As soon as Luo Baixuan spoke, Luo Yu spoke up, and after speaking, he waved his hand, but no matter how he looked at it, he looked particularly desolate.

Luo Boxuan did not leave, looking worried, he was afraid that Luo Jingshu's words just now had an impact on his father.

Luo Yu raised his head, his eyes were wet, but only wet, and finally, his voice was low and sad.

"Don't worry, father still has a lot of things to do, so he won't lose his mind! Go ahead, don't let her go far!"

"Okay, father, I'll come back to you later!"

After that, Luo Boxuan ran out.

Fortunately, the elevator in this hotel was busy, and Luo Boxuan found Luo Jingshu, who had lost his soul, at the elevator entrance.

"Little sister!"

Luo Jingshu stood beside the elevator in a daze, her expression painful, her eyes blank, she heard a familiar voice, did not turn around, but said almost pleadingly.

"Don't follow me!"

"I'm not here to take you back, we'll stay here tonight, I'll take you back to your room, okay?"

Luo Jingshu hesitated, she thought about it, it was very late now, and there was no bus to the army in Yunshi. If you called a taxi, you could open a room in the hotel directly.

Forget it, since Luo Boxuan was here, Luo Jingshu also knew that she would not be able to leave tonight, and finally nodded, just as the elevator opened, the two walked in.

Luo Boxuan opened three connected rooms in this hotel. Luo Boxuan brought Luo Jingshu to the room and ordered the room to deliver the meal. Although he was a little angry with what Luo Jingshu said just now, he could act as a As a brother, he still can't bear his sister to be hungry.

"Little sister, after so many years, why can't we all let go!"

The room was extraordinarily quiet. After Luo Jingshu went in, she sat on the sofa motionless, looking out the window, the neon lights flashed, the traffic lights were flowing, it was so lively, but Luo Jingshu could not feel the slightest noise.

Hearing Luo Baixuan's words, Luo Jingshu was neither noisy nor noisy, as long as there was no Luo Yu, she could keep calm.

"I can't let go!"

How can she let it go, now she is not really Luo Jingshu, but she has the memory of two people, the two most ruthless betrayals, how can she let go heartlessly.

"Little sister, what happened that year, how did Mommy die!"

This question has always plagued Luo Boxuan. He only knew that their mother was killed in that accident, but he didn't even see her mother's last face. Even now, they only pay homage to their mother's tomb every year.

Luo Boxuan has asked many times over the years. Although he knew that he could not get the answer, he never gave up. That real story seemed to be bound by countless chains, and it was also listed as the top secret by the military. The entire Xia Kingdom was dissatisfied with five people, but as a son, he was not one of them.

"Don't ask, since I haven't told you for the past eight years, and I won't tell you now, it's just more pain if one more person knows about it!"

Luo Jingshu didn't look back, so she rejected Luo Boxuan.

Luo Boxuan let out a deep breath, a big stone was pressing in his heart, which made him feel so stuffy and bitter. He walked over and held Luo Jingshu's shoulder distressedly, making her lean against his chest.

"Little sister, I am also my mother's son, I should have the right to know!"

"Brother, don't ask, okay? I don't want to reminisce about the past. It's too painful. Do you want to stab my broken heart?"

Luo Boxuan was silent, yes, asking Luo Jingshu to tell that incident would undoubtedly make her recall it once.

Thinking of the shivering Luo Jingshu lying in the hospital eight years ago, the slightest movement would make her whole body curl up, Luo Boxuan put away her urgent heart.

The younger sister finally survived the pain, and he couldn't let her fall into that memory anymore, it was too cruel.

"Ding dong, food delivery service!"

The ringing of the doorbell broke the awkward atmosphere in the room, Luo Boxuan let go of Luo Jingshu and walked to the door.

He didn't let the waiter come in, and pushed the dining cart to Luo Jingshu himself. It was Luo Jingshu's favorite pasta dish. It was very simple, but Luo Jingshu couldn't get tired of it.

"Let's have something to eat! Everyone is tired today. After eating, you can rest first. If you have something to do, you can talk about it tomorrow, okay? My room is opposite, so call me if you have anything."

Luo Jingshu looked at the steaming noodles in front of her, and frowned unobservedly. It was Luo Jingshu's favorite thing, but not hers. Ye Xiao preferred meat, and all kinds of meat were fine!

But thinking about his current status, he didn't say anything, and nodded quietly as a response to Luo Boxuan.

Seeing that Luo Jingshu was not saying anything, Luo Boxuan left the room and walked out to see Luo Yu standing outside the door with a worried expression.

Luo Boxuan quickly closed the door. At this moment, it's better that father and younger sister don't meet.

Luo Boxuan opened the door of the opposite room, and the father and son walked in.

"How is Jingshu? Are you still sad?"

"It's much more stable, Dad, let's rest tonight! We'll talk to her about that tomorrow!"

Luo Yu nodded. He also knew that it was not suitable to talk about anything today. He sat there quietly, in a daze, old, lonely, and desolate, making a soldier who should have been majestic completely lost his arrogance.

Luo Boxuan stood at the window, touched his pocket, took out a cigarette and started smoking.

He rarely smokes, especially at home. In the past, their mother did not allow men in the house to smoke, so he and Luo Yu also habitually quit smoking, but later, without the person who controlled them, Luo Boxuan had another Addicted to smoking.

Luo Yu smelled the smoke and said to Luo Boxuan.

"Give me one!"

Luo Boxuan took out the cigarette, handed it to Luo Yu, lit the fire, the tobacco shone with fire, and the room was filled with smoke, even more sad.

"Dad, do you know where Mom is?"

"I, I searched for a whole year, but I didn't get anything. Your sister hates me so much that no matter how much I ask, she won't tell me!"

When it comes to his wife, Luo Yu's eyes are red again, his head is lowered, his nose is a little sour, but he can't be so vulnerable in front of his son, and his thoughts about his wife can only be hidden in his heart.

Luo Boxuan took another puff of cigarette and spoke again, knowing that there would be no result, but he didn't give up.

"Why didn't you tell me what happened back then? I've been like a fool all these years, I only know that my mother is gone, my sister has changed, you live with all your regrets, and I will never know what happened back then. ?"

"Everyone told me that you gave up your mother and younger sister just to rescue a child who was also held hostage, saying that you were doing your duty as a soldier, but if that was the case, the younger sister would not be so extreme. I hate you!"

"After that, what happened to them after the hostages were rescued? The little sister disappeared for almost a week. What happened to them during this period, and you, why didn't you rescue them, you were the most powerful special forces soldier at that time!"

For a whole week, his sister and mother were imprisoned by the kidnappers for a whole week. They were a group of inhuman perverts, one woman and one child. Even though their mother was a soldier, they were invincible with both fists and four hands. Not to mention the need to protect a child who is helpless.

Thinking of this, Luo Boxuan felt that his heart was deeply stabbed, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. At that time, his sister must be very scared and helpless.

Luo Baixuan's questioning made Luo Yu's whole body stiff, and an unpredictable expression flashed on his face.

"I, I don't know!"

Luo Yu's expression was so weird, as if he was trying to hide something, he just pretended to be calm.

How could such a strangeness escape Luo Boxuan's eyes, Luo Boxuan walked in front of Luo Yu, bent slightly, so earnestly.

"Dad, tell me, I know you know what happened to Mom? I have the right to know!"

"You have to know what to do, even if you know everything, then, what do you want to do? Revenge? Luo Boxuan, please remember that you are a soldier, and a soldier should abide by self-discipline and not make any violations. Military code matters!"

That is the pain of everyone in the Luo family, and it is also the hatred that the Luo family will never forget. When he came to Yunshi this time, Luo Yu was afraid that Luo Jingshu would do something wrong. Even if it was just a guess, he would take such a Guessing is completely eliminated.

The son in front of him was an existence that Luo Yu could not control. Luo Yu, as a father and leader, knew better than anyone how powerful Luo Boxuan was.

The reason why Luo Yu didn't say it was because he was afraid that the son would not be able to control the hatred in his heart and take a wrong path.

Asked if he hated the kidnappers of the past, Luo Yu wanted to slash the other party with thousands of swords and smash his bones into ashes, but he couldn't. His identity as a soldier restricted his behavior. Even if he hated in his heart, he was always vigilant in his behavior. .

Hearing this, Luo Boxuan paused for a moment. Indeed, for a moment just now, he had the urge to take revenge, but Luo Yu's words reminded him of his identity.

Luo Boxuan was sober, but that didn't mean he didn't want to know the cause of his mother's death.

"Father, I know what to do and what not to do, I just want to know what happened to my mother and little sister?"

"After knowing, Bai Xuan, it may be the happiest thing not to know some things! Okay, I'm tired too, so I'll go back first!"

After speaking, Luo Yu stood up. He didn't want anyone to know about his wife's affairs. If he could, he would like to take this secret and bury him in the loess. .

"Father, but I'm like an idiot and don't know anything. Do you think this is good for me? I'm also Luo's family, and I'm also her son. Why are you hiding me! It's not fair to me!"

Luo Boxuan stopped Luo Yu, his tone was a little irritable, and he was more dissatisfied. Over the years, he was like a fool. Every time he saw his father and his little sister arguing, he talked about those things he didn't know. I felt so powerless that I couldn't help them.

"It's not fair, do you think the world is fair, your mother is such a good person, but in the end, even a corpse was not found, Jing Shu, was only a child at the time, but did those **** consider this? Me, I live with a belief all my life, but why did God make my home so dark and fragmented? There are so many unfair things in the world, how much can we complain. Bai Xuan, stop asking, some things, even if you Ask every day, there will be no results!"

Luo Yu's back was slightly bent, as if being pressed by something, making him unable to stand up, his face was full of unwillingness and dissatisfaction with his life experience, but what could he do? face!

The daughter's hatred, the son's complaint, and the remorse in one's own heart, are these all fair? But what can he do, should he be held accountable?

Luo Boxuan was startled, and after listening to Luo Yu's clear words, he fell to the side of the bed, yes! He is complaining about injustice here, but think about it carefully, who has been treated fairly by everyone in their family.

"I'm sorry, father, this is the last time! From now on, I won't ask!"

Luo Boxuan gave up, although he had deep and deep doubts in his heart, but seeing the expressions on the faces of his father and sister, he decided that what he knew was the whole thing.

"Bai Xuan, don't be sad, this is not a bad thing for you, you are the hope of the Luo family and the pillar of the army, you must have a clear head, my father does this just to better protect You, this is the only thing I can do for you, rest early!"

After speaking, Luo Yu left the room and returned to his own guest room, which is the one next to Luo Jingshu.

This night, no one left their room again. Luo Jingshu stayed in the room, sitting on the sofa, looking at the bustling city night view outside the window, without the slightest sleepiness.

There is a lot of excitement outside the window, especially the New Year of the Xia Kingdom is approaching, which makes the already lively night even more prosperous. People who are busy with work during the day also use the night to buy New Year's goods, visit relatives and friends, in groups of three or five.

But these seem to have nothing to do with Luo Jingshu. She is Ye Xiao, who is originally a person. She has been working hard to survive and climbed up little by little.

Now, she has become Luo Jingshu, but she is still alone. Although she has a brother who loves her, she can't protect her forever.

I don't know how long I have been sitting, and the cars on the street gradually become scarce. In the end, when half a person disappeared, Luo Jingshu made a move.

He stood up, walked to the bed, just wanted to lie down, looked at his clothes, frowned, was disturbed by Luo Yu's arrival, and forgot to prepare a change of clothes for himself.

Luo Jingshu thought about it, walked into the bathroom, moved quickly, rinsed casually, and washed the clothes on her body by the way.

Fortunately, the four seasons in Yun City are like summer, and the clothes can be blown half dry in one night. After finishing everything, Luo Jingshu lay on the bed with her hands on the back of her head, and she was in a daze until her eyelids became sore. eyes closed.

There was no dream all night. The next day, when Luo Jingshu woke up, she just heard someone knock on the door. Luo Jingshu didn't hesitate, got out of bed, put on a nightgown and opened the door.

"Little sister, I saw that you didn't bring anything yesterday. The clothes prepared for you will not fit! If you don't like it, brother will accompany you to buy new clothes after breakfast!"

Luo Boxuan stood at the door with two bags in his hands. Luo Jingshu glanced at it, took it, and said lightly without looking closely.

"It's okay, it's just a piece of clothing, as long as you can wear it!"

After speaking, he took it back to the room, Luo Boxuan did not go in, but stood at the door and said something.

"I'll be waiting for you outside, I'll come out and have breakfast together!"

"I, forget it, let me send them to the room!"

Luo Jingshu hesitated for a moment and refused Luo Boxuan's invitation.

Luo Boxuan sighed, he lied to his sister yesterday, and today he is being guarded by her, which is really uncomfortable!

"Don't worry, my father has something to do this morning and has already left the hotel! It's just me and you!"

This time, Luo Jingshu didn't say anything, didn't close the door, went into the bathroom with a bag, walked out in a few minutes, and left the floor with Luo Boxuan.

The breakfast was very simple, clear porridge and side dishes. Luo Jingshu looked at it with a dark face, but didn't say anything. After all, the person in front of him knew too much about the past Luo Jingshu. Even if there was a change in the taste, it should not be too much, but seeing Aside from the hearty breakfast, Luo Jingshu couldn't help but swallow her saliva.

"Waiter, here's a xiaolongbao, all meat!"

"Don't you like meat?"

Sure enough, Luo Boxuan asked immediately.

"I've been in the army for a long time, and I haven't smelled meat for a long time. To relieve my cravings, didn't you say that I'm too thin, and add some nutrition by the way!"

Hearing this, Luo Boxuan's brows wrinkled, why does this sound strange!

"Is the food of the Lions bad? The army's food is standard!"

"Can a big pot of rice be the same as the hotel's exquisite breakfast? Why, I can't bear it! I'll invite this meal if it's a big deal!"

Seeing that Luo Boxuan had no plans to stop, Luo Jingshu simply messed around. Sure enough, Luo Boxuan stopped.

"I know what you want to eat. Although my brother doesn't earn much, he still has enough money to treat his sister to breakfast."

"Then I'm welcome!"

After speaking, Luo Jingshu ordered a few more dim sums, crystal shrimp dumplings, beef char siew, and almost everything had meat in it.

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