Shi Qingyue didn't dare to look at her. He just looked out the window without saying a word. Tears slowly flowed down the hospital bed, wet the hospital bed, and finally stubbornly denied: "I don't know what Miss Fu is talking about..."

No amount of evidence, as long as she refuses to admit it, it doesn't matter.

She was firm, not knowing whether she was deceiving herself or others: "I don't know what you are talking about..."

There was a long silence behind her, like a century in the past. Fu Shijin let go of her hand without warning. She put her hand back under the quilt, her voice hoarsely saying sorry, and the wheelchair slid backwards on the ground with difficulty. .

No one would have thought that it was such a weak person. Not long ago, he rushed to catch Shi Qingzhao and fell from such a high place. In addition to the air cushion protection, someone else saved her life.

Although he was seriously injured, he still saved his life.

"I don't need your heart."

She rolled her throat lightly, trying very hard to smile, but she didn't succeed in the end, she only squeezed out a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Because the person I love is not you, so I don't need your heart."

The back of the person facing her froze instantly, Shi Qingyue turned his head slowly and slowly, trying hard to hear what, the bright red eyes opened to an incredible degree, and the clear tears slowly followed. The cheeks run down.

"Fu Shijin," she opened her mouth to call her name, and finally she was no longer the polite Miss Fu or Fu Yinghou, every word popped out of her teeth, with an uncontrollable tremor, "You like it. Anyone else?"

"you--"

Her heart seemed to be blocked by something that made her speechless. She wants to say you don't like me anymore? She couldn't spit out a sound in her throat, how could she—

The pale face became even more gray, but it seemed to lose all its vitality in an instant, and maybe the next moment he would completely close his eyes: "Tell me, there is a reason..."

Fu Shijin looked at her like that, and the two of them were in tears. Fu Shijin wanted to touch her in the past, but did not step forward. She was close to the door, two or three meters away from Shi Qingyue.

She raised her tearful eyes and said with difficulty: "I loved someone a long, long time ago."

"You are very similar to her, but you are not alone..."

"She gave up on me when I was in the hardest time. I hated her for 20 years and couldn't reconcile with myself. Later, until now, I understand many things. She has never betrayed me. She just has a last resort. The reason is..."

Pushing the wheelchair back slowly, she smiled and shed tears: "But I lost her forever, Miss Shi, you are very like her, but you don’t know anything, so you are not her, and she will never come back. NS."

"So, I don't love you." She shook her head slowly, "I love the person who made me wait for twenty years, and the person I came back to look for was that person, not you, Miss Shi... …"

The twenty-one-year-old Shi Qingyue can remember nothing. Although the time in her last life was unexpectedly short, she always kept that person in her heart from beginning to end.

What Shi Qingyue means to her is the complete person, the painful and sweet memories of all the past, the time and night together and the resentment and hatred, the person who is composed together, lacking any memory, she is not her.

"If I love you, it's a betrayal to her."

If she is the only one to be reborn, is the person she loves now still the one she used to be? Maybe it can be said that it is the same person from the genetic individual and so on, but it is not, at least not in her heart.

With her skinny hand holding the door handle of the hospital, she turned her back to Shi Qingyue, as if it would take her a lifetime to turn around.

The door handle was cold, Fu Shijin applied little by little force and squeaked, the door was pulled open by a gap, and finally came a very suppressed low voice behind him: "You have to, do you force me like that?"

Fu Shijin's hand was instantly relieved, tears flowed down his jaw, and he slammed the wheelchair around.

Behind her, she had been chasing people for two decades, where she was waiting for her, watching her, and walking for a long time.

"Then you, are you ready to talk now?"

This is a not-too-long story, but the timeline is full of two lives, and when I think back carefully, it turns out to be a bit stagnant.

"I used to dream for a while. In my dream, I would see some fragments that will happen in the future. Every time I was very accurate. In my dream, I dreamed that you won the Golden Wing Award, and you won the Grand Slam. , I dreamed that Sister Yang gave me a CL endorsement, and then I received a contract invitation..."

"Of course I was happy at the beginning, this ability to predict fate in advance, but later I became less and less able to resist."

"That's a feeling of being controlled. I have tried to prevent this kind of prediction. For example, if I dream of dating you, I will reject it deliberately, but it's useless. You will come to the studio secretly. To pay a huge amount of compensation, all my resistance is useless."

As if thinking of something, a few drops of cold sweat gushed out of her forehead.

"Later, when I almost gave up struggling, I dreamed that you had an accident, the Fu family went bankrupt, and you died alone in the mental hospital..." Her intact hand pulled the quilt tightly, as if trapped. A long nightmare, almost breaking the long nails.

"The murderer, it's me—"

Fu Shijin held her hand and broke it bit by bit, pulling her out of the icy nightmare. Shi Qingyue suddenly opened her eyes and firmly held her hand back.

"It was me and another man. I joined forces with that man and killed you."

"That person is me and not me. There seems to be another owner in my body. She is engaged and married to a man I don’t know. She hugs another man with my body. You want her to return my soul. When she came back, not only did she not give it, the man also designed the Fu family, and he... he also put you in a mental hospital..."

She was almost sobbing, and fear was showing through her crystal-clear eyes. Fu Shijin tried his best to get out of the wheelchair, supporting herself to climb onto the bed, and bringing the shivering person closer to her.

"Time is getting closer and closer. Everything in that dream has been realized. You went out for my sake and got into a car accident. I can't save you..."

Death is not the biggest fear. The biggest fear is knowing the end of everything, waiting bit by bit for the destiny to come.

"I am getting more and more afraid...I am afraid that I will kill you."

"I thought, maybe as long as I leave you, as long as we break up, and you are not so persistent in trying to drive that soul out of my body, you won't be designed by that man."

"So I agreed to Aunt Fu's request to leave you with 50 million yuan, hurt you, and cut off justice with you. Even if you hate me, you can at least survive..."

At this point, she seemed to be suppressing something, covering her heart.

"However, I still feel unsafe. That person is not me. I am afraid that when I wake up, my soul will be expelled from this body. A stranger will use my body to kill you..."

"so--"

There was a gloomy light and shadow in her eyes, which slowly lit up in a cloud.

"So you choose to find death?" Fu Shijin gritted his teeth, almost gritted his teeth.

Shi Qingyue's eyes were red like a frightened rabbit, but he was not ashamed but proud, but from that calmness gave birth to an unprecedented despair.

"Yeah, I think that only my body can completely die to stop this possibility. When this body falls from a high altitude and breaks, no one can occupy this body, and no one can hurt you anymore. ..."

She carefully stroked Fu Shijin's cheek with the remaining hand, and there was a kind of crazy flame burning under her eyes, but the person was smiling, and the corners of her mouth were slightly lifted, as if she was very happy that she had found a solution to the problem.

"I think so well, I am such a bad person, hurting you, and deceiving you. Even if I die, you should just hate me. It won't be too sad, right?"

She slid her finger from her cheek and gently placed it on Fu Shijin's heart, tapped it lightly, and blinked: "Moreover, it's not obedient."

"Your heart hurts a lot. You think I don't know. Actually, I know everything. It just so happens that I can save you. With my heart, she will listen to you."

She smiled and tears came down: "Look, God thinks that we are born together, our hearts just fit, and I can save your life."

How lucky, not only can I not kill you, I can also save you.

The probability of one in a billion, just such a coincidence, let us run into it.

"I can, save you twice."

That kind of morbid madness lasted only a moment, like a flash in the pan, and an incredible despair was reflected on her face again, as if she was at a loss as she was severely suppressed by the hand of fate.

"I thought so well, I thought I could change my destiny, but in fact I didn't change anything..."

A huge sadness wrapped her whole person in, and even her expression gradually distorted.

"I didn't expect them to react so quickly. I caught me with a cushion. My body was still warm, but my soul was forced to peel away from my body... She entered my body from the accident I made myself. ..."

"I thought, I thought I changed my destiny, but in fact I was just a ridiculous part of my destiny."

It seemed too ridiculous. While she was laughing, a warm liquid poured out from the corner of her eyes. It was an indescribable void and blankness, full of incomprehensible horror and absurdity.

It's like a strange circle that there is no way to escape. No matter how you go, it has reached a predetermined ending. The labyrinth you thought you walked out of, in fact, you never left the place at all.

——She was trapped in the shackles called destiny and couldn't get out.

"I watched that soul awaken from my body and said she was going to change my life, changed my name, my past..."

"Erased everything I existed..."

The hoarse voice was accompanied by choking: "Only you, remember me..."

"Everyone thinks I am not as good as her, not as good as her, when everyone gives up forgetting me, only you, remember me..."

"Shijin——"