"Ten years ago, a very small thing happened."

Meng Jianzhi raised his eyes and glanced at Shi Li. He seemed to be observing her reflection. Seeing her expression was flat, he lowered his eyes and continued to speak.

"Then, I started to sleep all night and all night. Satsuki, a person who has been suffering from insomnia for a long time, can easily be in a very anxious and depressed state. Then, it is probably...a period of time that is not good."

Meng Jianzhi used understatement to describe the extremely gloomy time of the previous ten years. He didn't want to describe himself too miserably, but it was indeed not good.

But subconsciously, he didn't want to say more, he changed his voice, "So, a person who has always been very withdrawn, who has no pursuit in life, wants to be able to eat normally, sleep and rest normally, that's it."

"I can't find what I'm interested in, and I can't find what I want to do. I decided to quit e-sports. It's also because e-sports makes me no more fun, and there is no fun at all."

"Until I met you one day, I couldn't say it myself. You can do it easily. Things that are difficult for me to do my best, relax me, make me want, and fall asleep."

"At the beginning, I only paid attention to you because you could relax me. Watching your live broadcast and listening to your meal made me feel very happy. Then gradually, many things gradually lost control. I don’t know what’s going on, but that’s it. It’s hard to control, and I found myself...began to pay attention to everything I planned."

"It's everything!"

"Some unrealistic thoughts will start to appear in my mind, I will want to be better with you, no... is to be able to be closer to you, that kind of greedy thoughts."

"It may be that I am really drunk, and now my mind is shattered, and I start to talk nonsense."

Meng Jianzhi rubbed his temples and gave a wry smile to himself, then when he raised his eyes to look at Shi Li, his eyes were extremely serious.

"But I like you very much."

"Han Xiaoyue, I can't say why, but I like it very much. I can speak with confidence. In the whole world, it is impossible to find anyone who can like you more than I do."

Meng Jianzhi really doesn't know why she likes Han Xiaoyue. There may be many reasons. Maybe it is because she is cute, maybe because it looks good, or maybe it is because of those messy reasons.

But when he realized this problem, he already liked it so much that he was going crazy, and he liked it so much that he wanted to sink into her arms immediately, and wanted to imprison her in the palm of his hand and hold her tightly forever, just like that. like.

The feeling of holding it in the palm of your hand for fear of falling, and holding it in your mouth for fear of dissolving, maybe because you care too much, you are always worried that you will use too much force.

"I'm really drunk... But I also want to say, Han Xiaoyue, I like you very much, I want... I want you to give me a chance."

Meng Jianzhi's throat rolled, thinking about it so much, and finally he carefully held out his heart, a little nervous inexplicably, oh, it should be said that he was very nervous, carefully raising his eyes and looking at Shi Li.

Speak softly, word by word.

"Give me a chance... OK?"

Shi Li looked at his leaning face, his eyes were full of hope with bright stars.