At that moment, Yang Feiyu suddenly wanted to cry aloud, but she didn't, she just shed tears silently, and in the end she didn't know what she was crying for. It's like crying for the misfortune of your good friend, and it's like crying for yourself all the time.

Jiang He looked at the girl in front of him, and on the girl's unattractive facial features, Jiang He saw the girl's tears flow out. But the girl didn't make a sound, as if she was a mute at all. Jiang He had seen many people cry, but he still didn't know how to cry, and what was the real cry.

Xu Yiman told him that he would see many people cry in the future, and Jiang He believed it.

That night, Yang Feigui didn't fall asleep all night. She looked at the rainstorm outside the window and lost sleep all night.

The torrential rain washed away many filthy streets as if they had just been paved, but the rainstorm will not wash away the filth in people's hearts. That night, Feiyu Yang had a plan. She wants to avenge Qin Qingxue, because Yang Feiyu has tasted helplessness since that rainy day in elementary school.

No one can tell and swallow all the suffering.

Don't be sad, you are not alone.

Yang Feigui understands that taste.

The first job is to confirm your guesses. Although on that rainy night, Yang Feigui had already guessed the truth of the matter from eight to nine to ten, but Yang Feigui was still not sure, there was one person who could help Yang Feigui to determine, Yang Feigui found this person, His name is Kong Anping.

Kong Anping was not fortified. He tremblingly told Yang Feigui what happened.

That night, he couldn't wait for Qin Qingxue, but he saw that the lights in the classroom were off. After waiting for a while, Kong Anping deduced that Qin Qingxue should be in the carport at the moment, so he went down to the carport to find Qin Qingxue. But in the hot and humid underground carport, Kong Anping saw what was happening in the carport with the help of a little light in the distance.

He watched his beloved woman being bullied by others. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything. Everyone had fantasized about a hero saving beauty, but only when you really encounter such a thing will you know that you are Heroes are still bears.

Kong Anping finally realized that he was actually just a bear, because he realized that his legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he stared blankly into the distance. The dark underground carport made it difficult for him to see, but he could clearly hear the voice, what a violent voice, and Qin Qingxue's painful whine.

He was stunned, his mind went blank, until he heard Zhuang Ziming threatening Qin Qingxue, he seemed to be alive again, then turned his head and ran away. Kong Anping held onto the umbrella tightly. How many times he wanted to turn around in the rushing rain, but he didn't dare.

Sometimes people just don't recognize themselves.

When he heard Zhuang Ziming's words, Kong Anping recognized himself clearly. Yes, Zhuang Ziming's family is much more powerful than his own family. If you help Qin Qingxue, it will not affect the family. Besides, no matter how many times he asked, Qin Qingxue never acted too much with him, and now he gave it to Zhuang Ziming.

Thinking of this, Kong Anping hated Qin Qingxue inexplicably. It was all her fault and her fault.

Sometimes people are very comforting animals.

After hearing this, Yang Feigui hugged Kong Anping, and Kong Anping, who was hugged by Yang Feigui, had a warm feeling in his heart, which made him forget everything that happened that rainy night. He hugged Yang Feigui and cried, he didn't know what to do, he didn't know if he should call the police, but even if he called the police, what would happen to Qin Qingxue's family.

Yang Feigui patted his back lightly and told him not to be afraid, if she wanted, she could accompany him on a trip.

It is sad to lose something you love, but if there is something better to replace it, it will never be sad. Holding her, Yang Feigui has good academic performance. Although she is not particularly good-looking, she is tall and has a fleshy body to the touch, and Yang Feigui proposed to travel with her, so I am afraid she might give her hands to herself. .

Kong Anping hugged Yang Feiyu and agreed.

He told his family that he wanted to go outside alone for a quiet time, and the family agreed.

Yang Feigui gave Kong Anping a smile.

Qin Qingxue, can you see it underground? This is the person you like.

Yang Feigui invited Kong Anping to the small house, the small house by the sea. Kong Anping didn't know that when he came this time, there was no way to go back.

Yang Feigui made great preparations, she and Kong Anping stood on the edge of the cliff.

"Did you know that Qin Qingxue committed suicide?" Yang Feigui didn't look at Kong Anping, but said lightly.

Kong Anping lowered his head, he didn't look at Yang Feigui or the waves under the cliff, he just nodded.

Yang Feikui asked again: "You know that Qin Qingxue and I are the best best friends, Qin Qingxue read me a poem before, the mountains are boundless, the world is in harmony, Qin Qingxue said that this is the first love poem you read to him, and said The relationship between you will not change until the sea is dead and the stone is rotten, is that so?"

Yang Feigui looked at Kong Anping.

Under Yang Fei's icy gaze and Yang Fei's invisible momentum, Kong Anping finally said, "I told Qin Qingxue."

Yang Feigui nodded and pointed to the rolling waves: "Kong Anping, your studies are not bad. You must have studied geography. Do you know how long it will take the waves to erode this place?"

Kong Anping didn't know why Yang Feigui suddenly asked this question, but he still replied, "Thousands of years, tens of thousands of years."

Yang Feigui nodded earnestly and said, "Yeah, the sea of ​​​​the mountains and the seas is rotten, you look at the cliff for thousands of years, and it will be like this for thousands of years, and it will exist for thousands of years. Perhaps the ancients once stood by us. In this place, they also had a conversation here, but what about people, who can live for a thousand years or ten thousand years?"

Kong Anping didn't know how to answer.

Yang Feigui ignored Kong Anping, she said to Kong Anping: "Take off your coat, I want to let the ocean and stones that will not be wiped out for thousands of years witness what happens next."

Kong Anping did not expect that Yang Feigui, who has always been in his heart, would be so straightforward and bold, and he was still a little hesitant, but Yang Feigui was constantly urging Kong Anping. On the edge of this cliff where no one would come, Kong Anping finally let go of himself and hung up.

Yang Feigui stared at Kong Anping, which made Kong Anping feel uncomfortable.

Yang Feigui said to Kong Anping, "Touch~ here I am."

Kong Anping put his hand in, it was Yang Fei's tenderness, he had never touched the tenderness of a girl, but he also knew that the skin was definitely not like this feeling, he took out his hand in surprise, he looked towards He touched his hand and found that his fingers were stained red.

He was puzzled: "What is this."

Yang Feiyu smiled and took out a soft box from her jacket: "This is a mold that can make fingerprints."

"But what are you going to do with my fingerprints?" Kong Anping hadn't seen it yet.

Yang Feigui slowly walked to Kong Anping's side and said, "Didn't I say just now, I want to let the ocean and stones, the eternal nature that will not change greatly for thousands of years, witness me today. This sea has existed for many billions of years, but we, human beings, are so insignificant that they are nothing in the long river of time.”

Jiang He saw Yang Feiyu stand up, she walked to the window, pushed it forward, and pushed the window open.

Yang Feigui looked out the window: "I pushed like this, and Kong Anping fell into the sea. I didn't even see him sticking his head out of the waves, he just died like that."

Yang Feigui, who asked a question and answered a question, finally stopped saying a single sentence. She asked Jiang He in return, "You said, why is human life so fragile?"

Jiang He shook his head: "Compared to any other creature in the world, our lives are already the least vulnerable."

Yang Feigui looked at Jiang He, and asked again, "I seem to understand a little bit, but you say that humans are not vulnerable, but why in this world, only humans who are not vulnerable choose to commit suicide?"

This is an abrupt question, and one that Jiang He will not answer.

Among all living things, only human beings commit suicide, but human medicine is the most developed among all living things. While human beings are afraid of dying, they continue to improve the level of medical care, and the average life expectancy of human beings is constantly improving. On the other hand, more and more people commit suicide.

Are humans afraid of death, or not afraid of death?

Jiang He had no way to answer.

Those who choose to commit suicide, can't they see it, or do they finally see it?

Looking at Jiang He, who bowed her head in silence, Yang Feigui smiled and said, "You can't figure it out, either, in fact, I can't figure it out either, but I can share with you my current mood, that's how I feel. All of a sudden, I don't want to do anything, it's like a string in my brain is broken, and it feels very uncomfortable to live."

Jiang He looked at Yang Feigui, who was already very close to the window. With her hands on the window and her body hunched over, Jiang He had an 80% chance of thinking she was going to jump. Although this is the second floor, there is an iron railing outside the building. In order to prevent thieves from coming in, the top is sharply cut. If you jump from here and fall on the fence, you may be directly cut in two by the fence.

And Yang Feigui had already climbed up the window.

Jiang He knew that if he ran over at his own distance, he would never be able to save Yang Feiyu, unless Yang Feiyu would come down by herself.

So Jiang He stood there and said without moving, "I still have one thing I don't understand. No one can choose the beginning of life, but human beings can choose when to end their lives. It's your personal choice, but on the night Qin Qingxue committed suicide, Qin Qingxue was not alone."

Jiang He asked, "Qin Qingxue can't afford to buy so many expensive snacks, and you like ice cream the most. When you committed suicide that day, you were with Qin Qingxue, but you didn't stop Qin Qingxue from committing suicide! Why did you do this? "

Yang Feigui didn't answer and jumped back.