Chapter 215 Yizijuan’s life experience is a mystery

Feng Ziying jumped up from the bed. Her head was still a little dizzy, but her spirit was very strong.

Hurrying out, Feng Ziying heard a noise in the upper room opposite, so Feng Ziying hurried over.

However, he saw that two little maids had already entered the room and helped Baoyu from the Jia family up from the bed. He was holding his chest with one hand and his face was confused and a little uncomfortable.

Feng Ziying asked: "Baoyu, what's wrong?"

"I didn't know either, so I fell asleep and dreamed. Suddenly I felt a pain in my heart, which was so uncomfortable that I almost couldn't breathe, so I woke up all of a sudden."

Jia Baoyu also felt a little embarrassed, as if his reason seemed too far-fetched, but it was indeed the case before.

He only dreamed that the sister seemed to be suddenly blown by a gust of wind, and suddenly disappeared. He hurriedly tried to catch up, but he only felt a pain in his heart and woke up.

 There was an indescribable feeling of loss in his heart, as if some of the most precious things had suddenly been lost from him and no longer belonged to him.

 But he didn’t know what it was, he only knew that it was very important to him.

 Seeing Jia Baoyu sitting on the bed with a slightly sad look, Feng Ziying shook her head.

This is also the sentimentality of a rich man. If he were a farmer, he would have forgotten the things in the dream long ago. It was time to plow the fields, and it was time to water the fields.

It seems that I had a dream just now. In the dream, I seemed to have done some extraordinary things, but why was my mood so happy and cheerful, and even a little bit like having a beautiful woman in my hands?

Perhaps dreams can really reveal one’s true feelings?

Feng Ziying's head was really buzzing when she learned that the embroidered room and the fragrant couch were owned by the Qin family alone.

What a coincidence?

So strange?

 Could it be that the sweet fragrance I smelled earlier was really some kind of ecstasy fragrance that can make people dream about what they thought about during the day?

If this kind of fragrance really exists, you might as well get some. Even if you let yourself dream once in a while, you can feel relaxed and experience the existence of dreams.

At this time, Feng Ziying really noticed Qin's appearance.

He didn't realize that his attention was focused on Xue Baochai before. In addition, there were too many warblers and swallows, so he didn't pay much attention to it. Now that he looked carefully, he saw that this woman was really extraordinary.

Her eyebrows are as beautiful as jade, but her cheeks are plump and somewhat similar to Baochai. Her smile and frown, her gestures, have a charming and graceful look. No wonder she always wears a curtain hat and rarely goes out. It’s also too easy to attract bees and butterflies.

However, Feng Ziying also had some doubts in her heart. From the looks of it, the Qin family was not as dusty as written in some versions of "Dream of Red Mansions". Instead, she felt that Jia Zhen and Jia Rong had an indescribable indifference towards the Qin family. , not like a family at all.

Feng Ziying didn't know if this was his own personal feeling or if other people had this feeling, but he did feel that this woman was a little cold-hearted, and even had a faint desire to stay away from everyone and keep her distance. The smell of staying away from strangers.

 She slept in the other party's embroidery room. As a person of the same generation as Jia Lian and Jia Zhen, even if she was two or three years younger than Qin, this was obviously an outrageous move, and Feng Ziying could only apologize honestly.

As expected, Mrs. Qin does have a gentle temperament on the surface, and she speaks in a soft voice, saying that it doesn't matter, but the coldness between her brows is always revealed.

That's fine, but Jia Zhen and Jia Rong were nowhere to be found. After asking later, I found out that the two men were invited to Gao Le in the theater in the afternoon, so they took advantage of Feng Ziying and Bao Yu's sleep to I have already confessed my crime and gone happily.

Feng Ziying had nothing to say about the two men, but when she thought about it, originally this meal was mainly for the female family members, and Jia Lian and herself were in conflict to allow them to accompany them.

They may have already made arrangements, so naturally they can’t be delayed because of themselves.

This trip to Jia's house was quite refreshing. After a meal of wine, two and three were drunk. Jia Lian had long been carried home, leaving only the ignorant Jia Baoyu and himself.

Finally Yuanyang came over and asked Feng Ziying and Baoyu to return to Rongguo Mansion together.

Seeing Feng Ziying's figure disappear at the end of the arrow path, Qin Keqing's expression slowly returned from the previous elegance to the usual slightly melancholy and thoughtful look.

“Grandma, it’s starting to snow outside again, let’s go in.” The little maid Baozhu stood behind her and whispered.

After coming to this mansion for two years, Qin Keqing was only satisfied with these two maids, one Ruizhu and the other Baozhu. They were both smart and honest children from poor families. Naturally, someone bought them and sent them to the mansion. I am afraid that there are also those in Jia's mansion. Don't know.

But even if they knew it, Jia Zhen and Jia Rong did not dare to say anything. Thinking of this, Qin Keqing sneered in his heart.

Even now, Qin Keqing doesn't know who is behind all this. Even if she turned against Jia Zhen and Jia Rong, they could only say with a grimace that this was the master's engagement, and no one could resist it. .

This gentleman is the only Jinshi from the Jia family in these generations - Jia Jing, the nominal father-in-law, is still practicing in Xuanzhen Temple and has not returned home for many years. Even when his own family married into the Jia family, he never showed up.

Ever since he grew up in the Qin family, Qin Keqing felt like an invisible hand was controlling his destiny. Qin Ye was not his biological father, but he loved him very much and raised him with all kinds of hardships. To be honest, Qin Ye Even she didn't expect to marry into the Jia family.

What kind of family is the Jia family? How could they get married to the daughter adopted by a small carpenter? Moreover, he is the legitimate son of Duke Ning, who will succeed him in the future. I am afraid that I am not qualified to be his concubine.

 This question has been lingering in Qin Keqing's mind.

She is an extremely smart woman. After realizing this question, she repeatedly asked her adoptive father. However, her adoptive father was an honest man. No matter how she asked, he could not tell the truth.

He only said that after taking him back to raise him, all kinds of inexplicable things happened. For example, occasionally someone would send money, but he never knew who sent it. He had never seen anyone. Occasionally, a piece of paper would be left behind. , saying that the name is not there.

So Qin Keqing has always suspected that she might have been born from an outside room of a wealthy family that was not acceptable to the mother-in-law, because even if a concubine gave birth to a daughter, it seemed that this would not be the case.

But it wasn’t until she was about to marry into the Jia family that she truly found it unbelievable, and she realized that her life experience was probably far more than just someone from a wealthy family.

It is impossible for a legitimate son of a family like the Jia family, even a concubine daughter from a famous family, to marry home, let alone a daughter adopted by an insignificant carpenter like you, no matter how big a wealthy family it is.

Later, when I married into the Jia family, I asked about my father-in-law many times. When asked, my father-in-law became anxious and only said that he was only acting on his father's orders. Everything was arranged. He didn't know anything else. Even they didn't want to do this. , but she had no choice. This answer made her feel desperate.

As for the nominal husband Rong Geer, he doesn’t even know anything about it.

For more than a year, she rarely left this small courtyard. Even to her nominal husband, she only went there occasionally.

Previously, she thought that since she married into the Jia family, no matter what family she was from, she would be a good wife of the Jia family, and a wealthy family like the Jia family itself was beyond the reach of a poor girl like her before. The goal.

But on the first night after getting married, she knew that this was not what she imagined at all. She was just a Bodhisattva being enshrined for people to visit and to decorate the outside world, and neither the nominal father-in-law nor the husband Fear yourself like a snake or a scorpion.

 A heart has slowly cooled down over the past two years, and it doesn’t matter if it gets so cold.

She originally wanted to go to the Xuanzhen Temple to ask questions, but after thinking about it, she knew that was impossible. Even if she went there, she would not get any answer.

 Just how long will this kind of life last? When will there be an end? She is a living person, a young woman, and she is not willing to live like this for the rest of her life.

For more than a year, no one in the entire Ningguo Mansion could really talk to her. Even the nominal mother-in-law only pretended to say a few words in front of people. Once no one was around, she was half-hearted. I don’t want to say more words.

That is to say, Wang Xifeng in Rongguo Mansion is her aunt. Maybe she feels that she is too lonely and occasionally comes to walk around and talk. But she also knows that this second aunt is also a strong person, so she can make friends with everyone. , I’m afraid there are some thoughts and attempts.

Qin Keqing didn't know how long this kind of life would last. She felt like she was abandoned by everyone. No one cared about what she wanted or wanted, and the mysterious person who occasionally showed signs of her before she got married. People have never appeared again.

This situation continued to this day, until the man from the Feng family who had been lying on his bed all afternoon saw him.

 Intuition told her that the Feng family man looked at her in a strange way.

　　It is not the kind of gaze that admires and covets the beauty, although there may be a trace of it, but it is the gaze of a man under normal circumstances, but the kind of look that seems to know something, some exploration, pity and thinking.

This kind of look was something Qin Keqing had never seen before. Jia Zhen and Jia Rong's friends would occasionally come to the house, and sometimes they would meet each other, but the eyes of those men were all the same, never like this today. The expression of the Feng family elder.

 Her intuition told her that this Feng family man might know something about himself, um, or maybe his own life experience.

Seeking a monthly ticket, the last three days, it is useless to keep it. Brothers smashed it to Lao Rui!

　　

 (End of this chapter)