When I first met Cheng Feiyang, Xia Man knew that Cheng Feiyang liked Qu Yan very much, otherwise she would not be able to give them a fight.

Later, I met Ji Zhuoran and never thought that Ji Zhuoran would like her, and they were even married!

And what about yourself?

Ji Zhuoran didn't want her. After all, he was just a girl dream of her before.

I never thought that Cheng Feiyang would reject her so simply, just because she was so late for work for the first time!

Sharman really couldn't think about it the more he thought about it.

However, Qu Yan spread both hands and said, "I'm not good, but I don't live by their love."

"What do you mean?" Shaman didn't understand.

"Miss Xia, when you value yourself too much whether someone likes you or not, you despise yourself. In fact, this is not necessary. You have your goodness and your strengths. Maybe they can't appreciate it, but always Someone can appreciate it, but the premise of all this is that you have to love yourself first." Qu Yan slowed down his tone and said.

Xia Man looked at her sincere and sincere, a blank light flashed in her eyes.

Love yourself?

She pondered this question, and for a moment she forgot to cry.

After a long while, she said aggrieved, "I don’t love myself, I just love him too much. I wanted to be close to him throughout my college years, and I wrote love letters to him, but he always looks so lofty. , I couldn't get close to him... and he quickly skipped a grade to go to graduate school, and later I couldn't get close to him."

Qu Yan patted Xia Man on the shoulder, "I understand, I understand."

Countless times she was thinking of him on the way home from part-time job.

Thinking about why he was angry with himself, whether he is doing well now, whether he also misses himself occasionally, or he simply forgot about himself when he was abroad.

Of course she can understand Shaman's pain, so she will come out to comfort him again and again.

Xia Man talked about his love for Ji Zhuoran when he was young and frivolous, from liking his face to liking his character, his mystery, and his strength...

After talking for a long time, she finally stopped talking.

Finally, she cried enough.

Finally, Sharman said firmly, "I will definitely come on your wedding day, not for sabotage, but just to... bid farewell to a dream of my youth."

"Okay," Qu Yan nodded with a smile, "it's getting late, let's go downstairs together."

"Yeah." Xia Man finally calmed down.

After being comforted by Qu Yan, she truly understood where she was wrong.

The two of them walked downstairs together.

Outside Yipinxian is a huge parking lot.

Although it is late at this time, there are still many guests staying outside the gate of this top restaurant in S City in twos and threes, either for ventilation, waiting for someone, or a friendly farewell.

Qu Yan and Xia Man moved forward in the crowd, and when they reached the door, they also began to say goodbye to each other.

"Thank you very much today. Really, you made me figure out things I never figured out before, thank you." Xia Man said, his voice full of gratitude.

Whether others love her or not, she must love herself. Therefore, she would never do such a stupid thing as she went to a friend's restaurant and cried by herself.

Qu Yan smiled, "You're welcome, Ms. Xia can just want to open it, not to mention this matter... We are not completely concealing your fault. Here, I also want to say sorry to you."

"It's okay, I also want to understand now. I was an irrelevant role to you at that time. It is normal for you not to tell me about hidden marriage, and now that you are getting married, don't you also notify me? "Xia Man said here, although his tone was still choked, but he managed to squeeze a smile.

"Thank you for your understanding." Qu Yan said gratefully.

It is the best thing that she can think about it.

Xia Man raised his hand, "Well, let's not talk about it, my car is there, I will pass...ah!"

In the next second, a blood flower bloomed on her chest.