Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

Chapter 1419: Lone

A monster such as Novsky is not an easy enemy. I ’m sure that although it was once oppressed by me and beaten in a daze, the attack strength at that time was still not enough to make him completely collapse. Dragon Immortal Emperor. [Conversely think about it, since this "child of destiny" is a monster created by the power of repeaters in the 51st area, used to target the ultimate weapon of other mysterious organizations, carrying a key mission, certainly not like this It gets killed easily. Moreover, if my overload condition is "completely without loss", I may be able to add a force. However, it is not what I think can be promoted and can continue to improve. The physical trauma phenomenon is already very obvious.

Even if it is just a nightmarish ideological world, the blood shed and the heavy load it bears can not be regarded as an illusory thing that will disappear after dreaming.

The appearance of other mysterious experts also proves that my confrontation with the 51st district is completely in their observations. As an important part of the plan, the 51-area area that "has a heavy responsibility", even if it seems to be down again, its ability to resume battles is by no means the kind of oil-burning lights it has seen before.

What I want to fight against is not an independent and mysterious organization, but a national violent institution with many partners.

There are many reasons for me to stop the violent attack before. Although the battle can be simple, the reason and purpose behind the battle are extremely complicated. I know I have to compromise, but in fact, this is not the first time I have compromised. I know very well that I can do what I want to do, but I also have to bear the consequences.

Then, we can only wait. As the rivets said, venting must be adequate and more intense. A more critical battle is coming.

I do n’t have a mysterious organization, I ’m alone. Mysterious experts who are quietly standing on the other side. Although most of them are members, they are also a consortium of many mysterious organizations. Only Nofsky is left in the 51st district. But there is still the support of a huge organization behind Novsky. The doomsday people do not agree with the people here, but they must be hiding nearby and always pay attention to the progress of the situation here. The only thing that resembled me was Father Edward, who had temporarily separated from Doomsday Truth, but since he was on that side, he proved that there was some agreement between them. The relationship managed by the agreement can be more consolidated than my friendship with John Bull.

I'm not complaining about myself, why don't I develop relationships and form an organization or something. I know very well that I don't actually need to do those things. I am pretty sure. Your own plan can be completed only by yourself, and dragging others in will not increase or decrease the success rate.

It's just that my emotions still have humanity and sociality, and the feeling of being isolated is not easy to accept, even if it is self-seeking, I think it is necessary.

Chained observations are being searched. The state of overload gradually reduced to ordinary. I wiped the blood from my eyes, nose and ears, and the physical and mental pain. Swept across the body like a wave. I found a corner, put down the shield and the sawtooth sword, and leaned on the rock, ignoring the gaze of other mysterious experts, and so calmly rested. If they would think that I was unable to fight because of this, they could focus on other people who came with them. [Quick updates, fresh website pages, few ads, no pop-ups. I like this kind of website the most. It ’s great to be praised.

Unfortunately, I don't think so. Their vigilance against me will change because of my embarrassment at this time.

Marceau, rivets, and other members of the mysterious organization whispered. Even if you do n’t deliberately eavesdrop, you can feel that they are communicating against my previous situation. I think that in the previous battle with Novsky, I am afraid that they have completed the update of the battle data of the fourth-level Magebringer. In the next battle, if I was still in the overload state before, it would be impossible to beat them by surprise.

I once thought that the previous battle might destroy the sacrifice ceremony. I have been hesitant to destroy sacrificial ceremonies deliberately. If the magic circle is destroyed, I will not feel sorry, but if it is not destroyed, I do not plan to do more.

The bonfire under the blood moon was burning, I stared at the five groups of flames, and saw countless "Gaochuan" walking one by one on the top of the mountain, into a magic circle divided by cracks, but still perfectly working, and finally became part of the bonfire . There is an indescribable feeling that breeds Emperor Zhantianwu from the bottom of my heart. That is not sorrow, nor disappointment, nor any kind of negative emotion, but a feeling that its own shackles are being lifted a little bit.

If you want to describe it, it is probably "liberation".

There are too many clues to show that this deepest night is closely related to me. The word "force of liberation" has been repeated many times, but I don't actually fully understand what kind of power "force of liberation" is. , Can only guess based on the surface meaning of the vocabulary. Anything that makes me feel close to the concept of "liberation" will lead to association. However, these associations cannot form a clear outline, and they cannot allow me to have a clear understanding of the meaning of the existence of the entire deep night and the ultimate essence of the liberation force.

All in all, what I know is probably that "the deepest night" and "the power of liberation" have a deep connection with the situation of "hospital reality". It is possible that someone is doing something about something closely related to me. Kind of experiment. I remember that my body in "Hospital Reality" has collapsed, and the situation at this time means that, even if it becomes, the hospital realm can still do something about the residue of "Gaochuan".

I have no special ideas about this. When I was in “hospital reality”, I already knew that “Gaochuan” had an agreement with the hospital very early, and most of the subsequent research and research results were based on That agreement. The end of the patients with Doomsday Syndrome is very miserable. Without the cooperation of "Gaochuan", Miyake, Bajing, Marceau, Sesame and Dorothy are even worse than they are now, not to mention the appearance of Sesame Super Dorothy like this, as if it can bring about a change of dawn.

No matter how tragic "Gao Chuan" is in the eyes of others, it is like being tested on a white rat, and it will be played with after death. But for Gaochuan itself, even from my perspective, it is already the best result. My enemy is a "virus" first, and then it may be a "hospital" because of the "virus". Therefore, even a dark and tremendous institution such as a "hospital" has to compromise to a certain degree on "Gaochuan".

The death of "Gaochuan" has nothing to do with the "hospital". On the contrary, he wants to let the special experimental body "Gaochuan" survive. I am afraid it is the "hospital" itself. To a certain extent, what the hospital has done to Gaochuan can be regarded as a test and analysis of the "virus", but. Even if "Gao Chuan" and "Hospital" cooperate sincerely, none of them have really been able to talk about successful results so far.

Perhaps, the actual situation in the hospital is also dazzling. "Virus" is not a target for negotiation, nor is it a special case that only exists in a few people. The meaning of the word "virus" already includes infectiousness, and among the difficulties faced by hospitals, there is a time problem.

How did the "virus" spread? In what form does it exist in the human body? What laws does its active and quiet periods follow? And then expand to a more terrible question: Are people all over the world facing the threat of "virus"? Under what circumstances will such a threat suddenly burst out? When it broke out. Do people have the means?

Unfortunately, the answers to these questions, even the "hospital", could not be found. and so. Everyone must prepare for the worst: Humans all over the world have no resistance to "viruses" and will become patients with doomsday syndrome at the moment of "virus" outbreak, even those in "hospitals" who are studying viruses Experts, there are no exceptions to the sources of funds that support "hospitals".

For patients, the hospital is powerful. It's like a dark cage, however. The hospital itself was also in the same huge despair, with the wind and rain shaking.

The end of the world. For "hospital reality", it is not a distant matter.

Therefore, what the "hospitals" can achieve is not only to satisfy the conspiracy of some people, the interests of certain groups, but also the safety of human beings all over the world. From this perspective, in the world of repeaters, what Dr. Ruan Li and others have done on this peninsula also corresponds to what the "Hospital Reality" is about to face.

From hospital reality to doomsday illusion, from doomsday illusion to the world of repeaters, and back to the reality of hospitals from the world of repeaters, there is an extremely complex and extremely close relationship between all things that are happening. It's like a net, and it brings together the world I can observe.

If you want to analyze these complex relationships, sort them out, and then solve them one by one, I feel that it is impossible to do so in the remaining time. If you want to lift the end of the world, you can only use the beheading tactics, and use the same tactics as the surprise attack to remove the roots. This is the essence of my plan. It is easy to say, but it is very difficult to do. Because the opponent is not something that has roots and bottoms, but something that is incomprehensible, unimaginable, and beyond human intelligence. According to his own experience, the information about it is speculated that it is superficial. What is more terrifying is that it is possible that "everyone feels, experiences, observes" is entirely driven by this opponent.

How can a beheading blow be made against such an opponent? This is the goal that every part of my plan aims at. Every step of the plan must bring me closer to this opponent. When I get close enough to it, I must also hold a weapon that can affect it before finally letting go.

And how to judge whether the plan has really brought you close to this unpredictable enemy, and whether you already have weapons that can affect it? There is no specific and detailed judgment method, which is entirely based on my own feelings. Whether my feelings are worth relying on, I only answer subjectively-since I am special, then my feelings should be more sensitive and accurate than any patients with doomsday syndrome, right?

My plan is not specific to a certain event, but lies in my own feelings. "I think this works", "I feel that I am closer", "I think it is better to do this in dealing with this matter", etc., completely subjective and emotional, to promote each one of my own action.

From a utilitarian point of view, in fact, I don't need to care about the result of a certain event at all. Whether it is a good result or a bad result, as long as it is perceptual and intuitive, it makes me think that it is good for the plan. It's just that, with sensitivity and intuition as motivation and direction indicators, of course, I can't completely rationally look at the quality of each result. Therefore, I am very clear about the degree of contradiction in which I am doing things that make others seem crazy and unhelpful.

By the standards of human behavior, being isolated means failure. As a Level 4 Mageweave messenger, I am not superior in ability. Probably in the eyes of normal people, it is the right way to maintain a "can get help" relationship with more people. However, in my perceptual instincts, there are many "can get help" choices, but in fact, they are all wrong. Instead, they fall into such an embarrassing and isolated situation. Maybe they are not right, but they are not wrong.

I hugged my knees ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ watching the bonfire, watching the alienated "Takakawa", one by one became a part of the bonfire, the huge and emotional thoughts, like the flame retardant injected, changed Get swift and hot. In this state, I can always feel more clearly than usual, whether I am "pushing the plan" or "reversing the plan".

Not all of my choices and actions are all promoting the progress of the plan, and there are also parts that hinder the plan. However, the progress of the promotion is greater than the hindered progress. In general, the plan is still moving forward. I must admit that I like this feeling. Compared with the uncomfortable feelings of being isolated by others as spoilers, it is not worth mentioning at all.

At the same time, I don't think my mentality at this time is completely unknown. I'm not a real psychologist, but there are real psychologists over there, who can infer the psychological state of the other person based on the "taste" exuded by a person and how they behave.

I am isolated, and at the same time, transparent to others. I was understood, but I was warned because I was analyzed clearly. These mysterious experts do not think that I am very mysterious, and they are hostile out of mind to prevent accidents, but because they know that I am the enemy, so they are hostile.