【Mediocre life, silent death. 】

After the plane arrived at Xiangtan, Song Bailao immediately took me to the Sanatorium and Hospital, and Luo Mengbai took over personally.

After that, the test was carried out for a whole day, from morning to afternoon, I was pushed around, and there was almost no leisure time. In the evening, Luo Mengbai came to the ward with a summary of all the reports, followed by Song Bailao with a hesitant expression.

I was talking to Song Xiao when they came in. When they heard the movement, they both looked at the door and stopped talking.

"Do you feel better?" Luo Mengbai's voice was soft, and her white clothes fluttered, like a **** of death from heaven who was about to read the verdict, and the sickle that fell on my neck was not because of her The tenderness of any hesitation.

"It's better." No nosebleeds or vomiting today, just a little fever.

She sat by the bed, her eyes became a little sad, she hesitated for a while, and finally said: "I'm sorry, Xiaoyu..."

At that moment, I was aware of what she was going to say next, and since I knew that c20 might break out, I prepared for the worst.

"It turned out to be c20."

I nodded, I understood: "So I only have the last few months?"

c20 The outbreak is rapid and irreversible. The human body eroded by the virus will slowly die out in a few weeks at the earliest, and a few months at the latest.

Song Xiao leaned on his cane and turned his back.

"Don't you remember what I studied?" Luo Mengbai raised his hand and pressed my arm, "I won't let you have anything to do."

I would have believed her words ten years ago. But now I have a profound understanding that luck cannot patronize the hapless. The more hope you hold, the greater your disappointment.

I laughed: "I don't want to be able to live another year or two, that's too embarrassing for you. I just want... to live another four months." I looked at my abdomen, " I don't want to die with him."

Children are too precious to beta, not everyone can have a second chance like me.

There was a loud bang on the door, I suddenly looked up and found that Song Bailao was no longer in the room.

Luo Mengbai did not look back, his face was still calm, and he sighed: "I will try my best."

What amazes Luo Mengbai is that in my state, it is reasonable to say that I cannot keep the child, but now he is staying in my fertility sac, there is no sign of miscarriage, and the child is born. The sac also showed no signs of rupture.

"This may be God's will." Finally Luo Mengbai concluded.

He talked about some c20 precautions and a series of problems that I may encounter in the future. After she finished, she got up and wanted to leave.

"Excuse me." Song Xiao took her to the door.

Luo Mengbai glanced at his legs and said, "Just come with me, we'll check your knees."

Song Xiao hesitantly looked back at me: "But Xiaoyu..."

"It's all right." I waved the pulse monitoring device on my fingertips at him, "I'll call someone if there is a problem."

Luo Mengbai also said: "The nurse will patrol the door every ten minutes, don't worry."

Song Xiao nodded and left with her.

Everyone was gone, I slowly slid into the quilt, lay flat on the bed, and began to stare at the pale ceiling.

You need a lawyer to draw up a will. And the child's name, what should I choose?

Call Ning...Ning...Ning Xi, may he be like the sun, always shining warmly and warming others. I'm already doomed to die, and there's only a little bit of life left, hoping to hold up my little sun.

The more I think about it, the more I think this name is good, not only has a good meaning, but also can be used no matter what gender the child is.

I stretched my right hand in front of my eyes, clenched a fist and stretched it hard, the scar across the palm was red and dazzling. I don’t know if I can recover smoothly in the last days and get the baker certificate again.

Although I am dead, and these external things don't seem to be that important, I still want to hold my head high and go to see Master without any regrets.

Maybe I can help him open a "Xu Meiren" underneath...

While thinking about it, the door of the ward was pushed open and someone came in.

I put down my hand and saw that Song Bailao had returned.

Before he got close, I could smell a faint smell of smoke, which completely covered the smell of pheromone on him. When he sat on the sofa beside the bed, the smell of smoke became stronger, and at the same time, I found that the knuckle of his right finger was red and swollen, and even had a cut.

This kind of injury that seems to be caused by violent blows on the surface of a hard object... What did he do in just 20 minutes? Did he fight someone?

Aware of where my eyes were standing, he covered the wound with his other palm as if nothing had happened, preventing me from continuing to look.

"In a few days, when you are more stable, I will take you back to Weijingshan." He said.

"Okay." I nodded, no objection.

Although I just escaped from there not long ago, I am dying, I still care about what to do, and where I stay in the last days makes no difference to me.

He didn't speak any more, he sat quietly beside him, seemed to be thoughtful, and seemed to be just staring at me.

I did a day's inspection, and I was very tired going back and forth. Seeing that he had nothing to say to me, I simply closed my eyes.

When I was about to fall asleep, I heard some noises in my ears, and after a while, my forehead was gently stroked. The smell of tobacco pouring into my nostrils made me frown uncomfortably, and I retracted my hand as if it had been scalded.

I want to open my eyes, but I can't.

After a while, I heard a long sigh.

After two days in the hospital, the fever subsided, but some rashes appeared on my body for no reason. After reading it, Luo Mengbai said that this was also caused by c20. Except for some itching, there is no other danger, so I don't need to worry too much.

Song Xiao's leg was consulted by the top orthopedic surgeons in Xiangtan, and was scheduled for elective surgery. After the surgery, he recovered well. He might be able to walk without crutches like a normal person. He has also been admitted to the ward for the past two days, and occasionally sneaks over to see me. After half an hour, he will be driven back by the nurse.

Luo Mengbai was not allowed to play with her mobile phone, the nurse would bring me a newspaper of the day every morning, and all my pastimes were on it.

Today, the nurse brought me a business newspaper, and I was confused. After a few pages, I turned to the news of Zhu Li.

After marrying into the Ruan family, he lived quite well. Ruan Xionghua, the head of the Ruan family, that is Ruan Linghe's father Ruan Xionghua, valued him very much. He not only let him enter the company to hold an important position, but also accepted him as a member of his campaign team.

Zhu Li is more than clever, and even more cunning. If he hadn't regarded Luo Qinghe as an opponent, he would be fine. Once he felt that the opponent was blocking his way, Luo Qinghe would be annoying.

I don't know if the layout of this newspaper is intentional or not. The four-fold layout, the left side of the advertising space is given to Ruan Xionghua, and the right side is given to Luo Qinghe. Ruan Xionghua has sharp eyebrows and pointed his index finger at the person reading the newspaper. The title of the cooperation is that he hopes that alpha, omega, and beta will each perform their duties, so that capable people can have a better life.

Compared with him, Luo Qinghe is not like a politician, but more like a star artist accidentally photographed by the media, standing on the podium with his face half-sideways, his handsome face is very light, it seems Listening intently to the sound from the stage. His slogan is succinct and powerful - change discrimination, equality for all.

Turn another page, I gradually saw interest, and suddenly the door slammed open, and a figure rushed in, startling me.

Liang Qiuyang was wearing a cool leather coat, took off his sunglasses, and stood in front of me with a black face, his eyes were full of anger, and some grievances.

"Ning Yu, did you take me as a friend?"

Luo Mengbai followed shortly after, and waved to me behind him, looking a little embarrassed. I would come over immediately, maybe it was because she accidentally leaked her mouth in front of Liang Qiuyang, and Liang Qiuyang rushed over in such a hurry.

I put down the newspaper and said with a dry smile, "I still want to... contact you in a few days."

Liang Qiuyang sneered: "Just wait for the day you give birth to your baby and contact me."

"You didn't tell me that you were seeking revenge from Xiang Ping, and you didn't tell me that you were pregnant. Now you are almost... You are already like this, so don't tell me." His voice was choked, "Ning Yu , we've known each other for almost eight years, do we need such a life?"

I looked up and saw that his eyes were red and he had a headache.

"Qiuyang..." Luo Mengbai took his hand a little worriedly, but he also got rid of it.

Liang Qiuyang glanced at her: "I and you will settle accounts later."

Luo Mengbai blinked, frowned pitifully, and called him again: "Qiuyang..."

Liang Qiuyang eats soft and not hard. She screamed so softly, and his momentum fell immediately.

"You...you go out first." Fortunately, he was interrupted by Luo Mengbai, his eyes were not red, and he even held back his tears.

"All right."

Luo Mengbai replied obediently and withdrew, leaving only me and Liang Qiuyang in the ward.

He sat beside me, stroked my hair, and asked me, "Does it hurt?"

I shook my head: "It's not uncomfortable."

Compared with vomiting blood and fever a few days ago, the rash in the past two days is almost like a pediatrician.

"Aren't you active today?" I saw him dressed so brightly, as if he ran out of some activity.

"There was originally, but Luo Mengbai told me that something happened to you, and I couldn't get through when I called your mobile phone. I said that I was not feeling well, pushed the activity and ran over." He cried without warning, "Xiaoyu, I can't bear you. Why are you... There are so many bad people in this world, Xiang Ping and that **** are not dead, why are you? Why are you not an alpha, not an omega..."

He was sobbing and crying, tears crawling all over his face, I hurriedly took a tissue to him, but I didn't know how to comfort him.

This is how the world is. It does not mean that you can live a hundred years without doing anything wrong. Life is more precious because of its impermanence.

He cried for a while before slowly stopping. I saw that the sun was shining outside, so I suggested to him: "Let's go out for a walk, I haven't been in the sun for a long time."

He blew his nose and muttered: "Okay, I'll help you."

The garden is huge, with lush trees, bridges and water, and a small green labyrinth. The maze is not difficult to walk, even an inexperienced maze can get around it in ten minutes.

Liang Qiuyang helped me wander aimlessly and walked into the maze.

"I heard Luo Mengbai say that Song Bailao and his dad had a big fight about you, and he almost didn't even have to do it."

I took a step and looked at him in surprise: "For me?"

"Divorce agreement."

"...Oh." I don't think it's all for me, it should be a deep resentment that erupted at one point.

Speaking of this, Song Xiao is back now, and has been admitted to the Luo family's Sanatorium and Hospital. Luo Qinghe has many eyes and ears here, and I don't know if there will be any action after learning the news.

Thinking of what is coming, walking to a corner, suddenly there is a fierce arguing sound from the place blocked by the hedge in front, listen carefully, it turns out to be the voice of Song Xiao and Luo Qinghe.

"Why hide my letter..."

"Since you have abandoned everything, why don't you disappear completely, and what are you going to do when you write back in a few years?"

Song Xiao's momentum suddenly weakened: "I just...I just miss Bo Lao."

"Then why did you leave him in the first place? You can leave if you want, and come back when you want to come back. What do you think of others, a plaything in your palm?" Luo Qinghe pressed step by step , do not give each other any breathing room.

Song Xiao was forced by him to rebel: "What can I do if I don't go... You and I both know that pheromones are not controlled by themselves, that's biological instinct. It's like being thirsty. For several days and nights, people suddenly put a bowl of clean water in front of you, can you refuse?"

"I can." Luo Qinghe gritted his teeth and said viciously.

Song Xiao was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled: "Luo Qinghe, don't be so naive. You refuse once, twice, even three or four times, can you refuse for a lifetime? Know that as long as the marked alpha and Omega miss one estrus period, their desire for each other will increase exponentially the next time they are in estrus. You tie yourself up, there is no way to escape the pain, you will only torture yourself to death."

I admit that Luo Qinghe is indeed an excellent alpha, but no matter how good a human being can't resist instinct. Marking is not something that can be gotten rid of with perseverance, otherwise why did he fail to resist his instinct and mark each other with Xia Qiao.

Luo Qinghe did not speak again, this is indeed an unsolvable problem.

After a while, Song Xiao's voice sounded again, with a hoarse and tired voice: "And... Xia Qiao is also innocent. Since you mark each other, according to the law, you should be together."

Luo Qinghe said slowly and sarcastically: "So you gave me to him, so rational and great..."

Reason tells me that Song Xiao is right, emotionally... I can understand Luo Qinghe's anger.

In this incident, all three were victims, Song Xiao made what he thought was the right choice, fulfilling Luo Qinghe and Xia Qiao, fully thinking that his exit would bring the peace of the three. Perhaps in his opinion, as long as Luo Qinghe is well and no longer in pain, it doesn't matter whether he is with the other party or not.

However, Luo Qinghe was different. He didn't need Song Xiao to make a choice for him. He couldn't accept that when he was still holding the opponent's hand tightly, the other party released him first. This, in his view, was betrayal.

During deep thought, the two had a few rounds of dialogue, Luo Qinghe's words became more and more vicious, and every word was poking at Song Xiao's heart.

"Didn't you tell me to treat him well? I treated him very well until he died. We even had a child, are you satisfied?"

"Qinghe..." Song Xiao tremblingly tried to stop him, but was unsuccessful.

"Didn't you ask me why I did that to your child? When I see him, I will think of you, and remember that when I begged you like that, you still left me. He, but it's all your fault that I have become like this." The words were like sharp swords, Luo Qinghe said coldly, "It's all your Song Xiao's fault that we have become like this!"

After saying this, he turned around and strode away, leaving Song Xiao where he was.

Liang Qiuyang wanted to step forward, but I grabbed him and shook his head silently at him.

Song Xiao stood there for a while, then limped away with a cane. The maze returned to silence again, and no sound was heard.

"Are those... Song Bailao's parents?" Liang Qiuyang asked me.

"Yes." I told him about my chance encounter with Song Xiao in Manshui.

Liang Qiuyang exclaimed amazingly, before he sighed: "It's also a pitiful person, the former sweetheart has now become a grudge. The old guys from the Luo family and the Xia family are really nothing, and they are not afraid. Go to **** after death."

They are not afraid, and they will be complacent, thinking that they have made a very wise decision.

On the way back, Liang Qiuyang and I were affected a little bit, and we talked a lot less. Returning to the floor where the ward was located, as soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw Luo Mengbai waiting at the door, staring at Liang Qiuyang with crooked eyes.

Liang Qiuyang looked at her for a while, then turned back and said to me, "Xiaoyu, is it okay for you to go back to the ward by yourself?"

The ward is only ten meters away from the elevator entrance, so I can have any problems.

"No problem."

Liang Qiuyang said: "Then I will deal with my own affairs first."

He went over to grab Luo Mengbai's hand and dragged her to the other side, her handsome face was the seriousness that she tried to disguise.

"Qiuyang, you scratched me..."

Just as soon as Luo Mengbai opened his mouth, he was all broken.

I smiled and shook my head, feeling happy and envious.

It's so nice to hold hands with your loved ones...

When I walked to the door of the ward, I just grabbed the handle, and the tender voice from inside made me stagnate.

"Is mom pregnant with a baby?"

"Hmm."

Just one word, I guessed his identity from the casual and impatient tone of the other party.

The little boy continued to ask: "Is that a younger sister or a younger brother?"

"Don't know."

"I want a sister..."

I twisted the door and two people in the ward looked at me at the same time. Song Mo, who was sitting on Song Bailao's lap, was stunned for a while, and immediately stretched out his arms towards me, making a gesture of wanting me to hug him, his face full of joy mixed with longing.

"Mo Mo..." I quickly sat down and picked him up from Song Bailao's lap.

Song Mo wrapped my neck around my neck and put her chin on my shoulder: "Mom, I miss you so much."

The plaster on his hands and feet has not been removed, I dare not hold it too hard, but I can't hide my excitement, and my voice is shaking.

"I missed you too."