"Xiao Yan, what are you thinking?" Yao Zimo suddenly asked.

Qu Yan came back to his senses for a while, and realized that he had been in front of Yao Zimo for a while.

She shook her head and said, "It's okay, I was just thinking, if...there was no reason for this Yao's house at that time, would you be with Miss Ren now?"

Yao Zimo was puzzled, "Why do you think so?"

But as soon as the voice fell, he couldn't help thinking about this issue himself.

At the beginning, he was indeed with Xia Man, because the problem of the ancestral house has further developed.

So, before Qu Yan could answer, he already said to himself,

"Perhaps, who can say clearly about emotional matters? But if you come here, you will be safe, and Manman is not bad, Xiaoyan, you don't have to worry about me." Yao Zimo comforted her in turn.

Listening to his words, Qu Yan was upset for a while.

How can she confess this?

If she tells Yao Zimo that the whole thing was manipulated by Ji Zhuoran, maybe they have entered a complicated trap since Ren Meng's accident, and the purpose of that trap is to get him and Xiaman together.

How can she tell Yao Zimo frankly that maybe his entire life in the future has been calculated by Ji Zhuoran?

She didn't want to let things go on like this, but if she told the truth, who would be good?

Now, the truth in her mouth may be the most hurtful blade.

Xia Man, Yao Zimo, Ren Meng, Ji Zhuoran, Xia Zhiyuan... even herself.

Once the truth is told, everyone will be hurt.

Ling Sheng only threw her the second truth, and she felt a deep pain.

"No, no, I don't know how to tell you, I just think..." Qu Yan said, she actually cried.

Yao Zimo looked at her heartbroken and couldn't understand, "Xiaoyan, what's the matter with you? What are you trying to say? There are only two of us here, so you can speak with confidence."

But……

She can't say it!

She choked twice, swallowed the pain in her throat, but said,

"I'm just worried, you might regret it after marriage..."

After all, she didn't have the courage to tell everything frankly.

She used to have no scruples, dared to report Qu Shouquan, dared to destroy Ji Zhuoran and Qu Ning's engagement banquet, dared to hold a knife than to force Ji Zhuoran to leave her on her neck.

But now she already has a child, and she still has a love for Ji Zhuoran...

She has a weakness, so at this moment, she can't even be sincere.

Yao Zimo smiled, "What about regret?"

"What?" Qu Yan looked at his cousin in astonishment.

Yao Zimo patted her shoulder comfortingly.

"None of us is sure about the future. I have seen so many life and death in the hospital. I know that many people may lose their lives tomorrow, a family will be broken up in an instant, or the patient will become ill and the family cannot afford it. Money, the husband gave up his wife’s treatment, and the wife gave her husband off the medicine...Life is impermanent, and we can only control it now."

Qu Yan was stunned, trying to say something, but looking at Yao Zimo's gentle expression, suddenly he couldn't say anything.

"Now Manman is pretty good, you don't have to worry about myself, or say, Xiaoyan, what do you have for yourself? Is it Ji Zhuoran?" Yao Zimo couldn't help asking more.

Qu Yan shook his head subconsciously when he heard the problem, "No, it's not him."

After doing this, she felt sad.

Obviously he had the problem, but when Yao Zimo asked, she even helped him conceal it.

"Then what's wrong with you?" Yao Zimo handed her a tissue while asking.

Qu Yan wiped the tears from his face with a tissue, sighed, and said:

"It's okay, it's just... I heard some news from Miss Ren, she's...well now." Qu Yan said stiffly.

Hearing this, Yao Zimo was silent for a while before he smiled and said:

"That's really good."

"Yeah." Qu Yan lost the courage to continue speaking again.

At this time, almost everything she said was wrong.

After speaking for a while, Qu Yan bid farewell to Yao Zimo and drove back to Xichi Garden alone.

Xiao Rui was still at home. She was supposed to be back home, but when she thought of the suffocating baby crying, when she came to the intersection, she subconsciously turned to the right and did not go back.

Anyway, there is still Wen Siyu at home, she will take care of Xiao Rui.

And now... Qu Yan actually felt that she could not protect herself.

She drove the car all the way up the mountain, and when she reached the top of the mountain, she took out her mobile phone and called Zhong Yunle.

The call was quickly connected, and Zhong Yunle's pleasantly surprised voice came from the other end of the phone, "Ms. Qu?"

Qu Yan was startled, why did he use such a tone?

"It's me, what's the matter?" she asked.