What did Dr. Ruan Li tell me? When I disembarked, I still thought so. The emotions that remained in my heart were not consternation and surprise. It was because I knew that Dr. Ruan Li was special, so when I faced her, I had done a good job of her words and deeds Prepare-I think so, but the same words, when spoken in different situations, feel different to me. ● ⌒ vertex novel, .2 + 3.

I do n’t know much about repeaters. I can only rely on my own information to make a guess about the long-standing existence of the world of repeaters, but there is no absolute conclusion. When my identity changed from Gaochuan in Doomsday Illusion to Gaochuan in the world of repeaters, what happened to me and what I experienced by myself, the multi-level association in identity has made people feel very puzzled. Even so, I still forcefully explain these situations according to my own perception.

In this repeater world, what I see in Dr. Ruan Li's eyes is very different from my own perception. Assuming that before I entered this repeater world, Gao Chuan also existed in this repeater world, then , Dr. Ruan Li's perception of me must have extended from this Gaochuan. However, before and after I entered this world of repeaters, what is the connection between the existence of the two Gaochuans?

My answer is: The world of repeaters depends on the end of the illusion of existence, just like the end of the illusion of reality in the hospital. Although the conclusion of "the end of the illusion depends on the reality of the hospital, the reality of the hospital is the real reality", in my opinion, it is still in the details, there are many uncertainties, I did not carefully find out what details let me produce these Feeling uncertain, but there is a deep emotion that allows me to put myself at the height of "hospital reality" even in action. Nor can he be completely psychologically convinced that it is "real reality", nor can he fully believe that "the end of the illusion is based on the existence of hospital realities."

Yes, even action and thinking tend to tend to this conclusion, and. Taking this conclusion as a foothold can also make the purpose more powerful and make the action more organized. At least when dealing with the "end of the world", the foothold of "hospital reality is real reality", let me You can look at the mysterious events that are happening from another angle, and feel that your actions have a valid reason, full of responsibility and possibility.

Even so. Deep in my heart, there has always been such a voice that I was killed by the final weapon, and when I woke up in the reality of the hospital, it was deeply imprinted: this hospital is full of realism anyway, Is it real? Instead of being involved in some serious mysterious state of affairs after being involved in the end-time process?

The concept of "virus" was actually learned in the hospital. In the hospital. Many sources redefine the world of "doom illusion". At the same time, I also redefined the identities, experiences, and relationships between Zhenjiang, Misaki, Bajing, Marceau, Dorothy, and Sei. It almost subverted most of my cognition in the past illusion. But at the same time, it also brought some seemingly reasonable explanations. It is these explanations and perspectives that have forced me to believe that the hospital reality is the real reality.

But what if it is not?

If, when I first woke up in the reality of the hospital. The kind of distrust that is generated is the real thing ...

Nowadays, it is difficult to imagine how one's life will change from such an assumption. However, such doubts do exist.

The amount of information brought about by the reality of the hospital is too huge, and it has been extremely severely impacted on the information that I have been born and grew up in the doomsday illusion for more than ten years, and the world view composed of these information. However, when dying in the reality of the hospital and recovering in this doomsday illusion, there is one thing I ca n’t forget

——In the reality of the hospital, I have never seen the world outside the hospital.

The time when I returned to the reality of the hospital made me feel the pain. Although the time is short, but because I have experienced very complicated things, it should have grown a certain amount. However, all of my range of activities and cognitive scope are constrained by the hospital itself.

The hospital is an isolated island located in a certain sea area, the external information is basically isolated by the ocean, and the hospital itself is built with the concept of "top secret research", so it has never been lax in blocking information. Even, I don't even know the name of the hospital. Everyone just uses "hospital" to refer to where I am, but that is obviously not a name, but just a code name.

Just as "viruses" have no names, "hospitals" also seem to have no names. They are more like a concept. Although "virus" is terrible, if there is no report of "hospital", I probably never know the concept of "virus". However, the scope of this "hospital" concept is very narrow, just an island full of weirdness.

What is it like outside the island? Are there humans and land outside the island? From the activities of the "hospital" itself, it seems that the world outside the island exists.

However, it is important to mention that although the “hospital” claims to collect and manage “patients”, I have never seen any sign of reduction in “patients”, and I never lack human experimental products. However, I It has never been possible to distinguish which patients are new arrivals, and have never really witnessed the "patients" being sent to the island.

In addition, my cognition of my "past" has always been in a state of flashing illusion and memory interactively. There is a lot of information that emerges out of thin air when I am not around, and there is also a part of the information that I learned from the report of the "hospital" of. However, because the hallucinations occur too often, the memory is not clear. In psychology, "memory distortion" is not uncommon. I have been thinking, can I really be sure that the information I have learned, and the memory that has constantly emerged and reorganized in my mind, is there really no "distortion" at all?

"Gao Chuan" split personality, and my own death and recovery, can these circumstances find some exact and real evidence?

Unfortunately, no, my knowledge of myself does not exist on an absolutely true and correct basis.

When I cannot believe in "hospital reality", the information brought by "hospital reality" is also flawed.

However, the doomsday process of Doomsday Realm. And the mysterious events that are stimulating but not real, are also more like a kind of dark adult fairy tale fantasy story.

I don't even need to do more retouching and write it in my diary, it can be treated as a fantasy novel by people like Dr. Ruan Li.

For me, "doom illusion" and "hospital reality" are such an interdependent relationship, but for the time being it seems. "Doom's Illusion" is more dependent. However, when I discovered "Relay World" in Doomsday Illusion, and experienced the connection between "Relay World" and "Doom Illusion" and "Hospital Reality", "Relay World" , The relationship between the "doom illusion" and "hospital reality" becomes extremely complicated.

The existence of Dr. Ruan Li made me try to accept the conclusion that "the world of repeaters is the inheritance and reorganization of the information that forms part of the illusion of the end of the world. It also made me wonder how strong this dependence is. Because, in this world of repeaters, not only is the integrity of the world ’s information not inferior to that of the Doomsday Illusion, but also, before I entered the world ’s “Gaochuan”, the world ’s “Gaochuan” existed, and. Other people than "Gao Chuan" also exist. There are many obvious differences between living and them in the illusion of doomsday, but the entire life is also complete.

Because it is complete and organized, it seems that everything has a cause, and all changes are organized. So the world of repeaters is very real-before the mysterious spread, it is even more real than the end of the illusion, and it is comparable to the realism that "Hospital Reality" gives me.

My experience in this world of repeaters, though, is not as great as it was when I first entered the "Hospital Reality". However, it is undeniable that the shock still exists.

Even if I take the "hospital reality" as the standpoint, when I observe Dr. Ruan Li in the world of the repeater, I can be located, from her perspective, to see myself outside the world of this repeater, and then I can understand her. Most attitudes and words. In theory, she would not be shaken by the saying that "this world is real".

But in fact, the shock still occurred.

The authenticity and integrity of this repeater world has been further supplemented in Dr. Ruan Li ’s words. Now, it seems that it can already be used as a foothold to look at “doom illusion” and “hospital reality”, and It is precisely because of the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li ’s not being subject to mysterious interference, and her own insistence on the “mysterious” attitude, that this world of repeaters reflects more rationality and authenticity on her body.

"It's me, not you, who really experienced some very wonderful things, Achuan."

"I told you, but you forgot that the prototype of one of the doomsday truth three giants in your story is my family. Now, I am the only one left."

"The prototype may be strange and weird, but it is by no means mysterious. This world is very realistic. Achuan, there is no superpower. The" paradise "and" white Claudia "are wonderful but not mysterious manifestations, it is you The only thing in the story that is closest to reality. "

These words of Dr. Ruan Li have been echoed in my mind even after more than an hour. Whether it is me or Gao Chuan before me, the perception of Dr. Ruan Li is very pale in front of these words. It even makes me think that I have never really understood Dr. Ruan Li.

Are these things that Dr. Ruan Li said to her, are they true? Or, the identity assumptions made only for my diary? These questions, even if the other party gives the results in person, can he accept that answer?

Simply based on this world of repeaters, to look at things like "Dr. Ruan Li is one of the three giants of doomsday truth", it also makes one want to say "What a joke!"

However, in terms of interpretation and theory, since Dr. Ruan Li said such words, it is entirely reasonable to explain the stories I recorded in the diary from these words-it also means that she can choose from her own From the perspective of explaining what happened to me in the end of the illusion and the reality of the hospital, and even explaining the "end of the illusion" and "the reality of the hospital" itself.

After all, in terms of Dr. Ruan Li's personality, if he still can't figure it out, he can't say it.

Dr. Ruan Li observes the world from his own perspective. From the perspective of this world, it is quite natural to observe the "world described by the mental patient Gao Chuan". The reason why I am uneasy is precisely because, whether in theory or intuition. There is a kind of truthfulness, rationality and completeness that can be deeply felt in this kind of righteousness. However, once you are convinced of it, everything you experience and everything you know will instantly be like Sand castles are generally destroyed by waves.

"Gao Chuan" is a mental patient, if this is the reality. That's nothing, but everything that Gaochuan cares about doesn't exist, that's a terrible thing.

I carried my luggage and followed silently behind Dr. Ruan Li. Mitsui Tsukazu's face was better, and after getting off the boat, he was a little excited, probably because of physical discomfort when he set foot on the land. He calmed down. Fitness instructors and fortune tellers also looked around curiously, this is a very vast peninsula green space. On the local map, the shape of the whole area stretches out of the river bank like tentacles. Because of the lush trees, when I was on the boat, I could not see the villa hidden in the trees. However, where we disembarked. It can be seen that there is a long dam along the coast, which spreads towards the distance, and it is said that it covers two thirds of the river bank.

The entire peninsula is a scenic area for villa development, but the development of related scenic spots is only half completed. After I went to the island, I found many traces of the construction projects. The most conspicuous is a piece of scaffolding not far from the pier, and the orange-red lights above the scaffolding. If the place where the villa is located is also such a semi-construction environment, it would not be too good to want to come to stay.

With this in mind, we took the sightseeing bus in batches and proceeded along the only visible concrete road towards the island. Not long after, he arrived at the place where the villas were located. During this period, Dr. Ruan Li did not talk to me about the diary and identity. I was worried and curious. I wanted to know more, but I was afraid to know more emotions. I accepted the assignment of the villa room with others.

It seems that the villa group has not been completely completed. The place we are in is the second phase project, and it is the five villas with the largest area and the most luxurious home configuration in the second phase project. The average villa accommodates ten people, and the internal rooms are also sufficient. From here, it only takes a dozen minutes to drive to the river beach where you can swim, and the other direction is to build a trading market. For a more specific introduction, the person in charge gave us a sightseeing guidebook for each of these passengers, which even has a functional description for the villa assigned to us.

There are many functional areas of the villa, but the appearance does not make people feel luxurious or high-tech. The style is more natural and fresh, and there is a softness that is biased towards Oriental culture. For me and Dr. Ruan Li, this style is quite kind.

Mitsui Tsukazu, fitness instructors, and fortune tellers are naturally in a group with us, and there are also three people in the same bed. The other party is also a partner that I met during the trip. When I was talking to us, I was very polite. We walked along the cobblestone path, through the courtyard and pond, and into the seemingly wood, but the actual use of emerging materials in the house.

Dr. Ruan Li used the eyes of inspection to compare the structure of the villa with priority, and confirmed the specific location of emergency safety measures such as fire prevention and escape. Others do not have such a mood. They have traveled a long way, and everyone is very tired, whether they are mental or physical. Quickly snapped down. When the bell at midnight reverberates in the room, I am the only one, and still accompany Dr. Ruan Li to inspect the villa with a large area.

The vocals gradually dissipated, and the interior of the villa seemed extraordinarily empty and lonely. The lights decorated with candlelights did not have an obscure taste, but at this time, there was no surprise at all. In my opinion, if it is decorated like this, if the designer doesn't have a different idea, I can't believe it.

Even if there is light, the corner is still a dark feeling, as if there will be ghosts passing by at any time, when the footsteps sound, it seems that someone is following behind. These sounds, visions and tastes constitute a thrilling atmosphere, which is completely inconsistent with the concept of villa decoration in the normal sense. Even if it is special, it should not be designed as a "people do not want to live for a long time".

The interior decoration of villas that is full of malicious people for ordinary people is only a taste for people like me, but I also know. This interest is quite niche.

Furthermore, from such a niche style, it seems that you can peek into the inside of the seminar.

When I wanted to reach Dallas, I felt that this place was very wrong.

Although I was infected by this emotion that was born of "mystery", Dr. Ruan Li, who decided the route ahead, seemed to feel nothing. When we made a circle in the villa. When he returned to the courtyard again, Dr. Ruan Li suddenly found something and walked straight towards the flower garden. There were several empty flower pots and some tools for garden repair. She filled the soil with her own hands, removed the white Claudia from the plastic bag, and planted it in a flower pot. When these white flowers were pulled out, they were rooted and soiled, and were replanted at this time. After watering, the recovery was immediate.

"What are you doing? Mom." I couldn't help asking.

"Have you seen White Claudia really look like? A Chuan." Dr. Ruan Li took off his gloves and asked me.

"Maybe." I said, "It's not always the same. I wrote it in my diary."

"In fact, it is only one thing under ordinary naked eye observation." Dr. Ruan Li threw the luggage to me, and personally lifted the flower pot, said to me: "Its flower has four petals and is white. You have seen four Leaf grass? Think of it as white, it's a bit similar. But, specifically, the two are completely different. Just now, what did you see in this pot of white Claudia? ? "

"Just like you said, mother." I answered.

"No. You think about it, it doesn't seem to be what I looked after, but what you saw before that." Dr. Ruan Li said as he stepped forward.

I thought about it carefully. It is weird that there is no clear impression, but Dr. Ruan Li's description, which seems to be replacing the hazy memory.

"Can't you remember? You don't need to care." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Actually, many places you take for granted are not so taken for granted. You think you remember clearly, so you rarely remember clearly, but in fact , Your memory is not as profound as you think. In fact, you have forgotten so many things that you have been unable to discern the information you have obtained, what is its true appearance. "Dr. Ruan Li used a kind of sorrow , Caring and determined eyes looked at me, "Do you believe me? A Chuan. Do you believe that this world is completely different from what you know, see, and feel? Have you ever doubted, those you think Of course it is the truth? "

"I ..." I haven't finished speaking yet ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ was interrupted by Dr. Ruan Li. She said: "No answer, no need now."

I fell silent, vaguely, and foretell what she was going to say.

"White Claudia looks like a plant, but, in our research, it does not completely follow the definition of a plant." Dr. Ruan Li suddenly turned the topic back to White Claudia, her tone seemed right White Claudia knows very well and seems to want to prove that her previous words are not a lie-in my diary, the self-records recorded in fact have a story prototype, and this story prototype is actually her My own story, and I am really just a mental patient. I will adapt the stories I have heard from her and substitute myself into it to create an illusory world with huge and obscure settings.

In Dr. Ruan Li ’s calm recount, the origin of all this-including the ones I have to believe in, about the setting of "doom illusion" and "hospital reality", the mystery and destiny intertwined in the story, and even The truth that Dr. Yu Ruanli knows is actually derived from the white Claudia, not the "virus" I learned from the "hospital reality". (Want to know more exciting activities of "Restricted Level Doomsday Syndrome"? Now open WeChat, click on the "+" sign on the upper right, choose to add a public number in friends, search for "", follow the public number, and never miss every Updates!) (Unfinished to be continued ...)