In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, I am a mental patient. What I say is valuable for the study of the condition, but it will not be treated as a real situation. The vocabulary related to mysterious organizations such as novels, doomsday truth, etc., are also described in my diary, but they have never been trusted by Dr. Ruan Li. Even if I say these things to the driver so seriously, in her eyes, it is probably just Get sick. Even so, she still follows my thoughts and allows me to talk to the driver. I do n’t think this is a kind of spoiling. In her past research, to a certain extent, letting patients act and observe is also often used. method.

I know that Dr. Ruan Li has no interest in how the driver will react to my problem. No matter how weird his answer is, it will become reasonable in front of my situation. What is the difference between "seriously answering the questions of mental patients" and "playing jokes on mental patients"? If the person I talk to is an ordinary person, he will inevitably feel a little inappropriate because of the mysterious words in my mouth, but if he knows that I am a mental patient, he will not be surprised by the problems at that time. . In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, the driver's reaction is probably still in the category of "ordinary people". It's just that his temper is more irritable, although his voice is very thick and calm.

"I don't know what you're talking about, kid." The driver said with a thick voice, and then lowered his head again, said to Dr. Ruan Li: "Ma'am, I advise you not to let your kid get too close to me It will scare him. "What should have sounded like a threat, but because of the thick voice, turned into a kind of good advice.

However, Dr. Ruan Li apparently did not mean any response, she just showed a plain smile. It's like saying that he doesn't care about and is not interested in what he said. I believe that she should also see the scar on this man's face, the kind of scar that is much like a human face. Isn't it always reminiscent? However, Dr. Ruan Li is too "normal", as if subconsciously rejecting all clues related to "mystery", and associate it from a less mysterious perspective.

When everyone else is doubtful, and even has believed that there is "mystery" in this world, Dr. Ruan Li behaves like a science warrior. But in fact, Dr. Ruan Li is not a believer in scientific almighty theology. I also admit that there are many unsolved mysteries in this world, and I also like to read those strange and horror novels and movies, and even delve into Asian mystics classics-of course, from a psychological perspective, to study these foundations for people Psychological influence. In her daily life, she often comes into contact with things related to mystery. After the mystery spreads, she has continued this kind of daily life. However, such her. Mysterious phenomena are always "invisible".

If the world has not been completely mysterious in the past, there are too many ordinary people who do not know the mystery. Dr. Ruan Li ’s performance is normal. Even in the past doomsday illusion, "mystery" has never been popularized. . Openness, people who do not know the "mystery" and who do not recognize the "mystery" cannot be counted. However, even if Dr. Ruan Li's performance, there are not many surprises in the current environment. The above-mentioned performances do not highlight her speciality that is different from other ordinary people. What I have thought of these days, careful attention to some clues, and the recognition of the special significance of Dr. Ruan Li in this world With my knowledge and attention, I finally picked Dr. Ruan Li from the circle of "normal people who do not know the mystery".

There is not much evidence of heavy weight, but she interacts with a large number of people who have entered the mysterious world, but she keeps ignoring the mystery on a daily basis, which absolutely cannot make me think it is normal. The new electronic demon messengers do not mind their ability to be exposed. They have already passed the initial stage where they must carefully observe the world. They are ambitiously trying to rise, using their own power, contacting or personally creating mysterious events, and then pushing themselves. the plan of. In the process, Dr. Ruan Li has been proved to be deeply involved, otherwise, she will not stand here today. However, her vision, her thinking, all observations and understandings are precisely because they are not affected by the existing mystery at all. This is the most terrifying place.

How special is it to make people ignore the facts that are constantly emerging? She said that I am a mental patient, and I admit that I do have mental problems and can't distinguish between illusion and reality. However, it is also normal for her to avoid all the fait accompli involving "mystery".

Now, I think the mysterious driver is standing in front of both of us with such a big swing, even if he denies his mystery, I ca n’t prove his mystery, but I still feel that even if it is another Ordinary people who do not know the existence of "mystery" stand here. After facing the driver's face, they will already have subconsciousness, uneasiness and suspicion, and association with mystery. I brought Dr. Ruan Li here, so straightforwardly talked to him about mysterious topics, and it was not just the driver himself who was to observe and verify.

In fact, no matter how powerful and weird the driver is, and how large and deep the background is, it won't have any effect on me. Even if all the experts in the bus, except Dr. Ruan Li, were wiped out by the net, I could not really hit me. I would be sad and distressed, and my thoughts were once again broken by cruel reality, and was deeply tortured. I have experienced many such things, and it became clear from the beginning that I am not a hero, and even if I make a decision, I cannot achieve it 100%. So, how mysterious and mysterious events that are happening now and expected to deepen in the future will have a profound impact on my own existence and plans?

The situation that gives me a vague and inexplicable feeling may be related to what is happening now, but I also feel that this connection is not decisive. To a large extent, I will not be surprised and scared by everything I encountered during my trip to the seminar. My psychological preparation has achieved the level of breaking the wrist with an enemy of the "final weapon" level. Even mysterious organizations such as Doomsday Truth, Nazis, District 51, Father Edwards, Black Nest, etc. I all act in unison, making the situation more chaotic and complicated, and I will never be shaken .

Yes. The enemies below the "virus" are no longer the objects of my special attention. If I pay attention to them, it is simply because they may be driven by the "virus", and the goal is still placed on the "virus" after all. And invisible. Untouchable, incomprehensible, theoretically exists everywhere, in people ’s ignorance, in the dark abyss, pushing every deteriorating “virus”, if it appears to me in a more real way, I am the only one The choice is to wait for "Jiang" 's shot. Myself. There is no resistance, only monsters can deal with monsters. This is the core of all my plans and behaviors.

Any plans and behaviors other than this core are incidental, which may be important for personal sensibility, but not so important for the final result.

Me like this. I'm not worried and afraid of anything vicious except the "virus" itself. I know. The self bearing "Jiang" is very different from the past. I am now qualified to think about the sera against "viruses", and anyone other than me now, even in the hospital. Dr. Ande and others, who are condescending to see the illusion of doomsday, do not have such qualifications.

Therefore, for me, whether the driver admits it or not, it does not have much impact on me. Compared to the driver. I am more concerned about Dr. Ruan Li. If it is not what is happening today, it will involve Dr. Ruan Li, which may affect the whisperer. My concern about this incident will also be reduced by one or two.

The reminder of the eight scenes allowed me to further speculate on the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li, and the facts now seem to be a little bit proving the correctness of this guess. Once Dr. Ruan Li's guess is the same, its existence is related to the "mysterious restraint" and "controlling core" of this repeater world. Then, the feeling that this line brings to me becomes quite normal. Too.

I sometimes associate the abnormalities that have occurred during the bus journey with the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li. I feel that there are some people or organizations that have obtained some key information, and I want to try it out among bus passengers. Test what, and these people or organizations are the organizers of this seminar. Furthermore, it is suspected to change the people who were originally formed by our seminar participants, and the people who are guiding us to follow the new route-drivers and middle-aged bald.

Compared with balding middle-aged, the driver's external performance is too prominent, and it occupies more attention. Of course, this does not mean that I am relaxed about balding middle-aged. However, since there is already an object that is easier to see, I certainly will not focus on another person. The driver as a whole, from the beginning of his appearance, made me feel intuitively abnormal.

However, when I tried to confirm his anomaly and passed him indirectly to test Dr. Ruan Li's response, another thought suddenly appeared in my mind: Is the seminar changing our itinerary, in the end, testing these of us? Or, are you protecting us? In addition, there is a possibility, such as killing us people, or some of us. However, the possibility of "killing everyone" is minimal, because it seems meaningless unless we are a carefully selected sacrifice, but since we are also one of the supporters of the seminar, then, Once you think in this direction, the situation becomes more turbid and complicated. As far as my brain level is concerned, it can't play the role of stripping cocoons and analysing problems. It will only increase the "possibility" and eventually become an indeterminate situation.

Therefore, I am more inclined to "test" and "protect" these two possibilities. Before that, between the two, I subconsciously leaned to the first, but when I faced the driver, his performance made me lean towards the second. After issuing a warning to Dr. Ruan Li and me, the driver stopped paying attention to our business and buried himself in the lunch box. The staff at the gas station played round the field with a smile, and persuaded us to leave.

Even so, I have got what I want to know.

Assuming that the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li has been exposed, and assuming that she has not been exposed, there are two different situations. Before arriving at the rest point, all the anomalies were caused by the bus itself, but this time it was different. The foggy weather hindered the bus's itinerary, so we had to stay at this rest spot for one night under special circumstances. Assuming this is a mysterious event, then it is relative to the previous anomaly. Even more malicious.

What do you want to get from us behind the scenes that triggered the incident? Dr. Ruan Li? Or maybe someone other than Dr. Ruan Li? Or is it some research results or items? Suppose that all this is not done by the seminar. Which party will it be?

Or maybe the organizers of the seminar are divided?

Either way, if you kill the driver and bald middle-aged now, it is not the best choice. Assuming that the driver and the bald middle-aged are protectors, we lose our protection. Assuming that they are enemies, I will also lose the clues of being around.

This idea was initially absent, however. After talking with the driver, his performance only made me decide to continue to wait and see, instead of using violence to kill all the suspects-this is of course the most direct and quick, but if not To do this, ignore the shady scene. Why should I let Dr. Ruan Li come? Similarly, it is not in my style. It is just a "killer" style.

At about 8 o'clock in the evening, the rest point, which was not too prosperous, became more and more desolate in the night fog. The sound of the wind awakened the fear of darkness in people's hearts. Even psychologists cannot completely suppress this feeling of heartbeat. However, they can at least maintain their normal appearance, but other people who also need to stay overnight, especially those who have not been able to book a room. It seems a little anxious. These people made a big fuss in the hotel. Finally, the middle-aged bald-headed took the initiative to coordinate the reservation, reducing the share of our group, and then let the situation ease.

No one likes to continue to sleep in a dim car at this time, and do not want to continue to night in such foggy weather, and the hotel is already full. Negotiations. Even so, a considerable number of people still returned to the parking lot, stayed in their cars, and turned on the lights.

This period of time is early before the normal sleep time, but no one is shaking outside. I confirmed that there were no pedestrians around the store before returning to my room. Dr. Ruan Li and I have a room with two female experts and two foreigners. They are not difficult people to get along with. Someone bought a card in a convenience store, the four of us played a few rounds, and then the two female experts looked out of the window, and it seemed to have a special feeling. Their consistent pace surprised them all. If it is an ordinary person, it is probably only accidental, so I fooled it.

However, these two female experts obviously do not think so.

"Do you feel it too?" One of them asked.

"Yes, it's a strange feeling. It's like seeing the psychological fear scenes in a horror movie. Although it's not clear what will happen, something terrible will happen." Another answered.

Her answer made both parties feel that their feelings were not groundless. Although he couldn't tell the truth, he still turned to Dr. Ruan Li.

"Don't you feel? Ms. Ruan."

"You have just described it, this is just a psychological fear." Dr. Ruan Li said in a normal tone: "Now the situation outside is indeed very easy to cause psychological fear, but this does not mean that the object of this fear It ’s real. And since we did n’t go out, we did n’t need to worry about what ’s going on outside. ”When talking about“ what ’s going on, ”Dr. Ruan Li ’s expression was intentional because it was too deliberate Suddenly, people knew that it was ridicule.

"Aren't you afraid?" A female expert asked seriously, "Not at all?"

"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li shrugged and dropped a set of cards, saying, "I can't be afraid of anything that I haven't seen with my own eyes and can't use my own knowledge and cognition."

"This is really arrogant," another female expert said jokingly.

"The so-called ignorant has no fear." Dr. Ruan Li said: "You can try to make yourself a fool."

The three of them laughed for a while, and when they were quiet, they suddenly gave people a feeling of extraordinarily quietness-the degree of silence was too deep and too abrupt, and there was a deep gap between what we had in mind It ’s like there ’s no living thing around—it ’s not just me who feels this way. This quietness is so obvious.

Or should it be dead?

This atmosphere, once again, brings strong psychological fear and pressure. Dr. Ruan Li also frowned, and she finally reacted a little to the abnormal situation. I was watching Dr. Ruan Li, but my shoulders were shaken vigorously by two other female experts. I turned my head and saw that they were both staring at me with a kind of scrutiny, reminding me when I was receiving treatment in the “hospital”. The doctor looked at me. I immediately realized that they were confirming that I was ill again. Perhaps, the previous attention to Dr. Ruan Li made them feel dangerous.

These two female experts have heard about my situation from Dr. Ruan Li. They agreed with Dr. Ruan Li that I was very dangerous, not only for my mental symptoms, but also for me who was ill, and the danger to other people skyrocketed. They are a little afraid of me. Compared to the weirdness of the scene, I was more afraid of being affected, and my mental illness would be as if I felt that I was close to danger, and the silence around me was just some kind of abnormal omen.

"How do you feel?" A female expert asked me.

"No problem." I said, "Relax, doctor, I won't hurt you." I call them uniformly doctors, although neither of them are medical-related professions and jobs. One person heard that it was a fortuneteller, and the other was just an ordinary fitness coach. However, since it was an invitation to the seminar, they naturally have some recognition in psychology. If it is a formal international seminar, they will not be on the invitation list. However, this seminar has a very strong private nature, and it is up to the organizer to decide who to invite.

Even so, since they showed a strong interest in my situation, I do n’t mind calling them doctors. In addition, the profession of divination is quite interesting. Of these two, if there is an electronic demon messenger, the fortune-teller is naturally more likely. However, neither of them was in contact, revealing anything special except personality. However, since he is proficient in psychology, it is naturally not surprising that he can disguise himself so well.

"Mental patients are often more sensitive than ordinary people." The fortune-teller and I looked at each other for a while and seemed to confirm, before saying, "Did you feel anything?"

"Maybe it will be an illusion." Dr. Ruan Li said suddenly.

"Assuming that all four of us have hallucinations, it is not normal." The fitness coach said.

"No, I don't mean this quiet atmosphere." Dr. Ruan Li recovered and looked at me and said, "However, this atmosphere can easily cause hallucinations and auditory hallucinations."

"Of course I wouldn't take what he said seriously, but I still hope he can feel it ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ The fortune teller understands what Dr. Ruan Li means, but still insists.

I carefully observed the changes in the three people ’s attitudes. Dr. Ruan Li was undoubtedly the most calm one. From the beginning, when the initial death still struck, she was a little stunned, but immediately returned to normal. Happening. I guess, maybe in her feeling, this kind of quietness has not reached the point of "dead stillness", just the level of "being quiet at night". Is it just me and two female experts who are too sensitive? The reactions of the two female experts, in my opinion, are very sensitive, but they are taken for granted. However, whether it is a reaction or a question, it is still impossible to prove whether they are mysterious.

I started thinking of chains while thinking quickly. All of a sudden, everything within a 50-meter radius is in my observation due to its own movement.

However, the room that was supposed to be full of people had become empty.

The anomaly has already happened. I quickly walked to the window and looked out. I saw the fog at night and the lights dim, but it seemed to bring a gray layer to this scene.

"It's gray fog." I turned to doctor Ruan Li. Dr. Ruan Li, who is following my diary, can definitely understand the meaning of "grey mist" from the setting of the story. (To be continued ...)