Lacus is never a poor girl who sits and waits for Prince Charming to save. The fact is just the opposite. In every field and stage in her life, she is actively embodying her own value and working hard to create. The living environment you want.

In the beginning, she tried hard to have a baby. When she secretly checked the genes of the two and found that it was almost impossible to get pregnant, she tried to be an indispensable help for his work. When he was away, she worked hard to protect the home he left behind. When she knew he was still alive, she tried to learn to live peacefully with C.C. However, no matter how hard she tried, her living environment continued to slide towards a worse abyss.

Until he brought An Qi back, she finally gave up the effort.

"Is it because I didn't work hard enough, or the direction I tried was wrong, or there was a problem with my starting point?" In the dead of night, she lay alone in bed and asked herself, "Do I still have feelings for him? In the end? Do you still have feelings for me?"

Lacus can't help but have some romantic illusions about her SEED ability. She feels that the existence of this ability can answer the previous question. However, she really didn't understand the latter question, and she didn't even understand whether everything she did was meaningful.

So she began to watch with cold eyes, analyzing everyone in the family. Every day she made new discoveries, and every day she had new problems, but after C.C. stabbed in, she finally understood completely—the people in this family are all distorted.

How distorted is C.C.'s feelings to use such cruel methods to vent the despair of being betrayed, and even choose to stay after something like that happened? If Ed really died because of that knife, and C.C. had the ability to commit suicide, Laks had no doubt that she would die in love.

How distorted is An Qi's feelings to take the initiative to join this complicated multi-faceted relationship, and even when Ed is lying in the ICU, he can still consider issues from his standpoint? If Ed really died because of the knife, Laks had no doubt that An Qi would do everything possible to kill C.C.

Although these two people are completely different types, in the eyes of Lacus, their inner core is the same distortion. They have abnormally morbid feelings for Ed, the difference is only the difference in external performance.

And the remaining two "supporting roles" are not much better.

Lacus will always remember the eyes Minerva looked at her and C.C., full of hatred and murderous intent. How could such eyes appear on a little girl who is less than ten years old? Has the mutual attraction between NTs been distorted to such a degree? Minerva's apology and reflection afterwards were all acting, and Lacus just cooperated with her in acting. Although the little girl is an angel in Ed's eyes, she understands that Minerva's hatred has never diminished, and she can't imagine what Minerva will become when she grows up.

As for Taoxiang, she has no sense of existence, as if she has completely obliterated her personality. Even Kesi will occasionally use her as a household appliance unconsciously. An Qi said that Momoka was her important person, but in fact she still treated the maid as her own private property, but how can a human forcibly twist his personality to become an object?

As the center of all this, Ed's existence itself is a collection of contradictions and distortions. Among other things, his determination to maintain the integrity of the family is unreasonable to Lacus. If he is possessive, he can be stabbed with a smile, and he can't even kill him for the sake of a woman. To say that he is true love, he knows that everything he does is hurting the people around him, and he still goes his own way.

"Is a group of distorted people attracted by a more distorted person, or is he unconsciously distorting everyone? I will ask this question, is it because I am not distorted enough?" She laughed self-deprecatingly , "It sounds like I am a normal person alone. Will I be broken in the eyes of others, but I don't know it?"

She can neither be as desperate as An Qi, nor can she die like C.C., the dark and unclear feelings can only make her more painful. In this situation of no choice and dilemma, she thought of a way out for herself—this was the last and only way she could think of besides self-breaking.

"Just treat yourself as his mistress, and use my body in exchange for your current status. You are Siegel Klein's daughter, Lux, you can accept it with a smile." She looked firmly at her. The person in the mirror, "As a good politician, only talk about interests, not feelings, so that there will be no pain."

Once she figured this out, Lux's eyes suddenly opened up. Taking into account Ed’s excellent personal conditions and the emotional history between them, and considering Ed’s recent concern for her unclear motives, she found that she was already much luckier than her father, and said that she had made a lot of money. .

"Sure enough, a politician's daughter can't be happy," she said to herself with a smile, "but this is good enough, isn't it."

Lacus, who has found her self-positioning, suddenly has a goal to strive for. Stella's death is now when Ed is most vulnerable. There is no reason not to seize such a perfect opportunity, right? She used this routine when she was chasing backwards. The familiar ones can no longer be familiar. As long as this is a complete success for the first time, she can continue with peace of mind.

After supper, she took a shower early, went back to the room and put on a set of pure and seductive underwear, and took the time to prepare for action. Just as she was about to leave, the room door was knocked, and Minerva in bear pajamas appeared at the door.

"Sister Lux, I will sleep with Uncle Ed tonight." Minerva, who was holding the pillow, said innocently. "Just to tell you, Sister Angel and Sister C.C. also know about it."

After saying this, the little girl turned around and ran away. Lacus stayed in place for a while with a complicated expression, then lay down on the bed feebly, staring at the ceiling staringly: "It's so ugly. Lux, was defeated by a kid."

With a mess in her mind, she didn't know what to do for a while, so she closed her eyes and thought about it, until the door was pushed open again a few minutes later. She opened her eyes and stood up. She was a little confused looking at the people who should never be here, but anyway the opportunity came: "Ed, why didn't you knock on the door?"

"You are my wife. How can you knock on the door when you go back to your wife's room." He replied naturally, "Are you asleep? If you are not asleep, I want to talk to you about our problems."

Here again, he has been caring for C.C. ever since he ran away from home, trying to make him look like she still likes her. But she is not NT, and she really doesn't know if this is acting because of her distorted possessiveness. Just as she could not convince Ed that she still liked him, she could not convince herself that Ed still liked her.

"What's the problem between us? I don't think there is a problem between us." So just talk about interests and not about relationships. She showed an impeccably perfect smile. "By the way, where is my gift? Taoxiang But I said you would bring me a gift back."

"It's already being done, really!" Eddard looked embarrassed, "It's just that this kind of thing happened, and I was too rushed to get it."

Lacus also couldn't tell whether this sentence was true or false, but as long as she believed it, she didn't want to be wishful thinking anymore: "There is still time before my birthday, I am waiting for your surprise."

Ed's emotional intelligence is still too low, in Lacus's eyes, it is not even as good as An Qi. She easily grasped the other's emotions and switched the topic to Asuka and Stella without a trace. Sure enough, he quickly fell into depression, his brows and eyes were full of sorrow.

"It's okay to blame yourself, but don't lose to Asuka, who is still trying to cheer up at this moment." She gently hugged the man in front of her, "I and everyone will always be by your side."

If he wants solace, give him solace, and if he wants the harmony of the harem, he will give him the harmony of the harem. As for watching Ed feel better now, it is similar to feelings of comfort and joy—

"It's not too much to charge a little interest quietly, right?" she said to herself, "I am a good politician. I only talk about interests, not feelings."

Sex is the best placebo, and then she guided the other person to bed like flowing water, admiring his proficient, surprised, clumsy, and impatient appearance, and couldn't help being a little addicted.

However, this is not enough. The mistress must be self-conscious and able to do things that women who can only talk about love cannot do, so she whispered in his ear: "I can't bear it alone. Do you want to call An Qi over?"

Ed showed a sad expression and shook his head firmly. Lux is not NT. I don't know if he really doesn't want it or is acting for harmony in the harem, but she hopes it is the latter. She worked hard to find evidence for her point of view, such as why is he sad? Is the acting too hard?

Ed did not speak much, just blocked her mouth, and then entered cautiously. At that moment, her body involuntarily arched back, and the slight convulsion created a brief blank in her brain. She felt the gentle, intense ups and downs of her body, and she suddenly had the illusion of returning to when they were still in love.

"Illusions, these are all illusions, but I haven't done it for a long time, that's all." She convinced herself with the remaining reason, "I am an excellent politician. I only talk about interests, not feelings."

After repeating this to herself countless times, Lacus felt much better, and she wouldn't feel so distressed when she remembered how they were in love before.

"Sure enough, this is correct." She thought silently, "Try to keep it going from now on."

Author's message:

PS: Yesterday also because of work pigeons, I'm sorry. But the most troublesome problem is finally solved, and you can codewords happily later.