My Omega is a Little Hot

Chapter 119: , Wan Boyun Monologue 2

"But she is so cute. Every time she looks at me with pitiful eyes, I can't find any reason to refuse, and I tell myself over and over again that I must promise her not to make her unhappy. ."

"I agreed later and promised to give her a portrait on her birthday. I prepared for her for a long time. After training every day, I secretly took half an hour in the room to paint."

"I can't keep the light in my room on for too long. If grandma finds out, she will definitely push the door directly in."

"But when I was about to finish the painting, I was discovered by my grandma, because she found that the clothes I took for the housework robot had dried paint."

"She was very angry, and in a fit of rage, she smashed all my painting tools and threw away the paint. The portrait was also damaged by her rude means, and it was impossible to see the original look."

" She told me I can only be a soldier I have no other dreams Soldier is my dream I."

In Qin Zhaoci's mind, a weak figure shivered and looked at the picture of the irritable parents going crazy.

"After throwing away all my painting tools, she beat me again. The injury was very serious. She broke two of my ribs and was treated in the hospital. A week later, I went to Shan Pan to apologize."

Qin Zhaoci frowned: "Is there no child protection law in the empire?"

Wan Boyun shook his head: "It wasn't at that time, and don't forget that my grandma is the commander of the military region, no one believes that she did these things, she said to the outside world that she was injured during training , and no one doubts it."

"You know what? I envy Shan Pan very much. She has parents who love her, grandparents who love her, and brothers and sisters who love her. She laughs every day, and her smile is very beautiful , very happy, and me? I seem to be laughing, but my heart has never been happy."

"Shan hope she is like the sun, always hot and glowing, I am like the moon shrouded in dark clouds in the dark night, cold and dark, I am not worthy of her at all. "

"I don't know why she likes me at all, I'm obviously not good at all."

Wan Boyun lowered her head, tears dripped down the corners of her eyes and landed on the table.

Qin Zhaoci looked at her despairing and distressed appearance, and couldn't help but began to feel sorry for her. After being silent for a while, Qin Zhaoci poured her another glass of wine.

After taking a sip, Wan Baiyun continued: "Afterwards, seeing that I was about to be 16 years old, I felt that my life could not go on like this, so I took the initiative to tell my grandma about me. dreams, things I want to do.”

"But she doesn't listen at all, and doesn't care about my wishes. She's crazy and imposes her wishes on me. As long as what I do doesn't satisfy her, she uses special means to make her I surrender."

"I came out of the house that day, my heart was ashes, and I felt that I would never get rid of my grandma in my life. After we met Shan Pan at the door, we were both kidnapped by a man in the single family who was making trouble. ."

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"After being rescued, my grandmother said righteously that she cultivated a sense of honor as a soldier. It's ridiculous. I just did it for my own selfishness."

Qin Zhao's words: "selfishness? What selfishness?"

"I don't want to just hope for the selfishness of being hurt, and of course, there is also the selfishness of not wanting to live. At that time, I was lying on the ground, feeling the heat draining from my body bit by bit, I was even afraid It doesn't feel like it."

"I just thought, if I just die like this, I don't have to wait until the time of differentiation, so I die early, so my grandma can no longer control me, even if it is death , I also want to be free, to be liberated."

" But Shanwan didn't want me to die at all, she cried so loudly, her tears were hot, and hit me on the face drop by drop, I told her not to save her I, she didn't hear it either, just like that, thanks to the efforts of the single family, I survived, and successfully differentiated into Alpha as my grandma expected."

After they were caught, they were beaten and punished again.”

"After I knew I couldn't run away, I started to hang out with those bad people, and I was confused all day long. I wanted to tell my grandma that I would not do what she wanted."

"At that time, while I was bad at studying, I secretly prepared for the examination of the Imperial College Design School."

"But when I got the admission notice from the School of Design, my grandma canceled the place with a phone call and forced me to be sent to the Military Academy."

"Oh, she was already ill," Wan Baiyun sneered, "After I entered the Military Academy, I was worse than before, making some random friends and bosses. Girlfriend who likes to fool around, you were also a famous bad student at the Military Academy at the time, that's why I came so close to you."

"My grandma, she covered the sky with her hands, and after finding that her persuasion was fruitless, she dropped these students together. Except for you, you have the Qin family behind you. She can't afford to offend her."

"Shan Pan confessed to me later, I don't understand why she still likes me after I'm so bad Without Wanjia, I have no ability to give her happiness."

"I'm a puppet in Grandma's hands. I'm full of holes. I can't get out. I can't drag her into such a cage."

" Then she was sad and didn't come to me for a long time, until I went to the army, when we met, she was already lovely and beautiful, I didn't expect she still didn't care about me Give up, if you speak ruthlessly, you must chase me down."

"I refused again. At that time, I already knew that as long as I stayed in the Empire, I would never be able to get rid of my grandma's control, so I began to prepare for the exams of other planetary colleges, prepare to apply for retirement, go to Schools on other planets."

"My grandma has been monitoring me, and even though I have been very careful, she still finds signs of it."

" She reminded me side by side, but I didn't want to hear it. In order to keep me in the empire, she sent the secretary to drug me on my birthday, and wanted the secretary's daughter to happen to me relationship, forced marriage, keep me in the Empire."

"What?" Qin Zhaoci's eyes widened in disbelief, disgusting at Wan Shiying's actions.

"I heard these things when I listened to the secretary talking to her later. I don't know why Shan Pan came in that day, but in the end, as my grandma wished, I was forced to marry already."

"That morning, I was very disappointed with Shan Pan, I thought she was the one who negotiated with my grandmother, I was sad and painful, and I was almost there, I already received that one on my birthday The college's admission notice has been announced, and the next day I have already booked the spaceship seat, and I'm almost gone."

"After getting married, I don't want to go home, and I don't want to face her, looking at the admission notice in my brain, thinking about the dream I lost again, thinking about my grandma controlling my face, I don't want to be at all. Can't face that fact."

"One month after the marriage, Shan Pan told me she was pregnant, I was not surprised, but still very angry, because in my heart I hoped that she would not be pregnant, so maybe I can bring Take her to that school to study together."

"Even if I know this is impossible, I just hope she has her own studies and her own parents, it is impossible to leave with me."

Wan Baiyun lowered his head and covered his face with his hands.

"I originally wanted to ignore her, but seeing her tortured by the pregnancy reaction, I couldn't help feeling distressed, and every time I came back from the outside, I would secretly Give her a pheromone to soothe her."

"I don't know how to face her except at night and during the day, so I keep saying bad things to her. I hate myself like that, and I don't know how to deal with such a situation. I don't know what to do. I am in pain."

"Afterwards, you will know, I accept my fate, I admit my feelings for Shan Pan, I also know that I can't get rid of my grandma, and I also want to ease up with Dan Pan, I also wanted to tell her what I thought, but every time I saw her expectant eyes, I was speechless."

"I don't know what to do, and I didn't say those words on purpose. I thought my grandma wouldn't let Shan Pan hear it. She wouldn't let her hear it before."

"I didn't mean to not answer the phone. If I knew it was a call for help, I would definitely answer it, but I thought it was scolding me like before, so I didn't want to answer it."

"I don't want to hurt her, but I don't know how to be nice to her, no one has taught me how to love others, I don't know what to do?

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"Qin Zhaoci, tell me, what should I do?"

Wan Boyun grabbed Qin Zhaoci's arm, repeated over and over what should I do, and finally fell asleep.

Qin Zhaoci looked at Wan Baiyun who was already drunk, looked down at his brain, and paused the recording.

After blinking her red eyes, Qin Zhaoci helped Wan Baiyun up and sent her home.

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