This is the second time that Mu Jiyun has stepped into this simple and warm suite. It is completely different from the feeling when he first came. At that time, he was just full of curiosity about her, absolutely not today. It seems to be full of love, so the picture I see has a very different feeling. wind and rain

His slender fingertips gently slid over each item as he walked, and finally stayed on the thick stack of well-kept newspapers in the study, frowning unconsciously, and curiously pulled out It seems that I did not expect the above to be reported on a large scale. In the picture, I was smiling with evil spirits, and his eyes were gently watching the young model who had just become popular. If he hadn't seen it here, he I have forgotten that I even took such a photo and published such a report. The content is nothing more than that he laughed for the Pomeranian, and he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to celebrate his birthday in the hotel.

Mu Jiyun smiled coldly. It seems that the media is really capable of catching the wind. If he remembers correctly, it is just a small birthday party. It only covers a restaurant, not like what the newspaper said. Wrapped the entire hotel like this, and threw the newspaper back in desperation. At this time, a few lines of thin and beautiful characters caught his attention. He picked it up again, and looked at it carefully. Something.

"It’s a romantic birthday party, but it doesn’t belong to me. Although that handsome man is his own husband, he has never existed in his world, so I don’t know that today is also my birthday. He When embracing other women on their birthdays, I can only look at my son's little face in a daze, so as to pin my miss for him. ’

There were not many words, but they were enough to shock Mu Jiyun’s thoughts. He quickly checked the date of the newspaper, which turned out to be more than four months ago. This recognition made him urgently pick up the next newspaper and continue. When I browsed it, the content inside was still related to him, except that a woman was standing beside him, with a few lines of small words still commented beside him.

‘Lin Piaoran, a very charming and beautiful woman, with a nice look and figure, she radiates fascinating temptations and confuses from every gesture, so he has been pampering her as usual for so many years! But does he know that there is another person not far away who is awake all night because of my son's fever? ’

Her writing is very delicate, which has a big gap with her cold personality, and it also made Mu Jiyun's heart ache for a while, and absent-mindedly took a copy from the thick newspaper. Unsurprisingly, she still has her own evil figure, but her handwriting is a bit crooked, not as neat as the one just seen.

'Mu Jiyun, do you know that while you and the woman in the photo were playing by the pool, I had just experienced a life-and-death struggle, so the newspaper date has passed ten days before I can lift my pen To write down my deep complaint to you, do you know that when I was stabbed by the gangster, who was in front of me? It turned out not to be my most precious son, but always dismissed me. Of you, it’s ridiculous. If I can, I would rather never fall in love with you, because this torture has reached a limit for me, but you still don’t know, do you? ’

Mu Jiyun's hand holding the newspaper was trembling, and the whole person slipped weakly and sat on the ground. She said that she loved him, and when she didn't even think of her, she turned out to be Loving herself, it turns out that every time she looks at herself in a trance, she is not thinking of someone through herself, but showing all the love she has had for so many years in her obsession with herself.

"President Mu, are you okay!" Xiao Du looked at Mu Jiyun, who was sitting on the ground without an image, wondering what he saw that made him so gaffe.

"Oh! I'm okay, have you packed up?" Mu Jiyun asked with a choked voice, closing his deep eyes.

"Yes, I'm going to meet the colonel soon, so..." Xiao Du looked at him hesitantly, not knowing how to explain his meaning to him.

"Xiao Du, can I stay here for a while." Mu Jiyun looked at the tall newspaper. There were many things in it that he hadn't read. He wanted to stay and continue to understand. How she spent the many days when she was absent.

"This is fine, but don't touch the colonel's stack of newspapers. They are her most precious thing." Xiao Du doesn't know what's in the newspapers, because the colonel has reiterated to himself many times. Many things can be touched, but the stack of newspapers is not allowed to even look at it. For so many years, he obediently observes it. Seeing that stack of newspapers increase day by day, his doubts will come day by day. Curious, but never probed, because he knew that it was the colonel's sex, he couldn't and shouldn't.

"Yeah! I know, thank you." Mu Jiyun smiled bitterly, Ouyang Ruixi, if you love me, why have you never let me know, can you own me by guarding such a large stack of newspapers?

"Then I'll go first. Just lock the door when you leave." Xiao Du took a large bag of daily necessities and looked a little tangled at the newspaper that Mu Jiyun had already read. Secretly guessing that the colonel would not be angry, right?

"Xiao Du, please ask your colonel to call me when you arrive." Mu Jiyun's mood is very depressed. He can't tell what kind of mood he is now. If he can, he really wants to He can hug her into his arms and tell her that this huge pile of newspapers really allows her to completely own herself. From now on, his Mu Jiyun's heart will only beat for her.

"Okay, I must tell, President Mu, goodbye." Xiaodu said and walked out. Today's Mu Jiyun gave him a very sad feeling, making himself as a man moved by it. I just don't know what is in the newspapers collected by the colonel that makes him feel so emotional.

Mu Jiyun watched Xiao Du open the door and went out. His gaze returned to the stack of newspapers again, and he reached out and pulled out the bottom one. The date was a bit early because the handwriting was not very clear. , But still can shatter his whole body and mind.

'The military doctor said that I was pregnant, and a small life would come into my life from now on. Looking at the large photos of him in the newspaper, I was a little bit of excitement. I couldn't help but drove to the entrance of Fengxing International to wait secretly As he appeared, but when I saw him passing by a certain actress with reporters, my heart finally stepped into a dead dust, lightly stepped on the accelerator and left, maybe in his world There has never been an Ouyang Ruixi in here, so why bother to make myself boring? ’

There are only a few lines in every newspaper, but all the pain and helplessness in her heart are recorded. This has to be said that she has a very good writing skills, and then carefully drew out a copy. Until now, he didn’t know how much of his original lifestyle is in the world. The women standing next to each newspaper are different, and the self inside has always maintained a spirited air, never Seeing the loss, compared with Ouyang Ruixi's many loneliness, how sunny is he.

'Mu Jiyun, Mu Jiyun, do you know how many times I called your name silently in my heart on the delivery bed to prevent myself from fainting. I don’t mind if you didn’t participate in my pregnancy, would you? Don’t let me see such a sweet scene on the day I gave birth, although I always told myself that as long as you live a happy life, I don’t care about standing far away and looking at you, but on a day like today How much I wish you could give me a comforting look, or an encouraging smile, but there was nothing, everything about you never belonged to me. ’

Tears slid gently from Mu Jiyun’s face. How much helplessness and fear did he miss in exchange for Xuan Xuan, who is sensible and well-behaved today. He never shed tears for anything, but Today, he was touched by the accusation between the lines in her words that touched his tear glands, Ouyang Ruixi, what should I do to you for such a miserable one, even if I have exhausted all of my life, I can’t get it back. That’s gone. In the past years, I love you, not a momentary impulse, nor out of rhetoric. It is a collection of my many touches and cherishes in it. In this life, I love you unswervingly.

Shaking his hands and then randomly took out a newspaper, but it was covered with blood stains, which was very shocking. This phenomenon made him feel panic unconsciously, but the newspaper himself was still surrounded by beautiful women, which was a smash hit. A certain female singer with the face of an angel and the figure of a devil, Qiaoxiao Yanran leaned over her ear and whispered softly, looking very sweet and sensational, the words in this newspaper seemed very good when they were written It's a waste of strength, it's like being seriously injured.

'Mu Jiyun, do you know how much fear I experienced just when you and this woman were in the close ears and temples, this would give me even more thrilling scenes of opposing the gangsters with guns on the mission, Xuan Xuan was injured, countless blood gushing out, scared me out of any idea, the whole person was in a state of dazedness, just mechanized holding him to the infirmary, at this moment I had to be in I beg God, don’t take him away from me, I will never dare to expect anything that doesn’t belong to me anymore, Mu Jiyun, you are nothing but an untold dream of mine, Xuan Xuan is the only family member I have left, so from today on, I will give up this dream, no longer think about it, and no longer love, just want my baby to be safe and sound, Mu Jiyun is just for me. Let him slowly fade out of his mind! I-I really can't afford to love. ’

This passage is a bit long, and there is also a little mess, which shows how much she was afraid and uneasy at the time, and how much helplessness and reluctance, she continued to pull out a piece from it, the handwriting has recovered her usual Cool personality.

‘Ouyang Ruixi, just accept it! You will never be able to not love him. The vows you once used are just an excuse to deceive yourself. He flows through your body like your blood. You will break down and want to die, so you should admit it generously! It’s really hard to let Ouyang Ruixi not love Mu Jiyun. It would be unbearable to get ten bullets. Mu Jiyun, I love you so deeply, and even use it With the strength of your whole body, have you ever remembered such a humble me for a second? There shouldn't be any! I deliberately walked by your side that day, but you didn't even bother to give me a look of contempt, so that I would no longer dare to appear where you are, and lost the courage to face you. ’

This passage is also very long, long enough to take away all his breath, and every word in it can make him feel sad that he has never had before, standing staggeringly from the ground, pacing feebly. Going into the bedroom and throwing his heavy body into the not-so-wide bed, his heart is tearing like blood, no matter it is in his heart or in his mind, a name is rushing freely. That is-Ouyang Ruixi.

It turns out that such an intellectual woman has always existed in his life, but she was severely pushed away from her own world by herself. As his wife, he has never given each other any love or pity. , Some are just endless hurt and ruthless.

Taking a deep breath, there is a light floral fragrance that belongs to her on the bed, but it is not the kind of jasmine fragrance that I love, but a slightly stronger rose fragrance. It seems that she will also like it as cold as this. As a romantic foil, it seems that I have always classified her as that kind of strong woman. In fact, her heart is vulnerable to everyone, and she is still hurting her constantly.

Ouyang Ruixi, do you know how regretful I am now, and how heartache is like a knife cut, did you deliberately? Deliberately let me see such a scarred you, deliberately leaving me in a situation where I will never recover, but you waved your sleeves and didn't give me a chance to repent, let me be buried here alone. There is so much about you. In the story, I can't get out and don't want to move.

Thinking of the huge stack of newspapers, he knew that there were still many various reports about himself, and he was definitely marked by her one by one with all his sentimentality and love at the time, but he was already lacking to continue With the courage to watch, he was afraid that he could not help speeding over to find her. He was even more afraid that such a flawed self had no right to love her. He had never cared as much as he did now. Having lived the erosive way of life before, and never disliked his superior status so much, he didn’t want anything at this time, all he wanted was Ouyang Ruixi. .