This is a reward a few days ago, and I have forgotten to thank, but I did not expect to wait until I asked for leave...

　　 I spent an afternoon in Tianjin General Hospital today, and the cause of my heart discomfort was finally diagnosed.

　　 Cardiac neurosis.

　　This disease, the doctor told me, it is common in menopausal women...

　　 After hearing this description, I almost...

　　 Cardiac neurosis is not strictly speaking a disease. Like me, the electrocardiogram, Doppler ultrasound, blood test, 24-hour dynamic electrocardiogram, coronary CT... are all normal.

　　 After excluding this series of organic and pathological lesions, the disease is confirmed.

　　 This disease is actually a kind of heart discomfort caused by anxiety and depression, and it is caused by psychological reasons.

　　 If you want to get better, you must not be anxious.

　　 I know why I got this disease.

　　 On January 3, 2021, I wrote about the plot of Bai Song's fierce battle at sea. At that time, I owed more, so I added three chapters. That day, there were five chapters and ten thousand words.

　　 I woke up early on January 4th, I felt a little unable to get up, and my heart began to feel uncomfortable.

　　 On January 6th, I took leave to go to the hospital to see a doctor, and told me that there was a small amount of mitral regurgitation, and nothing else was abnormal.

　　 This book is really stressful for me.

　　 I am still preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. I study every day and I am busy at work. I have to write 4000 words every day, which is very stressful, and I still owe a lot of chapters.

　　 I don’t know how other authors regulate emotions, but my kind of article, this kind of article, which requires a lot of brainpower, information research, and more rigorous logic... is really exhausting.

　　 I also like to read novels. When I see the very good plots in the novels, I will be astounded by the facts. I feel that the authors are really god-like characters.

　　 But I really do it myself, I, this, the cute new book of the first book...I have written 2.54 million words so far, I can only say that I am a very ordinary and ordinary person, and I don't have such a good talent.

　　Because my personal ability is not good, and the update is not strong, the subscription of this book has not been optimistic, and I have hardly asked for subscription. Every time I see my work, it is basically after 12 o'clock in the evening, and then I look at the comment area, correct the typo, think about the plot for an hour or two, and go to bed.

　　 I don’t ask for subscriptions here either. It’s not “happiness”, but “human sorrows and joys are not interlinked”. The chapter I asked for leave is not eligible for votes and subscriptions, that’s all. If there are changes in the future, please subscribe if you want to be brazen.

　　 The current film and television publishing rights of this book and the paper book have been discussed. It stands to reason that I can end, but I have to finish the story.

　　 I hope this book is not unfinished.

　　 For this goal, I am currently in anxiety.

　　 It is estimated that this disease is out of action for the time being, and I hope it will be better after the book is finished in September.

　　The pressure is indeed great, and I am extremely anxious, but I am not asking for pity. In life, the unsatisfactory things are often the same, but they are the same as those who speak. As a newcomer author, I have received a lot, and there are so many people who support it. It is shameless to sell poorly.

　　 I can only say that I am very very sorry, I have a day off today, and after the book, I will take a few days off.

　　 Until the end of the book, I will guarantee that it is not hydrological, guarantee the quality, and if it is updated, I will do my best not to rush me, thank you very much.

　　Also, don’t worry too much, this disease is not easy to die suddenly, and I carry first aid all year round~

　　 Thanks again to the new leader for each other from now on.