My Wife is an Aloof Beauty

Chapter 308: I just don't have confidence in myself

"I'm sorry! I'm in a bad state of mind today, so don't take my words to heart. Wind and rain" Ouyang Ruixi lowered her eyes, her little hand kept playing with the buttons on his black shirt, just afraid Look up at his handsome face covered with clouds, because she knows that she has angered the sleeping lion now, so she doesn't have the courage to experience the kind of treatment he is showing to herself now. Disappointment.

"Let's talk! Who did you meet when you went out today? It was Lin Piaoran or someone from Ouyang's family. What did they say to you that made your emotions so out of control. Don't tell me no, this kind person I don't like to hear lies."

Mu Jiyun looked down at her naughty little white hands that were playing with her buttons. He didn't mean to stop it, but the expression in her eyes became extremely complicated. It seems that there are some things you can't give it to. If it is resolved, it will entangle you like a malignant tumor. Is there a lot of things that must be resolved?

"Mu Jiyun, don't mind telling me about Lin Piaoran, I really want to know what exactly attracted you at the beginning and let you pet her alone for so many years." Ouyang Ruixi didn't really believe Mu Jiyun to Lin Piaoran. Piaoran is just as simple as a physical need. If this is the case, many women can do it, so if he has no feelings for that beautiful woman, she will definitely veto it. .

"It turns out that the person you met today is her. Why, do you really want to know?" Mu Jiyun grabbed her pair of white hands this time, because it was just such a small action, she Then he can easily tease his hidden sex, which is something other women can't do, but the little woman in his arms can easily do it, and has to Said that he was really poisoned to her too deeply.

"Hmm! I'm more curious about her." Because that was the only woman who stayed by his side for a long time, she wanted to know what was so extraordinary about this woman that could make him look so impressive.

"If I say that it's just because she can help me block many women who are not distracted by me, would you be convinced of this reason?" Mu Jiyun lightly kissed her forehead, his hands tightly encircled her slender His waist seemed to be afraid that she would disappear without a trace in the next second.

"I don't understand, because I have only seen what you showed to her special all the time, so I don't know if I should believe your reason for being too far-fetched."

After reading a lot of the extremely sweet reports between them, she really couldn’t release herself from that deep-rooted thought, because that was the picture she had most envied countless times, now he But to tell myself that it was a use of her, how could this make me completely convinced?

"That's why I said that your military rank was corrupted by your own beauty. I haven't thought through such a simple truth. If I don't show that I am special to her, do you think other women will care about her threat? "He knows that Lin Piaoran is not as simple as he can see on the surface, so although he has said that he really loves her on the surface over the years, he has only regarded her as a **** that he can use. , He has never loosened his heart for her. If he was really moved by her, he would not have resolutely raised it with her when he saw her resentment towards Xiao Xuanxuan. It's time to lift the ambiguous relationship between herself and her.

"Don't you like to constantly change women with different looks? Why are you afraid of being entangled by them?" Ouyang Ruixi felt even more puzzled when he heard this, could it be said that there is something that belongs to him? Is the unknowing factor in it? You must know that she found that the woman who could stay by his side had never been longer than three days, of course, except for the charming and enchanting Lin Piaoran.

"Okay! I will satisfy your curiosity today." When Mu Jiyun said this, he took the opportunity to get into the car, and at the same time he dragged Ouyang Ruixi into it. It was on his slender thighs, this extremely ambiguous movement made Ouyang Ruixi blush in an instant, and she began to struggle slightly.

"Don't move, unless you prefer to play car shock with me here." Mu Jiyun tightened the big hand holding her waist tightly, and whispered evilly in her ear. This warning was full of endless reverie. That caused Ouyang Ruixi to stop all her actions, because she knew too much what the man meant, so she didn't dare to pluck the hair on the tiger's mouth.

"Mu Jiyun, you are really shameless." Every time you will be subdued under his lewd power, this recognition makes Ouyang Ruixi very upset. Is this the so-called one thing falling one thing? And Mu Jiyun happened to be the hurdle that he could never cross.

"What shamelessness, that is a normal physiological reaction. Unless that man is a sexually disordered type, he will be provoked by your disturbance."

Mr. Mu said with a big face, even with a trace of complacency, that arrogant posture made people look at it very uncomfortable, and he wished to beat his handsome face crooked to see what capital he still had. Show off his shameless behavior there.

"Are you trying to take the opportunity to divert the subject?" Humph! Sit down! Anyway, she didn’t wear a military uniform today, so even if she was seen by others, it’s fine. In a big deal, she was accused by passers-by of her being better off. Besides, she didn’t see anyone passing by at all, just occasionally heard a few birdsong. That's it.

"Okay, let's get down to the point! Are you wondering why I have such a big gap with my parents." When this matter is said, it will take a lot of time, so he will drag her in Sitting in the car, he said slowly. Originally, he didn't intend to turn out his childhood memories again to cause psychic wounds, but as long as she wanted to listen, then he would tell her this childhood time that couldn't be erased. It’s okay to look back again, because if you want to talk about that topic, you must state your childhood experiences together to make things clear.

"Yeah!" Ouyang Ruixi saw his face suddenly darkened, feeling telling her not to ask any more questions, but the restless heart instructed her to find the answer she wanted to know. I don't know if this kind of arbitrariness of my own will be too much, I always feel that it is cruel as if he has peeled his heart **** again.

"In fact, don't look at my glamorous and honorable status now. After all, in the eyes of my parents, it's just a superfluous person." Mu Jiyun sneered with self-deprecating sneer, squeezing his incomparable coldness. Thin lips, then he continued.

"I have started an independent lifestyle when other children are still acting like a baby in the arms of their parents. I have already started learning before other children know whether 1+1 is really equal to 2. Business knowledge."

When Mu Jiyun talked about this, his voice was trembling. The reason why he worked so hard to do a good job was nothing more than to get the affirmation from his parents, but no matter how good he was, he never got it. An admiring look from his father, let alone an intimate hug.

"You know? I'm an unanticipated child. When I was young, I saw that other children could go out with their parents carefree. I always thought that I would get the honor, so I struggled every day. I hoped, but after repeated disappointments, I finally realized one thing. In that so-called home, there is no place for me. The reason why I can come to this world is because my mother's repeated begging And to be honest, I would rather I have never been in this world." I smiled miserably, thinking that after so many years, I no longer remember the scenes from my childhood, but I don’t know how They were all pressed deep in my heart and locked tightly, not forgotten, but too clear.

"Husband, I'm sorry! I shouldn't force you, let's stop talking about okay, I don't want to know why." Ouyang Ruixi hugged Mu Jiyun tightly, although I heard Fu Bingdie say at noon I've gotten up a bit, but I didn't expect that his childhood would make him more unbearable. At least before the age of six, he still lived happily, but he has been living without this kind of family warmth, even though he is in material He is very rich at first, but mentally he is very poor.

"It's okay, don't you have no confidence in me? I tell you all of my psychological journey, so that you will not have such a lack of trust in me. You must know that opportunities are not always available! To be honest, It was so hard for me to summon the courage to strip my inner world naked and naked in front of you, so if I missed this time, next time I don’t know if I still have the kind of courage I want to say. ."

Mu Jiyun kissed her forehead. In fact, these things made him so tired. In many cases, he would long for someone he loves to quietly listen to his sadness. Since Ouyang Rui Xi is full of curiosity about that kind of self, so he will show the most complete one in front of her! I hope that while she loves his person, she will also have a new understanding of his past.

"No, I believe you, I just don't have confidence in myself." Ouyang Ruixi panicked, she really didn't mean to sprinkle another layer of salt on his wounds, but now she sees herself If you know what he did, she will suffer several times as well.

"Don’t you really want to know my past? Don’t you want to know why I have become so turbulent? No, in fact, you really want to know if it’s because we are all of the same type. Obviously I want to know what the other person is thinking about, but I am afraid that I will not accept the fact after knowing it, so I always like to avoid blindly, but in the end I find that the most important problem is not well solved at all. As a result, the matter has returned to the original starting point. There will still be mutual suspicion and endless harm between us. Even so, you still don’t want to continue listening. ?"

Mu Jiyun knew that she couldn't bear to expose her scars cruelly again, but if there are many things that have not been explained to her clearly, he believes that this kind of thing might happen someday. He will stand in front of them again, so he must solve it all at once, because he doesn't want to experience this kind of scene again today, otherwise he will have to be irritated and collapsed.