Before arriving on the peninsula, those of us who participated in the seminars were subjected to a large-scale attack. The specific situation is still inconclusive, but the information I got includes the Nazi 51 team. Many mysterious organizations were involved in that incident. Also in that incident, I first met the fusion of the electronic demon night crow quark and Carmen. At that time, Alienation Youjiang was also present, but her target seemed to be other mysterious experts. Until the end of the incident, I failed. Go deeper into that battlefield.

Even so, the fusion of Night Crow Quark and Carmen still gave me a huge shock, that was the last time Carmen I became an individual. At that time, I was just a three-level Mageweave messenger, and the Night Crow Quark failed to completely devour Carmen, and became the black Raven Knight today. Investigating the state of the Night Crow Quark and Carmen at that time, it is more like that Carmen was imprisoned in the Night Crow Quark. A large part of the power of the two was consumed by mutual restraint. Because of this, he could take advantage of a chance Temporarily get rid of the mystery of Alienated Youjiang and tell me the secrets about Night Crow Quark and Alienated Youjiang.

That was the conversation that gave me the idea to reexamine the relationship between the night crow quark carmen and Gao Chuan. As for the ending at that time, if Carmen and Nightcrow Quark were not mutually restrained, I would only have a three-level Mageweave messenger and I would have a more miserable defeat. Even the imperfect fusion at that time had already been initially reflected. Show a strong side.

Whether it is the electronic devil night crow quark or the doomsday agent Carmen, I know very well what level of power they have, but when they truly merge each other ’s strengths and completely transform them into unique mysterious characteristics The resulting chemical reaction is still beyond my guess.

These transcendental conjectures are not only in their ability, but also in their form. Infinitely similar to the taste of "Gaochuan". If it were not for a different color, I even thought that what stood before me was my clone. Similar armed and fighting styles, and the illusion of nothingness, from time to time make me feel that it is my own shadow.

In just a few seconds, this feeling becomes more intense. What I am best at. Almost all are reflected in the Black Raven Knight, the choices and judgments I made in real time. It will also be used by it in the first time to make choices that I would make under the same circumstances. I am facing another self, but it is not a pure clone. What the Black Raven Knight shows is more like using different methods to achieve similar results. It has its own characteristics, but the similarities in the bone are hard to avoid.

I think this monster is similar to myself. It's not a bad fake, it's not a simple shadow, it's not an intimate relationship like a brother, nor is it a connection between me and another Gao Chuan. This feeling is extremely complicated, but it is unavoidable. I have to describe it, which is what I have ignored. It should exist in another part of itself.

There has always been a saying in the world: For a person, the one who knows himself best is never himself, but another person who is entangled with his destiny. Interpreting this sentence from psychology, it is apparent that people will be subjectively blinded at the psychological level, and then ignore some of their own objective existence. And as long as people still have subjectivity, they cannot be completely objective. And this part of what is blinded by their own subjectivity is often invisible in the eyes of others.

In terms of physiology, humans have not fully interpreted all the physiological activities and life structures that constitute their own existence, and it is already a fact recognized in the scientific community.

In my opinion, it is precisely these knights in front of the black raven who also describe the existence of the person "Gaochuan". However, the physical level that cannot be interpreted and the information on the psychological level blinded by subjectivity are merged and mapped in this form in this illusion of doomsday.

If my idea is correct, then, from this perspective, the monster in front of me is indeed "Gaochuan".

This conclusion is not really a bad thing for me. Although in the process of its formation, the alienated Youjiang must have played a very crucial role, and its formation was directed against me from the beginning, even against "Gaochuan". The original intention was not goodwill. Maybe in its formation, it appeared in front of me. Behind this series of operations, there is a shadow of "virus" active, which is the result of a non-subjective good and evil, natural pathology. Isn't it an opportunity for "Gaochuan" to truly become one?

I never felt that my appearance was unquestionable. It was a kind of thing without any negatives, and I was happy. I know very well that my recovery is an abnormal situation, so I can feel the hostility of the color center and Super Dorothy. Their examination and denial of me have reasons that are difficult for me to refute. The reason why I still stand here and continue to live is precisely because I must be responsible to myself, to Jiang, and to me. I was born, I worked hard, I was responsible for my expectations. I think my existence is an anomaly, but it does not mean that I think that my plan is completely unfeasibility, and I never think that the simultaneous existence of two "Gaochuans" can be maintained forever. Go on.

I calmly faced the joy of my recovery and worried about the abnormality of my recovery, and I have no doubt about the conclusion of "Gao Chuan". Therefore, I have also thought about many possibilities and consequences for me and other Gaochuan becoming one again. In this kind of integration, the topic of "who is dominant" cannot be avoided. I was not particularly smart. Before I died, I also entrusted all my rights, duties and responsibilities to the "Gaochuan" afterwards. After the recovery, I never thought of committing everything to another Gaochuan that existed at the same time in a suicide-like way.

This idea is contradictory, but for me, it is just an attitude towards responsibility. Since "Gaochuan" will inevitably become one, how should one face this process and result? Isn't it possible to hand over the dominance to other Gaochuans and not implement my own plan? If you take your own lead and just execute your plan, is it correct? If "Gaochuan" really became one, then what exactly did "Gaochuan" look like then? What would he think? Do something? What is correct? What is stubborn?

I have thought about these problems. However, I also understand that there is no definitive answer to this question before the facts.

However, there is now an opportunity for verification.

From the past to the present doomsday illusion, there has always been a secret "Gaochuan", and it is now standing in front of me in such a bright and grand manner.

If it does not appear. The unity of "Gaochuan" is bound to be imperfect.

In the illusion of doomsday, everyone is divided. "Gaochuan" was a special one in the past, but now it is not like that at all. "Gao Chuan" is also split, and it has not been discovered in the past, just because this split is too subtle to be noticed in the first place.

The division of "Gaochuan" did not simply appear in this doomsday illusion, but existed from the beginning. It is only in this doomsday illusion that this split is more visible. The color center and Super Dorothy think my recovery is an abnormality, it is a kind of split. It is a morbid manifestation, a "virus" conspiracy. These may be true, but they may not realize that I am not the only part of division.

They failed to face up to the split that Gaochuan had produced from the beginning, so. The "Gaochuan" unity plan promoted by them is flawed.

The appearance of the Dark Raven Knight is the best opportunity for me to make up for this flaw. Before merging with another Gaochuan, using this opportunity to perform a rehearsal is also an attractive program. It's just that the other party doesn't obediently still do it by me. And my mindset. There are also some uncertainties.

In the face of this dark crow knight like a dead enemy, how am I really? Do you really see it as a part of yourself, or as a complete enemy? I want to eliminate it in the name of "fusion"? Or do you really want to be one with it? In theory, I can objectively judge whether its existence is reasonable, but, emotionally, whether I really hold a positive attitude. To implement this theory?

Know, do, and accept; thoughts, actions, and emotions; these three are never absolutely unified.

I am not quite sure whether my words, deeds, emotions and thinking remain absolutely consistent when facing this opportunity. However, I am very clear that I still hesitated, and this hesitation is also fully reflected in the stalemate battle. Although I may not be able to solve my opponent as soon as possible, and I ca n’t even guarantee how high my chances of winning under normal conditions, but I feel that I may be subconsciously delaying this battle.

This delay is not a dullness of hands and feet, and a hesitation in fighting consciousness. Whether it is dull or hesitant, it is fatal in such a high-speed battle. In the face of the dark crow knight, I did not have such surplus under self-preservation. I tried my best to save my life from a fighting style similar to my own. I also tried to find the weakness of the Dark Raven Knight and tried to knock it down.

However, while fighting, my thinking is not entirely on the "how to defeat the enemy". That's why I think I'm subconsciously delaying this battle.

I was entangled with the dark crow knight, rising and falling, shuttled from one side to the other in the staggering sound of long swords. I defended, counterattacked, and made use of the sudden change in speed to cut into its skills, and was used to adapt to it the first time, which in turn caused my flaws. Our blades, brushed over their respective bodies, were blocked by sturdy armor, and a sparkling spark sparked out.

We have never once hit the opponent ’s key successfully, and we will also fight each other and try to open the deadlock with fists and feet. However, I think it is so familiar to me, and I also have a natural sense of familiarity with it. This kind of familiarity becomes intuition, feedback in our every move, the other party's flaws will evolve into their own flaws, and their successful blows will be disintegrated by the familiar little actions in the first time.

I think this kind of entanglement is endless, but neither me nor it seems that there is no way to win or lose. I have not thought about the situation on the real peninsula for the time being, because if I can't achieve results in this battle, there is no chance to intervene. The battle will intensify even more. In order to **** food from the entanglement of the mysterious organizations of all parties, and to further face the state of the end of the illusion and the reality of the hospital, the first step must be to leave this dark crow knight.

The dark Raven Knight began to accelerate, and I immediately caught up. It jumped and took off into the air, its cloak spread into wings, and it rolled and rolled in a dazzling trajectory, trying to maintain a high distance from me. I also spread my cloak and turned it into a wing, but unlike it, it was not because I had the ability to fly, but by the spout hidden in the wing. It is more flexible than me, and my sprint is more bursting than it. We all tried to cut off each other's wings, but we were able to intercept each other's offensive with a blade at the first time.

In the blink of an eye, we exchanged one thousand and eight hundred swords with each other again, and there were cut marks everywhere on the wasteland. The dark Raven Knight is not the final weapon, but it is entangled with it, but it has the feeling of facing the final weapon once. I think this battle is more difficult than any previous one, even if I haven't fallen into the disadvantage.

We landed on the ground again, facing the opponent three meters away, and at the same time retreated, pulling the distance from each other to fifty meters. Fifty meters for us, the distance that would be crossed in just a moment, far from safety, nor buffer. Even the body of the Level 4 Mageweave messenger could not help but breathe a little in this more intense offensive and defensive battle. , The Dark Raven Knight with the electronic demon form as the core is more physically superior.

However, high-speed warfare is never the one whose physical strength is better, and who can laugh to the end. I took a deep breath ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ threw away the long knife in my hand. I did not give up the fight, but when I think about it, I ca n’t help but think that the fight against it must be based on the conventional victory or defeat of life and death?

What's the point if I knock it down here and kill it? When another "Gao Chuan" stands in front of him, can all he do is divide his or her superiors from orthodox? Between Gaochuan and Gaochuan, can we only speak with sharp blades? If one side only wants to defeat the other side, and only uses this victory as the ultimate goal, then what use is this victory for "Gaochuan"?

I do n’t want to die, but is it too sad to wave a sword just to live? Can Gaochuan do this by himself? I admit that I am "Gaochuan". Isn't it because I have higher expectations for "Gaochuan"?

"Gaochuan" is not just me, but everything I think, everything I do, all thinking and decisions will become "Gaochuan".

So, even if I face death directly, I want to do something more in line with the "Gaochuan" style in my mind and become a "Gaochuan" that can be recognized by myself. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for the recommended monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation.)

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