Chapter 14 Morning

   A night without dreams.

   This is a very common sentence, but for Xu Guangling, it is unusual, or it is of great significance.

   Last night, I had no dreams.

When he went to bed last night, because he fell asleep quickly the night before, Xu Guangling paid special attention to it, and then found that his insomnia might really be cured, or the word "disappeared" would be more appropriate to describe it, in short In the past, the state that made him often toss and turn and couldn't fall asleep, or lay on his back and stared blankly at the ceiling for a long time, still didn't appear yesterday.

   I didn't fall asleep with my head on the pillow like the day before yesterday, but it was still fast.

   About three or two minutes.

In short, before lying down, Xu Guangling was still very energetic and not very sleepy, but after lying down, very quickly, even extremely fast, drowsiness appeared quickly, and then he fell asleep until At this time, at 4:57 in the morning, I woke up.

  No dreams was the first thing Xu Guangling realized.

   He still slept soundly. At this time, his mind was clear, and his body felt unusually energetic and full. It seemed to be worse and better than when he woke up yesterday. This was the second thing Xu Guangling realized.

   Then he breathed a sigh of relief.

  Perhaps, the cyan light that threw into his forehead just gave him a memory from the previous day's dream, and by the way, it also improved or stimulated his brain tissue, so that his insomnia disappeared? Then, that's it?

   If so, that would be great.

   But for the time being, it is not the time to be completely relieved. Of course, no matter whether you are relieved or not, Xu Guangling can only deal with it in the same way, that is, let it go.

   He couldn't do anything anyway.

   But the mood at this time is really good.

   Maybe it was affected by the physical state at this time? Or, the emotional changes from the day before yesterday and yesterday made him relieved and figured out something.

  Xu Guangling even did a random sit-up on the bed with great interest, that is, he took his head off the pillow, raised his upper body, and then kept going forward and downward, um, his whole body was bent down. It seems that the current physical condition is still quite good.

   Then I got up, brushed my teeth and washed my face.

   After that, for a while, Xu Guangling was a bit at a loss.

   Over the past few years, I have been in a daze, most of the time I go to bed after twelve o'clock at night, and it is common to delay until three or four or even in the early morning.

  Why? Because of insomnia, I can't fall asleep at all when I go to bed, either tossing or turning over and over again, or being awake alone in the dark night like a fool. —When is it more awake than when you put everything down and go to bed and can't sleep?

   Such sobriety is the last thing Xu Guangling wants. Because at that time, he couldn't control himself not to think, to think about the thing that would be sad and unbearable whenever he thought about it.

  So over time, Xu Guangling had a vague sense of resistance and fear towards sleeping. Every night, he wouldn't go to bed until it was very dark and he couldn't find anything to do. Many times, a whole dark night passed by so unknowingly.

   Then, Xu Guangling would go to bed and lie down.

   Maybe it’s because the sky is getting brighter? Most of the time, Xu Guangling would be able to sleep more peacefully at this time. Of course, it could also be because his body was too tired and needed to adjust and rest.

   So if you ask Xu Guangling what was the morning like in the past?

   is what I said above.

   Or go to bed around 3:4, wake up around 7:8, but after waking up, I don’t know what to do. The body is heavy, the mind is dizzy, and the spirit is lacking, so it naturally enters a state of "empty", lying there in a daze, and then time passes in that way...

   To sum it up in one sentence, Xu Guangling in the past had no morning.

   But today, it is different.

   Five in the morning!

  How early!

   It seems that even the air has a fresh smell, and this smell, this feeling, is something Xu Guangling has been missing for a long time. Still in middle school and high school, right? At that time, I always got up early, and then either took a walk in the community, or ran on the school playground, while carrying a book in the form of meditation.

  How far away this is...

   Dad, Mom, your son has not been doing very well these past few years, hehe.

   But from now on, you can rest assured.

I promise!

  Xu Guangling smiled lightly, then opened the door, locked the door, went downstairs, and went to Target City Park.

Although it was only after five o'clock, the city woke up quite early. Xu Guangling thought he belonged to an "early walker", but he was not. When he arrived at the park, he realized that instead of an "early walker", he was an "early walker". "The Latecomer".

  Because someone has already gone home.

   Entering through one of the entrances of the park, Xu Guangling walked around freely.

This is a large park near the municipal government. It is not clear how much Guangling is, for example, how many acres. In fact, even if he knows how many acres it occupies, Xu Guangling estimates that it is difficult for him to form a clear concept, but he only knows it. It is large enough and divided into many areas.

   Xu Guangling did not have a clear destination, or in other words, this trip did not even have a clear purpose.

   just came up on a whim and wanted to be active, so I came.

   Therefore, at this time, Xu Guangling was really walking around very casually, with no bearing or direction. The way was twists and turns, and even he himself did not know where the east, west, north and south were.

But I saw that along the way, there were aunts dancing square dancing in a team, and the loudspeakers were playing loudly. However, in such an open and densely forested place, the so-called loudspeaking is just the same thing, it is not I felt it was too loud, and when I moved away a little, the sound coming from my ears suddenly decreased a lot.

   There is a single old man who is playing Tai Chi, with an old pine as the center point, slowly turning in circles and advancing, very calm and stance. Xu Guangling didn't know about it, but he felt that the old man was not very like a beginner, he should have been practicing for a while.

   After walking a few more steps, a group of old men and aunts, led by the leader in front of the team, were dancing swords, uh, Tai Chi sword?

   Actually Xu Guangling couldn't see it, he just heard the term "Tai Chi Sword".

Walking again, not too far, the voice became more dynamic, and there was obviously a very brisk feeling. After turning a few corners and passing through a few rows of trees that blocked the line of sight, Xu Guangling saw that it was actually a group of young girls. Dancing to the beat of the music.

   Anyway, it's just clapping, stomping, jumping, circling, etc. This should be a beat dance, right?

   is quite dynamic and quite impressive. - This is the only place Xu Guangling has seen along the way where a lot of spectators have gathered, but most of these spectators are the uncles and aunts who are preparing for the morning exercise or have finished the morning exercise, and there are not many young people.

   Xu Guangling's age is even more so.

  Xu Guangling continued to walk, this time he finally saw a single young man, it was a young girl, squatting on a small stool with a drawing board in front of her. —Is there an art school near here?

  Wait, Xu Guangling passed by and strolled along.

He walked again, but he actually walked out of the park. What appeared in front of him were some stalls selling breakfast on the edge of the park. Xu Guangling looked at him casually, but he saw that there were small wontons with soy milk, buns, tofu and fritters. Grabbing cakes, etc., the aroma of mixed food permeates this area, which is quite attractive to those who get up in the morning with an empty stomach. Therefore, there are still many diners.

   But it seems too early for breakfast.

  Xu Guangling pondered for a while, then turned back to the park.

   (end of this chapter)