's okay, bite it, wait until you are healed, bite and repay it every time, it's all a debt, Forensic Lin."

She learned her tone and gently called her "Forensic Doctor Lin".

Lin Fan blushed, and the **** was about to blur out. He felt that the hands around his waist were getting more and more dishonest. He endured and forbeared, his eyes were red, and finally he honestly closed his eyes.

Xu was really tired of tossing, and even before five minutes, he let out a uniform breathing sound.

Song Yuhang lifted up slightly, and dropped a kiss on her side cheek, Lin Wei felt a little bit, turned around and threw into her arms like a tired bird returning to the forest.

Song Yuhang laughed, yes, the beauty is in her arms, it seems that she can't sleep tonight.

***

Early the next morning, Song Yuhang got up with two big dark circles under his eyes to wash. Song's mother had already prepared breakfast and put the dishes and chopsticks.

"Oh, what's the matter? Didn't you sleep last night?"

Song Yuhang greeted her weakly: "Morning, Mom, sleep well, very well."

Lin Yan who was sitting at the dining table pursed her lips and smiled slightly, and was caught by Song's mother.

She saw that Lin Wei really liked it as she watched it, she was good-looking and energetic, sitting there with a straight back, her face looked much better than last night, her whiteness was red, and the corners of her eyebrows and eyes showed a little uncontrollable spring.

On the other hand, Song Yuhang was sluggish as if he had been drained of blood, and began to scold his children.

"Look at you and sleep at the same time. Why are people so energetic? You seem to be on a big night shift again, and you don't know what you did all night."

An angry flushing sound came from the bathroom door.

What did you do?

Lin Nang really didn't expect Mother Song to speak so violently that she spewed out a mouthful of water before she swallowed it.

"Ahem..."

She tossed at the paper towel to wipe the water stains on the table, Song Mu had brought out the boiled vinasse from the kitchen.

"Oh, why are you choking? Don't just drink water, try the drunk egg made by Auntie."

"It's okay, it's okay, thank you auntie." Lin Fan stood up to pick it up, but was avoided again.

"It's hot, it's okay, it's okay, you sit and eat, don't wait for Yuhang, there is still in the pot."

As Mother Song said, she brought out the hot steamed buns from the kitchen and some cold dishes.

"Auntie, don't you want to eat it?"

Mother Song untied her apron and was about to hang it up, then smiled back and said, "I got up early, and I have eaten, and I am going to go out to dance and buy food."

Lin Wei wondered, it was only 8 o'clock in the morning. Mother Song slept with them at about the same time last night, got up earlier in the morning than them, and made breakfast.

"Auntie, are you a little insomnia?"

Mother Song was startled, Lin Wei continued: "I know several professional doctors, and I am quite comfortable with this aspect. Please leave a phone number for me, and I will make an appointment for you to see when it is convenient for you to go to the clinic. It’s okay, it’s okay to take the medicine directly."

Song Yuhang didn't even know about her insomnia. At first, she thought that she got less sleep when she got older. It has only gotten worse in recent years. She often can only fall asleep at eleven or twelve, and wake up in the middle of the night.

Now that Lin Wei saw it, the old man was a little moved: "No, no, you are all busy..."

Lin Yan took a bite of the bun and smiled: "Then it's settled. If you don't tell me, I'll go and talk to Yu Hang."

"Oh, you kid, good." Mother Song had no choice but to pull a pen and paper from the phone book on the desk, and tremblingly wrote a series of numbers to her.

"Auntie will give you how much money then."

Lin Fan took the note away, and the ambiguity about money was passed.

Seeing that it was almost half past eight, Mother Song was about to change her shoes to go out, and Song Yuhang came out of the bathroom. .

Mother Song looked back at the two of them: "Come back for dinner at noon, and your sister will also come over. I will go shopping now."

Song Yuhang frowned without a trace: "No, Mom, I will eat out with Lin Fan at noon."

"Hey, you said you didn't go home for dinner during the big weekend, wasting money, forget it, look at you, it's rare to see you take your friends home once, it's fun, have you heard it?" Mother Song scolded and picked it up. When the key went out, Song Yuhang responded with a long voice.

Lin Fan bit her spoon and looked at her: "Something's wrong, you frowned when you mentioned your sister."

Woman, no, the instincts of female forensic doctors are really sharp.

Song Yuhang laughed and flicked her forehead: "You are not right. I will observe your expression. You should have something you want to do today."

Lin Fei slightly pursed her lips and smiled, but without wanting to make her too proud, she deliberately raised her face: "That's not a hurry to eat."

The two talked while eating.

Lin Fan told her about Song's mother's insomnia.

Song Yuhang frowned, "I said sometimes I came back from the night shift and she was not asleep. I always thought she was waiting for me. It turned out to be like this, Lin Wei, thank you. I have an appointment and let me know. Then I will accompany my mother. go with."

Lin Nian stirred the glutinous rice in the bowl, because the word "Thanks" warmed his heart, and he bends his lips slightly.

"You are busy at work and there is no one at home, so you should pay more attention to the physical and mental health of your aunt."

The shock caused by the successive deaths of relatives like this is not something ordinary people can bear. Mother Song is an amazing woman, but it does not mean that she will not leave any scars in her heart.

Song Yuhang nodded: "I see, I will spend more time with my mother."

In the end, she looked at Lin Nian carefully, and stretched out her hand to hold her empty hand on the table into her palm.

"What about you, Lin Wei, do you need to... see the doctor again?"

Lin Yan twitched the corners of her lips, and did not answer her question directly: "It's cold, let's eat."

After that, he took his hand back, and Song Yuhang stopped talking, but he didn't say anything. After eating, he took the initiative to wash the dishes.

Lin Nang opened her closet, looked at all kinds of clothes, picked one, frowned, and threw one. Soon the bed was full of clothes.

Lin Nian was discouraged, yes, it seems that the first thing today is to buy clothes.

After Song Yuhang washed the dishes and wiped his hands, he looked funny: "Let's go, Miss Lin will wear one casually first. Let's go out and buy it."

***

"This, this, this, I want to wrap it all up."

After Lin Fei tried the clothes, he bought the one that was suitable. He stood in front of the counter and pointed to Jiangshan. Just when he was about to check out, Song Yuhang handed over his card.

Lin Fan pushed back: "No, I will pay by myself."

"Swipe mine." Song Yuhang directly handed the card to the cabinet sister. The other person glanced at her, then looked at Lin Wei, and accepted it graciously.

"Okay, the total is 36,480, please confirm and sign here."

Song Yuhang wrote and signed, Lin Nai slammed his lips: "Unexpectedly, you are a little policeman who is quite rich. He said, did you take bribes and corruption?"

Song Yuhangbai gave her a glance: "What are you talking about? I don't usually spend much money. It's all saved by working for so many years."

"Then you don't feel bad?"

Song Yuhang closed the cap of the pen and handed it to sister cabinet, carrying the packed paper bag, and walking out with her waist.

"It hurts, so it's fine for someone to pay for it."

Lin Wei shook his bag and said, "Why don't you die?"

Out of the mall, Song Yuhang stuffed all the things he bought into the back seat, and Lin Wei bought some health care products for Song Mu again, and the trunk was full.

Song Yuhang opened the car door for her and watched her sit in. Then he opened the driver's door, fastened his seat belt, and started off.

Lin Fan watched her drive, "Do you know where to go?"

Song Yuhang didn't turn his head, a smile appeared on the corners of his lips.

"My guess."

***

Lin Fan leaned a bunch of white chrysanthemums he had just bought against the tombstone.

Song Yuhang put a few cans of Coke on the ground, as well as some snacks that children love to eat.

The two stood side by side, the wind stirred the corners of their clothes and raised the ends of their hair.

Lin Fan looked at the familiar face on the tombstone. The girl was only fourteen or five years old and smiled so sweetly.

She should have had a better life, but she was always fixed at the age of fifteen.

Even if they caught the murderer later and the bad guys got the punishment they deserved, they couldn't change the fact that other young lives were forever deprived.

The wind in the cemetery was a bit strong, and Lin Fei's hands were pale from cold. She shivered and took out the business card from her purse, watching the flame of the lighter engulf it little by little.

"My name is Lin Mi. I was born in 1976. I am now thirty-two years old. My profession is forensic medicine. My hobby is anatomy. My phone number is..."

She paused, choked slightly.

"Nice to meet you, Bai Ling."

"We...bye bye."

She finally introduced herself completely to Bai Ling and made up for the unfinished regrets, but after all, it was not complete.

The wind in the cemetery suddenly became bitter, blowing the remaining pieces of paper into the sky and flying away.

Song Yuhang patted her shoulder: "Let's go."

When paying homage to Zhang Jinhai, she was much calmer.

This news can't be kept from her for too long. Lin Fan is not a silly little girl who has not been involved in the world. She is a mature, professional and experienced forensic doctor, and she also has her own contacts and channels.

Rather than waiting for her to find out, it is better to take the initiative to tell her, besides, Song Yuhang believes that she can bear it.

Even if she couldn't bear it and fell into the swamp of guilt, Song Yuhang had the courage and confidence to pull her out a little bit.

The firelight shone on the corners of her eyebrows.

Lin Nian silently threw paper money into the copper basin, Song Yuhang handed the last pile of paper money to her, watching her throw it in, dust and ashes flying up into the sky, flying over the mountains and plains.

"Lin Nai, I come to this place almost every year, and the police from the Jiangcheng City Bureau also come almost every year, not only because of the sacrificed colleagues every year, but also because the newly recruited policemen will face the monument to the heroes here every year. Hold the oath and induction ceremony for the seniors."

"This is not only a place where yin and yang are separated, but also a place where the old and the new alternate. Generations of criminal policemen sleep here, and generations of young criminal policemen walk out from here."

Song Yuhang pulled her up and looked at the photos on Zhang Jinhai's tombstone, the majestic face and the national emblem on the brim of the hat.

"At the last moment of his life, he did not forget the people's police oath. In fact, when the knife cut his throat for the first time, he had already noticed that he had the opportunity to throw the child out to other people, but he did not. When the whale is handed to him, he can also hand it to others, but he still hasn't."

Lin Nian lowered his eyes, terribly quiet.

Song Yuhang knows what she wants to say: "You don't need to blame yourself. Your starting point is good. Staying there will only have more people sacrifice. Things will change. If you change, you will make the same choice."

Lin got tired of laughing, and returned to his usual cold expression, with a mocking smile on the corner of his lips.

"So, you policemen are very annoying, you know you will die and you have to go."

Song Yuhang tilted his head to look at her: "This is the power of faith. I was born and grew up here. I can't help but love this land, the people on this land, and the five-star red flag flying above the head, and the brim of the hat. national emblem."

Just as Lin Fei will fight for the truth for the rest of his life, Song Yuhang will also shed his blood for the faith.

This is their belief engraved in their bones, eternally indelible.

"Do you know? I used to really hate the police. I met too many and inactive criminals, and I was completely disappointed in this world at one time, and I thought it wouldn't be better."

"But ah, there was a moment—" Lin Fan was bathed in the sun, and looked at the void with his hand in the pergola. Today is a good weather, with blue sky and white clouds, and a clear sky. A group of wild geese returning north happened to pass her sight.

She squinted her eyes slightly: "Still feel that this world is pretty good, just like now."

"There are also some people who persist in the pursuit of truth and justice for their entire lives. I believe that a single spark can start a prairie fire."

Song Yuhang smiled and raised his hand to his temple: "Salute to the hero!"

Lin Nian obeyed her orders, tensed her body, and slowly raised her hand.

She was willing to do this for the first time, and she felt inexplicable for a while, but somehow, she remembered the few oaths she had taken during the exam.

For the prosperity of the country, for the peace of the people, for the sacred mission, and for sacrificed comrades in arms; the Chinese police fight endlessly against various illegal and criminal activities until they shed the last drop of blood.

Lin Nian closed his eyes slightly, meditating in his heart.

When going down the mountain, dusk fell on the tips of Song Yuhang's hair, turning the original black hair smeared into chestnut.

Lin Nian stared at the back of her head.

Song Yuhang turned around and stretched out her hand to hold her down the steps: "There is one thing I just didn't have the nerve to say..."

She touched her nose and smiled shyly, but did not let go of her hand.

"what?"

Lin Wei followed her step by step.

"The occasion just now was too solemn, and I felt that it was inappropriate to say that in front of the seniors."

Lin Fan became more and more curious: "What the hell, you say it quickly."

Song Yuhang stopped and stood on the next step to look at her, holding her hand, wearing a black motorcycle uniform, overalls, and combat boots. She was a handsome and heroic woman.

But his face was reddened, and the expression on that face was clearly twisted: "That... I want to say... You are also my belief."

Lin Yan was stunned for three seconds, and then burst into a wild laugh, tears coming out.

"Hahaha... what kind of earthy love words are you, really good earth, good earth, help!"

Song Yuhang's face was blue and white, then red, grinning his teeth, turned his head and left.

Lin Fan chased up and rushed towards her from behind, and the setting sun dragged the shadows of the two people very long.

"Oh, are you angry?"

"No."

"Then why are you ignoring me?"

"No."

Lin Wei poked her in the face: "Song Police Officer~Song Team~Song Yuhang~Yu Hang~"

She prolonged her voice and shouted, and Song Yuhang got goose bumps.

"Say, what are you doing?!"

Lin Yandala hung her neck, serious and confident: "I'm tired and can't walk anymore."

Song Yuhang was about to give her an angry smile. He shook her away and walked two steps. Seeing that she hadn't followed, he fell back angrily and squatted down in front of her.

"Come on, Missy."

Lin Nian pursed her lips and smiled and climbed up, letting her carry her on her back and walk the rest of the way.

She doesn't say any love words, earthy, delicate, elegant, and charming.

But she knew that from the moment she decided to be with Song Yuhang, she put her in the deepest corner of her heart, that no one cares about.

Song Yuhang said she is her belief, so Song Yuhang is her ideal.

I want to be close to this warmth, I want to be a little sun like her, I want to be as gentle and sharp as her, I want to be as kind as her, and I want to love everyone around me as much as I can.

That was something that the eighteen-year-old Lin Fan could not learn, but he lost it when he was thirty-two.

Lin Nian murmured something in her ear, Song Yuhang didn't hear clearly: "What?"

"I said--" Lin Nian raised her ears: "I'm hungry, I'm going down the mountain to eat!"

Song Yuhang smiled slightly: "Grab steady."

Before Lin Fan recovered, she began to lead her on the mountain road, with a thin layer of sweat leaking out of her forehead, but her expression was so reckless and warm.

The wind spread their laughter far away.

At that time, they ran as much as they wanted, enjoying the wholehearted pleasure of love, but they didn't know that the "White Whale Case" was just the beginning, not the end.

The truth is far from here.