There is no doubt that Gwanden is an orphan, but ten years ago Gwanden was not an orphan. There is no doubt that Guan Deng has been different from other children since he was a child. When he was in kindergarten, Guan Deng had to pull in his pants on average every three days, and every time it had to be in class.

This has become a great fun among the children. The first sentence they see every day when they see Guan Deng is: "Guan Deng, will you pull in your pants today?"

The children's roaring laughter and Guan Deng's distressed appearance formed a natural contrast. The interesting thing is that Gwandon was never the first to discover it.

Whenever everyone was in serious class, a few children seemed to have discussed it and said loudly together, "Guan Deng is in his pants again."

Every so often, it doesn't work.

The teacher has already told Guan Deng how many times. If he wants to go to the toilet, he will raise his hand and tell the teacher. But Guan Deng didn't even raise his hand as if he couldn't feel his comfort. No matter how patient and gentle the teacher is, he really can't stand this Guan Deng who can't kick a fart with three legs.

The teacher once euphemistically told Guan Deng's parents about this problem and asked them to go to the hospital to examine Guan Deng to see if there was something wrong with his stomach.

One believes, one does not.

Guan Deng's mother did not believe that there was something wrong with her child, and Guan Deng's father secretly took Guan Deng for an examination. Guan Deng has no problems with his stomach. Compared with others, his stomach is healthier. This really made Guan Deng's father very collapsed. If it wasn't for gastrointestinal problems, why would Guan Deng always pull in his pants.

If it is not a physical problem, it can only be a psychological problem.

Guan Deng's father didn't realize that he felt that Guan Deng did it on purpose. From then on, every time Guan Deng was sent back by the teacher to change his clothes, Guan Deng's father beat him once.

At that time, no one knew what social phobia was.

It's not that Guan Deng didn't think about raising his hand to tell the teacher when he wanted to go to the toilet. But for some reason, Guan Deng didn't dare to raise his hand. Whenever he wanted to raise his hand, he was very scared. What is he afraid of, even he himself does not know. Even, he didn't dare to answer calls from strangers, and he didn't dare to take the initiative to talk to others. When others took the initiative to talk to him, he didn't know how to answer.

It remained the same until he went to elementary school.

Guan Deng's father couldn't take the child any longer, and he started beating Guan Deng for no reason. Guan Deng didn't know what it meant to escape, so he stood still, waiting for his father to get tired.

"Run, are you stupid, don't you know how to run?" Guan Deng's father asked him.

Guan Deng did not speak or run.

Obviously, Guan Deng's father felt that if this continued, he would go crazy sooner or later. When Guan Deng was eight years old, on a sunny morning, Guan Deng's father left the house and never came back. Until ten years later, Guan Deng still didn't know where his father went and what he was doing.

Guan Deng's mother was hit hard by this incident and seemed to have aged ten years at once. During those two years, Guan Deng's mother became a father and a mother, pulling Guan Deng to grow up. In Guan Deng's memory, from childhood to adulthood, his mother never complained about herself, and never felt that she was different from other children.

Guan Deng is not stupid, of course he knows that he is different from others.

Guan Deng's mother always said to others: "I have no problems with this child, but I am more introverted and shy, and he is a very well-behaved and sensible child."

Guan Deng's mother loved the child very much. Guan Deng did not dare to talk to strangers in reality, so she bought a computer for Guan Deng to connect to the Internet and let him chat with netizens online. And soon, Guan Deng showed his talent, and the Internet gave Guan Deng a new life.

In the network, Guan Deng feels his own value.

Guan Deng's mother said to him, "If you are afraid to talk to people, talk to the air, to the plants, to the animals."

Guan Deng has a cactus, which is his friend.

Everything happened when he was ten years old.

That morning, Guan Deng's mother clutched her heart and said to Guan Deng, "Quick hit 120, my mother seems to have a heart attack."

Those were the last words Mom said to Gwandon.

The angina came quickly, and after she said this, she lay on the ground motionless.

Guan Deng was terrified. He knew what to do at this time. He had to call 120 immediately, tell the other party's mother's symptoms, and tell the other party his home address.

During the call, Guan Deng recited ten times in his mind what he was going to say for a while, but when he answered the phone, when he heard the other party's voice, Guan Deng thought about the lines in his mind, but he couldn't say a word. , he couldn't even say a word. The other party naturally thought it was a child's prank, and Guan Deng didn't say it a few times in a row.

For a patient, three minutes may be the difference between life and death.

On that day, Guan Deng wasted three hours.

Gwanden could never forgive himself, his punishment for himself was to never talk to anyone, but it didn't seem like a punishment, Gwanden was always running away, he thought, if he was a great hacker, he would You can directly bypass the command system and arrange for an ambulance to come, then your mother will not die.

He has practiced hacking since then, but he knows he's running away, and that's not the source of the problem.

Just like now.

Three minutes, for hundreds of people, is the distance between life and death.

Guan Deng was just outside the crowd, and the wires were in the crowd. He only had to say a word, and then he could go in and connect the wires. But facing so many strangers, Guan Deng couldn't say a word.

Guan Deng is a sensitive and intelligent person. His time in the special case team was a rare happy moment in his life.

Although his sense of existence is very low, he knows that no one here regards himself as a weirdo, and here he finds a long-lost warmth. Sometimes the cold keyboard can't replace the temperature of speaking anyway. He heard the news of Shao Lao's injury on the walkie-talkie, and he was smart enough to understand what the concept of a severed carotid artery was.

Three minutes, for Shao Lao, is also the distance between life and death.

He feels that he has not done anything worthwhile in his life, but now, he wants to be a worthwhile person.

because others trusted him.

As if he trusted others.

He wanted Shao Lao and Jiang He to know that he was right.

two minutes.

This is almost the most people Guan Deng has ever seen. There are 100,000 strangers in the square. The voices were full of people, very noisy.

Guan Deng opened his mouth wide, exhausted his strength, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "I'm a policeman, you all give me a side!"

He squeezed into the crowd while shouting, and he was the focal point of everyone in the neighborhood.

Guan Deng clearly felt that everyone's eyes were on him, but he didn't seem to be very afraid at the moment. Compared with the fear of not being able to speak, he was more afraid that he would fail Old Shao and Jiang He's entrustment. He was the most powerful hacker in Longcheng, so powerful that both Shao Lao and Jiang He praised him.

His voice grew louder and he plugged in.

It turned out that everything was so easy. He didn't know what he had been afraid of all these years. His mother had spent her whole life teaching him to speak, and now he finally did.

He looked at the cafe in the distance, and saw only a few flickering shadows.

Guan Deng said softly, "I'll leave the rest to you."

Xu Yiman stood, watching the dying Shao Lao trembling all over. She was like a sheep that was frightened and she couldn't seem to do anything except trembling.

"You are the only doctor now."

Xu Yiman said to himself.

"Jiang He, did Jiang He and the others succeed?" Elder Shao asked softly with his eyes closed.

Xu Yiman said almost like a conditioned reflex: "I don't know, the time hasn't come yet."

"Yes." Shao Lao said: "I can't see anything in darkness. I know I don't have much time, but I believe that they must be able to succeed. You are all carefully selected by me. I believe that you will succeed."

"Believe?" Xu Yiman muttered.

"I believe." Shao Lao said.

Believe this word seems very simple, but when it happens in life, it is even more difficult. Especially for a woman, and a female doctor. Xu Yiman lived in a single-parent family since she was a child, but she didn't feel that her fate was ill-fated when she was a child. She felt that her fate was in her own hands. No matter how she was born, as long as she worked hard, she would always be much better than before.

She did just that.

She is a strong person. She has never fallen out of the top three in the class since she was a child. In the college entrance examination, she was admitted to Longcheng Medical College with excellent results and became an excellent internal medicine doctor. After working in Longcheng for several years, when he returned to his hometown before the age of thirty, he became a director of internal medicine at the largest hospital in his hometown, with a promising future.

She lived her life according to her own plan. When she was a child, she heard that her family was very poor. She was a child without a father. She couldn't even afford a decent set of clothes. After class, she had to pick up plastic bottles and sell them for money, etc. She has never heard of such a thing again. When all relatives mentioned her, they were really promising, made a lot of money, and could introduce her son to a job and so on.

Through her own efforts, she regained the dignity she had lost in her childhood little by little.

She will never forget the time when she had no money to study in college, and when her mother took her to knock on the doors of relatives, but was attacked by scorn and cynicism.

She almost gave up reading, but her mother insisted on raising money for her to send her to study. The next year, she used the scholarship to pay off those loans.

She never asked anyone again.

If that didn't happen, Xu Yiman felt that she would live a happy life.

But that day, when her dignity was severely trampled on, she finally understood that life is like an impenetrable net. When you thought you had slipped through the net, you found that you were still on the net at all. inside.

Xu Yiman called it a disaster of inconceivableness, and some people called it fate.