Tong Shuang was stunned for a while, all the weirdness in her mind were gradually disappearing, and gradually she could only hear the long sound of rain, and she replied, "What if I said yes?"

She couldn't wait to see Shi Qingyue's reaction.

Shi Qingyue was stunned for a long time without speaking, as if he was caught in something, but he couldn't respond. After a while, he suddenly covered his heart and coughed violently. You coughed so heartbreaking, as if you were about to pierce your internal organs. Liufu organs coughed up.

She turned sideways and turned her back to Tong Shuangpin, showing only the bleeding butterfly bones, and she was about to lose her face. How could such a thin person confuse the young girl in the village to express affection to her?

Tong Shuangpin stood up and just pulled the person back. Although Shi Qingyue refused to agree, he couldn't compete with her.

It was not until she turned her head that Tong Shuangpin found out that she was crying.

Tears were raging, but she didn't want her to see it. She cried until she was sad, and it was silent, depressed sobbing.

Tong Shuangpin was silent for a while, and reached out his hand to wipe away her tears. The touch was warm, even with a hot temperature, reaching people's hearts.

——Shi Qingyue would actually cry for her.

This is a ridiculous fact, she even felt a little vain, how could there be such a fragile time when Young Master Shi held a gun at her?

That night, the high fever that had just retired from Shi Qingyong somehow started to burn again. She was burning her head with cold sweat and struggling under the covers, her lips were chapped, maybe it was chattering, maybe it was burnt, she shouted in a low voice: "Save me...Save me..."

Called Tong Shuangpin somehow to think of her days and nights on the ferry.

You can’t escape even if you have a high fever and are sold like goods.

She watched as her throat was burnt, and she only remembered to call that person's name in the chaos.

"Qingyue... Qingyue... save me... it hurts... it hurts..."

Although she knew that she had sold herself, but humblely begged her to come and rescue herself. It was really humble and pitiful.

——The saddest thing is that she knows she will not come at all, but she still has delusions in her heart.

Tong Shuang hired Shen Shen to close her eyes, put her forehead with the back of her hand, got up for a while and opened the door: "Please bring the doctor back."

She couldn't be as cruel as Shi Qingyue, this was the failure of her life.

While waiting for the doctor, she stood by the balcony with arms folded, and the balcony was already closed for fear that the patient would blow the wind.

She leaned against the curtains and looked down, and the shadow of the night fell on half of her face, flickering, revealing a depressed breath.

"Shuangpin..." A vague call came from there.

Tong Shuangpin walked over to hold the hot hand, and sighed at the person with a high fever: "I am here."

She really calmed down.

It turned out that the pleasure of revenge was not as good. It turned out that watching Shi Qingyue suffer such suffering, she didn't feel much pleasure in her heart.

She remembered that in the summer a few years ago, Tong Gulong gave her a closed-door meal. She was also ill once. Shi Qingyi was injured and went back to hug her and coax her. It was the most comfortable summer in her life.

It would be great if Shi Qingyue would always be the same as then, and it would be great if Shi Qingyue always loved her as always.

She gave a sad smile.

Sure enough, people are always asking for things they can't get.

——

The doctor didn't leave after coming this time, and stayed downstairs. Although Shi Qingyi's condition repeated but there was no major problem. After a few days, he was able to go to the ground.

Tong Shuang hired downstairs to talk to the doctor: "When will she be able to go out in this situation?"

"As long as she doesn't have a fever, it should be okay. Boss Tong is going to take her... the new equipment has arrived, and it may be a bit harmful to people."

Tong Shuangpin shook his head and put aside the froth on the teacup: "She will be able to get better in a few days. I plan to take her on a boat."

The doctor looked at her stunnedly, and said: "Isn't the upper reaches fighting at war? You..."

"These few days are fairly stable. I have received the news. I will not open fire these days." Tong Shuangpin lowered his head and frowned. "But it's just these few days. I'm afraid I won't have enough time. I don't know what time you have. go together?"

Boss Tong is a well-known wealthy businessman, and he is extremely generous. Although the trip was risky, the doctor agreed with a wry smile when he was paid enough.

In troubled times, I always have to plan for myself, take more money, and feel more stable in my heart.

"Thanks for Doctor Zhao." Tong Shuang nodded politely and got upstairs.

The doctor couldn't help but sigh, Boss Tong really cares about the man above him.

When she went up, Shi Qingyue was reading the newspaper, with a bowl of lotus seed soup next to her. Her hair had grown a little longer and had gradually disappeared from her ears.

During the days of recuperating, I didn't go out and exposed to the poisonous sun. Although the people were a little clearer, they were also fairer. They looked a lot like the sons and daughters of a wealthy family.

Hearing the unique sound of footsteps, Qingyue turned his head, divided the newspaper and carried the porridge over: "Today's lotus soup is better than usual. I will save some for you."

Like to always leave a copy of things for her, Tong Shuangpin moved his fingers and glanced at today's newspaper seemingly inadvertently.

"How did you learn to read this thing?"

Shi Qingyue's face stiffened, her thick eyelashes hanging down, and she waited a while before asking, "Your sweetheart, must be knowledgeable..."

Knowledgeable——

Tong Shuang's face has a different color.

She found that she didn't know how to describe Shi Qingyue, arrogant, cynical, affectionate and handsome.

It seems to be unreliable at all, but everything is done very well, and it makes people feel terrible.

But it doesn't seem to have anything to do with the words of profound knowledge.

She decided to change the subject: "Is there anything you need to clean up? We need to go out for a few days in two days. If we go upstream, it may be a little cold."

Shi Qingyi shook his head.

She has nothing to worry about, she has nothing to bring, nothing more than a few worthless clothes.

Speaking of clothes, Tong Shuangpin was afraid that she was cold on the ship and bought a lot more. When she actually boarded the ship, Tong Shuangpin took her hand and stood in the river breeze.

There are all kinds of shouts on the wharf, food sellers and coolies, fish, shrimps and crabs are piled up on the wharf.

They were all dressed in expensive clothes, and there were several servants carrying boxes behind them, which attracted a lot of people's attention for a while.

Until they got on the ship, there were still people whispering: "Who is not afraid of death? There is a war going on, and they are rushing to die..."

"Who said no? I saw dead bodies floating down the river this morning, and heard gunshots in the middle of the night."

The sound of the ship's starting boomed, and Shi Qingzhao was startled, and embarrassedly hid behind Tong Shuangpin. Tong Shuangpin held her hand to comfort her and said don't be afraid.

The wind on the river was very strong, and it was extremely cold on the river in late summer. Miaomiao's water stretched to the end of the line of sight, and the towns along the green hills had been ravaged by war.

And I can see that there are ruined walls everywhere, and the land that has been ravaged by war is in a mess, and my eyes are extremely devastated.

This is the vast land today.

This is the first time that Tong Shuangpin, who has been living in peace, has intuitively felt the horror of war like this. Although she has been shrouded in the shadow of war since she was born, she has never really experienced a war despite being displaced in these years.

The person holding her hand became tighter and tighter, as if to comfort her, and as if because her own mood began to rise and fall gradually.

Nothing was heard on the entire ship, and the excitement of the laughter at the beginning of getting on the ship was quiet at this moment, leaving only a suffocating silence.

Under the horrible shadow of war, personal grievances seem to be trivial.

Tong Shuang was unwilling to hire, she held Shi Qingyi's hand tightly.

"This is Pingzhou City, Qingyue——"

Back then, this land was also a prosperous town. Before she left, it used to be feasting and feasting, but now this land is left in ruins, full of devastation.

"Do you remember the opera garden? A peach tree was planted outside, and the flowers bloomed in March, and there was an attic. We lived there for a long time..."

"Behind the mansion is a large lake. There are clusters of roses planted by the lake. It is said that they are new varieties imported from outside, and they bloom very well every year..."

"And your elder brother, sister-in-law, and concubine. Although they are a bit lively, they still care about you. When we moved out to live, we were very reluctant to bear you. We even came to me and took my hand to talk..."

Her voice was trembling slightly, the ship was still moving forward, and the buildings that were once familiar had become scorched ruins, just like those in the past that could never go back.

"They told me that you don’t eat pepper, but you love to eat Chinese pepper. If you eat peaches, you will get a rash when you rub the corner hair. So watch carefully. Before leaving, you gave me a lot of things...It was your eldest brother who gave us something personally. It came out, do you remember?"

There seems to be expectation in her eyes, but deeper in her eyes are the unconcealed scrutiny and worries.

She still didn't believe that Shi Qingyi would lose her memory, so she didn't remember anything.

"here--"

Tong Shuangpin's heart seemed to be gripped by something so hard that she could not speak for a while. She suddenly reached out and grabbed Shi Qingzhao's hand and walked into the cabin.

Repentance came off guard.

She was a lame, walking staggering, but at this moment she was walking extremely fast, the boat had already passed by, Shi Qingyue looked back as if consciously, she trembled as if covering Shi Qingyue’s eyes, voice, Very hoarse.

"Qingyue, don't look at—"

She regretted it, she shouldn't have brought Shi Qingyi here.

Looking around, there are ruins not far away, and the most central building is even more of a wreck, covering an unknown number of bones. Even after a long time, the smoke of war seems to be lingering on the tip of the nose and will not dissipate.

The Japanese pirates attacked, and the commander did not surrender. He traveled thousands of miles back and forth. It took several months. Later, all the Shi family and his family were killed and martyred. A total of 17 people, except Shi Qingyi, had no survivors, including still being swaddled. Among the babies.

——She suddenly felt that Shi Qingyi’s amnesia was not a bad thing.

At this moment, she would rather her Qingyue remember nothing.

It's best not to remember it for the rest of your life.

——Here is their cemetery.

The place where Shi Dashuai was finally buried, her parents and brothers are all here, while Shi Qingyi survived because of her selfishness that Tong Shuang hired.

She suddenly understood that if Shi Qingyi remembered, then she would never survive alone.