When Gao Chuan was tortured, he remained in the appearance of a teenager, as if growth had stopped.However, in his detailed medical examination report, the cell replacement was several times that of ordinary people. Dr. Ruan Li was Gao Chuan ’s attending doctor. Most people in the hospital must understand the abnormality of Gao Chuan ’s body. The high activation of cells does not bring about the limit of division, and the energy supporting this activity is not simply drawn through itself. In the ordinary cognition In the middle, the acceleration of cell replacement is not a good phenomenon.Although on the surface, it can cause the phenomenon of self-healing force enhancement, but the side effects that follow are greater. Human cell replacement has limits, and at the same time, Reaching this limit in a short time requires a lot of energy, and this level of energy cannot be provided by ordinary people through their own food digestion function.

This huge activity at the microscopic level in the body is a characteristic of patients with doomsday syndrome.However, Gao Chuan is still different from other patients with doomsday syndrome in this regard, because this activity remains in a very vulnerable state for a long time. Although the drug also plays a big role in it, from the data, Dr. Ruan Li believes that even without the help of drugs, Gao Chuan's collapse will still be much later than other patients with doomsday syndrome. And, later The collected data can only make such a conclusion: the appearance of Gao Chuan's "stop growing" phenomenon originally happened only to him, and after that failed serum injection, Dorothy, tied his color, Xiu Ye, Ba, Chang, Feng, Literary &; // cwx &; target = &; _ blank &;> cwx Jing and Marceau also showed the difference from other patients with doomsday syndrome, from this phenomenon, it can be roughly considered that, It was Gao Chuan's information that caused the five girls to have aberrant changes, and even to this. At this time, the night of the night, the eight scenes and the three people's "stop growing" phenomenon, the same is true.

In terms of appearance only, the appearance of the three girls in Ba Ye and Bajing and Masuo is younger than Gaochuan, but in fact, the four people are about the same age, in terms of bone age data. Masuo is also two years older than Gaochuan. The phenomenon of "stopping growth" presented by these three girls is also an illusion. The changes at the cellular and genetic levels are as dramatic as Gao Chuan, but there are many differences from Gao Chuan. These differences are comprehensive Yes, it is not simply one or two factors that can explain that, compared with Gao Chuan's "stop growing", but only from the appearance changes, these three girls also show the phenomenon of "juvenile". In the past and present photos, this difference in appearance of & quot; juvenile & quot; will become more apparent.

As an expert in psychology, Dr. Ruan Li believes that this is the evidence that the three girls started from the mental level after their personality collapsed, and then interfered with the growth. In this judgment, she also absorbed Dr. Ander ’s The theory of interaction with &. Leaving aside the direction of research &; viruses &; the theory and feasibility of &; human completion plan &; in this hospital, there are indeed many examples. Perhaps in In the past taboo research, some people have mentioned similar theories and have done similar research. However, as far as Dr. Ruan Li knows, the only research that currently has clear feasibility is only here. This is what the research experts in the hospital have to admit.

Dr. Ande's research strength is very strong, and the direction can also let people see the hope of success.Because of this, only a group of experts gathered under his banner, and his team will get the support of the hospital.

Even so, as an expert, Dr. Ruan Li still believes that his own method is more correct and more feasible to study the same goal, there is not only one way, competition on the level of scientific ideas, from the early days of scientific origin It has continued to the present, and it will certainly continue into the future. If you do not have the self-confidence that is the same as stubbornness, you do n’t want to take your own path and create a new path, you ca n’t be called an "aggressive expert"; naturally, It is also impossible to become a &; great scientific pioneer & ;; this is the real idea of ​​Dr. Ruan Li's heart, dealing with science and his own scientific path.

From this perspective, Dr. Ruan Li is convinced that if he was admitted to Dr. Ander's team, he would certainly firmly adhere to his own views and research directions.Maybe, Dr. Ander saw through this before rejecting himself. Join the team. After all, once you enter the team, you will definitely divert some of the resources that have always belonged to Dr. Ander ’s research direction because of differences in concepts. The resources available for research are limited, and the researchers will naturally not be willing to. The part of yourself that is dedicated, the part that produces for yourself, is distributed to people who are different from their own ambitions, even if this person is also a member of their own team. Or, to accept such people, lead them to yourself For the team, it is simply harmful.

Dr. Ruan Li can understand these things, and has seen too much of this kind of competition, but, as she thinks, she accepts this kind of competition and tries to participate in this kind of competition. This is why she joined the lurker The reason for the organization also feels that the reason why the latent organization can collect so many researchers is that the hospital provides too few resources to meet all the experts in the hospital; whether it is for fame. Wan, in order to prove that he is correct, or simply because of his research instincts, after Dr. Ande obtained the leading power of the hospital's research, the experts who gathered on the island at the beginning eventually split. And, in the eyes of experienced experts, this is also an inevitable result.

Dr. Ruan Li has seldom thought about what he would be so stubborn.I would rather join the lurker organization and work against Dr. Ander's team.After all, the divergence of ideas between the two has not reached the point of life and death, even, In the eyes of ordinary people, even if they adopt Dr. Ander ’s idea, it ’s okay to get started. However, from a psychological and sociological point of view, the differences in ideas will indeed produce a jaw-dropping confrontation with Dr. Ruan Li. Many examples can be cited, and, these. [,! The example really makes ordinary people feel inexplicable, but it seems to be recognized: the Central Principality has a kind of food called "tofu brain"; its taste is sweet and salty. Originally, there are differences in taste, It does not rise to life-long hostility and life-threatening danger, but, in this example, there are people who have developed "personal attacks and even become murderers because of whether the tofu brain should be sweet or salty." In that example, the murderer was sentenced to mental illness, and then in the psychiatric hospital, he was killed by another guy who was equally paranoid about the tofu brain problem.

Yes. Everyone is to study the virus; remove the threat of the virus; the results obtained in this process are ultimately used to endanger the society or to benefit the society. None of the researchers can control it. From this point of view, it seems to have the basis of working together to overcome the difficulties, but the divergence of ideas and the lack of research resources make this cooperation like a mirror. It has been impossible from the beginning.

Gao Chuan, Xie Se, Dorothy, Xiu Ye, Bajing and Marceau can all be regarded as the most precious resources in research. Dr. Ande ’s team has Gao Chuan ’s resource assistance and color center, which keeps them in the resource. Based on the advantages, it also made other experts unable to see the possibility of stepping on the competitive stage. However, the disappearance of Gao Chuan, the emergence of Super Dorothy, and the strength of the lurker organization itself. Let other experts see the hope of competition. Although the team of the lurking organization has always been chasing after, but only now. Only let people see the hope of surpassing the team of Dr. Ander. The competition for Xiuye, Bajing and Marceau is the epitome of this competition. The key link.

Once the party of the lurker organization gets the night of the night, Bajing and Marceau, at least on special resources, it can be regarded as a symbol of the team of Dr. Ander overtaking. Dr. Ruan Li also has this consensus. Because, she has learned from the actual research, Aware of Gaochuan's unreproducibility. Those who are "Gaochuan Replicas" and even the passers-by can't really reproduce Gaochuan's particularity in the study, and judge it with the intuition of the researchers. Xi Ye, Bajing and Marceau The research value of it is also above these Gaochuan replicas. Therefore, even if Dr. Ander's team can make many Gaochuan replicas, it can't offset the loss of resources such as the loss of nights, Bajing and Marshall in a short time.

Moreover, Dr. Ruan Li also feels that if he is in charge of the three girls in the true sense, the situation of the three girls must be better than in the hands of Dr. Ander's team and even other researchers in the lurking organization.

The huge and strong thought made Dr. Ruan Li stare at the girl playing card games for a moment.The dark, creepy atmosphere in the dark environment seems to be very fragile in this kind of thought. , A light sweep, and it was completely smashed. The passerby remained silent without urging. Dr. Ruan Li walked to the three girls, bent down, and brushed off the hair of one of the girls, looking at her without any focus The eyes of the three girls are all like this. The pale face is not malnutrition, but a diseased, weak body that makes the appearance look younger. Although they are playing cards, they are not watching the cards. No one knows what they are looking at, and Dr. Ruan Li is unclear. The three girls have little response to external stimuli, and even if someone touches their body, they will never feel it.

Looking at their situation from a psychological level, Dr. Ruan Li felt many times that they had no possibility of recovery. Looking at them, Dr. Ruan Li always remembered Gao Chuan, who always believed that he could save them, I do n’t avoid saying this to her. However, when she asked him a more specific method, the teenager was always speechless. That stubborn, hopeful gaze would cast a painful shadow. It is precisely because of this shadow that the youth's firmness cannot always be wiped out.Therefore, Dr. Ruan Li was impressed by him, willing to believe that there will be such a beautiful ending.

It was like, accompanying a patient who would die at any time, and made a dream of longing for the future. When the dream woke up, it was always particularly melancholy. As for sadness and pain? Long ago, it was gone If you treat every patient's regret and treat every patient's story with emotional sentiment, being a doctor is a very painful thing, especially in the face of not much recovery, but seriously wanting to live, full of This is especially true when it comes to dreaming patients.

Gao Chuan didn't realize his dream, and Yu Ye, Ba Jing and Marceau also lost the umbrella he served as. &; However, it doesn't matter, you have always been loved, and even now, there is still something for you. Dream. &; Dr. Ruan Li smiled, touched the heads of the three girls, hugged one of them, and said to the passerby: &; it is them. &;

The passer-by picked up the remaining two, the girls did not resist, and the cards in their hands were scattered on the table and the ground. It seemed that these cards were no longer important. Dr. Ruan Li glanced at the cards and wanted to pack them up. These cards are rarely left in the hands of girls. She knows that many people with mental illness will be particularly attached to something that does not make sense in the eyes of others. However, there is a lot of time wasted here at this time, and the organization of the lurkers cannot pretend It may continue forever, and you and others must leave as soon as possible.

&; There is no time. &; The passerby glanced at the playing cards, it seems to know Dr. Ruan Li ’s thoughts, &; Doctor, are these playing cards really important? &;

&; No, I think it ’s okay, there will be substitutes. &; Dr. Ruan Li said, holding the girl in her arms and turned out of the door.

She finally glanced at the locked door in Gaochuan's room. She frowned and walked away with the lead. The two were concealed in the shadows downstairs one after the other. After a while, a team of heavily armed security personnel The three researchers in white coats who came to protect them came here, and they immediately found out. At night, the three girls of Bajing and Marceau disappeared, and their faces were all gloomy, but they did not swear. They crouched on the ground and checked everything in the room. The place where the researchers were concerned was of course different from the security staff.

&; Two people have come in. &; Security staff said.

&; Can they be found? &; Researcher asked.

&; There is only a 50% chance. &; Security personnel answer.

&; Then try your best. I will tell Dr. Ander. &; Researcher said so. Then he took a card from his feet and pointed at the abstract pattern on it and asked: &; what do you think is this? &;

The security staff was stunned and looked at each other, and then said: &; this is your doctor ’s job, is n’t it? &;

&; Right. &; Researcher nodded and said quietly: &; I do n’t know what this is. However, I think it must not be meaningless. Dr. Ander thinks so. They took the night away. , Bajing and Marceau, too late to clean up, can only say that they have not really realized. The breakthrough point of the research is where. &; He nodded his brain and said: &; right here. They ca n’t start from three We know about the problems of these girls, but we can learn from these cards that maybe. &;

The security staff was puzzled. They didn't understand what the researcher was saying. After looking at each other again, they shrugged together. However, they still care about one thing: &; Doctor, this task ... &;

&; Well, it ’s okay, so. Although some things are lost, it ’s not anyone ’s fault. &; Researcher answered reasonably, which made the security staff smile easily.

&; Help me check if there is anything similar to this kind of graffiti here. &; Researcher said, together with the other two researchers, collected the cards on the ground and on the table. Security personnel shouted each other a few The sound was scattered again around the room and searched for a while. When they met again, the security staff had no special gains. The three researchers discussed it and gave the card to the researcher who had been responsible for communicating with the security staff.

&; Close the team. &; The leader of the security staff shouted, once again protecting the researchers in the center, and quickly evacuated the dormitory building. When they arrived downstairs, they were immediately attacked by a mad patient , The other party ’s attack was so fierce that several security personnel died. They were fighting and retreating, and the situation was definitely not good. However, the situation they encountered was staged in all corners of the hospital at this time. .

On this day, due to factors that some researchers could not confirm, the patients of Doomsday Syndrome fell into a state of madness and collapse on a large scale.The Latent Organization took advantage of this opportunity to achieve the transfer of Xiuye, Bajing and Masuo with minimal loss. The personnel believe that this is a coincidence, but for researchers, it has an undisputable but extremely disturbing insider. At this point, the competition for the research of &; virus &; has entered a New stage.

Dr. Ander left the hospital; and although the hospital did not substantially imprison him, it was the first time in two years that he left the hospital; he could guess that he took away the 哾At night, how did the people of Bajing and Marceau come from? He feels that the current situation is still in his grasp.However, in order to guide the next situation and improve his own chance of winning, he needs more support. He is not an expert who only understands research and does not understand politics. He has always believed that his own means of handling personnel are as powerful as his own research strength. No, it should be said that this kind of struggle is good at this. ; Part of research strength &;

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Since when did people recognize the existence of self? Can they still remember and confirm the whole process of self? Except human beings, do other lives in the world have the concept of "self"? Possessing, then, in this self; what kind of existence do they see? Doom agent Carmen has been thinking about this problem. When he awakened &; Doom agent &; this idea Before knowing the meaning of this noun, what was he? How did it exist? The origin of this problem is that he knew many things, but he did n’t know exactly how he became a &; agent of the end & ;of.

As if, the concept of &; doom agent &; came into being when he was born. Carmen felt that this should n’t be the case. For a thousand steps, if the fact is true, you are getting &; Before the concept of human &; there is no self. Well, that means that your own thinking is close to the source of consciousness.

Consciousness, will, psychology, spirit, all things on the inner level will become the manifestation of & quot; mystery & quot; in the illusion of doom. Carmen knows that he needs strength, needs mystery, do n’t look at himself as if he can overcome everything, but in the end , He still needs to face a monster. And it is that monster that turns himself into this look. In this sense, that monster allows him to acquire himself and gain strength, and is his creator. And what he thought All that is done is to defeat the creator and obtain the true independence of &; independence and freedom in human philosophy.

The monster, the creator, is called &; Jiang & ;.

Yes, Carmen knows what he is, knows his relationship with Gao Chuan, knows the existence of &; viruses &; and knows his composition, and biologically speaking && mission &. Because of knowing so many things So, he is quite sure that what contributed to his existence is not &; virus &; but &; Jiang &; of course, at first, the two may not need to be so distinguished, but, as far as the present is concerned, The influence of & Jiang has been very obvious, and even threatened his foundation as an intellectual life.

Carmen knew himself and Gao Chuan. [,! ] The difference. From a biological point of view, they are actually different parts of the same individual, but from an ideological point of view, their difference is quite large. It is this difference that makes Carmen firmly believe that his status is in & In the sequence of Jiang's consciousness, under &; Gaochuan & ;, it is a piece that can be discarded. It is also because of the realization that & Jiang and; Gaochuan &; are beyond the expected close relationship, so , He didn't believe at all that & Gaochuan would die.

Even from the time of cognition to the existence of self, no matter in the end of the illusion or the physical body, they have not weaker than Gao Chuan, and can even be said to have stronger power and control, no matter from which point of view, defeat and destroy & ; Gaochuan &; are taken for granted. Carmen still does not believe that he can really do this.

Just because of the existence of &; Jiang &; before defeating &; Jiang & ;, &; Gao Chuan &; cannot be killed.

From the timeline, the difference between & Jiang and Virus, or the existence of & Jiang in the sense of an independent self, is also the time when one is born and self-conscious At that moment, the term &; agent of the end &; and the accompanying mission, task, or rather, an endowed duty, always existed, and this duty was not always the same, although, at the time I really thought that it would be constant, forever, and only one line would come to an end.