Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 1235: 3 Ikuo

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Speed ​​sweeping allows me to leave a certain range at a speed that ordinary people can't, even if I go around the world directly, as long as there is a suitable speed to refer to the object, it will also not spend too much time. : Top: dot: \ 'novel 3w.wx.o From this perspective, I have obtained the freedom in time. With the power of the magic quark, it will not be restricted by any normal region. However, even if it is a quick sweep, there are places where it is impossible to walk freely. Just as walking in the same general sense can only travel to the world of material form, conscious walking is only effective for the world of ideology. In theory, based on the nature of the illusion of doomsday, everything has a unified foundation, and based on this foundation, any In theory, power can achieve omnipotence. From this perspective, the mystery closest to "omnipotence" is undoubtedly the ideology that is presented by ideology. However, what can be achieved theoretically cannot be achieved to the extent that it can be achieved.

This kind of reality can only approach the theory indefinitely, but cannot reach the theoretical value. In my understanding, it is determined by the constitutional nature of the final fantasy.

No matter how much mystery people show in the illusion of apocalypse, or use the terrible mystery to turn themselves into "non-humans", these people and non-humans, all mysteries and normals, constitute the basis of their existence The factor still comes down to the doomsday syndrome, or "virus". Any existence, from the perspective of survival mechanism, will not deliberately create a situation that poses a threat to its own survival, unless such a threat can promote the growth of its own survival mechanism from another level. To put it simply, it means that "viruses" will not create an environment that is completely harmful to oneself and is not beneficial. Based on this conclusion, one can understand that doomsday syndrome and doomsday illusion. As well as any circumstances that emerged from it, it cannot pose a threat to the "virus". Suppose that the theoretically achievable height in the doomsday illusion is what the "virus" can achieve. If the actual situation cannot reach this theoretical value, it becomes natural.

However, I also don't think that all these things derived from the "virus" are only beneficial to the "virus" and are completely prophetic. As far as I can understand the "survival mechanism", a completely beneficial environment without change does not conform to the principle of the survival mechanism. For any existence that wants to grow, some stimulating changes are also necessary. Even if such a change poses a certain degree of threat to their own survival, however, there are situations where subjectively they do not want to be threatened. Therefore, there is only a harmful situation that "will not actively create", but the survival mechanism Instinctively, subconsciously creates "stimulation".

My knowledge of "virus". It was obtained from Dr. Ande and others, however. From the beginning, the "virus" in everyone's mouth was not a virus in the conventional sense. They tried to use a broad concept of virus to define an existence that they did not understand at all, or even could not be observed. Therefore, it is limited to the concept of "virus". To recognize the existence of doomsday syndrome and doomsday illusions is very narrow. It's just that if you don't do this, you can't get to know it. because. It is just such a thing, barely defined by the concept of "virus", but it may be far beyond the existence of this concept, so at the beginning, everyone who tried to study it, like an ant, worked tirelessly on a plane Crawling, even so, is still trying to go beyond the dimensional limitations of perspective and thinking to touch higher possibilities.

The basis for this is still the theory he knows.

Using so-called self-understandable "survival mechanisms" to forcefully explain all situations caused by "viruses" is a last resort, and it is also the beginning of the initial attempt to recognize "viruses". But at the same time, we must be soberly aware that although this behavior is necessary, the results obtained may be wrong.

From the incident I experienced, the most serious case of this error was the failure of the manufacture of "Serum", which subsequently caused the collapse of Saya, Bajing, Marceau, Sesame and Dorothy. However, conversely, without these errors, you cannot recognize these errors, you can really understand the environment in which you exist, recognize the "virus", and then create the "serum" situation, it is impossible to achieve.

I am not here to describe how tragic my encounters are, nor to prove how powerful "viruses" are, nor to wash out the mistakes people have made in the process of trying to recognize "viruses". Human's outlook on life, morality and world are part of human survival mechanism and human's coordination of its own sociality and personality. The so-called right and wrong are, at this level, whether they are contrary to knowledge and overall coordination. It is because those behaviors involve survival mechanisms, so right and wrong can be distinguished. If you do something wrong, it will pose a threat to your own survival, whether this threat comes from the "moral law" generated by human commonality, or the "retaliation" brought by personality.

What I described here is that my knowledge of human beings and the use of human self-recognition as the basis for trying to recognize "viruses" are "correct" or "wrong." In the process, what I have experienced in person is "unreal" or "real". Although it is important, it was not the most important thing before I actually died.

Because "Gaochuan" did not die, therefore, everything that "Gaochuan" did, those incredible thoughts, encounters, and decisions did not violate the "survival mechanism"-this is also certain.

Even so, these thoughts, encounters, decisions and actions, whether mysterious or non-mysterious, cannot be without limits.

Theoretically, the height of the "virus" is this limit. When the "virus" can be recognized, it is probably when it reaches this limit. However, from a level that I can understand, "virus" is impossible for me to reach this limit. It also means that patients with Doomsday Syndrome can never pose a threat to the "virus", nor can they rely on themselves to create something that threatens the "virus". Well, if there is a possibility that "serum" exists, but it is not made by the patients with doomsday syndrome, then. How will it be born?

This is an interesting question. I ’m trying to make an answer that I can understand about this question. The answer itself is what I ’m doing-for many people who may read the stories I have recorded and the diaries, it is probably It is difficult to understand that there are obviously many opportunities for Gaochuan. Rely on your own mystery to break through all kinds of dilemmas, and make the situation more favorable with one blow.

The answer is actually very simple-because that is what the reader thinks is good for Gaochuan, but what Gaochuan can do is not what Gaochuan thinks is right, it should be done, and it can be done. .

I. As Gao Chuan, the writer of this story, naturally understands this. My story will make many people into chaos that cannot be understood, but, I always think that I am very sober. Know what you are doing and what is happening. It seems that you can do it, but you ca n’t.

I consider myself a mental patient. But this is not because of my confusion, but because the things I face have exceeded the limit of thinking, but I try to touch this limit. I am a human being, there is no doubt about this. My limit is first and foremost the limit of humanity. From the perspective of human beings, any scientific thoughts and philosophical thoughts, materialism and idealism, are confined to the limits of human beings at this moment. And me as a human being. However, he tried to exceed this limit and use a new perspective to observe an unobservable thing. This contradiction is the cause of my mental illness.

As a human being, reason tells me that I can actually not do this. However, as "Gao Chuan", the sensibility tells me that I have a reason to do so. This reason also proves that I am still confined to the human category. If I were not human, I would not do these things because of my sensibility.

I am a mental patient, but it is not a normal mental patient.

The choices I made may not be the best in the eyes of others, but from the perspective of my mental patient, they should be correct. And for a mysterious expert confined to the illusion of doomsday, it should also conform to the survival mechanism.

I did not choose to use quick skimming to immediately take away the people around me.

There are many reasons for this, whether from the perspective of the reality of the hospital or just from the perspective of this repeater world, there are reasons that can be found. This is a judgment based on extremely complex considerations. However, it is also instinctive at the same time, as if without thinking. Just like, instinct knows whether what you do really helps the situation you are facing.

After making such a choice, looking back, we can also find various proofs to prove that this choice is correct. However, because there are too many, it is impossible to record them one by one.

For example, whether it is an abnormal space formed by inherent enchantment, or any other type of temporary data hedging space, as long as it is a temporary data hedging space, it is often lenient in and out. Restrictions. The speed sweep finally manifests only the speed phenomenon, but the limit set by the temporary data hedging space for "leave" may not be affected by the concept of "speed".

If this area besieged by fog and fog is regarded as a temporary data hedge space, it is naturally impossible to determine, and quick sweeping can certainly bring us to a safe place. On the contrary, it may fall into some traps for the concept of "speed". From this perspective, it is a very dangerous act to personally verify whether there is such a trap. If you add Dr. Ruan Li three people, it is almost like taking someone to the minefield.

Although I am confident that even if I fall into the worst case, I will be fine. However, under such conditions, it must be very difficult to protect Dr. Ruan Li's three people.

Maybe someone will condemn me afterwards, saying that I thought too much and missed the opportunity. But the problem is here, in a mysterious and weird environment, there are many choices for myself, can we hold the idea of ​​"possible success", and without knowing the success rate, take it with me to decide to protect People, to contact the unknown danger?

I couldn't do it, so I had to give up my biggest advantage on the surface, and just stay at the side of Dr. Ruan Li at the pace of normal people and do what normal people would do.

Three doctors Ruan Li. It is really just an ordinary person's way to explain the current strange situation, and try various actions for help. Many attempts have failed, the mobile phone has a signal, but has been blind tones, so. We started to collect flammable materials and raised a beacon on the roof. In this ancient way, we informed other survivors who might exist of where we were.

Even so, no one can fully believe that someone will definitely respond. This is just a better way than doing nothing. We lit the beacon, not only expecting those survivors who do not know when to disappear or where they disappeared to respond. Waiting, the murderer who caused this strange situation will appear in front of us in a more direct manner.

I think that this place is full of "mystery", all weirdness, "mystery" is working. Although I don't know. Why are the four of you like "Last Survivor", but. Since the other party let us survive in ignorance, the reason may be related to "mystery".

I don't think that our survival was due to the murderer's missteps. This idea. With the support of other people, but whether it is "mysterious" or not, taking Dr. Ruan Li as an example, she holds a firm and negative attitude. In her opinion. Although the scene is full of weirdness and coincidence, it seems that there are really incredible powers that are contributing to this, but it is just the murderer who is in doubt. In her view, this murderer is more likely to be a group of people with great mobilization power. They have been thinking hard, working with climate factors, and have spent so much effort to create the current situation. They must have something to ask for, and the reason why they and others have survived is precisely because they and others have great meaning for what they are asking .

"I don't think I have anything special, can I be let go." The fitness coach said very straightforwardly: "My research also does not have such great value. I know this very well."

"I'm just a fortune-teller who eats mixed meals with psychology." The fortune-teller said.

"So, it may be directed against me and Achuan." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Achuan's condition is very special, and I am also working with some people to study his condition."

"However, with a mental patient and targeted treatment, what can make the other party so much fanfare?" The fitness coach asked back.

"I don't know, if we know, we can understand our own situation." Dr. Ruan Li said: "However, the situation in front of us can only be explained for this reason."

"From the perspective of occultism, the corresponding reason can be found." I interjected. However, Dr. Ruan Li, who does not believe in the mysterious existence, will naturally ignore it.

The fortuneteller said jokingly: "For example, someone wants you, or both of you, to make a living sacrifice?" Although it was a joke, I felt that it might be close to the truth.

Although it appears to be a weird scene of murder, it can be understood as a situation of "separating us alone". If it is the demand of the sacrifice ceremony, and the living sacrifice is isolated, other clearings can be justified.

However, soon, someone came to break this joke-like guess. I had inspected it once and confirmed that there were no living people in the hotel. Someone came out of the door and ran downstairs in one breath, shouting "Fire". Immediately afterwards, the figure looked over at us, he was stunned for a moment, and then shouted at us.

"What are you doing?" The thick fog blurs his outline, but he can still see his panic and anger from his behavior, as if he was being teased, "Do you want to burn this place?"

"Who is he?" The fitness coach looked at us in surprise, "Isn't there no living person in it?"

The fortune-tellers also looked at each other, and Dr. Ruan Li said, "Ask him."

"Something went wrong." I shouted to the people downstairs, "You come up, we will not let this burn down, just waiting for you people to come over." Yes, although not exactly as expected, However, it was a good result that some people gathered because of the flames.

The people downstairs hesitated, but still climbed the roof, not too quick, and gave us a preliminary impression again. This is a person who is not very good at sports. When he approaches, he sees the thin body shape. Everyone has no special ideas. No matter how he looks at this person, he is just a thin man. If he fights right, he can still beat the fitness coach.

"It's you." The fortuneteller seems to know the person coming, and the other party is also a psychologist invited by the seminar. Although I don't know all the passengers in the bus, I generally have a certain impression of their appearance.

"It's you?" The person who came was also surprised. "Why did you come to this place? And—" He glanced at the beacon. In order not to ignite the entire hotel, we did an inner pool-like measure to prevent the fire from spreading. He should be aware that, in addition to rising smoke, it is basically quite safe.

"Did you just say that there was a fire?" Dr. Ruan Li suddenly asked: "We are setting fire in this place. Can you feel it when you stay in the room?"

"Before that, where did you hide inside? We haven't been able to find anyone else." The fitness instructor also interjected, because, suddenly such a person ran out, based on what we know, it really is Very strange situation.

"You seem to ..." This thin man has escaped from the initial panic and consternation. Through observation, he seems to have realized what is happening. "A little bit, what seems to be wrong with you? I am the same. But we The situation encountered seems to be different? "

We glanced at each other and agreed with this statement. Facing a psychologist who can calm down and think about the current situation is more beneficial than a person who is panic-stricken and unable to speak. So, the fortune teller told the man what happened to us. The man listened patiently, and he didn't start talking about his experience until there was no supplement.

Everyone soon realized that the strange situation they encountered was not exactly the same.

This man is called Mitsui Tsukazu. Although the name of the 11 districts of the Central Duchy is characteristic, his nationality is Canadian. Mitsui Tsukazu ’s current position is an employee of a pharmaceutical factory, and he is specially dispatched to the relevant hospital clinic to record the clinical data of the manufacturer ’s clinical drugs. Psychology is just a personal hobby. There is no official paper published, and there is no work for his own. What dissatisfaction. Because of his self-taught attainment in psychology, he is also well-known in the private circle of some psychologists, and this part of the circle happens to involve seminars, so he was also invited. Of course, everyone does not care much about these private situations.

More importantly, his previous experience. Just like we were immersed in a mystery without knowing it ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ Mitsuizuka also encountered a strange situation: he was drinking with people not long ago and went to the toilet halfway. As a result, The atmosphere was abnormal in the toilet. His statement was "Suddenly quiet around me suddenly", which is about the same as what we encountered, but then, when he was driven by this strange atmosphere, he returned to the fourth. When the room was shared, the other three were no longer there. Afterwards, the air became hot. Soon, he saw the scene where the fire was devouring the whole building. Then, he panicked and rushed out.

Although it may seem at first glance that other people are also aware of the fire, so they ran out in advance, but this is not the case. At least, if there is an emergency, someone should call him. The fire he experienced at that time seemed to have been burning for a while, but before that, the signs and hustle and bustle that should have happened were all gone.

It was like, there was some kind of power, except that he was left alone at the scene of the fire.

"Did you not see anyone else?" Dr. Ruan Li confirmed again.

"Yes, I'm not blind." Mitsuzuka scratched his head in distress and looked at the dense fog around him. "What the **** is going on? Could it be that the beacon you ignited didn't burn you, just burned me. ? "(To be continued ...)