"No, Xiaoya, don't think like this, in fact you are already very good..."

"I’m not good! I’m not good at all! I started dating when I was in school, I just wanted to find a more reliable man, but... Woman, my reputation is terrible. Di Chongyun and I are on the same level. But the saddest thing is that I am a woman. At that time, we had a marriage contract, but we all agreed. We played our own things and had nothing to do with each other. , Even if I get married in the future, I will continue to play like this. At that time, I never thought that one day I would meet you."

She talked about the mistakes she made when she was young, and she couldn't help but cry.

She used to be so confused.

Before meeting him, even before being hurt by Di Chongyun, she was no longer a good person.

But at that time, she still thought that she had never hurt anyone, so she still lived her own way.

Until... She committed an irreparable mistake.

Thinking back to when she was young, Xu Xiaoya's heart was full of regret.

She really has done too many mistakes, too many things.

But now, apart from telling him the truth, she had no other way to redeem her.

She raised her head and looked at him sadly in her eyes.

And Zhong Yunle thought for a moment before saying:

"The past things, let them all pass, Xiaoya, you don't need to think too much now, and you don't need to blame yourself too much, you may just...you are young and energetic, and you have taken some detours."

Now, he couldn't bear to say anything serious to her.

However, in his heart, he also began to hesitate.

Before she confessed, he didn't know what kind of wife he would need day and night in the future.

The more he understood, the more hesitated.

Xu Xiaoya cried and shook her head, and then said: "I can't go back. I really don't know. In my whole life, how should I go in the future, Yunle, can you tell me?"

Zhong Yunle naturally didn't know the answer to such a question.

He can only say: "How to take the road is not asked, but stepped out, as long as you want, I will go down with you."

"But I..." She opened her mouth, but never wanted to say a word.

She didn't want to, and didn't want to tell him all of her past experience.

She was afraid to see the disgust or surprise in his eyes, and she was also afraid that he would shrink back in the future, and she was even more afraid. In his eyes, her image became so ugly.

She did too many mistakes, and now, all of this has been unable to turn back, and she is not willing to face her own mistakes again.

Back then, she used to escape, but now, can she still escape?

This time, her mother had asked her to fulfill the marriage contract.

And what else can she do?

At this time, she only asked one sentence: "Zhong Yunle, if I were not the daughter of the Xu family, and if I had no money in the future, would you like to leave everything and take me far and high?"

He froze.

He still has a great life. Why should he throw away everything he has now with a devastated woman at such a young age and go so far?

and……

He also knew clearly that he didn't love her, and the woman he loved was always Qu Yan.

He can only say: "Sorry, Xiaoya, I can help you solve all your problems, but I can't do it if I leave here."

Even if he just stayed beside Qu Yan and looked at her from a distance, his heart was content.

Even if he can't be with her, he hopes that he can protect her.

Therefore, it is absolutely impossible for him to leave with Xu Xiaoya when he knew that Qu Yan was still alive...