After realizing the gap between the limit he reached and the theoretical perfection, deep inside Jiangchuan, he had a very strong idea of ​​surpassing himself, but in reality he could not do it. Therefore, "continuously surpassing himself" It became a delusion. Such delusions are guided by Zuo Jiang's "delusional experience", which constitutes a world composed of countless doors and rooms. Each room will produce its own mirror. The maximum number of mirrors is about six people. Except for the "mystery," these mirrors have all the same qualities and combat capabilities as the main body. However, conversely, if the copied ontology possesses "mystery", then the so-called "challenging yourself" when facing the mirror becomes a joke.

In Jiangchuan ’s delusional world, I ca n’t use the magic pattern superpower, but the magic quark can exist here, although I do n’t know the specific principle. Since the last doomsday illusion, quark has been around me in a strange way-as if it was just my personal illusion, but not completely an illusion, I guessed the existence of quark, for me It means how obscure the meaning is, but there is no tangible evidence to prove everything. Quark is a crow. It appears in the form of a crow, and it must have some essential meaning. It exists deep in my consciousness, in the scars of my heart, in any world dominated by consciousness.

Its existence is more free than me.

Because of the existence of quarks, Jiangchuan ’s delusional experience has lost their original threat. It ’s just as easy as cutting the grass with the addition of an angel to kill enemies of the same combat quality. After solving a mirror image, I stayed in this room for a while, as I guessed. Mirror images appeared in front of me one after another, just as many as the reflections on the four walls, ceiling and floor. After these mirror images were killed, the smooth surface of the room could no longer reflect my figure.

Although to me, it seems easy to clear customs. However, Jiang Chuan does not possess mystery. She must face enemies that appear one after another and have the same fighting quality as hers. If there is only one enemy, she may reach a tie. Even surpass yourself and defeat each other, but as the mirror in the room increases, the pressure she will bear will quickly reach a limit. The choice left to her, one is to escape into another room, the other is death.

Judging from Jiang Chuan's physical condition and consciousness, she has escaped and died many times. The abnormal and unknown crimson and black erosion of the "gate" should indicate her state at this time. In a world that seems to have no exports, it is almost impossible to find a stop without the mysterious Jiangchuan. In other words, she shut herself up in a world of paranoia like Shurachang.

Zuo Jiang's delusional experience already possesses the power characteristic of "Jiang". Even if it can cause mystery for others, the delusional world that should have been beautiful will become bad and dangerous because of this power characteristic. Both I and Jiangchuan underestimated the intensity of this viciousness, if I did not enter Jiangchuan's conscious world. Jiangchuan has no chance to break away from his delusional world.

Her end is in the constant death of consciousness, overwhelming her life, even, this time and again the delusional death will interfere with the body composition. Before i came in. Jiang Chuan's body has begun to crack. This is not only a deterioration of the physical state of the body based on this world, but also based on "reality". The personality will represent the collapse of Jiang Chuan's existence.

This collapse involves the essence of Jiang Chuan. Once he dies, Jiang Chuan, an independent individual, will disappear completely. All I have to do is to take her out of the delusional experience before the worst happens, even if she loses the opportunity to develop mystery because of the lack of experience. It is probably unwilling to accept this result if I changed to Jiangchuan himself, but I have already considered the rhetoric. The question now is how to find her.

If the erosion of crimson and black represents the failure of Jiangchuan, then the location of Jiangchuan should be closer to crimson and black. I thought back to the eroded door I saw in the attic, throwing my cloak around me and sinking into the shadows.

When I left the shadow again, there was a strong **** smell floating in the room I entered, and none of the walls, ceilings and floors around me showed my figure, but was stained with a lot of blood. The mirror is also bleeding, and after being killed, unless you use a special mystery like me, it will leave a corpse. The scene that appeared in my eyes at this time was the most normal scene of a dead-fighting cage-two Jiangchuan corpses, one seriously injured Jiangchuan leaning against the corner, and the other slightly injured Jiangchuan still confronting.

I can hardly tell whether they are mirror images or they are all mirror images. Their situation is a bit different from the situation when I met the mirror. Maybe I was trying too fast before killing, so I didn't encounter the current situation, even the mirror scenes will be hostile. Moreover, each of these rivers is full of mind and life, and there is no stylized feeling that my mirror image brings me.

Perhaps this is the difference between the host and the outsider? Here, after all, it is Jiangchuan's conscious world, and this death-fighting cage is constructed based on Jiangchuan's delusions.

My presence caused Jiangchuan ’s eyes to gather, but the next three Jiangchuan who were still active immediately attacked each other who was attracted by their attention. Their reactions and their choices are almost identical. Before I responded, Jiangchuan, who was seriously injured, was punctured by two bones in the throat and heart due to the mobility of the injury. Two other Jiangchuan, who was slightly injured, chose to kill the seriously injured first, and then attacked with temptation. The strength of the world will open the distance between them. They each chose a corpse of Jiang Chuan, torn the arm of the corpse violently, and used their bones as a new weapon, and killed the two bones that seriously wounded Jiang Chuan.

The torn corpse looked incredibly pale, and the blood in the body probably dried up.

This is really a terrible sight, how strong a will can be after killing so many of us by unrelenting means. Can you still maintain normal thinking and personality? I guessed right, this delusional world is just the **** of Jiang Chuan himself. Moreover, considering the difference between Jiangchuan's scene and my scene, one must even doubt it. What Jiangchuan is facing is whether to simply copy the mirror image.

If these rivers are "true", then the situation becomes even more difficult. Because that is not just "defeating yourself". More figuratively speaking, it is "self-eating", that is-

Eat yourself!

"Do you still recognize me?" I said to the two Jiangchuan who were still alive.

"Master!" The two Jiangchuan said in unison, like the eyes of the dead water pool, there was no emotion, no shaking, "wait for me to kill this guy."

"It seems that you still know what you are." I stepped forward and grabbed Jiang Jiang's shoulder. Another Jiangchuan attacked immediately. The Jiangchuan I caught wanted to fight back, but was imprisoned by me, and another Jiangchuan could not escape. I tied them up with a rope so that they would not fight again, and then quickly left the room, because the black of death had eroded the four doors of the room.

After I entered the next room. The door I entered quickly turned dark red. I think the last door left in the room should be stained with dark red. In this way, black corresponds to death, and dark red corresponds to escape, just in line with the number and state of Jiangchuan.

"What is your situation now?" I asked the two rivers before the mirror of this room was born.

Jiang Chuan immediately wanted to say something, but his expression became dazed at the next moment, and after a while he said, "Defeat the other." However, this answer did not show enough firmness. She also seemed to have no very accurate answer to why she was fighting.

"Why do you do this?" I asked again.

"In order to defeat myself." The two Jiangchuan said that, looking at each other's eyes, and once again ignited a strong desire to fight.

Are you fighting just to fight? I couldn't help thinking. It's too similar to the Nazis. I never felt that this was a good belief and reason.

"Master, I can be here and continue to defeat myself. I feel that I am becoming stronger, which is really incredible." Jiang Chuan said to me seriously: "Although I don't know where this is, but I feel that I am always It is possible to leave here. Before leaving, I have to fight for time to make myself stronger, so that I wo n’t drag the owner ’s hind legs in the subsequent battles. "

After listening to her, I knew that Jiang Chuan didn't even know what he was facing, just like a dreamer, he didn't know that he was in a dream. Her behavior and thinking have become very pure, and she will never independently observe the doubtful points of herself and the environment. Even, I don't think about things when I wake up. They can recognize me, but they don't even think about it, why am I here, why are they preventing their killing.

Having said that, Jiang Jiang, who fell into a nightmare, can still recognize me after killing each other to such a state, which is enough to make me realize my own weight in Jiang Chuan.

Their behavior makes it impossible for me to tell which one is true and which one is false, but it may also be genuine. After all, the power of "Jiang" promotes the split of personality consciousness into multiple parts, which is quite normal. Both the multi-personality manifestation of "Jiang" and the multi-personality manifestation of patients with doomsday syndrome have proved that this is a very characteristic Lesions.

However, if what Jiangchuan is facing is not the stylized mirror image I faced before, but another self constituted by the split of personality consciousness, from another perspective, it saves me the trouble of "finding Jiangchuan" .

"How did the battle start?" I asked.

The two Jiangchuans were in a daze again, and it took a while to say: "When I realized, the battle had already begun. Yes, I had to kill them, I had to defeat myself, and there was no better chance . "

I was silent for a while. Zuo Jiang's delusional experience was really terrible. For a person, if they do n’t know what they are doing, and do n’t think about why they do it, then there is no chance of resistance. This is the case with Jiang Chuan. I am not sure whether my appearance can make her out of this state of sleepwalking.

At this moment, the third Jiangchuan came out of the wall on the other side, and her gaze swept across me, staring at the two Jiangchuan who were bound. She is not sober. However, the body has already begun to attack, until I was captured, only a little sober.

"Did you forget? Jiang Chuan, this world. It's just your own delusions." I said to Jiang Chuan in a deep voice.

Jiang Chuan's eyes suddenly became clearer, and they looked at each other, and the expression on their faces was like trying to confirm their memories, but this is not an easy task. Dreams are a divergence of consciousness. Dreaming myself. Often because of the cohesion of consciousness, they quickly wake up from the dream, but if this dream is too strong, will it hinder the cohesion of consciousness? And delusions are similar to dreams, but different from dreams. Falling into delusion is more similar to falling into thinking, which consumes the efficiency of thinking. Most of the consciousness operations are used to maintain delusions, then other aspects of consciousness operations will become inefficient.

I saw that the bodies of the three Jiangchuans were becoming transparent, as if they would disappear at any time. With the passage of time, the mirror image of the river coming out of another wall seems to be stuck on the border. However, this transparency and obstruction did not last long, and Jiang Chuan's eyes became confused again.

"This is just your delusion, Jiang Chuan." I said again: "This delusion experience is not your mystery. Killing yourself here will not bring you any benefit. You forget, the original intention of entering this delusion ?"

Jiang Chuan's eyes became clear again, and his body became transparent again. The unformed mirror image also freezes again. The three Jiangchuan said to themselves: "A delusion ... the original intention ..."

"Remember me?" I said to them.

"Master." Their eyes focused on me.

"Do you think that I am your delusion? Jiangchuan." I said.

Jiang Chuan seemed to have encountered a difficult problem, and a struggling look appeared on his face.

"Can you confirm that I am your delusion?" I continued: "You have said that you will dedicate everything to me, then. No matter when, where or under any circumstances, you are willing to listen to my voice , Follow my wishes? Even when you cannot confirm whether I am your delusion. "

Jiang Chuan suddenly knelt on the ground, retching in pain. Their bodies began to twist, as if something terrible had to be squeezed out of their bodies.

"When you confirm that I am delusional, I am your delusion. Then, can you still insist on your previous will?" I said again.

I don't know how Jiangchuan will experience this delusional experience, but there is a situation that must be prevented, that is-after she is awake, she still treats everything as delusion. When delusions are too strong, it is not always clear what is the reality. This is often the case with mental patients. It is because of the inability to distinguish what exists only in one's own mind from what is not only in one's own mind, that can cause a disconnect in the behavior of others. Furthermore, when Jiang Chuan reverses what is only in his own mind and what is outside his mind, the consequences will be more serious.

"Lord, Master ..." A Jiangchuan lay at my feet and firmly grasped the hem of my trench coat. I squatted down, stroking her scarred and blood-stained face, the touch she gave me was gradually disappearing.

"It's so warm ..." she murmured, then she stared into my eyes and said in a clear and powerful voice that she had never had before: "I believe that even if everything is delusional, the owner is definitely not my delusion. Therefore, I am willing to believe everything the master says, follow your orders, and dedicate everything to you. "

I have always felt that setting myself as a reference for Jiangchuan to observe delusions and non-delusions is not the way to go. If it is not Jiangchuan ’s own power, then even I cannot escape this delusional world, because in In the concept of delusion, it will continue to be born endlessly. If Zuo Jiang does nothing, then Jiang Chuan, who cannot even go through normal thinking, can only collapse in this self-made hell. After the collapse of Jiangchuan, this delusional world will naturally collapse, then I can get out of here. This kind of ending is difficult for me to accept.

I reject all unhappy endings, because that is too painful. So, no matter how despicable the method is, and how serious the sequelae are, but as long as it is stronger than the worst result I can foresee, I will do it without hesitation. Just like now, I forcibly set myself as a reference for Jiangchuan's delusions and non-delusions. Once she accepts, then, I will become the only "truth" in her world that needs no judgment. Conversely, everything but me may be false delusions.

Holding on to my truth is holding on to me. In my opinion, it is a cruel practice to regard another person as the only certain truth. and. Under normal circumstances, it is difficult to succeed, because, in terms of the education received by human growth, such ideas are completely contrary.

However, Jiang Chuan accepted it with ease. Although my question caused her pain. However, it was shocking to accept such a thing only after these questions. Behind such a breeze, Jiangchuan must inevitably have more complicated factors, and these factors must be derived from the composition of her own philosophy of philosophy, and must also involve the things she has experienced and the education she has received. in my opinion. Jiangchuan, who so easily accepted "the other person as the only real reference object", had experienced everything before that was absolutely abnormal and quite different from normal human education.

Undoubtedly, in the Mercenary Association ’s perfect warrior plan, when the artificial man is still a blank piece of paper, they have added abnormal things from the body to the consciousness. I guess whether they want to achieve "abnormality" through "abnormal". And then contact "mystery"?

I think that is very inhumane and violates universal moral values. However, in any case, such an approach saved Jiangchuan at this time. If Jiangchuan can get rid of delusions. Obtaining mystery, then, from this perspective, the Perfect Warrior program has indeed been greatly advanced.

"Your will is my will." Jiang Chuan's body calmed down, although, at this time, their bodies had become so blurred that they couldn't even tie the rope. They glanced at each other and said to me in unison: "Master, my only truth, who is our delusion?"

"You are real. Only in this world is delusion." I said so to them without hesitation.

Jiang Chuan's face showed a relief smile, seeming to be thorough, his situation at this time. The room was shaking violently. At this time, the hard metal wall became extremely fragile. In a few blinks, a crack was cracked. The mirror image of the river that was stuck before was finally released. Turned into light in a flash, and penetrated into the nearest river.

I felt that this delusional deathmatch **** was collapsing, and then I saw the most gorgeous scene I have witnessed since I entered here: in the disintegrating countless rooms, countless rays of light rise up and fly by , Merged into the body of Jiangchuan in this room. As a result, the three rivers became a huge glow.

In the next moment, the three beams of light merged together, like an erupting sun, which instantly flooded my vision.

When I came back to God, I found myself back in a room in the normal world ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ Completely cracked, there is no complete place. The room was very quiet, even breathing could be heard, and when I looked at the clock, the sound of flaking came from my ears. I turned my head and saw that Jiang Chuan's body was peeling off along the crack, but in the observation of the chain judgment, it was not disintegrated, because there was some kind of entity inside the crack.

Jiang Chuan's body just disintegrated in front of my eyes, revealing what was inside. As a result, the disintegrated body was like a decaying shell, and it fell into a thin layer of ash as soon as it fell off the bed. The thing inside the shell is another temporary body. The skin color, appearance and body shape have changed a lot. It is like re-grinding, adjusting, re-combining the rough areas, and then forming a more than the original. Perfect utensils.

After the old shell was completely peeled off, the new Jiangchuan opened her eyes and her pupils were as clear as it could reflect every hair on my body.

"Is this real? My master." She spoke for the first time, so she said.

"Welcome back, Jiangchuan." I just answered that. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)