There should be nothing wrong with Dr. Ruan Li ’s news, but whether all the people in the same room are mentally ill is temporarily uncertain. ∷ 四 ∷ 五 ∷ 中 ∷ 文 ⊙, the existing information is easily misleading, but I still said that. The two girls were a little overwhelmed. They were half-confident. I understand that they spent more time with the people around them. If there is something wrong, they should have noticed it for a long time. Although they were not hurt, my reminder forced them to think about this possibility.

I watched their subtle expression changes and grasped their thoughts. However, the reason for mentioning these things with them is just to make them have a psychological preparation in their hearts, not to want to use them to do something.

They are just ordinary people and can't do anything.

Even, I have to be vigilant about their mental state. They are well-organized in describing their experiences, but this does not mean that they are their true experiences. I have seen a lot of people with mental illness, and even myself, in the eyes of others, is a mental patient with severe symptoms. I know very well what the so-called "self-regarded as true, not true in the eyes of others" is.

I am not instigating the relationship between this group of people. I trust the information from Dr. Ruan Li very much, and I made this decision based on this trust.

But in any case, today's judgments and actions contain strong subjectivity and intuition. I am not sure that each of my warnings is correct. In order to allow them to judge more autonomously, I told them the fact that I was a mental patient.

A boy claiming to be a mental patient claims that the people around him are mental patients-this situation is usually ridiculous, but this is the choice that two girls must face, they are under the influence of this information. Decide your every move.

Observing them is not necessary, but I can do it.

At least until dawn, no one will be sent over there. In fact, the staff on duty at night in mental hospitals is not very adequate. Non-locals rarely come to work locally, and locals are deeply ill because of the past in psychiatric hospitals. Because of the non-disclosure of research projects, the staff must be strictly scrutinized, so it is not possible for individuals to get employment opportunities. These circumstances were all told by Dr. Ruan Li. The experts selected during the seminar, even if they were unable to participate in the research of "paradise", would be recruited as staff of this mental hospital.

Most experts who come to participate in the seminar will work in this psychiatric hospital, even if they are judged to have been influenced by white Claudia. As long as the degree of influence is above a certain qualifying line, they will be hired. After all, not all the work in the psychiatric hospital is related to the white Claudia. Some normal research and external facades also require manual maintenance. If they are below the qualifying line, the situation they face is probably worse.

I now hope that fitness coaches and others can at least get the opportunity to be regular employees in mental hospitals.

This is not a question of whether the employer is willing. It lies in the people who are invited. There is no room for bargaining before the seminar. And the style of Doomsday Religion has always been very tough. Whether their ideas are to promote the Doomsday or to restore the Doomsday, they are implemented by a compulsory method.

I cannot prevent the birth of "paradise". Under the inertia of the doomsday process, this drug will be made in other places that I don't know, even if it is not studied here. That being the case, I prefer to experience this scene in person, and watch how it becomes the kind of "paradise" I am familiar with in the past.

If it is possible, of course I want the "paradise" that Dr. Ruan Li expected to be born, not the kind of "paradise" that I had known in the past.

Although the name is the same. But the two are completely contrary to their own expectations.

One is drugs, and the other is hope to save the world.

I have already vaguely noticed that the wheels of the doomsday process are coming far away, walking on a road that it has been planned, and according to past experience, probably my behavior may become the driving force to accelerate driving in this A factor on the road. Just like, in the past doomsday illusion, whether or not to participate in the mysterious event with the mood of wanting to stop the end, most of the results that can be obtained will make people feel that what they have done is actually promoting Doomsday development.

This kind of feeling makes people feel very frustrated, there are many mysterious experts who are tenacious and have good wishes, and they can't bear it at the end. This result, which runs counter to their original intention, is deeply desperate, either missing, death or alienation Became a person of doomsday truth.

To a large extent, I think that the world will also develop according to this law.

How desperate this is. Obviously think that you should do something, you must be able to do something, your efforts will definitely get the correct results, and your moral behavior will also get the best return, but the reality is that no matter what you do, it is just Closer to the dark abyss.

Even so, people who have recognized this but have not given up their efforts and struggles still exist. There are people in the network ball who are constantly quitting, dying, and betraying. Sometimes people even feel that it is getting thinner, but it has always existed. The world I have observed, no matter whether it is real or illusory, but no matter where, there are indeed such a group of people, trying to save the worst possible.

This is very important.

Seeing them and realizing their thoughts and actions is an indispensable source of motivation for me.

My particularity only lies in making me feel more likely to succeed than them. But if in this world, only me is the savior, or someone who wants to protect something in the course of the end, it must be wrong.

Perhaps, among the people I rescued, among the people I reminded and warned, because of my actions, there are people who survived mysterious events. Even if they cannot completely get rid of the "mysterious" threat, they will try to take a chance and try to save something that is on the verge of collapse. Before they are in despair, what they have done will surely save more people like them.

If you think about it this way, a new force will spring up deep inside my heart, making me tired. Get a kind of consolation.

Yes, I do n’t know what is true, and I ’m not sure whether my thoughts are correct, and whether my actions will get the rewards I want. Whether you can really save someone, or whether you are in vain. However, since I can persevere until now, prove it. There must be something in it that I firmly believe in and deserves to be adhered to.

What you want to guard and save is definitely not wrong. Whatever the consequences for others, it must be correct for yourself.

I watched what had happened. And what's about to happen. I draw strength from observations, and I try to influence the observed results.

Maybe everything I did. In the observation of those eyes, it is nothing but an established fate, an already completed story line, a useless attempt, a tangled wander. No matter what I do, it is not out of my will. Instead, it is just that the will is arranged, and all that is done is only to promote the development of a given doomsday plot, not to jump out of the entire story frame. Therefore, it doesn't make any sense to me.

Even so. I will definitely not strike-of course, this idea may also be "set", but, assuming that there is no "set", I also believe that I will have this kind of will.

Whether free or not, doomed or not, I believe that I am such a Gaochuan.

I also believe that any other Gaochuan has the same idea and mood.

Even if everything is already doomed, I will witness it and feel it all for myself.

I watched the two girls. Their expressions were cloudy and uncertain, and they looked at the TV and the window repeatedly without thinking. The lights in the middle of the night made the figure on the window like ghosts. The sound of the water in the bathroom ceased, like a signal that made the two girls' bodies a little tight. I know that my words have a profound impact on them.

Perhaps the three boys were not mental patients, they just borrowed this place to date them, but the negative impact of the term "mental illness" was enough to dispel the interest of normal people.

When the three boys turned out from behind the door, they saw the two girls staring at themselves, probably because the girls' eyes were too strong, and they were surprised and embarrassed.

"Is there anything wrong?" One of them asked, breaking the silence.

"This is a mental hospital, isn't it?" The slightly higher girl raised the volume, making people feel dissatisfied and angry.

"Fine, mental hospital?" The boys looked at each other for a few moments, and laughed in a smirk. "What the **** are you talking about?"

Seeing what they look like, I think the answer has come out. However, their performance has reduced the possibility that they are also mental patients. Although a mental patient does not always have to be crazy, just like myself, when it is normal, it is like a normal person. However, in the case of mental patients, they can always find something that is "like a normal person", not "normal person".

"I listen ..." The shorter girl looked at me and seemed to be thinking of my name. "This child said that this is the scope of the mental hospital. These wooden houses are provided for mental patients."

"Don't joke, okay." One of the boys spread his hands. "We've been here for so long, so don't worry."

"There is no problem, it does not mean that it is correct!" The slightly taller girl sighed, "It's unbelievable, you even asked the girl in the house of a mental patient."

The boys glanced at each other with a rueless expression, as if they did not intend to persevere again. Even I can see that the two girls didn't say anything, but the performance is completely based on the belief that "here is a mental hospital".

"Wouldn't you live here?" The shorter girl questioned squintingly, but, I don't think she thought that the three boys were mental patients, but just attacked them in words and vented. The resentment in my heart is nothing but.

"Please! We are not the protagonist of Leaping Crazy House." A boy rolled his eyes and didn't plan to stand still anymore, opened the refrigerator and fetched beer. I sat back on the sofa. The two girls did not refuse, just changed positions and sat on the same row of sofas as me. The other two boys gathered when they saw someone take the lead.

In the end, our group divided into two sides, face to face like a showdown.

And actually. I think both parties know it well, whether they will break up or continue afterwards depends on each other's negotiations. I think that although the truth has been revealed a bit, both girls are a little bold and may stay here.

"Well, we admit that this is the resort area of ​​the mental hospital ..." The boy slightly modified. "But, don't you think it's exciting and enjoyable? You see the people here, life is no different from normal people. If no one leaked it, you wouldn't even notice it yourself." So, he glared at me At a glance, blame me for their good deeds.

I think they may say in their hearts: It would be nice not to bring this kid back.

"Not at all. You know? We almost freaked out!" The taller girl said so, but she didn't feel anything at all. She tilted Erlang's legs. Picking your nails is like bargaining.

What exactly does she want? Just warn the boys? It ’s not just boys, I do n’t know.

"This is the situation that should apologize, right?" The shorter girl said as a reminder.

"Ah, yes ... yes." One boy said, "I'm sorry to deceive you." The other two boys looked unhappy. Did not speak.

"Is it just enough to apologize?" The slightly taller girl said: "You hurt our feelings! We believed you so much, and you promised it. The result? Your guarantee is like fart! You planned to deceive us from the beginning. When we were a group of silly women, we would n’t do anything even if something happened, right? I told you. It ’s not over! I ’ve already contacted this child ’s family. What is your mother? Do you know the villa area on the river bank? Where do they live now? "

The boys were a little stunned. They glanced at me and tentatively said, "The villa area is not open yet ..."

"Remember the psychology seminar held here? The group of people was invited, and his mother was one of them." The shorter girl, Hu Zhihuwei, said: "They were invited by local developers to carry out activities, and The developer is also the owner of the psychiatric hospital. You can imagine what kind of situation this psychiatric hospital is-everyone's eyes are focused here! "

The boys looked shocked and shocked, and they didn't seem to think so deep. In fact, I think that the two girls just fooled them again without fear and kept adding chips to their negotiations.

"Really?" The boys looked at me.

I nodded and said nothing.

A boy hugged his head and looked sullen. They seemed to really feel that things got this way, and it was really not very easy to solve. However, the other boy was not so worried, shrugging, and asked the girls: "Come on, we have been together for so long, don't believe you will make things too big. You don't want to get into trouble, even?" I accepted our invitation, but if you do something wrong, you also have a share. Moreover, even if it is found, it is nothing. "

"It's nothing? Do you want to be reported? Then go back to school and be pointed out? I can't afford the shame of dating a group of mental patients." The tall girl said coldly.

"So, what do you want?" The boy spread his hands and said, "You know, we paid for this appointment."

"What happened to you? Everything here is ready-made. You just took it out and took the mentally ill thing and said it was your own." The shorter girl sneered.

"Okay, okay, don't quarrel." Another boy said, "What should we do, let's spread out and talk."

"First of all, I hope I can leave here quickly and leave tomorrow." Said the tall girl.

"Playing in the surrounding towns, the cost is yours." The shorter girl said, "You have said that you want to invite guests, and you really do it once."

The boys looked at each other, hesitated, and whispered again, talking about the cost. They seemed to really want to go further with the two girls, and they readily agreed: "However, they can't stay in the hotel, they can live in our house. How?" They looked at the two girls with a provocative look.

The tall girl smiled disdainfully and said, "Take care of your crotch, otherwise I will squeeze it all."

She seemed to agree, but when I looked at the eyes of the shorter girl, her eyes flickered a bit, and she seemed to have other plans.

When it comes to things, the atmosphere gradually calms down. The boys were a little embarrassed and soon resigned to the room. After they left, the two girls smiled at each other like a conspiracy. It makes me think that they are not simply going to the boys' house.

"Thank you so much." The tall boy hugged me hard: "Otherwise we really have to be hoodwinked. If no bad things happen, we don't even know, it doesn't matter. But if anything happens, it's the last thing. Knowing the secret, you must be very uncomfortable, maybe there will be any danger. "

"Thank you." The shorter girl also said, "I hate being deceived."

"So, what are you going to do?" I asked.

The two girls laughed and said nothing. However, I think at most it is to tease the boys and make them regret it.

"Come and sleep in our room tonight." The tall girl suggested that, without waiting for my answer, she took me back to the room for two.

Their rooms also have a lot of weird decorations. At this time, we can't help but talk about the topic of "what is the owner of this room, the mental patient?" When I think of these strange decorations, they were collected by the mental patient, instead of being created like this in the first place, I can't help but feel a strange feeling. They put on their pajamas and didn't care. I just watched aside, as if I really regarded me as a child, but in fact, my appearance age is also a high school student, which is not much worse than the college students.

Their pajamas are all mature and **** styles. After the translucent fabric, you can vaguely see the underwear. Even so, the two did not cover up. It's just that while lying in bed, I can't sleep for a while.

This is a mental patient's room, and there are a group of mental patients outside the house-thinking of this kind of thing, I also think that it is absolutely difficult for ordinary people to maintain a calm state of mind.

Before that, they specifically checked the locking of doors and windows.

"Why are you in that building alone?" The shorter girl asked me.

"I don't know. I am amnestic." I said, "Mom sent me to the mental hospital three days ago. It seemed that I had done something. I ran into the building myself. When I woke up, I met you. "

The tall girl turned over with interest and looked at me and said, "Are you really a mental patient?"

"Well." I said without concealment.

"What the **** are we doing?" The shorter girl patted her forehead and sighed: "We haven't found the truth for so long ~ lightnovelpub.net ~, and finally a mentally ill reveals everything."

However, she laughed out loud again and again, saying, "Maybe it will be the most interesting thing in my life. Hey, let your mother be accommodating, let us see how this mental hospital works. The psychology seminar that your mother attended, will there be activities in the mental hospital? "

"Yes, do you want to stay? This is not a good idea." Because here are a group of lunatics.

However, I couldn't tell the truth that I knew, because it seemed too ridiculous to ordinary people, and was treated as nonsense by my mental patient.

"Well, although I was a bit worried at first, it is exciting to think about it now, and I have never seen a real mental hospital." The tall girl said.

"It's not an interesting place." I said so.

But the more they seemed to be interested, the more they began to encourage me to get the bystander qualification of the seminar. There must be nothing wrong with the seminar, but I do n’t think that their whim decision was right. So I pretended to sleep. (To be continued ...)