I was an ordinary top student when there was no weirdness and mystery. I'm really sorry-how could it be indifferent to this statement? But I know very well that when saying this, Bajing's attitude is very serious. She thinks so. Although it is the case in fact, there is no need to deliberately emphasize it at this time. I glared at the eight scenes, but I did n’t expect Sakuya to nod, but I could n’t win support if I wanted to argue. Bajing looked at me without giving in, and I felt her eyes were a little proud.

"So, only novels are magnificent, and normal reality is very boring, at least for ordinary people. That's right." I had to halt and said with interest: "I think more people will I like the ordinary daily life, dangerous and exciting, that is, only when it is a fantasy, it is full of charm. "

"Oh--" Bajing's voice was elongated, with a questioning tone, and said, "Is that true? But I don't think you are sincere, Achuan."

"It's true, it's true." I turned around and walked in the direction of the school. Now that I have encountered the Eight Scenery and Sakuya, then this morning can be assured, even if it appears weird and mysterious, as long as two people In my observation, I will not be in a hurry, "I really do n’t want to see you in that kind of danger again, even if the danger exists from beginning to end. Did n’t a writer in the textbook say it? Many people are in The iron house was comatose, and one of them woke up, so he had to make a choice to make everyone wake up. Accept the status quo of slow death, or let everyone go in such a coma. End the life without pain. For the sober For people, this is a very cruel fact, isn't it? "

"Ah, I have learned, I have learned." Sakuya's voice came in. "When I read this article, I thought the author was really interesting, and even thought about these things. I never thought about it. Actually , Break the house, can't you rescue everyone? "

"Hey, Sakuya, didn't you read the article seriously?" Bajing said: "The premise of the story is that there is no gap in the iron house and it cannot be opened. This is an absolute premise, otherwise, the story itself will not Meaning. "

"Is it absolutely impossible to open the iron house?" Sakuya thought for a while and said with a smile: "Sorry, I can't imagine it at all, so absolute."

"So. Just hypothesis." Bajing also laughed. "The author of the story was in a state of at a loss. For him, the whole world is like an iron house that can never be broken."

"Is that true? Achuan." Sakuya turned to me.

"Well, I think. I can understand the author." I told the truth, "The author in the story chose to wake everyone up. Then try again, whether it can break the premise of" absolutely impossible to break. "His choice It was spontaneous, and my choice was forced. Because although I chose to wake them up, in the process, I still felt that if they were allowed to sleep like this until the last moment came, It must be more appropriate-if at that last moment, I have broken the iron house, it must be the direction of the perfect ending. I always think so. "

"However, one cannot break the iron house. Just because one cannot, but expects to break that absolute premise, it is necessary to awaken others to work hard. Even if this choice is more than one person, It ’s more painful, some people will resent it, but I think there will be people who are grateful. After all, even if you are comatose and ca n’t think, no matter what the ending is, it is passively added to yourself, but if you are sober, even if it is Painful things are only my own choices, what I must bear, and I realize this clearly, I think it is the quality that a real person should have. "Bajing seems to comfort me.

Although I do n’t have much to do with the alternation of doomsday illusions and hospital realities, I will not let Bajing and Misaki really realize the appearance of the entire environment in which we live, and they will not be disturbed by the fact that is full of despair. However, as part of my delusions, part of the doomsday illusion has been told part of the Eight Scenes. After confirming last night that my "delusions" were not completely delusions, the eight scenes treated me and their attitude towards these intelligences also changed significantly. She is a type that is very good at bringing in the role of others to think. If she brings in my role, then I can definitely understand my emotions at this moment.

Am I expecting someone to understand myself? It must be like this, although, once trying to enter my world, it will inevitably be hurt by those heavy depression and despair. My heart is so contradictory, I hope that they can understand what I have done, and do not hope that they will be hurt, let alone, they become the kind of action that they pay to meet their expectations. people. I have always believed that my willingness to take up this responsibility is not out of a utilitarian, forced idea, but an active, positive motivation at work, just like the protagonist in a **** novel .

"Yeah, the qualities that a real person should have." I repeat this sentence. If the character is rebellious, I will definitely dismiss this kind of argument, but it is in line with my preferences.

"Are you talking about ... Achuan's delusions?" I don't quite understand why this conversation was caused by Misaki, and hesitantly asked: "Achuan doesn't want us to come in contact with anything dangerous?"

"You are really dull, Misaki." Bajing said: "What are you talking about now, did you encounter dangerous and weird things last night?"

"Ah, but that thing will happen even if Achuan doesn't remind you. What does this have to do with the Iron House? This is destiny." Sakuya said so.

"It's okay to think so. However, what's important is not an incident that has happened, but because of the deeper destiny trend reflected in this incident." Bajing said with a straight face: "If reality continues to follow Achuan's delusion The trend, then the next time. Similar events will happen one after another, step by step to push the whole world to the abyss of the end. Is that right? Achuan. "

"That's probably it." I nodded.

"However. According to Achuan's previous statement, this process will not be known from the beginning, but it is like boiling a frog in warm water, letting people die in a self-concealed accident. Therefore, an irreversible end-of-process Like an iron house that ca n’t be broken, without knowing it, I just thought I lived a quiet life and could n’t observe the anomaly. People who ca n’t recognize the dangers in it are like sleepers, and they realize all this and try The person who does something is the sober ... "Bajing thought deeply and said," Achuan, you should think yourself. You are the first sober in this world. "

"Not self-consideration, but fact." I looked at her and said seriously: "In this world, I am special. Don't forget, the end is coming. Just like my delusion."

"So, can you be sure that the agent of the end does not exist from the beginning, is it not the messenger that determines the arrival of the end?" Bajing asked: "If there must be a beginning. Then, the agent of the end does not matter what the name is. Okay. It ’s better to act or to be more suitable for a role like 'Special First Person'. "

"Well, under normal circumstances, it will be the same as what you think of Bajing." I just said this: "But this time is different, and only I am completely in line with the saying of" first person "." Because, "Jiang" In my body. Although Carmen is special, under the premise of the beginning of everything, his existence is only a staged result, and cannot be the original cause.

"So, what's the special situation now?" Facing my unclear words, the Eight Scenes deliberately delved into it.

"Well ... it's very troublesome to say, my delusions, doomsday illusions, but a very complicated structure, full of twists and turns, seems to be able to see clearly, but there is no way to say that it is the truth." I described it as such To, "However, my psychologist said that it was just the result of a person's divergent thinking, just like a draft written by inspiration, which is also a proof that" everything is delusional for me ". If, the focus will be The story is sorted out again, maybe it will become a good story of the big sale. "

"If nothing happened last night, I will probably agree with this psychologist's statement very much." Bajing said bluntly: "After all, such a thing is simply unbelievable."

"However, whisperers must investigate these mysterious events in depth, and they can't find them like headless flies." Miyaki didn't feel uncomfortable with her situation at this time, even though there was only one night. Come for psychological preparation. For ordinary people, I am afraid that what happened last night is like having a dream. However, Saki Ye didn't seem to have any special ideas for someone who was already a whisperer, so he accepted it naturally, and then stood in this new position to think about his future actions. She said: "Achuan's delusions still tell us that it is better, even if there is no order, since it has been proved that those strange events are somewhat similar to Achuan's delusions ... or rather, there are places where they are related to each other. . Then, it is more necessary to try to interpret. "

"I can't guarantee that everything will be exactly like those delusions." I said.

"Of course, there is no need to guarantee these, but some of the clues can still be found in Achuan's delusional story." Miyaki said: "Even if there is only one point, it is also very important, so that the whisperer can enter the track faster. . "

"Well, Sakuya was right. However, depending on how you look, you don't plan to speak by mouth, Achuan." Bajing said: "I remember you said that you have written your own delusions into a diary ... and handed it to us how is it?"

I almost refused without hesitation: "Don't." Because, although I have done similar things in the illusion of doomsday, I have also shown them to Fu Jiang, but in this peaceful world, I am facing relationships. The eight scenes and Miyake, which had just begun, suddenly felt a sense of "shame".

"Don't be shy, Achuan. Since we are interacting, we should do some interesting interactions and see what the diary has to do with it. Anyway, it's just delusions." Bajing exhaled towards my ears and pressed the whole body. I came up and rubbed my arm on my chest.

"Don't." I stuck with it.

"So, how about exchanging diaries? What I write is all about what happened to me." Bajing tempted again. Sakuya Tim on the other side called out in a chaotic manner, and immediately rushed up: "I want it too. I also want to exchange diaries."

"It's annoying, no matter what the relationship is, the development time is too short. We only became such a relationship last night?" I found excuses, almost dragging the two people forward, "the feelings between us Is it that deep? "

"Of course, because you have been delusional about me all the time." Bajing said: "In other words, I am your dream" "... roughly the same."

"Me too, I am also Achuan's dream" "?" Sakuya's voice plugged in again. She has a shy expression, but still sticks hard to me.

"Hmm," "in two dreams, pedal two boats, Achuan." Bajing said: "If you don't want to be chopped by an angry woman, hurry up and do some emotional exchanges, such as exchanging diaries. Women It's very emotional. Maybe you will be forgiven in this way. "

Is it just ‘maybe’? With such words, you can't believe it at all. However, because the topic is too sensitive in my opinion, this kind of remarks cannot be said.

"I know, I know. I just exchange diaries." I finally bowed my head in the entanglement of Bajing and Sakuya, but there was no shortage of them. Sakuya is right, the whisperer wants to find the key point of change in such a big city. It is very difficult to refer to those adventures without the illusion of doomsday. Although this world is not exactly the same as the Doomsday Illusion. However, since the guys who caused the mutations haven't changed, then what they will do is roughly similar.

"Come to my house after school, those diaries are stored as computer files." I said, those diaries are not only the records before "I" arrived in this world, but recently I also wrote down some things in the doomsday illusion. However, due to the fact that the impact of the hospital is too great and completely subverts the world view, I give up to record it.

"Well! I will also prepare a diary." Miyaki showed a natural smile.

When I looked at Bajing, I saw a serious expression on her face and said, "Understood, I will write a diary from today."

Are you teasing me? Eight scenes.

Although I really wanted to talk hard about her, but when I thought that this was her true character, I thought it was useless. Moreover, Bajing is not the kind of person who will not refute. If I argue with her, although I have my own reason, it is still difficult to say who wins and who loses. To teach people, if the other party cannot listen and cannot be persuaded, but is instead attacked by the other party in turn, that is the most depressing thing. So, I decided to be silent.

"Well?" Bajing seemed to perceive something, glanced at me interestingly, and turned to the topic and said: "The whisperer can't start the action immediately. After all, the whisperer's previous goal is not such a delusion of becoming reality There are still many members who ca n’t accept this kind of experience. I need to do some work to clean up the inside. Moreover, considering the reaction of the real society, our actions must also be kept secret to a certain extent. The members are too If it is too complicated, it is not conducive to secrecy. Achuan, should n’t your delusions be set by only two of us who are realistic, can anyone recommend it? "

"Well, this ..." I thought for a while and said: "A girl named Morino is a friend of Sakuya?"

"Ah, yes, it's my friend." Saki Ye didn't seem to expect to hear the name from my mouth. She couldn't help but stunned, but it quickly reacted: "Achuan, must she?" Morino is also a very good girl, but ... such a dangerous thing ... "Her face was full of hesitation and worry. I think this is normal. Does this kind of worry mean that she has a deep relationship with Morino? Only if you really care about the other party will you not involve your friends in danger for reasons like "This is a very exciting thing". As I started, I just watched the eight sceneries and Misaki from afar, not willing to touch them too much, so as not to present the current situation-although the current situation has proved that this is not something I can achieve if I do n’t want to .

"Isn't it true? Saki Ye." Bajing didn't seem to worry about this, I think it was understandable, because in Bajing's thinking circuit, the situation of "friends of friends are their own friends" does not exist. Morino, for the current eight scenes, no, even the relationship between the two in the illusion of apocalypse is nothing more than a stranger who is suddenly involved.

Morino ’s misfortunes in the doomsday illusion are not good, and the ending is also very miserable. Even with her, her boyfriend Shirai also collapsed because of the excessive injection of psychedelic paradise. And this series of events was the beginning of my in-depth contact with the Doomsday Truth, and the Eight Scenes were also involved in a series of "mysterious" dangers because of the activities of the Gospel Guild, a subsidiary of the Doomsday Truth. In this way, Morino and Shirai, like a bond, connected the three of me, Sakuya and Bajing at the time. From now on, I cannot make a strict judgment on the significance of Morino and Shirai's existence in my life, but in terms of sentiment, it should be more gratitude.

So, if it is possible, I hope that in this world, the tragic fate of Morino and Shirai can be saved. I am not very familiar with Morino, but I had a short but in-depth exchange with Shirai. He gave me a good impression. If it is not impermanent, I and I should become friends that we can talk to. Today, that short-lived and somewhat false friendship is still deeply imprinted in my mind. In the same way, I ca n’t forget that he chose to overdose the “paradise” for Morino, waving his dagger in the night. For me at the time, Shirai was a cruel reference for me to see "mystery".

I feel that I have many similarities with Shirai, so I do n’t particularly want to step into his footsteps. Now I come to this world, and once used the authority of the student union to confirm the existence of Shirai, so before the change is expanded, I hope You can give him a reminder, in this way, maybe it can bring him a different journey of life-even if the end of this journey is still death.

There will be a death, but if Shirai knows what he looks like in the illusion of apocalypse, would he think it would be better if he paid more attention to it at that time, or knew in advance that such a danger exists in this world? Even if that does not change his own death.

I have no way of knowing how my presence will affect Shirai in this world, before everything starts, and I am not sure whether Morino and Shirai can go to a different situation from the illusion of doomsday, but, I hope they Can be successful. Because, looking at the two people is like looking at our shadow.

and so--

"Sorry, Sakuya, I think it's better to let them know these things." I said firmly in the eyes of Sakuya's request.

"They?" Sakuya noticed.

"Yes, Morino has a boyfriend, a senior named Shirai." I said, "Don't you know yet?"

"Yes, is that true?" Saki Ye was obviously shocked, her open mouth could not close. However, I do n’t mean to separate the emotion between her and Morino ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ The school does not allow dating, Morino did not say it ’s not surprising, like Bajing, who claimed to be his girlfriend as soon as he met. Is alternative. "I said:" Morino and Shirai are recommended by me. It is a better candidate to join than to not join. "

"Really? I'm curious, what is the basis of what you said is good or not." There are words in the eight scenes, I can understand.

"It's my side, out of my personal feelings and thoughts." I didn't slap on this matter. Saki Ye looked at me fixedly, and when I thought she still wanted to object, she said: "Because, in Achuan's delusion, Morino and Shiraoi have no good ending, right? They were there last night. In an unusual situation ... "She failed to tell the cruel result, but, in fact, their result was even crueler than she thought. The tragedy reduced to sacrificial offerings and experimental products, Sakuya and the eight sceneries without the real memory of the hospital, cannot be experienced.

I nodded without correcting the flaws in her words. Such a degree is enough. Miyake is still very happy in this world, even if it will become cruel in the future, but, at least for now, I have enough ability to extend her happiness for a little longer. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)