Chapter 580 If you love deeply, if you don't love, you will rest (three more)

   Just because—

   There is a tender embrace of his wife in front of him for snuggling.

  When one person's goodness becomes another person's habit, everything becomes a matter of course, and gradually it is not cherished.

   It wasn't until I lost it that I suddenly realized that I had lost half my life!

   "A Ling, I know I was wrong..."

  She looked at him tenderly, so focused, but no longer in love, full of compassion.

   "At the beginning, I was ignorant, so I changed it...Can you give me another chance?"

   "We can't go back." She shook her head and helped him up.

Xu Jinsheng stood firm, raised his hand suddenly, took her into his arms, and clasped her tightly: "Why? I will learn to be a qualified husband, and we will have babies in the future, and watch him grow up, marry a wife and have children ..."

   "There is no future." Compared with his vision and expectation, He Ling has always been sober and wise.

   "Why?" He asked the reason stubbornly, "As long as you promise..."

"I do not love you anymore."

  Xu Jinsheng was taken aback: "...you, what did you say?"

"A Sheng," He Ling withdrew from his embrace, her eyes were calm, but there was no trace of disturbance, "Our husband and wife relationship has become a thing of the past three years ago, and our relationship has also been broken in the long years with the shattering of our marriage. Gradually dying. Time is passing, no one will stay in the same place forever. Fortunately, I came out and found that there is a wider and higher sky beyond marriage and family to fly freely."

  The woman raised her red lips and smiled, "I used to love you so much, and wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, but now, I love myself more."

  The man's lips trembled, and there was unacceptable collapse and despair in his eyes.

"You do not love me?"

The four words    seemed to exhaust all his strength.

  He Ling's eyes were clear, "I loved you."

   It's just that I don't love it now, or rather, I don't love it that much.

   Between love and dignity, she has learned to abandon the former and choose the latter.

   She is proud.

   If you make a mistake, it will be remembered for a lifetime, and it will be irreversible for a lifetime.

  Xu Jinsheng burst into tears: "Why...we became like this?"

  He Ling's eyes were also red.

  When I like you, you don't like me;

  When I love you, you love me;

  When I left you, you fell in love with me;

   Am I walking too fast, or are you walking too slowly?

  …

  The couple who had been divorced for three years reunited at a reception, but they could only look at each other with tears in their eyes, choking silently.

   Later, He Ling also cried.

   Tears flowed silently, melting all resentment and hatred, greed and love into tears, and excreted them.

   Once you cry, you won't miss it anymore.

  Xu Jinsheng carried He Ling who had fallen asleep to the bed, and pulled the quilt to cover her up.

  In the silence, he stared at the woman's peaceful sleeping face.

  On her fair and clean face, her closed eyes were slightly red and swollen, which also locked the full aura within, isolating that faint layer of coldness and alienation.

  The people he loves have always been so resolute and straightforward-the love is deep, and the love is not.

   It turns out that she can live well without him.

   No, it should be better.

  In the past, she could only be the woman behind Xu Jinsheng, but now, she is the president of Valin Electronics, a strong woman in the mall.

  He Ling, from the beginning when the two met, she was no worse than him.

  If it wasn't for accommodating him and assisting him, He Ling's achievements today are far more than that.

  Xu Jinsheng thought more than once, if he hadn’t been such a **** back then, if he hadn’t been easily provoked by that woman Liu Yan’s words, wouldn’t it be…

  He turned his head to look at the night scene outside the window, and a bitter taste suddenly appeared in his mouth.

  Because, there is no if.

  He walked to the window, took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, smoked one and put it in his mouth, but he didn't light it for a long time.

  The lighter flipped over at the fingertips one after another.

  Xu Jinsheng didn't smoke before because He Ling didn't allow it.

  After the divorce, no one cares about him, but he doesn't smoke much either.

  Just at this moment, the backlog of irritability in his heart made him feel a little out of control, and he desperately needed nicotine to calm himself down.

   Pata—

  Just as he was about to light it, he caught a glimpse of the sleeping woman on the bed from the corner of his eye. He paused, and with a soft sigh, he threw the cigarette into the ashtray on the coffee table.

   She doesn't like it.

   Then stop smoking.

  The cool moonlight passed through the floor-to-ceiling windows and gently sprinkled on the man's broad shoulders, forming a lonely black shadow on the ground, motionless like a wood carving.

   At this time, on the big bed behind him, the woman's eyelashes trembled slightly, and a tear slipped silently down the corner of her eye into her temple.

  In three years, they have been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

  The couple who once loved each other had a strong affection, and the memory has long faded away under the relentless erosion of time.

  He is no longer that young man who struggles with bare hands and needs comfort and comfort; and she is no longer that little wife who is devoted to him and full of love.

  Xu Jinsheng thought he had matured.

  But He Ling grew up faster than him and was more amazing.

  If it is said that he is a towering tree now, then He Ling grew up in the same vast wilderness as him.

  There is no need to cuddle, and there is no need to cling to them. They are independent individuals, rooted deep in the soil under their feet, and thrive.

  He can't afford her anymore.

  However, Xu Jinsheng didn't want to give up...

  (end of this chapter)