Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 1139: Still do not know the day

The world of consciousness is extremely mysterious. In the collective subconsciousness of human beings, you can directly feel all kinds of things that you once imagined, or even unimaginable, and ordinary people simply cannot bear the impact from this. However, if there is such a thing, you can intuitively feel that it is not a product of the collective subconsciousness of human beings when you observe "it", then it certainly is not. Chang Huaien was convinced of this theory. Although the monster was terrible and its depth of existence even exceeded that of the repeater, at the first sight of it, he already understood that it was not bred by humans. No matter how good or bad things are, even compared to it, the "cancer" that humans see as monsters will become cute. Because, "cancer" is still made by the mutation of human cells, and the monster is completely foreign. Chang Huaien didn't know why such alien things existed so deep in the collective subconsciousness of human beings. However, he was very clear that its existence would inevitably have a fatal impact on humanity as a whole. Only because of its way of existence, human beings cannot touch it, but it affects human beings all the time.

"Our real enemies are not any weird thoughts or ourselves. They are in our consciousness, non-human monsters that interfere with all of our consciousness at all times." Chang Huaien seemed to want to understand What's wrong, "Apocalypse, Nazis, cyberballs, all people who have come into contact with the mystery, all normal people ... The deepest part of all this consciousness is where the monster is. Our enemy is not so-called Doomsday Truth and Nazis, Fire, Prophet Mayn, do you know? But, even if you know it, you will only fall into the deepest despair in helplessness. Even the mentor cannot imagine how strong that monster is. , I will let everyone win. "So he said to himself, his eyes firmed:" We still have catalogs, and the guys who made the catalog ... Omi and Dorothy? Really do n’t know, they are What kind of thing can actually achieve this level. But it does n’t matter. The enemy is the unimaginable monster. If you take everything from me, Can create a hint of the possibility of victory, then. It does not matter, take it! All to you! "

Chang Huaien caught the hand of the "Catalogue" and burned it. The flame was dark blue, flowing like sea water. The color, texture and dynamics are so magnificent and so deadly. Chang Huaien knew that his own existence would burn out in this flame. However, he did not have any fear. He felt his firmness and courage, like a magma, and let other body parts burn up before being swallowed by flames.

"Come on. Devoured and merged with me. Let my power be your power, let your power be your power." In Chang Huai's eyes, there seemed to be a flame burning, "I'm always Wyan. It is the strongest conscious walker in the world. "

At this moment, he could not find a better way, but he also accepted this seemingly feasible method. If someone must sacrifice himself, then this only seemingly feasible method can truly gain the power to do so. Then, let yourself come. Since his own strength is an indispensable part of this method, he is also lucky to himself who has been exploring humanity.

Like-minded people who are never lacking in the online ball may be a little extreme, perhaps, to save their lives, maybe you can see more possibilities, but since there is such a possibility right in front of you, and you miss it, you may regret it No, assuming everything must consider the worst possibility, then, if this time is missed, humanity may really lose hope. Chang Huaien does n’t want to think about it anymore, because no matter how he does it, there must be a lot of people, and there must be many people, even when he is thinking, there are constantly people being, then, what is his turn Can't it?

"Just hope, this is valuable." Chang Huaien closed his eyes and smiled calmly, "So, goodbye, the renmen and the world I love."

It seemed that all the obstacles in resisting the deep blue flame were at this moment, disappearing with the last trace of resistance in Chang Huai'en's heart. These flames engulfed Chang Huai's body in the violent wind.

At this time of the day, all people who knew Chang Huaiyan were aware of the anomaly originating from the bottom of their hearts. However, no one could find the source of this anomaly, and it was unclear what this anomaly implied. They felt that they had lost something, but, in the next moment, the gap in their hearts was refilled, just like digging a bucket of water, and the remaining space would immediately be filled with the surrounding water. Even so, some people still shed tears for the vacancy and sadness at this moment, such as Catwoman, but even chewing the tears, she could not understand what happened.

This kind of anomaly is naturally cause for concern, especially when they find out that the anomaly does not just happen to themselves. At the same time, they have the same feeling, maybe there is a difference in severity, but they will not cover up the anomaly. Nature.

"This is an anomaly in consciousness." Huo Huo said to Catwoman and Prophet Mayn. "However, there is not much negative feeling."

"I feel sad, as if I have lost something, but that feeling is only a moment." Catwoman said: "It must be a very heavy thing, because I cry."

"Is it lost and sad?" Prophet Mayn said thoughtfully: "But, it's not just that. I felt a warm power, it was love and hope, it was full of courage."

"Love, hope and courage born with loss and sorrow?" Huo said heavily: "This is not the first time we have experienced similar emotions."

"When our companions have to help themselves to open up the path that allows us to move forward, we will always let people have such emotions." Catwoman has calmed down, but the answers she got made her unable to be happy. , "It must be one of our important companions. Since it is an abnormality in consciousness, then it is very likely to be a conscious walker."

"I screen immediately." Even though the fire said so, it didn't give much hope. The deeper the study of "mystery", the more understood it is. The deeper the anomaly, the greater the impact. Then, to understand its ins and outs, the more impossible it is. If this anomaly is really because there is an important companion, then the ordinary method of elimination is unable to find out the identity of this companion, he should have been familiar with these people, however, since he waits for others Can't find the person's existence from memory. Well, perhaps this mysterious event has become so serious that even the "existence" of that person has been wiped out.

Looking at "existence" according to "mysterious" experience, there is a 90% possibility that it operates from the collective subconscious level of human beings. However, the collective subconsciousness of human beings is such a huge and complex existence that even the most conscious walker in the cyber ball cannot say that he has mastered it. And all anomalies formed through the collective subconsciousness of human beings. It may even reach the point of being "invisible". Simply put, perhaps this person has left clues. The loss of its existence will also form a logical vacancy in the social scope, but even if these clues and strange vacancies are in front of you, you will subconsciously ignore it.

after an hour. Fire escape verified his ideas. In all reports, no doubts were found, or even if there were doubts. Doubts also form a de facto mistake, but they are still ignored by those trying to find them. "Failing to realize" is more terrible than "not paying attention". If it is just "not paying attention", then perhaps through mysterious or scientific methodology, the roots can still be logically and closely deduced, but, "not aware" The similarity to "non-existence" is not a logical absence, but a philosophical absence.

Philosophy, in terms of consciousness, always takes precedence over any logic.

"Maybe we should have a deep dive." Ms. Mayn rarely suggested: "According to everyone's judgment, this anomaly is similar to digging a piece from the human collective subconscious, then this trace must not be so easily. Relieve. We must know what happened, the best way is to dive deep into the collective subconsciousness of human beings and observe those unusual changes. Perhaps the clues are subtle, but it is not impossible. "

"There are not many conscious walkers who can dive in the network ball." Huo thought, "If the wheelchair person is still there, it is impossible to find a clue if this kind of thing is not dived to a certain depth. However, we Once the person who dives to the depth I estimate, the chance of not coming back will be great. We ca n’t take the life of another companion to take risks because of an already companion. If this abnormality feels like There is a huge viciousness, and I would agree to this kind of adventure, but although the anomaly makes us feel lost and sad, it is not entirely true, is it? I think that the companion must be hopeful, and his own is valuable , Not just to understand why, let more companions. "

Catwoman and Prophet Mayn were silent for a while. Sensually, of course, they wanted to understand what happened, but, as the fire escape said, to make rational judgments from the anomalous nature, they ca n’t do that at least, among other companions. Before making sure that you can protect yourself, you can't take the initiative to push them to that extremely dangerous place.

"Russell is the most potential conscious walker on our side." Zhahuo said: "He has applied to me for deep consciousness diving, but it has been rejected by me. He must reach at least 80% of wheelchair users. To perform this task. This abnormality may make his progress faster, and we can expect his growth. "

"How about the repeater?" Catwoman suddenly asked, and Fire escape understood very well. She asked what this sentence meant.

The repeater is closely connected with the human collective subconscious. When such an anomaly occurs, the repeater cannot respond to nothing.

"The groundbreaking ceremony has been completed," said the fire. "I have informed Jinjiang and they will report it immediately if there is a clue."

"The time for the groundbreaking ceremony is very close to the time when the anomaly occurred. Isn't the two related?" Catwoman said: "Will it be the groundbreaking ceremony?"

"The construction of the repeater is good." Shenhuo Sheng said: "I also suspect that it was time for the companion to lay the groundbreaking ceremony. However, think about it in reverse, in order to ensure that the groundbreaking of the repeater can be completed, so he You do n’t think it ’s talented. In fact, did he already get the result he wanted when he was? We hold him tightly at the groundbreaking ceremony, and how big will the blow to them be? I do n’t think , That ’s what my companion wants to see. And, the feelings conveyed along with the anomalies. It is enough to prove that this is inevitable, and no one made a mistake in it. ”

"..." Catwoman had to admit that the fire escape made sense. The companion is his own choice, so any act of pursuing the person responsible for this is certainly not what he wants to see. Perhaps, the groundbreaking ceremony of the repeater. There are indeed hidden clues, but now, to explore again, it is only worth the loss, even, it has no meaning at all. Without this companion, the foundation of the repeater may fail, although it is only an assumption. But it is the result that no one wants to see.

Today's results, in addition to some people have paid a huge amount. Almost the most ideal result. It's just that it's hard to accept emotionally that even the people who paid are forgotten. Maybe I do n’t care, but for those who are still alive, I still hope to affirm him in a more practical way. Because this kind of affirmation is not only affirming the dead, but also affirming the alive.

"Is there no other way?" Catwoman said, "Is there any way to make up for it?"

"... Catwoman, you have to understand. There are already a lot of people in order to fight the end. The one we lost today is not the first nor the last one. Compared with other people who are unknown, he doesn't have any Particularity. "The fire stared at Catwoman ’s eyes, with intense and heavy emotions.“ We are the same. Whether it ’s me, you, or even Ms. Mayn, when it ’s necessary, will no one know who you are Do n’t you go? "

"Of course not!" Catwoman seemed to interrupt him, saying hard: "I already had this consciousness."

"Then, the companion, the companion that we have forgotten, also has this level of consciousness." Fuhuo said: "I believe in him as if I believed in myself. So" Fuhuo said heavily: "We should close The mouth does not need any form of comfort, because neither he nor we need such comfort. Use action to prove that his value is valuable. "

"I just ..." Catwoman bit her lip.

"I understand, I can understand." Zhaohuo said: "You are very unwilling, very angry, and I am the same. But how is the best way to make up for this unwillingness and anger? I hope you can think about it again If you have a reason, I will not object. ”At this point, he paused and said heavily:“ But now, I hope you can understand my decision. ”After that, he turned to Prophet Mayn, Speaking: "Does Ms. Mayen have any suggestions?"

"No, you know, we women are easy to use emotions, but you have proved that the decisions made when feeling are often not the most." Prophet Mayn shook his head and said, "I trust your decision and go fire."

Fire sighed and rubbed his cheek vigorously: "Hopefully I won't live up to this trust."

"No, I mean, even if you make a mistake, I can understand it. I trust you not because you didn't make a mistake, but because, as long as everyone can make a mistake, you are the one who is the most." Mayn The Prophet smiled and said, "Trust yourself and go off fire."

He nodded and said goodbye to the two. He went to the place where the other high-level personnel were. They had been busy for a while, and it was time to tell them the final decision. Fire escape also believes that they can understand this decision, although this decision seems impersonal. Most of the time, handling decisions are made for those who are still alive, but in a very small number of cases, those who need to be alive are trying to understand the dead ’s ideas from the perspective of the dead, even if this The result of this practice will always look cold, but it is necessary to move forward.

Ordinary people need warmth and warmer. However, for those who want to achieve a miracle, they need not only warmth to comfort themselves, but also coldness to test themselves. To resist the end, this kind of test is indispensable, and it will continue to come in the future. No, the fire said to yourself, in fact, a similar test has already existed in the past, but it will always be backlogged. The deepest part of my heart becomes the courage and strength to face the end.

Renmen forget Chang Changen. This kind of forgetting is not thorough, but it is not what human beings can do to retrieve this memory. Otherwise, the "mystery" symbolized by this kind of anomaly is essentially impossible. Against enemies who cannot imagine, recognize and understand. Unimaginable enemies can only be defeated by unimaginable means. This is one of the cores from the beginning of Dorothy and the color scheme. In Dorothy ’s memory, everything about Chang Wyan also disappeared. However, the repeater that has completed the fusion and gained strength from Chang Wyan will not lose this power. It is more powerful than in the past. It is more powerful than when only the super department is merged. This kind of power is secret, and this kind of secret is the way to make it really hurt the "inexplicable monster".

Omi held out his hand, and there were two squares in the core of the magic circle that were constantly rolling, separated in half, just like a book page that was torn in half. And under her watch, the book is being put together again.

When the anomaly occurred, Jin Jiang also forgot the existence of "Chang Huaien", but after the anomaly disappeared, she felt that she still remembered, but there was an intuition telling her that she should not think of it. So she conformed to this feeling and didn't think about it anymore. She even intuitively felt that Dorothy should have the same abnormal feeling, but the other party would never ask herself what happened, and the fact is the same. . From this state, Omi can directly understand that the depth involved in the entire event, in occultism, "unknown" itself is the most direct way to ensure the mystery and the strength of the mysterious power.

From the connection between them, she also judged that the following trend of this incident had nothing to do with herself.

This will be a mystery that is deliberately kept in an "unknown" state.

"... should I say yes, did I die well?" Jin Jiang sneered and opened his hands. The two cubes spliced ​​in front of him moved into her hands and suddenly turned into a ray of light. When the light disappeared, there was only a black book catalog full of material touch.

The "Catalog ~ lightnovelpub.net ~" that appeared in the core state of the repeater control of Marceau is exactly the same in appearance, but the size is different. However, in terms of existence, the difference between the two is even greater. Or it should be said that today ’s “Catalog” is the real “Catalog.” The three-poster ceremony is not. Omi directly erased this idea, which is called the expected result of the foundation stone laying ceremony. .

Opening this book by Omi, there is naturally content in it, but only the "text" that constitutes the content, even she can't understand it, because these "texts" change every moment and there is no cultural science at all. , The logic of normal text. Just like, not only the content is constantly changing, but also the "text" used to record the content, and the single font changes with the span of "different languages".

This also means that even if this "catalogue" is in its own hands, it doesn't make any sense.

"Marceau." Jin Jiang said softly.

Marceau's figure fluctuated and formed before her eyes. After Marceau's form stabilized, Omi threw the "Catalog" into her hands: "It's yours."

Without saying a word, Marceau nodded and hugged the Catalogue before her eyes, as if she had never appeared. To be continued ...