Qianwumei Also Wants To Be a Cartoonist
Chapter 241: Don't grow up
If it were pure thunder, perhaps there would be no way to make An Yi react so much, but she was in a state of random thinking just now. The superposition of the two undoubtedly caused her multiple damage...
Originally, An Yi's personality was very weak and sensitive. When she was a child, she was a crying ghost. She was like a fragile porcelain doll, too easily injured.
Anri saw his sister being scared like this. He thought it was because of the thunder. He hurried to his sister's side, picked up the chopsticks that fell on the floor, and joked in a relaxed tone: "It's all so big, afraid Thunder? When you grow up, you should be more courageous and become independent and strong, Xiao Yi."
Anri took away one of her sister's hands covering her ear, and said in her ear.
But his light-hearted ridicule, when heard by Anyi, the subtext is: Sister, you have grown up, brother can no longer take care of you like a child like that, brother, now there is a girl who is beloved, so You have to take care of your girlfriend, and she will become your brother's wife in the future. Then, you, an annoying sister who gets in the way, hurry up and let your brother get away and live independently.
An Li never expected that his sister would understand his ridicule to such an extent, he did not know, he had a little panic before, so that he was very concerned about him, attached to him, and could not breathe without him. The sister who can't live, is stimulated to such an extent!
And An Yi herself didn't know that she also possessed the attribute of "sick jiao" that would turn black.
"I don't want to grow up!" An Yi cried out excitedly. Suppressed the emotion that was about to explode, and then rushed into his room as if to escape from something. Then the door was locked, and in the dark room, he walked to the bed and looked at the ceiling, his eyes were still empty and there was no focus.
Only then did Anri feel that the development of the situation had exceeded his expectations. He couldn't help but recalled how his sister had no appetite when he was eating. He didn't take it to heart at the time, because he knew that his sister had a small appetite. Sometimes even eating some fruits will solve a meal...
But now, he has noticed something wrong. In addition to having no appetite just now, his sister seems to be very melancholy in spirit. It reminded him of his sister a few years ago. But before that, my sister had always been fine, and always smiled brightly at home, playing games recklessly made him feel at ease.
Wouldn't it be my sister who tried that kind of deep spiritual investment in order to further improve her painting level?
Anli knows that my sister does have a very powerful "nirvana" in painting. In my sister's words, it can mimic the mood of other painters. Painting with those people's moods can be in this process. Absorb their skills, even spirituality...
However, her own spirit will be greatly damaged, her mental pressure will increase, and she will have serious sequelae. This is the price she must pay.
After the "Sky Cup", An Li strictly forbade his sister to do that anymore, and the sister also agreed with a smile, but judging from the state of the previous sister, he felt that her sister was violating the law!
This made Anri very angry. The person who cares the most for her sister who doesn't cherish her physical and mental health like that, is he!
But soon, Anritsu felt something was wrong again, because just now my sister said "I don't want to grow up". What does this mean? It’s not like the depression caused by painting those artistic paintings...
An Li has always boasted that he understands his sister’s psychological state very well, and can even praise Haikou that he can understand everything about his sister, but this time, he is really at a loss, and he also deeply understands a saying-a woman’s heart. , Seabed needle.
An Li hurriedly came to his sister’s room and wanted to open the door, but found that it was locked. He really understood the seriousness of the situation now, because his sister would not lock the door no matter what, even if it was awkward with him. , If you lose your temper at him, you will wait for him to open the door to coax her, instead of completely closing yourself up like it is now, as if you are escaping from the whole world.
At this moment, there were a few rumbling thunders outside. In the dark room, An Yi, lying on the bed, quickly covered her ears with her hands, closed her eyes tightly, and curled up all over her body. There, shivering...
Even without my brother, I still have painting!
This thought suddenly appeared in Anyi's mind. For a moment, she found a straw that was like a drowning person. She sat up all of a sudden, and then came to her writing desk, before there was no light. Under the circumstances, she grabbed a paintbrush, and she painted in the dark, which was obviously another abstract painting that no one could understand.
She just poured the picture that appeared in her mind completely on the tip of the pen, but because she was in the darkness, she couldn't see anything. The pen she was holding was also the most common pencil. If you turn on the light now, you must It can be seen that ~lightnovelpub.net~ all kinds of messy lines have been outlined on her paper, but the arrangement and distribution of the lines are full of a unique charm, and most people don't even want to understand it.
Through such an abstract painting, we can see how messy the painter’s mood is at this time. Those lines are more like timelines. Every time An Yi draws one, she will think of the relationship between her brother and sister when she was a child. A sweet and warm thing, and then her heart was hurt again.
She herself seemed to be completely entangled by these timelines, no matter what, she couldn't break free!
Really, really, really don't grow up!
After she grows up, she can no longer sleep in her brother’s arms, she can’t be intimacy with her elder brother unscrupulously, and she can only keep her distance in public, because she’s just a younger sister, and when her brother grows up, she has to go. I have found another girl to set up a new family. A sister like her is obviously unnecessary!
The more An Yi thought about it, the more unwilling she felt. The more she painted, the more she felt unwilling to feel wronged. She finally put down her paintbrush, another flash of lightning flashed outside, followed by thunderous thunder, she hurriedly hid under the writing desk and curled up there. In the small space, she covered her ears with her hands, trembling all over, her tears slid down like pearls, and she cried silently. She became a "crybaby" in her childhood.
The Anri outside was so anxious that he finally thought that there was a spare key for his sister’s room at home. He quickly took the key and opened the door without hesitation, and found that even the light inside was not turned on. He turned on the light and saw Jean. The scene where he almost lost his mind--
The younger sister curled up in the small space under the writing desk, with an extreme panic on her face, trembling all over, tears streaming down her whole body. (To be continued.)
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