Reborn Military Wife Lingren

Chapter 302: suicide note (seventeen)

Now, with Li Jingyun, Luo Jingshu has even more reason to enter the slaughter of gods. She is also a woman. Although she has been hurt and betrayed, she has regained that trust in her relationship with Li Jingyun.

After becoming a soldier, many people have told her that a comrade-in-arms is the kind of existence who can give his back to others, the kind of relationship that is willing to give his life for the other party, Luo Jingshu wants to feel personally.

Although she still can't trust a person without reservation, even Yun Zhe and Li Jingyun, she can't fully trust, but after the earthquake relief and the operation in Wei County, Luo Jingshu is willing to to try.

Now, as Luo Jingshu, the eldest miss of the Luo family, a descendant of a military family, she admires the original owner's mother in her memory, and she also wants to continue her life as a soldier, and killing gods is her best choice.

After a long silence, Luo Jingshu spit out a few words.

"Because of faith!"

"Faith? Jingshu, you've changed!"

Zitong was stunned, she actually heard these two words from Luo Jingshu's mouth, which was incredible.

Although she didn't know Luo Jingshu's past, but from Luo Jingshu's previous performance, she was sure that Luo Jingshu was a soldier and entered the slaughter of gods for the belief in her mouth. There must be other reasons.

But looking at Luo Jingshu's expression now, it doesn't look like she's joking, her dark eyes flashing with a firm light, at least this reason is not fake.

Luo Jingshu smiled, looking at Li Jingyun who was still talking with Company Commander Liu in the distance, and said something faintly.

"People can change! Now that I'm in the army, I want to stay in a more challenging place. I don't like being static. Today I know tomorrow's life, and I have reasons why I have to stay, and you, but No, Zitong, think about it clearly, if you enter the slaughter of gods, it means you may encounter danger at any time."

"Yeah, compared to the past twenty years of my life, I feel a little crazy these few months!"

Speaking of this, Zitong's eyes were full of indecision, and the hesitant expression disappeared in an instant. Suddenly, Zitong's face flashed a touch of determination, her eyes were half-squinted, and her bright and clear eyes showed a touch of determination.

"Jing Shu, I decided to stay, not for that man. I want to have a different life. The danger of the God Killing Team is there, but I shouldn't be so unlucky!"

"Before I was eighteen, I was a fool who was protected and didn't understand anything. I was away from home for two years, and I was only thinking about getting close to Wen Jinchen. Now I want to live for myself, and I also want to live an exciting life," said Maybe I really got into God Killing, and I have been in contact with that **** for a long time, I will find his shortcomings, maybe I can really let go!"

"Jing Shu, I want to stay, I want to be a comrade-in-arms who fights side by side with you, and I am also a soldier. When I joined the army, what I said about protecting my family and defending the country was not a lie!"

Seeing Zitong speak plausibly, Luo Jingshu still has faint worries in her heart, but she will not interfere more, because it is her own choice, and even if she regrets it later, she will pay for her decision.

Moreover, Luo Jingshu actually didn't want to be separated from Zitong in her heart. She lived a new life. She didn't have many friends. Yun Zhe was one of them. The rest was Zitong. At that time, besides Li Jingyun, she was alone and alone.

It's easy to think of a habit, but it's too difficult to break it. For the past six months, Luo Jingshu is used to having these people around her. Without these people, she might not be used to it. .

Thinking of this, and looking at Zitong's determined expression, Luo Jingshu smiled lightly.

"Okay, stay and fight side by side!"

Saying that, Luo Jingshu stretched out her hand. This was the first time she took the initiative. Seeing this, Zitong smiled enchantingly, held Luo Jingshu's hand, and then said in a charming way.

"After that, my safety will be handed over to you! Don't worry, with my sister here, you will be safe too!"

"Okay!"

After Zitong and Luo Jingshu finished talking, they suddenly felt relieved, all the nervousness at the beginning was gone, and they even looked forward to the next action, feeling the blood in the body boiling.

In the team, except for a few people who had participated in actual combat, they were still calm, and more people were restless, especially when they saw that Li Jingyun and the company commander Liu had been talking for so long before they ended, they became more and more nervous.

"Yunzhe, you're not nervous at all, aren't you afraid?"

Jia Yuang stood beside Yun Zhe. He participated in an operation. Although he did not directly participate in the battle, he had at least seen his comrades kill the bandits, so he was mentally calm.

Hearing the chatter around, while Yun Zhe looked around as if nothing was happening, Jia Yuang was a little curious.

Yun Zhe rolled his eyes at Jia Yuang and said arrogantly.

"Che, what's the point of being nervous? The big deal is death. Eighteen years later, I'm still a hero! Besides, my family Luoluo is not nervous. If I'm nervous, wouldn't I lose her face?"

Saying that, Yun Zhe glanced at Luo Jingshu in front of him, and seeing her indifferent expression, a trace of worry flashed in his heart, but he hardly noticed it.

After hearing this, Jia Yuang also looked at Luo Jingshu. He is now more and more curious and respectful of this woman's performance. In the past, he always felt that a woman's inherent weakness could never be as brave as a man.

But Luo Jingshu broke his concept with repeated practical actions. Thinking of this, Jia Yuang glanced at Li Jingyun in the distance and sighed inwardly.

Only a man like Li Jingyun can control a woman like Luo Jingshu, fortunately, he is more rational, and he will always only appreciate Luo Jingshu, and have no other ideas.

Looking at Yun Zhe next to him, with that slightly frowning brow, Jia Yuang felt that falling in love with Luo Jingshu was a kind of sadness, unless you could also gain her favor.

"Yunzhe, if you really want to take part in the operation later, will you quit?"

I don't know when, Qin Xiaoxiao came to Yun Zhe's side, watching his eyes keep falling on Luo Jingshu, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting.

Hearing the voice, Yun Zhe returned to his senses and saw Qin Xiaoxiao staring at him with an inexplicable emotion in his eyes, so he ignored it.

"Why do you want to quit? If you are afraid, leave quickly, or the Lions will be your sharpshooter!"

"I'll be where you are, I've said it all, I, Qin Xiaoxiao, will follow you for the rest of my life! Isn't it just actual combat? From the first day I entered the God Killing Special Training Camp, I was ready. Don't be afraid! Also, I'm here to remind you that if you really have action later, you must follow me closely, you know? I don't want to be a widow yet!"

Qin Xiaoxiao seemed to be talking casually, but in fact, the expression on his face was extraordinarily serious.

But when Yun Zhe heard Qin Xiaoxiao's words, he was suddenly a little unhappy. Why did he sound like a little white face? He is also the young master of the Yun family in Jingdu. The problem is still being looked down upon by a woman, and his self-esteem has taken a serious blow.

"Qin Xiaoxiao, what do you mean, look down on me, I need your protection, joke! Remember to stay away from me then, don't drag me down!"

Yun Zhe had a look of disgust on his face, and after he finished speaking, he stepped aside a little.

Qin Xiaoxiao didn't care, anyway, she was used to Yun Zhe's indifferent attitude, and left a sentence before leaving.

"Hmph, I'll depend on you. For the happiness of the rest of my life, I must watch you live well!"

After speaking, Qin Xiaoxiao returned to his team.

Listening to Qin Xiaoxiao's words, looking at her firm expression when she left, Yun Zhe was inexplicably irritable. He couldn't hate this woman anymore, and even had a strong thought in his heart that he hoped this woman would leave the special training camp. , Be her sharpshooter in the Lions and stay away from danger.

"This stupid woman! What a fool!"

Yun Zhe whispered something, and Jia Yuang smiled lightly.

"Hey, what are you laughing at!"

"It's nothing, I just think that some people don't know it, they are stupid, and they say others!"

As Jia Yuang said, he glanced meaningfully at Qin Xiaoxiao in the distance, Yunzhe followed his gaze, and suddenly became irritable again, and he said something faintly.

"I do not know what you're talking about!"

After that, Yun Zhe lowered his head and didn't think about those messy things.

Finally, after talking for ten minutes with that company commander Liu, Li Jingyun finally returned to the front of the team with a solemn expression and a serious expression, while the company commander Liu didn't leave either, standing not far or near, as if he was worried about something!

"Chief Instructor?"

Wen Jinchen and the others saw Li Jingyun coming and called out. Li Jingyun just nodded, then stood in front of the team and was quiet for a while.

The originally noisy team also instantly quieted down. Looking at Li Jingyun's chilling expression, he felt that the picture was still. Everyone stood motionless, with different expressions on their faces. More people were still flustered.

The surroundings were silent, and the chirping of birds could be heard faintly.

Li Jingyun looked at the team of less than fifty people in front of him, and finally spoke up.

"This training content, actual combat!"

"I received a mission from the Frontier Drug Enforcement Brigade. Tomorrow night, at the No. 8 border, a drug gang of about 20 people will cross the border. Originally, this mission should involve the participation of the official members of the Slaying Gods, but I want to give it to you. A chance, but also let you really feel a battle, and I hope that after this battle, you will figure out whether to continue to kill God."

"In actual combat, there will be sacrifices. I know that when you first entered the special training camp, you were full of blood. That's because you didn't know the cruelty of war. Do you know the annual death index for God-killing? There are ten places each year, and this number of places is available. , even if the Dragon Special Team and the Blood Shark Special Team are added together, there are not so many. I believe you all know what this means! Moreover, I want to tell you the fact that there are people who sacrifice every year to kill God, so, in Before entering the slaughter of gods, I need you to really think clearly, whether you are afraid of death!"

"We won't have any training today. Later, you will get a piece of paper and a pen. I need you to write your first suicide note after enlisting in the army. If the operation is over and you come back, then this suicide note I will give it back to you, and if you can't sacrifice, I will give this suicide note to your parents and family!"

Speaking of this, Li Jingyun paused for a while, and glanced at the audience, all the expressions on everyone's faces fell into his eyes, and then he said urgently.

"From now on, before the mission, you can leave at any time. No one will laugh at you. Leaving does not mean that you have no courage. I know that most of you are only children. In fact, when the troops choose special forces, they also I will take this into consideration, so as long as you have any concerns, you can leave. Because you are on the battlefield, you will not be given a chance to hesitate. At that time, your hesitation and fear may kill you. , and even endanger your comrades-in-arms, understand?"

This time, there was no high-pitched response from the team as before, and everyone was anxious.

Li Jingyun did not ask them to respond, and then said something.

"Take them in. Old K, the ocelot, the monkey, and I go to check the weapons. After two hours, everyone will gather at the training ground to get familiar with the weapons!"

This sentence makes everyone understand that this is not a game or an exercise, but a real actual combat, a battle with casualties.

After finishing speaking, Li Jingyun left here, along with Wen Jinchen and the Captain Liu, who were as serious as ever.