"Don't cry, don't cry!"

Qu Yan covered her ears in pain.

When Xiao Rui didn't come back, she wanted him back like crazy and wanted to treat him well.

But when he really returned to her, when he cried, her heart was upset.

The reality is not as good as imagined, and the baby is not an angel at all.

Angels only exist in fantasy, but in reality, children will cry, noisy and make noises, and Lazard will have to be served by people when they eat, drink, and sleep.

At this moment, Qu Yan suddenly understood why she was in the hospital that day, why the doctor told her that not taking care of the child would help her recover from postpartum depression.

Fortunately, at this time, Wen Siyu finally came back. Seeing Xiao Rui crying again, she hurriedly stepped forward and said to Qu Yan:

"Madam, please go outside and take a rest. I can take care of the young master. You have no experience now. You can't cope with him crying."

Qu Yan nodded quickly, and left the nursery as if to escape again. This time, she even fled directly into the garden.

There was no more baby crying behind him, and Qu Yan actually had a feeling of aftermath.

But this feeling quickly dissipated, and was replaced by blame for myself.

She became a dereliction of duty again. This time, she even threw the child directly to the confinement wife, completely irresponsible.

Before, she could still say that it was because she had just given birth and her body was still not well.

But now?

Is it because she got postpartum depression?

However, mental illness is not a sufficient excuse to be a deserter.

She covered her face and felt herself in the **** of self-blame in her own green grass and blossoming garden.

What do I do now?

She thought painfully.

"By the way, medicine...I can take medicine." She suddenly thought of a way to save her pain.

So she ran back upstairs again and found the pile of medicine prescribed to her by the doctor.

At this time, she didn't care about any sequelae. When she found a medicine that could help her adjust her mood, she quickly poured out a few pills. After a while, there were a dozen white medicines in front of her.

She brought a glass of water and swallowed it in one gulp.

Taking the medicine made her feel much better.

But I don't know if it was because of taking too much medicine at one time. Now she felt dizzy in her mind and couldn't cheer her up.

Not long after, he fell asleep directly on the table.

I slept very poorly this time, and my dreams were full of weird scenes.

The sky in the dream seems to be the color of oil paint down, a blur, and she walks alone on an empty street, full of shops open, but the shops are unattended, all the goods in this world can be taken care of. Enjoyed by her.

However, she was not happy, instead she ran out crazy, but the road under her feet seemed extremely long.

Finally, she fell to the ground exhausted.

At this time, she felt something slowly approaching her behind her.

She looked back, but saw an old man with a small baby in his arms, slowly walking towards her.

"Small smoke...Small smoke..." the old man said, his voice was exactly the same as that of grandma.

And what she held in her arms turned out to be Zhen'er.

Qu Yan stepped forward, and just wanted to see Grandma and Zhen'er, only to find that their faces were all red!

"Small, let's go with us." Grandma said.

And Zhener laughed unexpectedly.

How nice, she is not a crying child.

Qu Yan looked at them, he was extremely scared in his heart, but he was crying, forbearing the fear in his heart, and approaching them a little bit.

"Grandma, Zhen'er..." she said, walking towards them step by step.

Finally, grandma's hand rested on her shoulder, and she also grabbed Zhen'er's little hand.

But terrible things happened at this moment.

Qu Yan found that his originally snow-white hands turned blood red at this moment!

"Ah!" she screamed and woke up from the nightmare.

When I woke up, it was already pitch black outside the window. There was no light in the room. At this moment, it seemed like another nightmare scene.

Sure enough, the next second this thought appeared in Qu Yan's heart, she heard the baby's voice again that was enough to torture people to madness.

"Wow...wow..."

Qu Yan quickly got up, she guessed that this time it might really be Xiao Rui crying.

Sure enough, she went downstairs and went to the nursery, but she really saw Xiao Rui who was crying, and Wen Siyu who was coaxing him.

"What's wrong again?" Qu Yan asked.

She had taken medicine, and her tolerance for crying seemed to have improved a little.

This gave her some comfort.