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In the Ming Dynasty, the name is like a fire, and it is imprinted on the heart of Xi's choice.

No language can describe the shock. In a world that you are completely strange, in a world that you have already identified as a dream, suddenly there is the most important and familiar person in your life. This feeling is really difficult. description.

At that time, Xi Zhi thought that he would love his own mushrooms even in his dreams, so he would think of him.

However, in the numerous news reports, he once again saw the boy.

The first time I met, I didn’t know when it was. The time flow of the world has been very strange. He didn’t know how to find this boy, so when he suddenly saw each other in the crowd, It will be so amazing.

The simile of this time seems to be only 16 or 7 years old.

It's the same age as when they first met, but they have a different feeling when they meet them.

It is a feeling of enthusiasm and enthusiasm like a sun. This young man is very prosperous, and he does not know how to converge. Whether he is shooting a hard photo or a catwalk, he will unveil his own whole body.

This is a good thing for a model, but it would be better if it were more mature.

Since the first meeting, Xi Xuan has followed this boy.

He faintly realized that there seems to be something wrong with the world, but he does not know what the reason is.

In the dream, he followed the Ming Yu through many corners of the world. He watched this teenager participate in a variety of t-shows and became a famous supermodel in China. He also watched this boy struggle in the strong fashion circles of Europe and America, but because of the different aesthetics and circles in the West. The self-protection of the land is no longer possible.

He watched as the boy gradually converges to the glare of the sun, and he watched the boy become more mature. He has seen the excitement of the first time when he endorsed a world big name, and he also saw his grievances of ridicule because of his nationality being ridiculed by some racist Western models.

This person is like a seven-eighth person with his most beloved one, but not as dazzling as his lover. It’s like a jade jade that is being polished, but a jade that is already shining with radiance. Xi can choose to believe that one day, one day, this juvenile will be as good as his lover, so that everyone can look up.

As Xi Zhuan expected, he saw that the boy ushered in a turning point in his life when he was 20 years old. His career has turned around and his life has undergone earth-shaking changes. He has slowly appeared on the stage of the world's major shows, and has endured a world-class luxury brand within six months!

Xixuan knows that this is a very valuable achievement for an oriental model.

However, Xi Xuan also knows that if this is the boy on his apex, then he will certainly not be satisfied and stop here.

As in the case of guessing, in the face of such excellent results, Ming Yu is not really satisfied. He is like a thirsty sponge, madly absorbing the water inside after touching the sea.

He is getting better and better, he is getting better and better, and when the boy grows into the appearance of his memory, the choice is somewhat silent.

Xi is a smart person, he is careful, he also observes.

Although some should not, but driven by strong curiosity, he has secretly seen the body of this boy. At first glance, I know that this is not his simile. His simile has a black beak on his right shoulder. His simile is not such a body.

But he also knows that this young cook is really terrible; he also knows that this young boy writes in addition to the word "metaphor", other people write really can not bear to look straight. The familiar dog crawler was deeply imprinted in Xi's heart, letting him start to believe a little bit of other truths.

Is this world really just a dream?

If it is just a dream, will he dream so real? Will he dream so specific?

At the age of 22, Ming Yu became the world's number one supermodel. Others only saw the glamorous and bright before others, but Xizhi saw the sweat and hard work that the teenager had hidden behind everyone.

Talented people may indeed go one step faster than others, but this does not mean that talented people do not need to work hard. The most terrible thing in the world is that people who are more talented than you, but who are harder than you, are one of them.

In this apparently strong Western world, a Chinese has become the world's number one supermodel.

How hard is this, you can imagine.

The implication of paying is absolutely unimaginable to ordinary people. At the same time, many supermodels have not struggled. This jade has gradually taken shape, and it is time to show a unique light under the eyes of the whole world.

However, at this time, the Ming Yu fell.

At the age of 23, spinal cerebellar degeneration was diagnosed.

This is a disaster. In the half year, everyone who knows the emperor will start to grieve God’s injustice. He has just become one of the most dazzling people in the world. He has just started his own good years. Why did he let him meet such a thing and make him one of the many innocent people?

The disease of the simile came suddenly, and the outbreak was quite serious.

Within six months, the legs lost their function. When they were 10 months old, they could only stay in bed. There was a gradual inability to hear the sound in his ears, and a ghosting occurred in front of him. After a year and a half, he was completely blind.

This supermodel, which once showed itself to the world under the flashlight, has completely left the world.

He often has tinnitus and blind eyes. Other than his fingers and mouth, he can't move any more. He was only 24 years old, his nightmare came so fast, and it was so severe.

Fans all over the world cry for him.

Ming Yu is not short of money. Whether it is his savings accumulated over the years, or the money raised by fans and friends for him, he is enough to invite the best doctors in the world to get the best treatment in the world.

But no amount of money and love can withstand this terrible disease. At this moment, even the world's first supermodel, is just an ordinary ordinary person, he is lying in bed in silence all the time, his eyes are dark, his ears are thundering tinnitus.

He can hear the voices of friends occasionally, but more often it is tinnitus.

Tinnitus is annoying, but when the tinnitus disappeared one day, the 20-month-old boy finally collapsed and cried.

His world has completely fallen into a boundless silence.

Here, the infinite darkness is like a cage, bound him. There is no light, no sound, the body can't move, there is only one mouth that can make a sound, but I don't know what to say, but who to say.

When he spoke, was someone here?

What did he say when he spoke?

After losing your hearing completely, losing your words is only a matter of time.

Young people who are only 24 years old have never had the ability to communicate with others. He is like a living dead, with an angelic face. The pale and beautiful face seems to have been ravaged by God. He can only lie in a sick bed with grief, and bitterly every minute of every passing.

Xi chose to look at it and never participated in it.

He looked at the metaphor after he was completely deaf, crying as if he could collapse in the next second; he also saw that the simile was struggling to speak, but the language that was spoken was gradually unknown.

Xibian did not cry, he just kept watching and kept watching.

He watched the young man begin a long silence after desperation, and then went on a hunger strike. He also watched the young man pick up optimism and continue to earnestly live after three days of hunger strike.

Living, for today's simile, is a torture.

What he needs more is death. What he needs more is a relief. But he has overcome the weakness and escape of the soul and has truly begun his dark and indulgent life.

No one in his world can understand, because he can't move except breathing. His throat was out of control and could not speak; his ears were out of control and could not be heard; his eyes were inoperable and could not be seen.

However, he is still alive, living in a boundless darkness, smiling.

When it is strong enough, it has become the ode to life.

"The world kisses me with pain, but I report it to the song."

After this boy began a huge transformation, Xi Xuan really shed tears.

When I chose this life, I rarely shed tears. Since I was young, I have not shed a tear.

Ming Yu just got sick, smiled in front of people in the daytime, and he cried in tears when he was crying privately at night; when the metaphor gradually lost his physical function and slowly became a living dead, he did not cry; the simile was completely ending the ability to communicate with the outside world. When he crashed into the cries, he didn't cry.

But now, when the young man decided to live alone in the dark and quietly, he finally shed tears.

He is crying with his lover.

Correct! This is his lover!

At the end of everything, Xi Zhi finally decided that this is his lover.

Even if it is not the same body, even if it is quite different appearance, but the tenacious and tenacious optimism, the delicate and beautiful arc when smiling, these are all his lover!

Why is this world treating you like this, and you still have to live so seriously?

What did you pay for, and what did the world give you back?

Why do you still have to live so seriously? Death is the only relief!

How can you be so beautiful, how can you be so tenacious?

- Not just the appearance, not just the temperament, but also your most beautiful soul.

Together, these are the similes that he loves the most and loves to die.

The tears of Xi’s choice cannot be seen in the Ming Dynasty; the embrace of Xi’s choice cannot be felt by the Ming Yu. He can only feel the breeze blowing from the window in the faint touch, and feel the breath of spring.

At the same time as the ideology is optimistic, the whole person has collapsed.

He could not tolerate such a cruel torture of his lover, and even his lover could smile in the darkness of such death. Why are you so cheerful? Why do you want him to be so sad?

The 25-year-old simile, on a bright and warm spring morning, came to an abrupt end.

In these days, Xi Xuan has long been huddled around the bed of this young man, and dare not look at his lover again. He didn't have to eat or drink water. He had never changed in the past years, but when the metaphor lost the world, he began to collapse.

The sudden departure of the simile, Xi Xing did not notice, until his ECG monitor suddenly sounded like an alarm, Xi Xing was the whole person suddenly looked up, looked at the line on the screen, looked at it dullly for a long time.

Doctors and nurses have entered the ward, and friends who have come to the Ming Dynasty have also come here.

Everyone is ready to welcome this day, but when this day comes, they are still crying desperately.

The simile is an orphan without a father or a mother. When he was sick, he signed a treaty and donated his body organs. This disease is the shrinking of the cerebellum. He gradually loses control of every part of the body, and finally loses control of the heart and breathing, and thus dies.

But at the same time as this process, his thinking has never stopped and stayed. So he will watch his body gradually weaken, he will watch his own step by step collapse, this is the most cruel place of this disease.

When the white cloth was covered with a plain face, Xi can't help but kiss the lips low.

When I touched the real thing, I chose to squat, but this shallow kiss was only a moment, so that he could no longer continue to touch each other.

There is still a trace of temperature on the lips, as if his youth had never left.

He chose to cry again, and he cried so hard that he couldn't make himself. He guarded the young man's body, stayed in the hospital for a night, and finally watched his friends send him into the fire, his body burning in the fire.

Even after two years of separation, when the Ming Yu really passed away, fans all over the world still cried for him, and media magazines all over the world mourned for him. His funeral was very simple, and only a few friends stood in front of his tombstone and bowed heavily.

On the tombstone, left a picture of the simile or a boy.

"Life is like the glory of summer flowers, and death is like the beauty of autumn leaves."

The 25-year life is as short as a glimpse. Xi chooses to rely on the tombstone of his lover and keeps silent for one year.

A year later, this nightmare collapsed and everything returned to a beautiful world.