Chapter 403

  The weather in City H today is different from usual. It is a bit cooler. After returning home, Xie Yanran changed her dress and now wears a white T and shorts.

  She ran to a square near her house, sat down by the lake, and felt the breeze blowing on her face.

  She looked at the lake in a daze. This is not the first time she wants to leave this world.

  How many nights, she hid in the bed, she wanted to cry but dared not cry, fearing that Xie’s mother would just find out that she would just hit her when she came in.

  Three years ago, when she was fourteen years old, she chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrists because she couldn’t bear to thank her mother.

  When she put the eyebrow scraper on her wrist, she didn't have the slightest fear.

  Blood came out of the wound, and she slowly closed her eyes, and began to think about her life for more than ten years.

  When she was just born, Xie’s mother didn’t dislike her very much, as long as she had something to eat, she had her share.

  In kindergarten, because of her weak personality, she was bullied by others.

  When she was in elementary school, she still had a cowardly personality. No matter what, she dared not even say a word to her. Later, the two girls bullying themselves came to the head teacher's ears.

  She did not dare to tell Xie’s mother that she was bullied, because in that case she would be beaten badly.

  Xie’s mother started to teach her a lesson without saying anything in the office. She didn’t understand what she had done wrong. Why should everyone treat her like this?

  Her father stood behind his mother, his face calm, unable to say a word for a while.

  It is because of Xie’s mother’s character that his father left her and left this home.

  She thought she was finally going to be free, she thought she could finally leave the world.

  But why did those people rescue her?

   Isn’t it good for her to leave the world quietly like that?

  She still remembers that when she was rescued, she thought that Xie’s mother would be guilty, but she didn’t. She pointed to her nose and cursed, “If you want to die, stay away. What are you doing at home?

  ……

  Unknowingly, Xie Yanran had quietly stepped over the guardrail by the lake and stood by the lake.

  Some passing pedestrians take a glance here from time to time.

   "What is the little girl doing? You don't want to throw into the lake, right?"

   "I don't know, let's go and take a look."

  When I walked in, the girl’s face was already full of tears. One of the old women leading the child said, "Little girl, what are you doing there, it’s dangerous."

  As long as the foot is empty, the whole person will fall.

  Xie Yanran slowly turned her head, only to see an old woman looking at herself worriedly.

  She smiled bitterly, look, even a stranger who has nothing to do with her cares about her, why as a mother, her biological mother can’t even do this?

  Xie Yanran shook her head and said with a smile, "I really want to leave this world..."

  The old woman was startled.

  The girl said this with a smile on her face, and her tone was calm as if she was saying, "I had a bowl of rice this morning."

  What has happened to this girl to have this thought of suicide, and her eyes are so calm, as if she was fearless.

  The little girl looks like she is only a teenager. Maybe it is because she is under too much pressure to study, so she has this kind of thought. I don’t know how the family has the heart to let the child become like this. It should be useful if she teaches her well.

  (End of this chapter)