Although I do n’t know the human figures in the fast food restaurant are composed of those elements in the human subconscious, but their appearance and attacking methods are similar to the Sao Ling phenomenon in occultism. If there is an invisible force to roll up sharp cutlery, it is not a physical force. At the scene, there is no effect of the force field. There is no sign. The sudden shape of the impact causes the airflow to wind up the hurricane. In just a blink of an eye, the fast food restaurant is in disarray, and it's not just me who is doing the destruction. The disappeared human form is like being transformed into an invisible form. Even if the chain judgment cannot be observed, people ca n’t help but think of the description of the power of mind in occultism, as if these human forms themselves are manifestations of this invisible power. This is just a metaphor for the image. Actually it may not be the case. I thought to myself that KY3000's barrage blasted in all directions, shooting down all the dangerous items that were trying to approach him on the spot.

Fortunately, although the existence of these humanoids is weird, [pig_pig_island] novels are very old-fashioned in the manner of attack. It seems that the physical form that must be presented in the ideology with the help of objects appearing in the physical form is not itself. Material can gain lethality. Compared to their own form of existence, this method is undoubtedly low-level, just like aliens with power across the galaxy, still insisting on using stone tools as weapons. From the perspective of occultism, this imbalance is obviously deliberate enough to prove that this fast food restaurant is a singular point that connects the "surface" and "depth" of the nightmare Las Vegas, even if there are natural factors. , More are still artificial means of transformation, implementing the ideas of people behind the scenes.

I became convinced that I started being attacked by suspicious soldiers until I locked the remote observer. Entering this distorted place through a fast food restaurant is indeed guided by the people behind the scenes. Perhaps, the other party made several preparations from the beginning, and my choice met one of his preparations. What is reflected is not the enemy ’s prophetic vision, but based on the enemy ’s understanding of me. Detailed and mysterious planning and sufficient preparation.

I think this is not a Nazi style.

So, are you acting with the Mercenary Association? Or is it the doomsday truth? I have n’t recovered from this doomsday illusion for long, and have little contact with others. Those who can understand me to a certain extent must have a detailed and large intelligence organization, and someone or organization that has a good understanding of "mystery", especially the magic pattern. . After establishing the screening conditions, there are only a few remaining possible answers. A person does not act against another person for no reason, therefore. Since this incident can be seen as a "must be Gao Chuan" situation, then, the guy who designed me must understand the strength of the fourth-level magic pattern to a certain extent. As a result, Father Edward, who had been missing for several days, was naturally one of the suspects.

In fact, based on the "Jiang" action plan. It is impossible to be disturbed by this degree of design, no matter what the other party is thinking. Even what has been done is meaningless unless it is moved out of at least the power of the monster in the subconscious abyss, or if all the power of the repeater is assembled for the layout.

Even if I understand, this is the fact. For all humans, it is very cruel. However, when they really did, I couldn't fully treat it as something I didn't care about.

If the power of "Jiang" can be used, I will arrogantly destroy the monster equivalent to this ontological world. But sorry people. In the case of "Jiang" not responding, even the power of Level 4 Mageweave can not maintain its shape for too long here. The mystery of this monster has far exceeded that of Level 4 Mageweave Messenger. Therefore, you can only choose to retreat. Regardless of the people behind the scene, who just want to test the power of the Level 4 Mageweaver and this monster, or want me to take out the news of this monster, or really want to use the power of the monster to kill me, he can This time I got a relatively satisfactory result.

I will not feel lost because of this. This emotion is so small and useless in the face of that deep and long despair and fear. For me, everything that ca n’t kill me will give me a chance to fight back. What I do best is to brew strength in silence.

I emptied the fast food restaurant calmly, and the battle was easier than expected. The human form that appeared in the fast food restaurant is not that strange and weird. It is undoubtedly good news. I'm not going to guess why these humanoid figures are only to such a degree. The people behind the scene are fully prepared and will not be easily exposed in front of me. In other words, I don't think I am even smarter than the other party. On the contrary, I always think that I am a stupid person. This stupidity is not reflected in school, but it is often reflected in my review of my adventures.

It ’s not the first time I ’ve been tricked around, and it ’s not the first time that I have a conspiracy covering me before I even know what happened. The facts also prove that although they are very smart and good at designing all the people they think they need, from another perspective, they are also weak. Only by doing so can they reach their goals and get close to their goals. In front, in front of the time of rotation, how weak all of this seemed. The best way to deal with them is to shut up your mouth, do what you want to do, wait for them to catch up with perseverance, and expose everything about yourself.

This approach should not be possible for everyone, but it is suitable for me, which is enough to prove that I am different from others.

I admit that I am small and stupid, but also accept that I am different, dreaming of becoming a hero, but always think that silence is a better attitude than hustle and bustle. I think this is what I really look like.

The gun was extinguished and there was silence, but I felt that my brain became clear at once, as if it was constantly filled into my brain, a mess of things was combed neatly, resting on the loom and waiting for weaving . The deep and turbid place in my heart seemed to be filtered, turned into a cold and clear stream, and gurgled. The unbelievable adventure stories recorded in my mind in the past, like a main bone running through the front and back, become more three-dimensional. It is no longer a ridiculous turn, a scene that is rigidly connected, but a whole story, now. I understand better than in the past, how to go to the end to follow the deep thoughts in my heart, to watch those illusions, to listen to the sound that melts in my ears, no need to do anything deliberately because. In fact, I have always been guided on the road to the end, and the end is not determined by myself at all, but in the entanglement of countless complex factors, it seems that there are countless opportunities Changed, but actually. No one can explore such a complex operating mechanism, so it is impossible to determine whether it will really cause future changes when it does what it is trying to change, and whether it is good even if there is a change The change.

because. Not sure about the consequences of trying to change, so. No need to deliberately change anything. Just need to do what you want, and then be prepared to bear the good and bad that follow. Many people think that this is a self-righteous approach and will only reap the bitter results in the end. Man is a creature that has to refer to the ideas of others in order to be ready, but obviously, in an unpredictable fate, this kind of idea is nonsense. What people can do is not to choose good or bad, but to be prepared to bear bad results. negative. But inevitable.

I have seen my life clearly. I am unfortunate, but lucky. I put it in a population of hundreds of millions, no less unfortunate than others, and no more lucky than others. With unusual children.

I don't know why this kind of moment suddenly confirmed this, and my mind became more sober than before, and I felt like I was sublimated. I always feel that this feeling of sublimation may just be an illusion, but even an illusion should be in a place with a certain limit in life, as described in the story. It is only when an important choice waits that this sober consciousness suddenly emerges.

However, it came so unprepared, suddenly, without any violation, and completed without any resistance, just like snow melted in water, so natural. The same is true of the fourth-level magic pattern, which was reached when the strong thoughts and emotions of the moment were unraveled. It was plain and lacking in storytelling, and it was not the plot of the past for which it was bloody.

I just stood in a messy fast food restaurant, looking around every corner silently, while confirming my calm mood, while observing every detail of the fast food restaurant. All its anomalies were hidden in these details. Once, when you encounter similar details again, you can use this experience to make better preparations.

I began to feel that from this moment onwards, I was no longer a mental patient, because my thinking was no longer chaotic, and there was no longer the feeling that I would be swallowed up by the torrent of thoughts at any moment. I seemed to change back to contacting myself at the beginning of mystery, but then I thought about it, under the premise that patients with doomsday syndrome must have mental illness, weren't they also mental patients at that time? A clear mind, no longer troubled by unstoppable thoughts, does not mean that the pathological nature changes.

Many mental patients do not feel that they are mental patients. By comparison, being able to recognize that you are a mental patient may be a minor mental illness.

I don't seem to care as much as I did before, but I always deliberately remind myself that I am a mental patient.

I smiled. I didn't think, I just calmly and instinctively accepted this facial movement.

I took out the chalk from my pocket, and then realized that there was chalk in my pocket, but this is not something to worry about. The quark reorganized the body of the crow, appeared on my shoulders, and flew up suddenly, setting off a gust of wind that was not equal to the volume of its wings. It seems to be deliberate, but it is not worth paying attention to. I drew a simple eye pattern on the ground with chalk, and then circled it with inexplicable text and patterns that I didn't even know why I looked like a magic circle. I don't know why I did this, what exactly is the principle, just follow the feeling of my heart, I completed this step, and it still looks like it looks.

I know it will succeed, although there is no proof before it really succeeds.

I threw away the chalk and stood in the center of the magic circle, staring down at the pattern of the eye. It seems to be the next second, it suddenly moved. From a static pattern to a vivid dynamic scene, I think. That's because the inorganic material floor underfoot is coming alive. This "living" process, perhaps, should be said to start from a very small level. Many small activities constitute a tremendous dynamic as a whole, it seems that the entire fast food restaurant is a living thing.

I used to think that this fast food restaurant was just someone's ghost nightmare, but it turns out that it may be a ghost nightmare, but it is not a ghost nightmare.

I seem to be inside a living body, and the eyes under my feet seem to be simple pictures. It is really the eyes of this living creature. I watched it, walked deep into it, opened the door, walked through a long dark passage, and saw the light like an exit. I ran to the light, and as I got closer and closer, the moment I finally came into contact with it, a horrified emotion wandered in my nerves like electric current. I can't help but open my eyes like it was when I opened my eyes. Open it again.

The ceiling, which was nearly a few meters away, became clear. At first it seemed to be spinning, but it soon stopped. My brain is very sober, knowing that I have woke up from a nightmare. I clearly remember everything I encountered in the nightmare Las Vegas, and I knew I was in a nightmare. There is no such emotion called "fear". However, during and after waking up, I can feel more clearly that this electric shock is so intense that it almost makes people feel sore. But it is completely unclear what exactly was born. I just think it must not be because of the conditions encountered in the nightmare.

If you think about it carefully, you will feel that this fear comes from your own body and deep inside, just like the instinct that is hidden deeply. This makes me feel that I must have come into contact with Jiang again under some unconscious situation.

I rested for a while before I was able to escape from this strong, unprovoked, but extremely profound sense of fear. As if the dehydrated body had a little energy, I was thirsty and took a sip from the cup on the bedside table. Cold water is like a string, sliding down the throat into the stomach, and then the body's perception becomes clearer. Only then did I realize what I was holding in my palm.

I opened my hand and saw that it turned out to be the disk of the electronic demon summon program. This thing that has been adjusted and used as a test item really passed through the world of ideology and came to the "reality" of the world of repeaters. This is enough to prove that in the study of repeaters, there has been very close progress with this Las Vegas repeater. I do n’t think that this is the research that mystery experts started after they arrived in the world of the Las Vegas City Repeater. The exploration of the mystery is more difficult than the exploration of science. The probability of dividing the “ideology” and “material state” of the relay world is too low. On the contrary, if you have considered these things before coming to Las Vegas, let the network ball provide the corresponding technology in advance. The main point is that this result is now acceptable.

The technical intelligence resources provided by the Netball are enough for John Bull to have the right to speak, even if he does not do anything, to influence the entire team.

I turned on the computer and didn't immediately verify the contents of the disk. I just wrote what I encountered in this nightmare and my changes into the document. I believe that Dr. Ruan Li can certainly use his psychological expertise to give another non-mysterious perspective. Because, in terms of "mystery" only, I think my changes are a good thing, but from a non-mysterious normal psychological point of view, I am not sure that this is really a good thing.

When I was busy with these things, the sun had flooded the room, and there was some movement outside for a while. I put on my coat and pushed the door out, and saw that Miyake and Bajing had put on their school uniforms and sat at the dinner table, waiting for breakfast to come on stage. Dr. Ruan Li, as usual, although he went to bed after midnight, he could always get up early without any fatigue. She is wearing an apron and puts breakfast with bread, milk and vegetarian salads on the stage. Her meals are always very Western.

Even though Miyake and Bajing have already lived in this home, on weekdays, I often can't wait to have breakfast with everyone. I probably have nightmares every day, and I do n’t have to go to school. Unless something special happens, I get up later than usual. So, when I saw me going out, the three of them talked abruptly, and there seemed to be an untimely surprise floating in the air. It took two or three seconds to greet each other with words like "early morning." Then the atmosphere became natural again.

"How is it so early today? Didn't you have a nightmare last night?" When I was washing, I heard Dr. Ruan Li ask outside. In the psychological consultation every three days, I have already told about the nightmare. She certainly would not think that this is because of the electronic demon. Her eyes are always fixed in the normal world, and she is used to using her own Knowledge to explain those weirdness. Of course, nightmares, even nightmares, are not strange to psychology.

"Yes, but the nightmare in peace is different." I replied naturally.

"Did you write it down?" Dr. Ruan Li asked, she had other jobs during the day, and my situation was "stubborn", so she often started this part of work after work. From the beginning, Dr. Ruan Li did not think that my condition could be effective in a short period of time. Her past treatment experience also gave her a very good psychological preparation for the treatment of me. My situation is not very good to her, but it has not deteriorated to the point of urgency. In Dr. Ruan Li's account, my condition was like "the sponge touched the water and was a little bit infected." The process is not very fast, you can use some treatments to make this process not too violent, even, there have been signs of temporarily stopping the condition in the past, but the possibility of truly completing the treatment has not yet been found at present .

Modern medicine has conquered some mental diseases, but compared with the number of mental patients, the patients are still a minority. For mental patients, the mental problems may be life-long. This is not a strange situation for Dr. Ruan Li or Gaochuan, even if it involves his own people, but there is no way. There is no way. It is quite realistic.

Because it is useless to be anxious, it is better to look for inspiration while treating other patients than to study my condition. Now Dr. Ruan Li ’s research has fallen into a bottleneck, and she has not concealed it, because this is no longer a simple effort to solve, and most of the success factors have been transferred to relatively vague things such as inspiration. Without inspiration, even if I run out of twenty-four hours every day, it would not have an effect on my condition. What's more, psychotherapy is a long-term behavior.

For what I have recorded, Dr. Ruan Li will use the fragmentation time of the clinic to conduct research, and then check and adjust me based on the standard of three days. Such days are like eating and taking medicine regularly.

"Your look is better than usual." When I came out, Dr. Ruan Li stared at me and confirmed this, and Miyake and Bajing also looked at me for a while ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ nodded and said yes.

"I also think it should be better than usual." I sat in my place, rolled up the salad with bread, dipped in milk and took a big bite, muttered, "Although I had a nightmare, I woke up very scared, But it ’s unbelievable that there is a relaxed feeling, like the feeling that the final exam is over and you know that you have a good grade. "

"Is it because you have dropped out of school and you are not used to an environment without schoolwork?" Bajing casts a ridiculous look. "It's really an excellent student. If you don't do exams one day, you will feel uncomfortable."

"No, I just made an analogy." I tried to swallow the bread and said to her seriously: "Actually, I don't like studying at all, really, if I can live a good life without studying."

"Good day? Now?" Miyaki said, I think she was not good.

"At least today should be a good day." I glanced at her and said. Then I found that Dr. Ruan Li kept staring at me, as if to confirm something. I don't know what she confirmed, but the eyes that can't see emotions seem to express the meaning of disapproval.

Perhaps, she thinks, this is not getting better, but getting worse. I couldn't help thinking. (To be continued ...)