Chapter 2215 Gui Zi Juan is in love, making mistakes again and again

This series of rhetorical questions made Yuanchun a little angry. His face was red and his eyes were wet, but he didn't know how to answer Baoqin's words.

 Furthermore, she also knew that what Baoqin said was true. These problems were unavoidable and would have to be faced sooner or later.

"Baoqin, I know all you said, but what should I do?" His breath was quick, Yuanchun's silver teeth almost bit his lip, and he looked at Baoqin hatefully: "Do you really want me to be here?" I will live a lifeless life in this palace? I just want to live an ordinary life, is it so difficult?"

"Your Majesty, this slave is also thinking about your Majesty, that's why you are so straightforward." Baoqin knelt down, "If this slave only wants to make your Majesty happy and says nice but useless things, then this slave is being disloyal."

Yuanchun's eyes turned red, and she helped Baoqin up. Of course she understood that Baoqin was for her own good, but such naked words brought up things she had always wanted to avoid, making it difficult for her to accept.

"I know you have good intentions, but who made me make the wrong first step?" Yuanchun sighed quietly.

I made one mistake when I first entered the palace to be a female historian, and then I was coaxed by my family to become a concubine, and I made even more mistakes again and again. Everyone in the family had their own thoughts, so why did they ever think about it for themselves?

Even her parents only care about paving the way for Baoyu’s future, and how do they care about their own life and death?

Feng Ziying said this in an understatement. She didn't like hearing it before, but as time went on, she felt that it was profound and true.

"Your Majesty, you are all wrong, but now you have to think more clearly. Since you have followed Uncle Feng, Uncle Feng should be responsible for your future life. He has guaranteed it when you leave the palace, but what happens afterward? Hiding like that The empress is definitely not willing to hide her life, but when she meets her former sisters and relatives but hides it, or even feels guilty and dare not face it, then the empress will feel even more painful, and it is not a long-term solution."

 Hongqin's thoughts are much more flexible and delicate than Yuanchun's, and he is sincerely planning for Yuanchun.

"But I also said that you have no idea. Ziying is also busy with his own court affairs now, so he can't spend too much thought on this..." Yuanchun wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a sweat towel and tried to calm down his emotions. .

"Uncle Feng is busy now, but it may not be the case if he returns to the capital, and he will also have to face these things. As I said just now, he will always have to face Miss Bao and Miss Lin. The second girl is a concubine. On the contrary, it's nothing, but Miss Bao and Miss Lin are the head wives, so we have to ask for their understanding." Bao Qin sorted out his thoughts.

"How is that possible?" Yuanchun said with some embarrassment and shame: "Although Baochai and Daiyu and I have not been together for a long time, they are also arrogant women. How can they accept this kind of thing? Besides, I'm logical. She can be regarded as their sister, but now she has this kind of affair with Ziying, but she still wants them to accept it. This is too difficult, and it is also a shameful scandal..."

Bao Qin gritted his teeth and said: "Then this is not caused by you, nor by the master, wife, or ancestors? Let you enter the palace and sacrifice ten years of your youth, so that's it, but you must be made a concubine, but the emperor You have long been devoid of desire and self-cultivation and have not been close to women. Don’t you, my wife, and your ancestors know that once you become a concubine, you will remain a widow for the rest of your life? Moreover, you are a widow that is rarely seen even by relatives and friends. You will only be able to live in this life. Why should I spend my whole life in this cold courtyard in this palace?"

Yuan Chun opened his mouth in surprise and looked at Bao Qin who was a little hysterical.

"Miss Bao and Miss Lin will not talk about it, but even the second girl, who is called Ermu, can get a good result. Now she has even given birth to a son. Although the third and fourth girls are convicts, they With Uncle Feng coming forward to help, it is definitely impossible to be exiled or relegated to the Jiaofang Division in the future. There is still some hope, but what about you, my empress?"

Baoqin's eyes were filled with tears, "Why did you spend your whole life serving the Jia family, but in the end you ended up with this result? Everyone knows that if you didn't enter the palace, Miss Bao and Miss Lin wouldn't have had the chance to be together. The principal wife, even the daughter of the Shen family should be inferior to you, you should be the eldest wife! You should be the eldest wife of Uncle Feng who will later become the prime minister, and the son you give birth to will inherit Everything about the Feng family was ruined by our ancestors and my wife!"

It was only then that Yuanchun realized how much Baoqin felt sorry for him. He didn't think too much about these thoughts, but Baoqin had already thought them through.

Yuanchun, who was a little confused for a while, fell into deep thought. She really didn't think about the causes and consequences of this seriously. Originally, she just complained that her life was miserable. But now it seems that it is not entirely her life that is miserable, but that she has been surrounded by her family from beginning to end. Tricked.

 What is the purpose of entering the palace as a female historian? Wasn't it because his uncle Wang Ziteng was able to please the Supreme Emperor and the Dowager Concubine at that time, and he could put an eye and ear next to the Supreme Emperor to inquire about the news in the palace at any time?

At that time, the emperor had not yet ascended the throne, and the concubine was able to speak in front of the emperor, so she could get all kinds of news immediately.

Then she entered the palace and became a concubine, with the support of her uncle Wang Ziteng. There was also some thoughts of the ancestors and the masters and wives. When she climbed up to the royal family, Baoyu, who didn't like studying and could not become an official, had a much wider path to choose from. Entering the Imperial Academy, There are great opportunities to enter the Zongren Mansion and get a position in Zhanshi Mansion.

　No one has thought about all this for themselves, or even if they have thought about it, they all feel that the sacrifices and prices they have paid for the Jia family are all deserved and worthwhile. Who would have considered their own feelings?

Deep grievances and resentments seemed to begin to accumulate slowly at this time. Yuanchun was a little confused, in pain, and hesitant, and even felt like he had lost something. His heart was empty, as if the person he valued and cherished the most turned out to be the one he cherished the most. He didn't care at all. In that case, what was the point of his efforts for them?

Yuanchun didn't know how to face all this for a while. Yes, Baoqin was right. This was indeed largely caused by the influence of his family on him, but didn't he have any responsibility?

Didn’t my uncle, my husband, my wife, and even my ancestors also seek my opinion?

What did I say at the beginning that I was willing to listen to the arrangements of my family? Then the family arranged it like this. How come it has become the fault of the family now?

But having said that, in that situation, how could I say that I didn’t want to enter the palace and become a concubine?

Don’t you know your uncle’s thoughts and expectations, the hopes of your master, your wife, and your ancestors?

At that time, didn’t you still feel that this was a matter of course?

Seeing Yuanchun's face changing, Baoqin also knew that his words were too lethal and confused the empress. It turned out that all the rational reasons in his thinking were overturned, and what he had done was not reciprocated. , more of being taken advantage of, which feels very uncomfortable.

 But Baoqin also knew that it was not suitable for him to continue talking. It would be counterproductive. It was time for the empress to think about it.

After a long time, Yuan Chun sighed quietly: "Baoqin, what you said seems to make sense, but can this be the reason why Ziying and I have an affair but don't avoid Baochai and Daiyu? Even if it's the fault of my family. Me, can I hurt Baochai and Daiyu on this grounds?"

"Then what do you think we should do? What happened between you and Uncle Feng is already like this. Even if they don't know it, it has already happened. You need to think about it for yourself in the future." Baoqin disagreed.

“No, I need to think about it, think about it carefully.” Yuanchun waved his hands a little tiredly, “Maybe I really can’t think of a solution, but can Ziying really have the best of both worlds?”

Yuanchun is asking this question, and Baoqin is also thinking, maybe Feng Ziying has a better solution?

Has Feng Ziying thought about this problem? Of course she has, but only briefly. Many times she still thinks that there will be a way to the mountain by car.

He had never thought that he would reach this point with Jia Yuanchun before. Just like sleeping with Guo Qinjun, he had reached that point inadvertently. Feng Ziying didn't even feel nervous or afraid, which surprised himself.

 But he did it, and Feng Ziying never regretted it. He had to face what he had to face, just like what happened in Yuanchun.

Getting out of the palace seems difficult, but as Emperor Yonglong fell unconscious, concubines like Yuanchun who had no heirs suddenly became dim and would soon be forgotten.

The palace is also a very realistic place. With the "emergence" of several supervisors, having no heirs means that they are not qualified to enter the harem. Then the future results will definitely remain in the cold palace. Who will care about these broken branches and leaves? ?

Under such circumstances, there is no chance of concealing Li Daitao's impasse. Shangsanqinjun and Longjingwei are the key here. Shangsanqinjun is in charge of the palace's access control, and Longjingwei will monitor suspicious people in the palace. After checking the clues, Yuanchun must take care of these things before leaving the palace.

 Feng Ziying has not yet thought about how to operate it specifically, but there is a general idea. In the final analysis, it will fall on some people who will do the operation. This is the most critical, and there cannot be any mistakes.

 After receiving the news from Zhou Peisheng, Feng Ziying also shook her head and smiled bitterly. This was really like getting into someone else's bed. If she slept with someone else, she would have to pay off her debt.

He could also see that Zhou Peisheng was actually leaning towards him, but he couldn't defeat Guo Qinyun, so he had to bring the letter.

But it would be too boring for me to write a few letters to help Prince Gong wave the flag. Do I really think that I have nothing to do now?

Shaking his head, Feng Ziying threw the letter aside. The situation in Shaanxi had finally stabilized, and there were countless affairs waiting for him. He had no time to worry about these trivial matters.

 (End of this chapter)