According to my own understanding, to look at the things I have done so far, even if they are contradictory, ridiculous, cruel, or even seemingly meaningless, in fact, they all have a real meaning, "Jiang "I did get help. Moreover, it is precisely because "Jiang" has grown in my behavior, that is why the condition of Gaochuan, a special subject, deteriorated so drastically. The factors involved are very complicated, but one of the factors is also There must have been a "virus" counterattack.

In the script of "Virus", "Jiang" appeared, which made "Virus" feel unfavorable, and as "Jiang" 's husband, I was the most direct actor. So, "Virus" fought back, and I was dead, new "Gao Chuan" was born, and the "script" continued, but Dorothy, who seemed to use the "script", thought that he controlled the "hospital" of the "script" and the color system as the center, and his behavior was still the "script" "Track.

After that, "Jiang" brought me back to life, and my action once again successfully hit a certain weakness of "Virus". So, "Virus" shot again and further adjusted the "script" with the help of Dorothy Gasser. Success again plunged me into this unfavorable situation. Dorothy's direct attack on "Jiang" at this time, to understand from this angle and logic, is actually the "virus" 's counterattack on "Jiang".

This is a grand, from my perspective, it is impossible to see the full picture of the war. It is a war of "will" and a war of "life". It is a war that includes me, every patient with doomsday symptoms, and even everyone who is exposed to "viruses." However, in the final analysis, it was the war between "Jiang" and "Virus".

On this stage, people come and go. Colorful, there are tragedies and comedies. Behind the hustle and bustle, the protagonist is not a person, but a vicious "virus".

I was thinking. Sorting out, from my own perspective, inferring according to my own logic, integrating what I saw and heard, and finally, only the voice of the auditory hallucination remains. It has always been in my heart, in a way I can understand, telling the "truth":

"A group of puppets

Chasing the lanterns chasing the magic of the gods.

What a mess!

They chase me,

But always return to the original starting point

Around the same circle.

Plot in performance

The madness of human soul, the sin and the tremor of soul fear

A **** flying insect

Appeared on the side of the stage,

Twisting an ugly body

Climb into the route where people go around,

Swallow one by one

Filled with delicious food.

Looking at its **** fangs

The angel's tears were like a spring.

light. The lights flickered

One by one goes out

Give way to darkness.

A gust of wind blew through

The curtain like a coffin fell suddenly.

Angel looks miserable

Stand up, lift the veil, and lament:

This is a "human" tragedy,

Conqueror flying insects,

It is the starring in the play. "

As I saw it, I experienced more and more "plots" and understood the content of this song. It becomes more and more clear.

Dorothy's actions may really be able to deal with "Jiang", but what is the point if "Jiang" is not completely "virus"? However, "Jiang" is not entirely a "virus" conclusion, but it is just an inference based on my own experience. Without the same experience, Dorothy is completely incomprehensible and does not intend to believe it. She insisted on her point of view, because that was also based on her own experience. Our actions, our self-confidence, the starting point and essence of these actions and self-confidence. There is no difference, the difference is only the limitation of the perspective, but this is helpless.

I can understand Dorothy, but since I believe in my own judgment, it is impossible for Dorothy to succeed. For Xie Se and Dorothy, for "Gao Chuan" who has always been on the road of the past. My behavior is betrayal, an anomaly corrupted by "Jiang". Even so, I won't catch it, even if I'm struggling, as long as I don't die, I will think, bring my own eyes and inference, and pursue The best ending I can see.

So, if Dorothy ’s behavior at this time is a “viral” script, then I must stop her, regardless of whether she can understand it.

For "Jiang" and for us.

Because "jiang" is not weaker than "virus".

If the situation is now deliberately created by a "virus", Dorothy's disadvantage will be more obvious than she thought. Most of the previous analysis was carried out on the premise that "viruses are very powerful". Because the focus is on "viruses", it seems that "Jiang" is at a disadvantage. But, conversely, if Jiang is really weak, then it will not exist until now. In other words, there must be a certain advantage, so that in this series of confrontation, "Jiang" will let the "virus" do nothing, and gradually lead to the current situation. "Jiang" is in my body, and I can feel its greater stability more clearly than anyone else. Dorothy wants to complete the "exploration she expected" in the "Virus" setting, as far as the "Virus" wishes, but the probability is actually very low, because the probability is very low, so very dangerous .

For the "virus", what will happen to Dorothy in the end, I am afraid it is not particularly important, but for me, "Jiang" is extremely important, but Dorothy is not important in it under. Because she is my loved one! Just as I will not let her kill Jiang, I cannot let her suffer devastating trauma under Jiang's counterattack.

Today, Dorothy seems to be in the most advantageous position, leaving only the step of wielding a knife-shaped critical weapon, probably to complete the test of "Jiang". However, from my perspective, she feels that she is already in It's life and death!

I do n’t know what will happen next. Maybe it ’s the moment she wields the sword, maybe after she wields the sword, the change of “Jiang” will reverse the situation. For this, I am convinced— -Maybe. Dorothy was ready, and I do n’t know what she did, and how effective these preparations were, but there was also a little bit. I am convinced, that is: "Jiang" is on the same level as "Virus". Dorothy has not even got rid of the threat of "Virus", but fell into the net unconsciously. Then, deal with "Jiang" "Confidence. Isn't it an illusion?

Dorothy is very powerful. After injecting the by-products produced by the Serum Research Institute, the alienation can involve the "hacker Dorothy" at the macro level of Doomsday Realm. From this point, even the special experimental body "Gaochuan" does not have To achieve this specificity. But, essentially. No matter how special she is, she is still a patient with doomsday syndrome and a recipient of "virus" infection. No matter whether it is in the hospital or in the doomsday illusion, she still has no sign of "jumping out of the script", perhaps, in her opinion. I have been plotting for a long time, and the time is ripe, but in my opinion, this is just her illusion.

What you do according to the illusion may be able to get the result that meets your expectations for a while, but it must be impossible to reach the final correct result.

I feel the movements of the "Jiang" in my body, and I can't feel any special places at all. This kind of "stability" as always may have verified my idea from the side.

Dorothy is in danger!

I don't blame everything she did to me, and even regarded me as a traitor. Various traps were laid out.

Now, there is only one thing I think about: I want to save her!

My situation is somewhat contradictory, and the people I love have become enemies to each other, and I hate such "scripts", but. When it happens, I can only do my best to stop the worst result I can imagine! and--

"They are the enemy" and "I want to protect them at the same time", in fact there is no contradiction at all, is it?

I tried my best to twist the body, as if I could hear the overwhelming "" of bones and internal organs, and I used my will against all the pain and weakness. If ... if! This world is a world of spiritual first nature and material second nature, so it does n’t matter how bad this ordinary body is. Spiritual will can become the initial and final fuel for driving behavior.

"Burn more violently!" I thought hard, imagining that my brain burst and my body shattered, if this could squeeze the power beyond this residual body.

My body leaning against the wall seemed to move a bit. The power of my upper body was like an illusion. With a little bit of it, then I lost my balance and fell to the ground. However, I can reach out.

I reached out and grabbed Dorothy's ankle as she raised the knife-shaped critical weapon high. She just paused for a moment, but that moment was what I expected.

"Jiang!" I shouted his name.

As if to squeeze the most energy out of life, he pulled Doris' ankle hard.

"Run fast ..." This was to Dorothy.

Then, a huge shadow overflowed my field of vision and fell heavily from the sky. I struggled, in the sometimes clear and sometimes blurred vision, Dorothy's bear puppet had jumped into the air, and the body suddenly disintegrated. Is this Dorothy controlling? I do n’t know, but when Dorothy ’s body was out of balance, she did n’t wave the knife toward the blood-colored figure, but waved the knife-shaped critical weapon toward the sky.

The air creates ripples, the waves distort the space, and the strong vibration suddenly jumps from the range that can be felt to the range that cannot be felt. Instead, everything is disintegrating. The sky was in disorder, and the puppet bear that fell from the sky suddenly disintegrated, but this was not the end. Like Dorothy's power characteristics, the sticky and black substance sprinkled like a puppet bear's body fluid. It seems that the puppet bear was hit hard, but I know very well that that is the puppet bear's "body" .

However, these sticky and black substances have turned into thick crimson before they fall to the ground.

Dorothy's power was infected by Jiang.

Yes, I am not surprised at all, because, in my understanding, "Jiang" is the existence of the "virus" feature. Dorothy is a patient with doomsday syndrome and cannot get rid of the "virus" infection. If she does not have enough preparations for the "virus", then she is also vulnerable to the infection of "jiang".

Dorothy showed a surprised expression, her movements were frozen, as if the body was still here, but the soul had reached another place and was caught by me. It's just an empty shell. I guess she might be "offline". The battlefield she really has to deal with is not here at all, but on another level. The key to this fight. It is not reflected in the form of "battle scenes" in the illusion of doomsday, but a war that can be observed from a more macro perspective.

I can imagine it, but it cannot be observed because of my perspective at this time. It is completely confined to a superficial doomsday illusion.

The thick crimson liquid, like rain falling down the glass, flows to me and Dorothy from time to time. It seems to be dragged by huge friction, but the downward momentum makes people feel uncomfortable It is possible to stop. finally. The first drop fell on our feet, followed by the second drop, the third drop was faster, and fell on me. I only felt wet with liquid, but it took less than a blink of an eye. The deep red droplets landed on Dorothy's shoulder, and at once, the piece of skin was deeply impregnated.

It's not as simple as the cloth or the skin surface is covered with deep red. The peristaltic and diffuse of the thick liquid makes people feel deeply aggressive. In the soul. The part that was stained with red only made people feel that even the "nucleus" had been eroded.

The crimson red liquid drooped down like raindrops ticking along the eaves after a rainy day. Dorothy's hair. The neck and half of the body have turned red, losing the texture and details of the joints, and it seems to have become a rough body made of red mud. It was as if she had been standing opposite her, the red human figure with no movement at all. At this time, the red human figure, which was originally only outlined, showed details in the opposite parts. It seems that every time Dorothy loses a part of her body details, it should be a red human figure representing "Jiang", and she will get a part of her body details.

I don't know where the strength came from, but when I saw Dorothy now, the physical and mental pain was still strong, but it seemed nothing. I grabbed her feet, propped up the upper body, which was still slightly conscious, and forced her to grasp the hand of the knife-shaped critical weapon. I did n’t even think about whether I could pull it out, but as a matter of fact, because of my drag, Dorothy was soaked in red, lost details, and became a right body that was as fragile as slime, immediately It was torn, like a clay figure torn by me.

Dorothy did not respond. Her facial features at this time were only faintly outlined, which made it impossible for people to judge whether there was an expression. I ripped the knife-shaped critical weapon, and the shape of the right hand was still attached to the handle, but only a rough shape remained. The texture of the skin, the details of the nails and joints were completely disappeared, and a little vibration Fall like sludge. The Dorothy I saw, this torn Dorothy, had no internal organs inside it, it was a red mud.

Even so, I still feel that Dorothy has not completely failed, because her left half, and a third of her part, is still persevering and has not been eroded and transformed immediately. Even if the knife-shaped critical weapon is recaptured at this time, what can I do? I do n’t have an answer, but I have n’t thought about it carefully. I just followed the feeling and grabbed the red mud block that fell to the ground, originally Dorothy ’s right hand, and then supported the body with a knife-shaped critical weapon from the ground. Stood up.

Then, I felt a pain in my wrist. Even if I did n’t go to see it, this familiar feeling made me understand that it was the “magic pattern”. Only then did I understand where my previous "feeling" came from. In the past Doomsday Illusion, there are several ways to become a Mageweave messenger, obtained from the Doom agent Carmen, obtained after killing the demon, obtained through the verification of the ruling bureau, and-seized from another Mageweave messenger !

The originally required step was to kill the Mageweave messenger. However, the state of Dorothy at this time was of course not normal, so it made me feel that I could seize Dorothy ’s magical texture. Here, Rose appeared in the form of a "three-level Mageweave messenger". There is no doubt that when I took the Mageweave from her, it was definitely more than a coincidence.

The magic pattern seems to be imprinted on the soul, not only the pain, but also the extremely familiar mysterious power, like magma, flowing in from the blood vessel of the wrist, accompanied by blood circulation, in a short breath It runs through the whole body. The nerves seemed to be moving with electricity, plunging deep into the brain, then everything in the field of vision suddenly became different.

Even without the support of a knife-shaped critical weapon, I was able to "stand up", even though my lower body still didn't feel much.

Things in the field of vision have lost the case and are only woven into outlines in the form of "lines". It is transparent, infinitely extended, and completely becomes a line-shaped human figure, like a puppet, suspended by many threads in the air Among. The entire human figure seems to be static, but the lines that make up her are changing dramatically. I felt a hot nostril, some fluid came out, and my brain seemed to be about to burn down, making it difficult to think.

Really familiar feeling. I thought, was it overloaded? However, this is necessary.

If you don't do this, you won't even be able to find the "target". Only after overloading can we see that the "line" that constitutes Dorothy is so chaotic. The violent and proliferating movement is so complicated that it cannot be sorted out and understood at all. However, what needs to be "cut off" can therefore be seen clearly.

That is "all"!

All the messy places are cut off!

This was told by intuition. I do n’t know the reason, and I do n’t need to think about it. Because this is the intuition of a mysterious expert, and trusting your own intuition is exactly what a mysterious expert should have.

"Perform Dominion Security Network Certification."

——The connection fails and the security list cannot be obtained.

——Temporary security level detection ,.

—— Confirmation of critical weapon model, radioactive gray particle resonance device type 3.

——Log in user.

"Gao Chuan."

——Security code verification, verification is complete.

"The radioactive ash particle resonance device is activated!"

—— Liberation of corresponding use authority for critical weapons.

——70% of the limit power.

——Startup is complete.

A familiar sense of vibration came from the arm of the knife-shaped critical device. In front of my eyes, the battles that cannot be directly observed are vaguely showing signs from the linear world formed by the chain of judged overload operations. If my mission, my emotions, and my expectations can only be conveyed in this way, it does not matter.

Without hesitation, I waved the knife-shaped critical weapon.

In an instant, the "line" ahead shook violently. Then, I lost sight.

The darkness and light flashed alternately in front of my eyes. At the next moment, my vision returned to normal, and my brain seemed to be heavily punched. At this time, I realized that I was pushed away by a huge reaction force. Before I fell to the ground, I saw Dorothy ’s body beginning to disintegrate, which had turned into a red muddy body, and turned into a thick liquid again, leaving only a small fleshy part. Take a break, break down into powder, and then quickly disappear into the air.

I fell heavily on the ground, there was no slight buffer, and I did n’t have the energy to adjust the balance again. That ’s it, I fell **** the ground ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ I just felt that I could n’t even move my fingers, and my muscles and nerves seemed to be all It's broken, and the head can't turn. It can only stop at a certain moment. I looked at the distant dome above my head, which seemed deep and dark, and the light was like starlight, except that each light was moving rapidly, intertwining complex routes.

I can't feel if I'm breathing, but I don't feel suffocated, I just feel that everything is over and my whole body is loose.

It seems that after a long time, my mind started to turn again, and with it came more intense pain, but, although the body was very painful, but the mind was calm. I did n’t think too much, and my instinct told me that I did what I wanted to do. Although it was impossible to observe, the battle between Dorothy and Jiang did not have the worst result. Dorothy failed, of course she failed, but, okay, she is still alive, which is already a lucky enough result.

I'm very tired, what will happen next, I don't want to think, just think about it, just look at the dome like a starry sky, and feel this deadly world filled with fog.

Thinking so, I closed my eyes. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile users.)