Li Jingyun originally thought that this girl looked indifferent, maybe his hot heart could melt, but obviously he was wrong, he overestimated his own charm, in front of this woman, he was no different from others and could not enter her heart.

"Luo Jingshu, how do you know that you have no intentions if you haven't tried it, I'm not the best proof!"

Li Jingyun also thought that he would not be tempted by anyone in his life, but now he was defeated by this woman, and even made him fear for a while.

Li Jingyun didn't believe that Luo Jingshu was really hard-hearted and would not develop feelings. Li Jingyun figured out some things and identified a certain person, and now she will never give up because of Luo Jingshu's few words.

He finally made a decision. With a woman he wants to live his whole life with, Li Jingyun will never miss it easily. He wants to fight for it once, even if the woman looks at him with a bit of disgust in his eyes, he doesn't care.

The almighty God of the Divine Realm just bowed down to a little girl who just came of age, and he was so humble and unwelcoming. When such a thing spread, he didn't know how many hatred eyes he would bring to Luo Jingshu.

Luo Jingshu didn't waver at all, just like listening to a joke, she smiled lightly, that kind of smile with a deep sadness, like a helpless and mocking smile after experiencing the most painful thing in the world.

"Li Jingyun, don't waste your time on me, you won't get what you want! I've long since lost my feelings here!"

Saying that, Luo Jingshu pointed to her chest. When the bullet pierced through Ye Xiao's heart, it had already stopped beating here. A dead heart would not be able to beat again even if Hua Tuo was alive, Li Jingyun said. How could she possibly have feelings for her.

"Is it just because of what happened eight years ago? Luo Jingshu, do you have to live in the past? Why don't you look around you, there are so many people who care about you, why are you always indifferent to the world, then Not what you should be in."

"Then what should I have, to believe in others, but rely on others, Li Jingyun, you will never understand if you haven't experienced it, if your reliance is finally exchanged for the ruthless betrayal of others, you will still choose to rely on Is that so? What's the difference between sending him to death! Li Jingyun, don't be stupid, I, Luo Jingshu, are so good now, I don't need to rely on others, and I don't need anyone's help. Only if I don't have any weaknesses, I won't be hurt. , I can't bear that kind of pain anymore!"

After speaking, Luo Jingshu left the hospital bed, walked to the window, turned her back and looked outside, not to have any communication with Li Jingyun.

It was obvious that the two were in the same room, a few meters away, and it only took a few steps to get close, but Li Jingyun looked at Luo Jingshu's detached and cold back, as if there was an invisible barrier between them, allowing him to walk in. Not Luo Jingshu's world.

Li Jingyun felt powerless. He wanted to protect this girl and give this seemingly strong girl a warm support, but when he opened his heart to welcome him, he never thought that this girl would never need his support and protection.

The distance within reach, but Li Jingyun did not dare to approach. He was afraid that if he took a step forward, Luo Jingshu would escape completely. In this way, Li Jingyun lay on the bed and silently looked at Luo Jingshu's slender back, with a hint of light in his eyes. Nostalgia, love, love and pity!

I don't know how long it took, the silence in the ward was terrifying, and no one broke the silence at the moment. Li Jingyun was afraid that his words would directly force Luo Jingshu away, and Luo Jingshu was afraid that his words would give this man an opportunity to take advantage of it.

"Knock knock knock!"

A knock on the door broke the silence of the room, and the two of them breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and all looked at the door.

Wu Yu pushed open the door, revealing a head, seeing that there was nothing in the room that should not be seen, so he opened all the doors.

"Report to the captain, Wu Yu was ordered to take care of you!"

After Wu Yu finished speaking, she walked in with a large bag and a small bag. She looked at Li Jingyun on the bed and saw his indifferent expression.

Just now Yin Wenjun specially called him and asked him to come to the hospital later, so he swallowed slowly, and then stayed outside the hospital for more than half an hour. After the calculation, he came to the ward.

But looking at the captain's expression now, it seems that he is still early. What should I do? Wu Yu put down the bag in his hand, stood up, looked at Li Jingyun and said.

"Captain, you haven't eaten yet, I'll buy you something to eat!"

"Wait, I still have something to do, I'll go first, I'll leave it to you here!"

Luo Jingshu stopped Wu Yu's movements a second before Wu Yu escaped. As soon as the words were finished, the person had disappeared outside the ward. At this time, Wu Yu was completely gone, and he seemed to be in trouble.

Wu Yu lowered his head, turned around, and looked at Li Jingyun with a face full of repentance.

"Captain, did I come at the wrong time!"

Li Jingyun looked at the door that had long since disappeared, his eyes darkened, he didn't pay any attention to Wu Yu, and only said something lightly.

"I'm tired, don't disturb me!"

After speaking, Li Jingyun closed his eyes.

Luo Jingshu left the hospital, walked out of the hospital gate, looked at the busy street, looked at the pedestrians in a hurry, looked at the scene of groups of three or five laughing and cursing.

There is melodious music playing in the boutique in the distance, smiling men and women sitting in the coffee shop across the road, sweet lovers hugging each other and passing in front of her, and white-haired old people supporting each other and passing through. road.

All of this, crocheting an oil painting of a happy and sweet life, Luo Jingshu just stood at the gate, confused, helpless, and wanted to escape.

Luo Jingshu walked along the street to the hotel based on her memory, avoiding the crowds as much as possible. She was afraid to see these pictures she had longed for before, afraid that her heart would be confused by these beautiful things, and she was afraid that she would end up in the end. The group of anger also gradually annihilated because of these moving pictures.

Luo Jingshu seemed to be abandoned in this city, wandering the streets blindly and sluggishly, thinking of the scene before her death, the sinister man laughed wantonly in front of her, the gun was still smoking, and the surrounding Can smell the strong smell of gunpowder.

Standing beside him was a beautiful woman who was as coquettish as a snake and scorpion, the woman who grew up with her and climbed out of hell, the only woman who cared for her and took her like a sister, but in the end, Bewitched by that greedy man, he chose to betray her because of those sweet words.

Trust, reliance, these positive words for others came to Luo Jingshu, but they became poisons that urged her to die. She avoided them like snakes and scorpions and dared not touch them.

"careful!"

A sharp voice woke Luo Jingshu, who was in pain, and then a strong arm grabbed her, and there was a scolding in her eyes.

"Luo Jingshu, don't you have eyes when you walk well, didn't you see the red light?"

At this time, Si Zheng's entire back was wet. He was really afraid that he would slow down a little bit, and what he saw was the picture of this girl lying in a pool of blood.

Sizheng happened to come to the city to buy something today. As soon as he walked out of the mall, he saw Luo Jingshu who was confused. He was about to go forward when he saw Luo Jingshu crossing the road regardless of the traffic lights. At the moment, the only thing he thought of was to run I stopped in the past, but fortunately, everything was timely.

Luo Jingshu finally came back to her senses. She felt that she fell into a warm and generous embrace, with a trace of nostalgia, but then she regained her senses and subconsciously pushed away the person who hugged her.

Luo Jingshu took two steps back, and only then did she see the man holding her. The despair and helplessness on her face had long since disappeared, and it had turned into the indifference and coldness in the eyes of outsiders.

"Squad leader, thank you!"

After she finished speaking, Luo Jingshu turned around. It happened to be the green light. She said nothing and was ready to cross the road.

Si Zheng looked at Luo Jingshu's back, and was a little worried, so he followed.

"Luo Jingshu, what happened to you just now? Don't you know it's dangerous to walk absentmindedly? You are irresponsible for your life!"

Crossing the road and coming to the side of the road, Luo Jingshu looked a little irritable when she heard Si Zheng's plausible education behind her, suddenly stopped, turned around, looked at Si Zheng impatiently, and said.

"Squad leader, thank you for your help just now, but I don't think you are qualified to educate me in life just because of one rescue. You are not my squad leader now!"

"Luo Jingshu, I just care about you! How can you be so ignorant!"

"Hehe, I don't know why, didn't you already know about this, I, Luo Jingshu, don't need anyone's concern, goodbye, please don't follow me again!"

After speaking, Luo Jingshu turned around and walked away quickly. Si Zheng was not following him this time, but just looked at the back of the hurriedly leaving for a long time.

Luo Jingshu is like a mystery. The more she looks, the more she can't see through. If she wants to get close, she will be turned away every time. direction left.

This time, Luo Jingshu was not thinking about it, she hurried back to the hotel, came to the room where she was, and was about to open the door. , making sure that Luo Boxuan did not come back, and went back to his room again.

Luo Jingshu didn't stay in the room for a long time. She packed up her things and was about to leave when she saw a credit card on the bedside. It was left to her by Luo Boxuan last night. She didn't want it at first, but she thought about it. What I wanted to do, I finally took the card.

When she arrived at the front desk, she checked out, left a message with the front desk, and asked them to tell Luo Boxuan, and then left the hotel.

Luo Jingshu found a bookstore, bought a map of Yunshi City, and a topographic map of the mountains in the south of Yunshi City. Later, Luo Jingshu found a military fan club and purchased hiking boots, tents, and outdoor survival equipment. , Fortunately, she took the credit card given by Luo Boxuan, otherwise, Luo Jingshu would have to consider the price of these things. Now, she always chooses the best ones to buy.

When Luo Jingshu was leaving, she caught a glimpse of a dagger in the corner of the counter. It was a dagger glowing with cold light. It seemed simple, but Luo Jingshu saw it at a glance.

"Miss, take a fancy to my dagger!"

"what price?"

Yes, Luo Jingshu took a fancy to it. Just now, she seemed to be looking for a sharp dagger, but after picking a dozen or so, she didn't like it. She was going to look elsewhere, but she didn't expect to see it lying in the corner. of this dagger.

"If you like it, I will give it to you. To tell you the truth, I designed and made it myself. The blade is made of the best alloy steel. The handle, the outer layer is wrapped in cowhide, not an ordinary plastic anti-slip layer. The inside is all forged with brass. It is absolutely top-quality, but the shape of this dagger is different from ordinary daggers. Many people don't like it. I I thought it was going to accumulate dust here, but it seems that it met Bole today."

"You can make daggers!"

Luo Jingshu didn't listen to the rest, because she could see the uniqueness of this dagger, but the boss in front of her who seemed not much older than her made her curious.

"Of course, my ancestors made weapons, but now, it has been completely depressed, and these skills are only reserved for us as hobbies!"

Speaking of this, the boss's face was still a little lost, and it seemed that he didn't seem to be talking.

Of course, Luo Jingshu doesn't care about this, as long as this person can make a dagger, it will save her trouble.

"If I have blueprints here, can you make a dagger for me?"

"You want me to make you a dagger, yes, of course, I finally met a bosom friend!"

The boss excitedly wanted to keep Luo Jingshu, but Luo Jingshu was more sensitive and took two steps back. When the boss saw this, his face was embarrassed, and Luo Jingshu explained lightly.

"I don't like to be in contact with others, sorry!"

"Hehe, I lost my temper. By the way, where is the drawing, can I look at it now?"

"The blueprint is not with me, I will bring it to you when I come to the city next time, and I will discuss it in detail then!"

"Okay, don't worry, the weapon I made from Urtu will never be an embroidered pillow!"

Luo Jingshu nodded. From the dagger in her hand, it can be seen that this Urtu should have some talent, but now it is a peaceful society, not the old cold weapon era.

After that, Luo Jingshu left the store, took the dagger, carried her luggage, and stopped a taxi to let the other party take her out of the city.

The car drove all the way to the suburbs until there was no road ahead. The driver listened to it, looked at the young girl in the back seat, and reminded with some doubts.

"Girl, are you going to camp? There are many camping places in Yunshi City, but this mountain forest is too dangerous, you are a little girl, it is not safe, or I will drive you to other places!"

Luo Jingshu took two hundred-yuan bills, handed them to the driver, and said something.

"No!"

After finishing speaking, Luo Jingshu pushed the door and got out of the car. The driver was hesitant to get out of the car and persuade him. He just decided, looking up, where is there any figure of Luo Jingshu!

Luo Jingshu entered the mountain, walked for a while, looked around, found a tree to lean against, picked up the map she bought before, and opened it to study it carefully.

This mountain is the one on the periphery of their military region, but the entrance to the Lions Regiment is in the east, and Luo Jingshu's current position is the west of this mountain.

The straight-line distance from Luo Jingshu's location to the Lions is almost 30 kilometers, but this is only a straight-line distance. If you really want to go from here to the Lions, the distance you need to travel is not 100 or 80 kilometers.

On flat ground, 80 kilometers is almost two marathons. Those with better physical strength can complete it in five hours, but if it is a mountain road, all the time cannot be solved by adding one or two hours.

Luo Jingshu studied the map, determined the route, sorted out her backpack, took out the dagger, and started heading up the mountain.

This is Luo Jingshu's original plan, but now it's only part of the plan. Originally, Luo Jingshu wanted to spend two days and one night going to the southernmost mountain forest in Yun City, that is, near the border.

But now she only has more than a day, so she can only get acquainted with the periphery of the military region first. Why should she be familiar? This is a habit of Luo Jingshu.

In the past, every time she performed a mission, she would know the geographical situation of the mission point for hundreds of miles in order to find several retreat routes. This habit has been with her for more than ten years, and she cannot change it.

In addition, it is also a very important reason, that is Luo Jingshu's physical fitness. Her physical fitness has reached a limit, and the training of the troops can't help. The only way is to change the method.

The best training method with the best comprehensive requirements for survival in the wild is undoubtedly the best choice, that is, the physical fitness of training, but also to exercise other abilities, especially when participating in special training camps in the future. It is said that two-thirds of the time is spent in the mountains and forests. In order to give full play to her strength, Luo Jingshu must start preparing now.