Chapter 215 The life experience of the second scroll is a mystery

  Feng Ziying turned over and jumped out of the bed, her head was still a little dizzy, but her spirit was so strong.

   Walking out quickly, Feng Ziying hurried over when she heard noises from the upper room opposite.

  But saw that two little maids had already entered the room and helped Baoyu from Jia's mansion up from the bed, and saw him rubbing his chest with one hand, his face was dazed and a little uncomfortable.

  Feng Ziying asked, "Baoyu, what's the matter?"

   "I don't know, I just fell asleep, dreaming, and suddenly felt a pain in my heart, so uncomfortable that I almost couldn't breathe, and woke up all at once."

  Jia Baoyu also felt a little embarrassed, as if his reason seemed too far-fetched, but it was true for him before.

  I only dreamed that the sister and sister seemed to be blown by a gust of wind suddenly, and disappeared in a flash. He hurried to chase, but only felt a pain in his heart, and woke up.

   There was an indescribable sense of loss in his heart, as if some of the most precious things were suddenly lost from him, and he no longer belonged to him.

  But he didn't know what it was, he only knew that it was very important to him.

  Seeing Jia Baoyu's slightly sad appearance sitting on the bed, Feng Ziying shook her head.

   This is also the sentimentality of the rich man. If he changed to a farmer, he might have forgotten the things in his dream long ago, and it was time to plow the fields, plow the fields, and water them.

  It seems that I also had a dream just now, and I seemed to have done some incredible things in the dream, but why did I feel so happy and carefree, and even felt a little bit like I have a beautiful woman in my hand?

  Maybe dreams can really reveal one's own heart?

  When she learned that the embroidered couch was actually owned by Mrs. Qin living alone, Feng Ziying's brain was really buzzing.

   Such a coincidence?

  So weird?

   Could it be that the sweet fragrance I smelled earlier is really some kind of ecstasy fragrance, which can make people dream about what they think about during the day?

  If you really have this kind of fragrance, you might as well get some, even if you let yourself dream once in a while, you can feel relaxed and feel the existence of dreams.

   At this time, Feng Ziying really noticed Qin's appearance.

  Before, he didn't realize that his attention was on Xue Baochai, and there were too many Yingying Yanyans, so he didn't pay much attention to it. Now that he looked carefully, he saw that this woman was really extraordinary.

The eyebrows are as delicate as Daiyu, but the plump cheeks are similar to Baochai. She smiles and frowns, and moves her hands and feet. She has a charming and suave manner. No wonder she usually wears a veiled hat and seldom goes out. It's too easy to attract bees and butterflies.

However, Feng Ziying was also a little puzzled. No matter how you look at it, this Qin family is not as gray as described in some versions of "A Dream of Red Mansions", but I feel that Jia Zhen and Jia Rong have an indescribable indifference to Qin's family. , It's not like a family at all.

Feng Ziying doesn't know if this is his own personal feeling, or whether other people have this feeling, but he does feel that this woman is a bit cold-faced, and even has a faint desire to reject others thousands of miles away from everyone, to keep A taste that is not close to strangers.

   I slept in the other party's embroidery room. As a person of the same generation as Jia Lian and Jia Zhen, even if he was two or three years younger than the Qin family, this was obviously an abrupt move, and Feng Ziying could only apologize honestly.

  As expected, this Qin family is indeed gentle on the surface, and he speaks in a soft voice, only saying that it's okay, but the coldness between his brows is always faintly revealed.

That's all right, but Jia Zhen and Jia Rong disappeared. I found out later that they were invited to play Louzi Gaole in the afternoon. I have already gone to confess my crime and be happy.

  I have nothing to say about Feng Ziying and Feng Ziying, but thinking about it, this meal was originally mainly for female relatives, and Jia Lian and himself had to cross each other to let them accompany them.

  People may have already made arrangements, so naturally they can't delay there because of themselves.

   This trip to Jia's mansion was refreshing. After a meal, I drank two and drank three. Jia Lian had already been carried home, leaving only the ignorant Jia Baoyu and himself.

  Finally, the mandarin ducks found it and let Feng Ziying and Baoyu go back to Rongguo Mansion together.

  Seeing Feng Ziying's figure disappear at the end of the arrow path over there, Qin Keqing's complexion slowly returned from the previous elegant to the usual slightly melancholy thinking color.

   "Grandma, it's snowing outside again, let's go in." The little girl Baozhu stood behind her and whispered.

After coming to this mansion for two years, the only thing Qin Keqing is satisfied with is these two maids, one Ruizhu and the other Baozhu, both of whom are smart and honest children from poor families. don't know.

   But even if they knew about it, Jia Zhen and Jia Rong didn't dare to say anything. Thinking of this, Qin Keqing sneered in his heart.

Up to now, Qin Keqing doesn't know who is manipulating all this behind it. Even if she turned her face and forced Jia Zhen and Jia Rong to question, the two could only say bitterly that this was the master's fingered marriage, and no one could resist it. .

  This master is the only Jinshi from the Jia family in these generations—Jia Jing, the father-in-law’s father-in-law, who is still practicing in Xuanzhen Temple and has not returned home for many years. Even if he married into the Jia family, he never showed up.

Ever since she grew up in Qin's family, Qin Keqing felt that an invisible hand was manipulating her own destiny. Qin Ye was not his own father, but he loved himself very much. Marrying into the Jia family by herself didn't even occur to her.

  What kind of family is the Jia family? How could they marry a daughter who was adopted by a small camper? Moreover, he is the son of the legitimate son who is going to succeed the Duke of Jue Ning in the future, so he might not be qualified to be his concubine.

   This question has been lingering in Qin Keqing's mind.

  She was an extremely intelligent woman. After realizing this question, she repeatedly asked her adoptive father, but his adoptive father was an honest person. No matter how much he asked, he couldn't say anything.

He only said that after bringing him back to raise him, various inexplicable things happened, such as occasionally someone would send money, but he never knew who sent it, never saw anyone, and occasionally a piece of paper was left behind , Said that the well-known does not have.

  That's why Qin Keqing has always suspected that she might be the outlaw of a wealthy family who is not acceptable to the mother, because even if it is a concubine's daughter, it seems that this is not the case.

  But it wasn't until she was about to marry into Jia's family that she really felt incredible, and she also realized that her life experience might be far from being as simple as that of a wealthy family.

   It is absolutely impossible for a son of a family like the Jia family, even a concubine daughter of a famous family, to marry back home, let alone a daughter adopted by you, a worthless camper, even if it is a big family, it is impossible.

After marrying into Jia's family, I asked about my father-in-law many times, and my father-in-law became anxious when asked, and he only said that he was just following his father's order, everything was arranged, and he didn't know anything else, and they didn't even want to do this , but she had no choice, and this answer made her feel desperate.

  As for the nominal husband, Brother Rong, he doesn't even know anything about it.

  For more than a year, she seldom walked out of this small courtyard, and even the nominal husband's side, she only went once in a while.

In the past, she also thought that since she married into the Jia family, no matter what family she came from, she would be a good daughter-in-law of the Jia family, and a wealthy family like the Jia family itself was beyond the reach of a poor woman like her before. The goal.

But on the first night after she got married, she knew that this was not what she imagined at all. She was just a bodhisattva enshrined for people to visit and to decorate the outside, and no matter whether it was the father-in-law or the husband in name. Afraid of himself like a snake.

   A heart has gradually cooled down in the past two years, and it doesn't matter if it is extremely cold.

  She originally wanted to go to the Xuanzhen Temple to ask questions, but after thinking about it, she knew that it was impossible, and even if she went, she would not get any answers.

   Just how long will this life last? When is an end? She is a real person, a young and young woman, and she does not want to live like this for a lifetime.

For more than a year, in the entire Ningguo Mansion, no one has been able to really talk to her, even the nominal mother-in-law, who only pretends to say a few words in front of people. I don't want to say a word.

That is to say, Wang Xifeng in the Rongguo Mansion is her aunt. Maybe she thinks she is too lonely, so she comes to walk around and talk occasionally, but she also knows that this second aunt is also a strong person. , I am afraid that there are some ideas and attempts.

Qin Keqing didn't know how long this kind of life would last. She felt as if she had been abandoned by everyone. No one cared about what she wanted, and the mysterious woman who occasionally showed signs of herself before she got married People, and now they have never appeared again.

   This situation has continued to this day, until the Feng Jia Dalang who had been lying on his bed all afternoon saw him.

  Intuition told her that this Feng Jia Dalang looked at her in a strange way.

   It's not the kind of admiring and salivating gaze, although there may be a little bit of it, but it belongs to the normal gaze of a man, but the kind of look that seems to know something, some inquiry, pity and thinking.

Qin Keqing had never seen this kind of gaze before, and Jia Zhenjiarong's friends would occasionally come to the mansion, and sometimes they would meet each other, but the gazes of those men were all the same, never before. Feng Jiadalang's expression.

  Intuition told her that this Feng Jia Dalang might know something about herself, um, or maybe it was her own life experience.

   Asking for a monthly pass, the last three days, it’s useless to keep it, brothers, give it to Lao Rui!

  

  

  (end of this chapter)