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  As titled.

  Drug effects, there is really no way to make a reliable creation.

  Especially now that emotions are more sensitive.

  Those plot materials of the case are written with a strong sense of substitution, which is very painful.

  I don't know how to describe my current state in words.

  Taking medicine is normal, but my mind is empty, as if I haven’t had enough sleep, I don’t know how to write the plot.

   Without taking medicine, my brain is a little normal, but my emotions are inexplicably irritable, sometimes melancholy, and my mind wanders uncontrollably.

  Even if it is more than a hundred characters, it was written after repeated revisions.

  I feel bad.

  A book with 10,000 subscriptions can improve my life a lot.

   But now it's not just about making money.

  This recurrence is much worse than before.

  Because the drug was discontinued for a period of time before, I feel that the side effects of the drug are worse than before.

  If it continues, I am worried whether I will be able to eat this bowl of rice in the future.

  (end of this chapter)